hello! :D
i'm still in malaysia coz i left my hp charger and sneaker there.plus, I wanna go swimming wif them. so,YUP, i'm staying there :) my jiejie miss me :) hahas. I cut my hair le.. not short la jus abit longer than shoulder length. but it went back wavy :( anymore..
so if i'm caught wif messy hair, dun fine me ar :P
my 1year old cousin jus threw my PRECIOUS mp3 on the floor!!! AH! lucky it's not spoilt or else i'll fine her mum. muahaha. hmm.nth to type le.
byebye :D

hi.
i'm coming back to singapore today.
i'm crazy today too! :DD!!!!
GTV yang cheng lin on yu le bai fen bai now! hu!hu!
but her album he songs not all vry nice. only dai wo zou and zai ni huai li de wei xiao nice
and leng zhan. :) i like these three nia :) nice! hu!hu!
byes:D

hello :D
i'm back frm genting but still in malaysia. genting was cold and misty. we cant even see the cars except for the lights. so, crossing the road was darn hard. we were all running like crazy.
First nite.
went to the hotel's arcarde to play coz we were vry bored. me,nevell,violet and charlotte spent RM40 while verona and sonia spent RM100!!! tat's so much la! their mum almost went crazy :P
but they're still kids..so, yup.
second day.
went to their outdooe theme park. Violet and I didnt bring our jackets coz annyiyi told us not to. BUT we were trembling and jumping around in cold. In the end, nevell wanted to play flying coaster b4 we go into the park but no one dared to play with her. actually i wanted to but tat coaster include of goin high up and it would be colder so i didnt want to. Nevell gaf me her jacket instead. and problem is, i'm wearing long sleeve but she's wearing t-shirt. AND she's not cold..
wow!! (bow down to her) so we went up the coaster but there's sumting wrong so me,nevell and karkar(the maid) got stuck up there. IT WAS SO COLD!! even me wearing long sleeves and jacket was cold.. i'm so sry towards nevell. so the whole ride i was busying saying sorry to nevell and screaming coz my stomach was itchy. hahas.but it wasn't scary at all.
then we played alot more but none if them made us scream like sream. all of the rides I was sitting there going "huu! huu!". i guess i was quite crazy tat day. the food there is so EX!!
then at nite, we went indoors to play. everything was slow and boring indoors coz it's meant for kids. So, we only played ferris wheel,reindeer ride,mini coaster and bumper cars.
haiz. the ferris wheel was so darn high and violet and charlotte was scared so nevell and I purposely shook the cabin. muahaha! bad big sisters,i noe :X
oh ya, we almost lost verona too. haiz haiz. went mad looking for her.
third day.
sat cable car down genting and disscusing whether tat cable car is really the longest and fastest in asia. lol and also wondering if we'll see monkeys or elephants.
like i said, crazy.
then went KL shopping. went back to JB at nite. Me,violet,charlotte and verona were having our mini concert in the car.It ws darn high and noisy.after i duno how many songs, we were all exhausted.But it was fun. JayChou's songs somemore. But we were spoiling the songs anyway :D
so today! got to use my aunt's laptop and blogged! :DD oh ya, nevell and I put centre parting
for the whole nite yesterday. hahas. we do looked when we're still kids i guess.
Paris is so CUTE!! agree? agreed. :) i have no idea wad i will be doin today so i'll stop here.
byes~

hello :D
i'm back frm malaysia!! (long ago actually) been hanging out wif kelly everyday after i came back. woah! i'm reali busy, and on friday, i'll be going to malaysia again for a cruise trip. haiz.. long time nv go on cruise le. or did i go before?? i dun rem :( going to malaysia was tirring. in the afternoon, we went shopping then at night we watched tv till late night.for two days.. my cousin said i snored! AH! i dun believe it. anyways, it was nice seeing them again after such a long time. and afew more days! we will be meeting again! ahahs :D
watched BOLT wof kelly today. and we both cried. watch it and u'll know why.
bolt is such a poor ting. if i have a dog, i wouldn't lie to him like tat but i'll treat it like the girl towards the ending.. i'm still waiting for my dog :( since pri 1..
great patience, i realised that. :) too lazy to type the rest out so i shall stop here ba.. hehe. :P i'm goin to practice and read some fanfic :D and eat some fruits now. byebye! [thanks to kelly who made me so happy for these few days!] I shall get her something on the cruise if i can.. byes!

hello :)
"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when
our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
''You cannot dream yourself into a character:
you must hammer and forge yourself into one.''
i like these quotes!! got them from a site :D
I shall rem and live by these quotes!
hahas. but first, i ned to grow up :)
sectionals today reali turned into slacktionals.
we played wif lighters and stuff. but i didnt even
manage to finish playing once.
lol it was so warm today.. such a bad ting(to me)
tat spore dun haf four seasons. or else we'll all be
already wrap up in coats and jackets..
haiz. i love long sleeve clothes :D
weido me! 2morow morning mus go sch..
sian! coz of Amaths. hopefully i can make it throught
nxt year. okay!
i'm leaving for malaysia nxt week. maybe frm the
8th to before 15th. nth to say le.
byebye!

hello.
i'm goin malaysia tomorrow. dun call or sms me
for nth okay? dun waste phone money.
haiz cant wait for tomorrow. i'm so bored at home..
:( finally got sumting to do le! yeah. yesterday i
read a darn cool fanfic. and the writer said tat it's
her first time doin it. hahas. so fake. she's a pro :)
oh ya, i jus learn frm my mum tat when i was still
in my pri sch yeas, i always had high fever. but she said
temperature would shot up to 40 plus degrees and it
wouldn't go down no matter how much medicine i
took. then, one time i woke up in the middle of the
night and complained tat my room's spinning and everything
looks weird. i also said sumting abt someting flying which
i dun remember. i also duno. i only noe tat everyting's blur.
maybe tat's cause i have a headache or dizzy spells ba.
but the flying part i really haf no idea at all. okay.
so, she was freaked out and tok me to a priest.
i was so pissed la. coz it's weird u noe. u got sick and
went to see a priest instead of a doctor. then they stamp a
red print on the back of my neck and told me to drink a
duno wad ting wif ashes inside. i was so PISSED,i swear.
it's strange coz i got better later. then after tat,
whenever i gotsick, she will jus bring me to the priest.
haiz. she said is bcoz i met''dirty tings'' tat's why.
sian. i didnt go anywhere creepy.. it's not like i can.
=.= tink is my pri sch ba. hahas or maybe my tuition centre??
lol :P downloading songs now.. duno wad to do..
oh ya, and i found out tat my angel's junkai. hahas.
yapsheng lied to me tat it's joshua. -.-!
and he told me tat when i dun tok my face is like telling him
''go away! i dun wan2 tok to u!'' hahas. my face got like tat meh?!
but i guess after this band class everyone got closer to
each other ba.. so nice! :D but it was tirring too.
i shall post at night again if i got anything to say.
byes! :) [i jus loved diao-ing anne -.-'']

hi.
i'm feeling so crappy tonight. i went tm
wif my mum jus now to buy her facial wash.
then i went around looking for nice dresses and
bought a shirt instead. then on the way back,
we were quarrelling all the way frm tm till our stop.
haiz. cant stand the crappyness. and my dad
was so insulting. i was playing my clarinet in my
room and i duno why it was vry flat and i cant play anyting.
so everything i played was mistuned.
he ask me wad the shit i playing. then coz i as
already pissed, i told him tt it's de clarinet prob.
he told me not to gif excuses =.= i scolded him
and said tat since he duno anyting abt the clarinet,
he shouldnt tok so much. so, he kept quiet. I WIN.
byes.

hello :D
i'm back frm band camp! and first ting i
did after bathing was to sleep. hahas.
too tired le.. i almost fell asleep during
sectionals today. band camp wa so fun and
crappy. the food wasnt so nice but it's still
okay.. and our marching video is done! yeah!
one shot and done!! so happy! although my
hand hurts. one the first night, me, anne,zhiyun
and samantha went crazy. we couldnt sleep so
we stroll the corridor up and down
and even went to the boys side to see if they were
all sleeping. they said tat their room stinks.
but i cant smell anything. lol
so glad i didnt. coz their expresions
werent vry nice.. hahas.then i tink samantha or zhiyun
said tat the boys sleep until so cute but when
they wake up.. it's a diff ting. so funny :DD
okay,so, we sat down to chat wif joshua and joel
oh ya, i drop zhiyun's lightstick down the lvl.
hahas. so sorry! it jus flew off my head. then we
slept at 5.30 in the morning and had to wake up at
6.30am. lol one hour of sleep for the whole day.
then dunring band, i was dozing off and anne
even suggested to pinch me. i couldnt keep my eyes open
although i'm looking at the score and playing la.
feeling abit crappy. anne say i got fat and stupid
hands then horkuan laugh. so i say say horkuan got
skinny and retarded hands. lol :)
haiz. amazing race - no one can find me. but when
they did,it's three groups at a time. my god!! i was so
confused. and they all cant stop shouting so i shouted too.
=.= but overall it was good. oh.thurs night was embarrassing.
someone mistook my towel and mine had a powerpuff girls logo..
so paiseh. ah!! anne couldnt stop teasing me abt it.
i knew i shouldnt haf brought tat towel.but luckilt it was not used.
actually we were walking ouside the locker area after going to
the toilet, then we heard shoutings inside the boys toilet.
then i was like saying, boys bathe so noisy sia. then we heard
''towel''. then came a ''powerpuff''. we were stop to
listen then someone shouting ''wrong towel!'' then somemore
laughter. we were freak out coz we thought of my towel and we ran.
then when i reach the room, my towel was missing frm the chair!!
i freaked out!! and i was like goin crazy!! who take my towel!?
cannot be the boys ba?!! but i was right =.= AH! story ended!
then tis afternoon,clarinet section tried out
the Eb clarinet and it was so CUTE!!!everyone ended
up playing it so tat Eb clarinet had everyone's saliva. hahas.
yucks! :P then we went off to play all the other instruments.
i played all the percussion instruments and saxaphone.
actually i wanted to try basson but lenis sais tat the reed is
vry fragile so i didnt dare to try it coz the reed cost $40.
then during sectionals, we lie on the table to rest. mr fahmi
suddenly stood at the door and ask us if tat's the way we
conduct sectionals. hahas. oh yea, our nxt section outing is
nxt year 14 jan. so 'cool'!! =.='' still long la..
heheh. i dun wan2 type le la.so long le. overall band camp
is fun la! :D but i duno who's the person who wrote my card..
byes and gd nite!

1. What have you been doing recently?
[goin to band]
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
[yes]
3. What happened at 10.00am today?
[bathing]
4. When did you last cry?
[few months ago]
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
[not really]
6. What do you want in your life right now?
[do sumthing useful]
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
[carry an umbrella]
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
[my blanket!]
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
[white pants]
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
[erm..duno]
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
[no]
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
[no]
13. What was the last movie you caught?
[a horror movie..]
14. What are you proud of?
[-.-]
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
[duno.not goin to check]
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
[rainie- ''dai wo zou'']
17. Do you have many nick names?
[not really]
18. What does your last recieved text msg say?
[wad time? lol]
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
[12 plus]
20. Are you currently happy?
[kind of]
21. Who gives you best advice?
[depends]
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
[no]
23. Who do you talk on the phone last night?
[didnt tok]
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
[yes]
25. What/Who was the last thing/person who make you laugh?
[kelly?]
26. Do you wear toe socks?
[nope]
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
[kelly]
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken in a relationship?
[kind of]
29. What annoys you most in a person?
[character]
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
[no]
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
[no]
32. What is the colour of your room?
[white]
33. Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?
[dumb!]
34. Do you believe in the saying " Talk in cheap"?
[dun understand tat saying]
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
[me]
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
[cant rem.. serena??]
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
[didnt kiss b4]
38. Do you have a life?
[dun tink so]
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they actually didn't die?
[in my dream]
40. What was the reason behind your profile song?
[i like it]
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
[violet.my mum]
42. Last time you smiled?
[jus now]
43. Have you changed this year?
[yes]
44. What are you listening right now?
[tv?]
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
[nope]
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
[open. i wan2 see my way]
47. Is there a quote you lived by?
[live yr life without regrets]
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
[eunhyuk.lol]
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
[yes.alot]
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
[nth.i'm almost brain dead]
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
[singing]
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
[dun haf one]
53. What song best describe your love life?
[no love life!!]
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
[duno. hopefully he don't]
55. Who always make you laugh?
[kelly.anne.horkuan.]
56. Do you speak other language than English?
[chinese]
57. Favourite websites?
[none.youtube??]
58. What's your middle name?
[erm.. yap??]
59. What are you doing tmr?
[goin out]
60. What do you think you're like?
[crazy]
61. Who will you choose to die with?
[myself]
62. Where have you been today?
[alot of places.orchard,marina,some others]
63. What game do you play often?
[dun play games]
64. Who are you missing right now?
[my cousins]
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who would you choose?
[FREN!]
66. What are you doing right now?
[typing]
67. Which primary school are you from?
[fengshan pri]
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
[blue.white.black]
69. What emotion you like to show?
[happy]
70. What is your life to you?
[crappy but nice]
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
[solve it]
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
[jingmin.kelly.weien.anne.yijun]
73. Who do you admire most?
[hahas. no one]
74. Which month are you born in?
[march]
75. How are you feeling right now?
[tired]
76. What is the time now?
[8.16pm]
77. What kind of person do you think the one tagged you is?
[no tagboard]
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
[nv dye..]
79. Why are you doing this test?
[too bored and waiting for dinner]
80. What do you do when you feel moody?
[sleep]
81. At which age do you wished to get married?
[after 25]
82. Who is more important to you?
[family,frens]
83. If today was the last day of your life, what will you do?
[say goodbye.]
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
[cant say]
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
[saw b4]
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
[my dream job]
87. What is your goal for this year?
[getting into 3e2]
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
[only in dramas..]
89. What feeling do you love the most?
[being loved]
90. Do you think its Global Warming now?
[obviously yes]
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
[feeling angry]
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
[hopefully i do]
93. Do you believe in God?
[hmm..yup]
94. Who cares for you most?
[ppl who care for me]
95. What do you think its the most important thing in life?
[alot of things..]
96. What will you bring when you fight?
[my fist!!]
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
[cant say..]
98. What would you feel if no one cares for you?
[neglected and moody]
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend 2-timed you?
[dump him!]
100. How do you feel now?
[vry tired and hungry!]

hahas.tat's all for today! byes. i'm really tired and hungry tat i'm feeling like a begger.. lol byes :D

hey!
anne was right. i did take wif yalun
but i rem wrongly. okay.
so, today.. band as usual.
got nth to write.. hmm.. alright
i really got nth to write. oh ya! i almost
forget. anne wanted me to post but
i wasnt vry willing :(
she was singing to me a song by cai
mingyou which she thought was nice.
then she cant rem correctly wad
the actual tune was and ended up
singing wangleehom's forever love.
coz i knew the song,i begin singing with her too.
then there was one particular word i cant
reach the pitch and i went off
tune. i cant hear it coz i dun even noe
wad i'm singing. but she can hear it.
and she laughed like crazy. coz i was like
singing normally then suddenly there was one
extra high tune.. hmm..i cant
explain it out like this.. but nvm.
so we were laughing like crazy ppl
at the bus stop coz of my off pitch.
hahas. i mixed violin and erhu up too..
in the end we were playing around wif
the erhu using our voices and we even had
1st 2nd and 3rd octave. lol
then the construction workers were starring at us.
anne scolded them tat they were so rude.
haiz. yesterday band was so scary..
everyone was present and no one was late..
wad a shock! but it's cool :D
lol in the end i got so much things to say..
byes! :)

hi :D
band was okay today. shan't tok abt it.
Serena came today but i didnt bring
the present. haiz.
I still duno whether to take the drum
course or the jap course :( i want
both so much!! but i mus choose between
one.. my mum thinks that drumming
isn't vry useful but i like it..
hmm.. nvm. i tink i'll take jap course ba..
my mum approve it more and she's paying
for it. so, better than nth. then,anne told me
tat she had a weird dream. feilunhai came
to spore and me,anne,kelly
,wanqi went to meet them in a hotel
near the spore flyer. and it's inside the
hotel's dance studio. lol
why does de hotel haf a dance sudio??
so, anne said tat i went to take photos wif them.
and i didnt take any wif yalun. lol
IMPOSSIBLE! i took wif calvin and wuchun but
not yalun. HILLARIOUS! HAHA. =.=
i had weird dreams too.. i cant say them but
trust me, they're weird.
before band, me anne willie and yijun
went tm together for lunch. and out pastamania,
we were fighting over the size of the pizza.
how retared..
jus handed my appeal form today..
hope they will accept it ba.
i dun wan2 go 3e4!! i suck in art.
plus wanqi told me tat sec 4 art vry busy..
SIAN!! i dun like art!! i cant even draw!!
oh ya, and pi li mit's cool!
coz it's only the first episode and they show
arron's boxers!! hahas
alright, i'm kidding. but tat show's reali cool.
but i dun reali like the pairing of arron and guigui.
they look awkward together.. HAIZ.
end it like tat ba.. :)
byebye.

hello!
i did some tests and these are the results:
i'm a milk chocolate, sweet and stale.(no idea)
attitude is everything to me.(quite true)
I am me! if i dun,i'll haf to label my underwear =.=
okay i'm too loazy to type somemore.
byes :) [today's a great day!]

hi again =.=
i forget sumting jus now.
Happy bday XinYi! :D
hope u will receive our hillarious recording.
okay.
To those ppl tat rejected my calls.
pls do not tat. even if u wan2 skip
band tat day, jus tell me.i don't care
-.-'' even if u reject my calls tat day, tat
doesn't mean i will forget and the
nxt band practise, i will still come after you.
i will be angrier if u reject my calls as
compared to telling me straight in my face
you dun feel like goin for band.
man! u cant imagine how angry i am jus now.
i called so many times and u rejected all of it.
I will see wad excuse u will be giving me nxt practise.
I am so pissed!! :(
I'll end it here.
my dad's bacoming crazier each day.
he actually uses my mum's toner as a facial wash!!
my god! it doesnt even work la!
nvm.better not tink abt it.
later he use mine too..
I got back to 3rd clarinet again!!!
coz it's either me or amanda
and i was closer to 3rds so it's me!
lol. then all the while i was practicing 2nd
kentic dances for nth.but now, 3rd seems harder
for me than 2nd.. haiz haiz. i got to start
everything over again. sian.
bye and good night! :)

hello :)
i'm bored!! but pi li mit's out finally! cant wait for sat and sun nights!oh yeah!
bye!

random post!
1. What kind of person do u hate?
[not sure..but there's quite a no.]
2. What is more important to you? Friends
or boyfriend/girlfriend
[FRIENDS!]
3. Are you HAWT??
[i tink i'm the cold type..]
4. How often do you think that you're
different from your friends? And why?
[often.everyone is diff -.- ]
5. How many babies do you want?
[no idea,at most 2??]
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
[ saw it before]
7. Are you yearning for freedom?
[kind of..]
8. I'm glad that I am..
[called Trecia]
9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
[caring,gentlemanly,funny,cute,loyal,talented,
loving,straightforward,handsome,understanding]
10. What are you really afraid of?
[lousy grades?? typical student.]
11. What is your worst habit?
[forgetting things]
12. Do u like blogging?
[depends.]
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
[of course!]
14. Would you rather be a emo who's a loner
or a total air-head with loads of friends?
[hmm..bad choices..]
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
[stuff to do..]
16. Are you single or in a relationship?
[single]
17. Describe the person who tagged you
in seven words.
[i don't have a tagboard.]
18. What have you done to yourself to
make yourself happy?
[eating ice cream and toking to frens]
19. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
[24 years old]
20. If your loved ones died, would you
consider committing suicide?
[nope. i'll jut cry.]

heheh.i stole tis frm my cousin's blog. :D
hope she dun mind..

hello!
i change blogskin le! coz i'm getting bored of it myself..
the animated picture wouldn't work and the nice part of the
previous blogskin is the snowing stuff.so,yup. 2morow got tp concert..
heard tat erwin's playing solo :) lol looking forward to his solo.
but i duno wad to wear 2morow sia.. wanqi said tat lorraine told her
cannot wear jeans..then i dun haf anything else to wear!! so i told
wanqi '' okay lor.. cannot wear jeans rite. i wear FBT.
BETTER! '' of coz i'm joking :D
haiz. oh ya, i change phone too. hahas.i'm changing alot of stuff.
hmm.. i told anne at the bus stop that i maybe would 'fall back'.
AH! i dun want to!! sian. tired day today..
bye!

hello :) finally i'm posting again. hahas.
thanks to joshua coz i promise him tat
i will post when i got my new phone.
so here it is! :) haiz my mother says i'm weird
coz i got cough eating ice cream, flu
eating fried food and fever in the end
-.- she said she'd given birth to an alien.
i also fainted =.=
bye

hello :)
sch starting tomorow.. mus start studying le. hahas..
okay. To Ann's ques : tell u the reason i'm so angry
2morow ba. and to the part tat u are
telling tat person or maybe scolding..,
i dun tink we did anything wrong,
or maybe is we both didnt realise..
but i agree tat u should at least tell
us. basic of friendship.
hmm..tok on the phone till 5am last
night. woah. tat was crazy..I lost
track of time sia..but i'm not tired. hahas,
maybe i ate some batteries tat day ba..
extra energy! :P haiz. after sch reopen,
two more weeks is end of year le.. so fast..
hope i wont be so careless like during common
test 2.. Went bugis wif my mum on friday.haiz..
my mum made me wear a dress.. lol. she
made me wear it then complaine tat the
front was too low. haiz hiaz duno her
prob. okay,hmm..dun reali haf much to post.
see u nxt time.byes! :)

You dun know a shit! you think you noe everything and you think u are always right. But, man, you're wrong. tis is like 2008! not 1880 or sum year in yr time. I've told u hundreds of times tat i like no one else in the world and u dun believe. FINE with me. u duno how to care.u noe nth!! oh ya, and if taking a darn ass photo wif a guy-fren is unacceptable,there's nth i can say.i have taken tonnes of photos wif ppl. and i dun see wad's wrong wif tat.,even if it's wif a guy. and for my bloody sake. stop comparing before and now. everything's diff now and yea, get on with it!! you cant keep toking abt the past and how 'great' it reali is!! MOVE ON!! I dun freakingly care wad u are thinking coz u dun care wad i'm thinking. I cant get my mind across to u but I'm still the one who can get yr mind. it isn't reali care. jus bcoz sum person put a pic of me and him on msn, it DOES NOT mean anything. ok?! it DOES NOT MEAN any bloody ting!! get tis across please. and stop bickering already. it's irritating and reali boring.for once just shut the gag up and listen.apparently,morons doesn't understand anything. the rest i'm not goin to out it here coz it isn't goin to sound nice. yup. so byes.

In HK's disneyland with family


disneyland at night

HauYee!! :)

okay,I didnt noe tam and hk did tat behind

Rachel and me at fort canning!! 1st pic 2gether.

hello :)
I woke up vry late tis afternoon coz I slept reali 'early' yesterday nite in the morning :)
hmm. yesterday went to TM again. Second time this week but nvm. anyways, I went with pri sch frens as stated in the last post.Yanyi,Ai yun, Vernon,Weldon and Weiquan. But I had surprising guests as well. Jess,Yijun,Willie,one of their fren which i duno her name,Kelly,Wanqi,Horkuan and the rest who I did not see. such a coincidence. Cool :) We played in the arcade for a vry long time,waiting for our movie. haizhaiz. Wall-E's so cute! and vry unfortuanately,i got to sit beside weiquan. He keep turning and talking throughout the whole movie. haiz!!! great show anyway. oh! and Blade Intrinity is so freaking COOL!!!! the way Blade kills the vampires.. so clean and cool!! but Drake is really irritating. so ugly. BLUEK!! Horrible creature.,inhummane.okay, it's not human. nth to say sia..
bye. happy belated bday wanqi :D

this is suppose to be on the aug 29th but anne's there s i cant type this in her face.*BUT tis has nth to do wif her.*

it's frustrating tat she doesnt seemed to understand anything. Seeing is believing,freakingly true. she only believes wad she sees. if things were so simple, yea. But,no! f coz not. she dun even gif a darn then, why now? alright, tat time was still acceptable, tis time was not,i noe. But do I not feel anything myself?? is it she tat tis made of flesh and bones but i'm of soil and rock?? I tried,in case u didnt noe. God noes wad happen. crap. so disturbing. i'm not others,i am me. why's the purpose of comparing? making me pissed and venting my anger here or wad. seriously I'm tired man, i want a break. I want sumting I missed for a long time.lol nvm. typing tis here isn;t goin to help unless u are goin to read it, which i tink is unlikely. If u dun understand, there's no point of me getting pissed here.

Readers might notunderstand wad I am saying here, so you guys can ignore tis part.It's just my own emotions.

hi !
today was a boring day.haiz. whole day jus using com and watching tv. *yawn* then 2morow goin out wif pri sch frens :D miss them so much! so long nv see them le.. haiz haiz.hahas..
went tm wif my mum yesterday night. so boring.. jus for a bottle od duno wad facial creammus choose so long. such a time-waster. hmf!! then henglong and naqib called me to chat. and i was walking up and down the entrance of the shop.and i was turning around and round. then outside Baleno i was still talking to them and the salesguy was shouting for some clearance sale ting.noisy!! i was walking in and out of the shop holding a phone to my ear like i was some terrorist ready to bomb the shop(according to tat salsesguy) coz he was glaring at me. bluek!! >:P hah! bored. hei tang qun xia zhuan is cool, but not vry realistic.ppl fly everywhere and can run faster than a bus -.-'' lol. but yatou's voice is reali eww! so kiddish.haiz haiz.getting random and nowhere now.. bye.
loves,craved4ever :)

hello. happy tchers' day to all tchers in singapore :D yeah!
okay, Anne's at my house now, bunking till 4pm.cool! it's not always she can bunk at my hse u noe..so yea :) SHe copied my BF Material ting..so i told her to chsnge it to BF Qualities.hahas. so there,got tchers' celebration today and it was fun. the 'singers' are so cool! :D i can nv do tat man! they are so darn brave la!! ( anne says tat i'm lame sayin tis -.-) i tink she lamer -.-'' u can go read her blog. anne-ified.blogspot.com. okay, anyways, happy advanced bday to WAnQi !! :DD hmm...anne's eating my ice-cream now coz my mum 'told' her to and she said tat she wanted to gif my mum 'face' so she MUST eat -.-'' how lame?? Class Party- Anne's angry coz no one wanted to co-operate wif her, to move the tables.then she cant control herself and shouted. then everyone ate and ate and ate alot. then it's all over. Louiest party ever. and there's a shuai photographer.Anne love him so much she was smilling to herself -.-'' i called her 'hua chi' which means obessed over guys.hahas.(she jus called me ass) nvm, no integrity. and her mouth stinks now, she eating durian potong.i'm having mango. who smells better?? obvoiusly me la! muhaha. feeling thick-skinned now. the way she eats is vry exagerrating and she's now showing me how her durian can slide. how funny. haha! okok. personally i tink the photographer is shuai also la, to be honest :) but he's a malay(not racist) so, there;s no hope for Anne le. coz he smokes and we hate ppl who smokes. their breaths stinks too. ok,she jus burped.eww! i'm disgusted and she still wan2 chew the stick. ok,now,she laughing like shit! it rythmes! hey!! ok.enough of my crap and her disgustinness. ^_^
bye bye! maybe i'll post more serious stuff at night if there's time.

hello.
today's yanyi's bday!! yeah! happy bday! love ya! wanna meet u soon!! :DD
okay, so I'll put stuff abt me here as promised :) i'm not sure if some of them is true but hah, who cares. i'll figure it out myself..
1. I feel real weird and uncomfortable when not wearing my stitch slippers at home.
2. I notice ppl's eyes and mouth at fist sight.
3. I like my room curtain, no one knew how to use!
4. I hate flowers except frangipani, which is so common and normally used for funerals (according to ART tcher)
5. I drink lots of water when I feel like crying.
6. I love colour blue and white, it makes me feel comfortable and peaceful, dun understand why ppl said tat blue is a colour representing sorrrow..
7. I cried once just by looking at Arron.Y cry -.-''
8. I'm cold sumtimes, when not in rite mood.
9. My fav tings are - mp3, hp, blanket, chair, stitch slipper, air-con remote, pillow
10. I cant sleep at night when I listen to too much songs, it'll get stuck in my head.
11. Horrors movies are cool !
12. I hate strawberries.
13. I like guys with nice eyes and cute smile.(according to me)
14. I cant stand 'high and mighty' ppl.(such put-off)
15. I have a blue-coloured star wall lamp, and I'm loving it!
16. I did hw once and was so frustrated coz i didnt noe how to do,so I threw it across my bed and then pick it up and continue doin it -.-
17. I think that carrots taste like rotton vege..it still do.
18. I like watching ppl getting married, the bride is so beautiful! :D
19. I dun like tokin in hot weathers, I get dehydrated vry fast.
20. I love potatoes! they're my life.
End of part 1- now, part 1.5
BF Material
1. nice eyes :) (when he smiles, his eyes smile too)
2. cute smile :) (jus cute la)
3. gentlemanly :) (be a man! )
4. good sense of humor :) (capable of making me laugh)
5. interesting :) (i musnt fall asleep)
6. knows the piano (it's some kind of romantic??)
7. taller than me :) (at least a head)
8. tanned
9. straightforward :) (he speaks his mind,even if it's not vry nice)
10. not mushy :) (I'll puke! but it makes me tink tat he abit gayish)
( those with a smile is impotant!!)
Hahas..i noe the Bf ting id crap, but i jus wan2 make my post seem longer. but it's all true!! tis is a honest blog ok :X
okay, bye now! I'm goin to study FREAKINGLY hard for EOY.

hello!
In sch's com lab again!! yea, for using of com, not for the lesson -.- alright wadever.for ?CT2 results, i fail 2 and got A for 2. sad :'( i rather get all B :(( sobs. haiz. i got nth to post leh. how??? oh ya. mus watch super junior ehb !!! it's cool! :D i laugh until i almost cried. hahas. darn high today jus now. and i mean HIGH.
Anne and Kelly's goin to be irritated coz i keep typing crap tat doesn't make sense at all. ok, it's time to calm down. i want to learn DRUM !!!! nv gonna gif it up. i dun care. and maybe i want to take vocal lessons too.. if i got time. and tuition!!! or else i tink i'm goin to flunk nxt year. and yanyi's been waiting for me since like duno how long le.. so sorry! :) oh ya..her bday coming, duno wad she want.. and duno wad to buy.. boohoo!! should i gif a necklace?? or sumting?? arghh!! And i haf decided tat i duin like him anymore. coz of certain reasons, but it still doean't feel good seeing them so sweet though. hahas :) i wan my drum and vocal lesson!! last time when my mum wanted to send mme for vocals i should had agreed! haiz. but last time i wasn't really interested in singing, so i rejected. now i'm regreting it!!! boohoo! i want to change my wishlist.
byes.

oh ya! and exams finally over le!! but me and kelly decided to be nerds until streaming over! nice isn't it?

Miracle - Super Junior

dun say i not nice.gif you guys and ladies a song! :D haas! bye!

first time taking attendance was a disaster!! i was shaking and shaking!! pratically everyone can see the paper and pen shaking too! so darn ps!! haiz haiz. poor me.ok,i mus learn to get use to it anyway. today was vry tiring. i woke up at 5.45 which was vry early!! yawn. half way through the duno-who's speech,a pri sch girl fainted and fell face down off the stage!! darn scary can?! and everyone still applauded. how weird. hope she's okay still.. :) lucky the stage wasn't vry high, or else..heheh. went out with kelly in the afternoon..to Rachel's hse and i mistook serena's dress to a shirt!dumb me :( boohoo! but anyway..i tink i saw HuiJing today at a MRT station. she was dressed up like a Japanese. Quite gothic la..hmm..no..it's quite nice.i won't dare to wear like tat..blame it on singapore's weather!
i told my mum again tat i wanted my drum lesson. she faked ignorance until i shouted at her. arghh! she agreed to let me haf it, but she wouldn't pay and told me to find time. haiz.wad kind of agreement is tis?! ANGRY! but anyways, dun care,i will find my own way! start saving my own money or use those tat i've already saved up! :'( (singapore lost in the table-tennis game and Anne was boo-hoo-ing abt it) then my dad was scolding me abt my 'coming' exams which just finish!! bad memory,really. i haf irritating parents. And they were fighting me over the toilet in the morning! how weird, we had two toilets and everyone wanted the room one. hahas! like parents like daughter :D i finally had alot of photos wif kelly!! :DD she was complaining we didnt had any photos together, and today,we had lots of funny photos!! cant wait to get it :DDD alright! tired day today,i'll continue downloading my songs.heheh :)
bye now.gd nite too,loves craved4ever-trecia.

hi :) hi :D
i noe i always said tat i wont be posting for vry long..but i always did posted. yea, hahas! :) today was fun and tiring! in the morning me and kelly fixed our calculators.and kelly was so excited all over it! -.- (i'm diao-ing her now) then we stood in the middle of nowhere (as usual) deciding where to go. In the end, we went Mac for breakfast.then went cityhall to get stuff frm her fren then went to geylang library i tink.. we studied behind the plants for vry long. and we weren't toking at all :) then we met souyoung,cass and kaori. then kelly wanted to go to Rachel's hse..so we went. then everyone was slacking doin nth when they are all suppose to do their MV thing. so me and kelly became their director, scriptwriter, cameragirls, and everything behind the scenes. we got good brains for this kind of stuff -.-'' ok.then we were running all over filming and doin examples and stuff. darn tired i mus say and thirsty too :( but still fun! In the bus goin home i met someone i tink i noe, but duno if he rem me or not. so i decided to ignore him anyway. hahs!! i'm not friendly at all (haiz haiz) oh ya..me and kelly talked the whole morning except when we're in the library and till we drop at our bus-stop. tat's alot of talking !! WOAH. now, i'm really tired!
good bye and good night for now :D
Loves, craved4ever

hello :D
today we got de connect singapore thing and we almost did nth. there was no president and we all were told tat we can go home suddenly -.-' weird! but today was okay, me,kelly and serena were high in the sch hall singing the national day songs. :) happy! then we got mac breakfast which the bun was vry powdish.hmm..ok,skip to Kelly's hse. lazy to type. we did some lit and went to watch videos. i stepped on her dog's pee :( Yuck! wanqi fell asleep half-way.hahas.we didnt noe.i wanted to study 2morow,but my mum insisted on going out -.- haiz! i wanna learn something!!
byes♪

hi :) Trecia's back after vry long.
actually i'm in sch com lab now.secretly using com..hahas.oh,suddenly TMK came in. muahaha! she doesn't noe. and she walk past behind me alot of yimes but nv see my windows.haiz haiz. old le la. ok! i'm sorry for saying tat. it's a disrespect for her.haiz haiz for me :( money not enough 2 is reali touching. i cried.kelly cried.Anne cried.Serena cried. heheh. kelly was coughing away -.- though she choke,in the end is she crying. reali hilarious. and Anne's now crapping with yuping abt her 'brain tumor' and she's dying. how funny -.-'' and she ask me and kelly and weisong if she die wad will we do. weisong's ans = sad lor. kelly's ans = i'll faint?? my ans = if u continue hitting me,i'll laugh.(she's hitting me then) yuping's ans = attend yr funeral?(she wanted me to put tis) so, when she dies, only weisong will be sad. hahas! too bad for her.
for the band graduation ceremony, no one cried.yea :) shamym's wardrope mistress :D lionel's quater master :D christopher's section leader :D hawyuh's assistant section leader :D amanda's assistant librarian :D lennis's secretary :D i'm assistant secretary :D hahas. clarinet section got alot ppl got post sia. trombone also. yeah! :D happy. now,anne's toking bad stuff abt me on her blog. for more infor GO TO HER BLOG!!! anne-ified.blogsot.com check it out :) oni 6 or 7 posts since start of tis year or sumting. pathetic! really. i tink for the coming common test i'm goin to flunk it. okay,i already flunk my mid-year.(anne's still tokin bad abt me!!) haiz.haiz. :( scared i cant go into 3E2 leh..(now,anne's praising herself for having full attendance) kelly said tat whatever grades she gets,i mus get the same or jus 1 grade lower..she has high expectations of me :D (anne's typing almost the same stuff on her blog!! i wrote first!) hahas. so,i mus study vry hard with her :) or maybe study with her ba.? (now,weien came and disturb anne.haha!) ok,tis is my blog,enough of anne(yip!) mdm Rao scolded us jus now during PW.too us... :( but wad she said reali make sense. oh! and she saw the results on our sch survey,i thought it was suppose to be private.? but anyways, it made SENSE! she's reali disappointed in 2E1.(anne's still crapping beside me -.- ) she thought we were good kids but we prove her wrong. personally,i tthought tat it was mainly the guys fault,really. they are always making noise,spoiling things and disobeying. NO CLASS SPIRIT AT ALL. jus tinking of tis makes me pissed. we're a class for 2 years already, and they didnt grow up at all. How sad for them. haiz haiz. dun bother anymore.
hmm...happy birthday singapore!!! :D 43 years old le wor! old le! haiz haiz. hahas! kidding. and to all the other birthday babies : happy birthday! :D [esp.cally,shengwei,souyoung,amanda.l,joshua.s,jiro,yanyi,arronyin,guigui)
NOTE FRM ANNE :) she will not be in singapore starting frm fri morning to mon morning. please do not call,sms or disturb her during tat time.thank you. :) and rem to wish her bon voyage when u see her.
bye for now :D

hello :D
tomorow got performance at bedok inter there..bored! happy birthday tanelia!! sry i forget to bring yr present.. :( but i promise i got prepare hor!! jus forget to bring nia..haiz haiz. ps ps :) To SenYang(the five reasons)
1. i wan2 concentrate on my studies.
2. common test coming!
3. dun wan2 have stead(not even try out one)
4. i'm too young!
5. i dun like him.
my five reasons vry god ba? :) nth else le..
byes! :D (watching suju full hse now!) it's nice!

fourth post today!!! hahas :) i ned wine glass for 2morow's salad making competition!!! anyone got?!! if have can sms me?? thx :D but how are u goin to gif me..hmm..hmm...arghh!!! still must buy! :( tis is a crappy post. ps!

and third post today. happy bday joshua.s :D [ps forget abt it jus now] yea!

Weirdest dream ever
CourtneyyXD--- I've had really weird dreams... im trying to narrow it down to the weirdest... there was... one time i had to slay a dragon and then some Russian guy made me a ham and cheese sandwich, and then there was another where i met someone who would clone themselves and then burn their old body so they would live forever... what else... a few nights ago i dreamt i was in the 18th century and was on a huge ship and then got pulled into some weird portal...

Dragon Cultist--- my PC exploded and popcorn came out... Weird... But it was a daydream anyway...

Sarah24252--- I had a mummy chasing me and brother in my dream told me to play dead and i fell to the floor and the mummy grabbed my ankles and pulled me to it and it bit my neck I could feel it then I awoke that was messed up

Jjjooossshhh--- this is my weirdest dream i was sitting there and eating pie with WORMS in it and then i was going to get hung by WORMS and then it changed i was covered in WORMS and then i was naked and there was a bunch of WORMS laughing at me and then i woke up and i will never look the same way at a worm again

M1ndr1d3r--- fighting with myself >.<

Jola13--- I once dreamed that my father turned to be a dog. He was small and blond.

Xxmimiixx--- Once I had a dream that this guy said that he loved me and then all of his hair fell out...

hmm..i tink weirdest dreams i've got was being chased by a crocodile before it turned into a snake then disappeared. and in my dream i was watching a comedy.then the scene was just a tv screen,i woke up laughing.. hah!

[ I don't care if you're just acting retarted;playing around;having some kind of attitude;angry with me;or just being plain stupid,I don't care.I'm not putting up with your attitude anymore.that's the end of my patience,that's it.I've put up you thrashing and snatching chairs,kicking here and there,stepping of shoes,scolding not nice stuff, pushing me off the stairs.No one right in the brain will ever tolerate tat. I don't care if you are in a bad mood and feel like venting it out.It's fine,perfectly fine.But it's not fine when you drag other ppl into it.I don't care wad u hurl at me.but at the moment you said sumting abt my mum,tat's the limit.You're not goin to scold my family for wadever reasons you've got! But it's ok anyway, i dun tink anything's goin to work out.Oh ya..the ting about pushing me off the stairs.lucky for me there was oni two steps left. What if there was more and i couldn't reach the floor? I'll make sure I pull u down too?! wth. i'm so pissed i duno wad to say!! if it's someone else, i tink you're not goin to lose jus two steps.It could be the whole flight and a couple of teeth. To me,you're just a narrow-minded person.Not that I'm scolding you,but tat's how i thought. And posting tis on my public blog does not mean i care.If i did care,tis would be in my private blog,not public one. and I also dun care if you will read tis and have even more attitude.I SERIOUSLY DONT CARE.since i've put it here,it was meant fot u to read it. sorry readers for such unpleasant stuff and to you,i'm reali not scolding. It was meant to be worse than just scolding :) i'm not goin to apologise to you or anyting.i was kind once,not now.]

went to kelly's hse today.bought a mango yogurt ice cream! :D love it so much! but i finish it like in 2 mins..it's so small.should haf bought two.finally i noe who is kibam(?) donghae(?) changmin.micky.yujoon(?) forget the rest.arghhh. hahas.now i find kibam cute! :D hahas. got one looked excatly like girl..forget de name -.-'' the x-men show so funny :) like it,the way they tok. now,yijun is irritating me. hope i dun get pissed. I do get pissed wif him vry easily..duno why. other ppl dun irritated me at all..no matter what crap they did. Haizz Haizz.

hello! :)
i was so pissed today,frm the morning to now.still pissed.no tat anyone do anything wrong,but my mood today as terrible.I'm not sure why myself.But after sch i started having headaches.haf then dun haf.then got then dun haf.so..i;m quite quiet today i guess.Except the part when i'm running around hiding frm seniors.hahas! actually they all saw me la..i'm jus fooling around :X
yijun spilt my apple vera drink on me,pratically.half of my skirt is so wet.nvm..go toilet wash.i'm like so cursed by drinks. 1st i spilt milo on myself. 2nd Anne spilt pepsi onme.3rd Yijun spilt apple vera on me.then nxt time is wad??! kelly spill her ice peach tea on me??
arghh!!!!! i'm cursed!!!! by water!!!! :( hopefully no one will ever spill their drinks on me. Miracle is so hard!! It's so fast and it's in korean somemore!! then the solos tat kelly gave me is so fast and confusing!! i wan2 change but she dun wan! and ssay tat we can NG until i get my part right. haizz. she's a stobborn kid! :( now,kelly wan2 change her job!!! argh! clerk-dun want. librarian-dun want. dancer-dun want. haizz! duno her la.maybe i will force her to be dancer again! she's so suitable then she dun want! duno her problems!! hahas.2morow,i wil rest de whole day jus on case i got headache again.. bye!

i haf decided!!
1st job - kindergarden teacher
2nd job - celebrity
3rd job - secretary
4th job - anne's bar customer! (jk obviously)
5th job - haven tink of it yet :)

hiies! i love tis blogskin!!! ok,i said this before..i noe! :D went to wanqi's hse there for lunch.then Ryan called.Kelly didnt wan to ans so we all ans the call for her. Anne took the hp and said tat she was kelly.then she say anne wan2 tok to him.so she gave it to hokuan.then hokuan said trecia wanted to tok.so it was passed to wanqi.then wanqi duno wad to say so she say wanqi wanted to tok.so i got the hp.so funny la! Ryan was totally confused by us! and we were laughing like sh*t!! hahas.then suddenly kelly burped.then we all laugh. :) so i tok him tat hokuan burped! then kelly hung up -.-' hah! so fun fooling him! then went library then went home.Kelly told me tat i was the oni person loyal to arron all the way.yeah! but seriously speaking, looking at so many celebrities..i still find arron best lor.he's so cute! :D arghh! maybe i will put his pic on my table..then stare at his face when bored.. hmm..no. i'll fall asleep faster! i specially bought one set of coloured-paper and two markers for my table. it should feel vry hornored le ba! at least i cared! :D hahas.then kelly say she wanted to put super junior photo.but super junior got like 13 or 14 ppl leh.wow! she cant decide to look at whose face ba..hehe :p at least i oni gt 1 face to look at.she'll be darn busy looking at the faces then nv listen in class..muahaha! 2morow can get my phone back le! yea! nxt time when i'm in sch,i will pretend my phone doesnt exist and not bother it. NOT EVEN LOOKIMG AT TIME! coz i got my old watch! :D 10 yrs old bday present frm my aunt,i tink.duno when but i noe it's frm my aunt! heh! :) byes.

hi ! I change blogskin le! :D actually i like the rainbow one vry much..but i decided i like this christmas one better. So, there it is!! :P tink it's better than the previous one..
Today got Cross-country! And hokuan came in 2nd!!! 3 cheers for her!! hip hip horray!! x3 hahas. she say actuallt should be 1st the..but duno how come is fiona first..she didnt even go today..Haizz.maybe someone run for her ba..
weird.but nvm! silver is also vry good le!! :D then went t KFC for lunch.spent almost half the money i brought just for a stupid meal :( and it's not nice!! now KFC is on the last range on my fast food list!! Anne poured my Pepsi onto my cheese fries and me!! >:( Angry!! not 1st time anyway..(such a gd fren!) Wanqi,Hokuan and serena wanted to play at Giants which i cant tink of anyting fun there..and i was objecting like mad..along wif kelly. But! advice was not heeded, so we got scolded.there goes my reputation.. then went Swensens.I ordered Frosted Chocolate Malts.Anne's Sticky Chewy Chocolate.Kelly and Serena got Topless 5. service wasnt good..we waited so long tat wanqi and hokuan..ok,maybe all of us, started playing with salt and pepper -.-" haha! and i officially declared broke after the bill :( Angry! i wanted to save money de leh!! Haizz.. went library with wanqi and kelly after anne went home. i read my book until i almost fell asleep.. it's the sun vry glaring actually..not the bk boring :) then me and kelly sat at the T junction bus-stop and chat..maybe gossip a little :P cant say wad we tok abt.but! it's not important anyway. we two gossip so long..almost got 45 mins i guess. Two Super Gossipers! hahas. oh..and happy belated bday to Ryan.G :D (dun be horny le ar:X
[kelly's cute right?! Agree with me!!]
byes for now.
craved4ever loves snow :)

did this on friendster bulletin board, find it quite funny. dunno if in real life i reali got the guts to say like this. hehe :X
Why did you let me go?
~ i guess we weren't suited. (hah!)
Can I win u back?
~ nope.since we already let go.
but I am vry happy with u back then..
~ stop thinking abt the past! >:(
I still love u.
~ I don't.
When did we last talk?
~ the day we broke up??
Can u go out with me?
~ dun wanna waste my time.
Hey, can i ask/gif u a ride?
~ If we are still frens..
Were u able to move on?
~ Of course.I aready did.
I regret losing you
~ me too.But's what's the point?
I cannot keep my promise to you
~ tat's yr problem.I kept mine.
My parents did not like u
~ I like you, not yr parents.
You have changed.
~ people change.You change too.

I am serious on answering the ques!! but the ans are so funny and straight. hahas..i really don't tink i will really ay this to my ex.. i'll freak out!! oh and i'm creating a private blog. some things weren't meant to be public, you noe :)

today was so fun! now i wan2 go oout wif them everyday!! :D woots! first we spent almost 20 mins waiting for kelly coz she was suppose to reach the mrt station at 11.15 but she woke up at 11.15 instead.nvm, time flies anyway.then hk wanted to scare her and tell her tat we left without her but then, at tat moment, she appeared.ok! so qiao la! then went to marina.the rest i shall continue 2morow.ps mother wan me to go sleep :) good night ppl.

this is not fun anymore. in fact, it's not fun at all. i want my life back! just one three days two night camp and you're gone. it's not fair!! it's just three days and everything changed! you didnt even ask me! Not even tell me, ok, maybe you did. But hey, that was so long ago. God will rem, not me.so now, no one was there. even if i ever did get to see you, yea, quarrel. you cant even talk properly to me. Mind you! get a life. it's isn't fun quarreling you noe. if u dont, let me tell u now. IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL ! it's stupid, dumb and immatue! i'm quiting tis,reali. keeping silent is the only way. i'm letting u win.

hello!
i'm such a emotional freak yestersay. cry and laugh like nobody's business. :D :`( haha! sobs.. hehe...
ok,i cried like crazy because my mother scold me. then she want me to go buy food with my face so red. i cried again.
laugh like mad coz hl called me at night and i was doin sumthing reali happily which needs to be funny and romantic at the same time.so i laugh like crazy! until i cant tok properly..hahas! i'm a emotional freak!!!! but oni yesterday.too bad lo! :P

yea! came back frm NE camp lo. not vry fun and not boring too.average.but i'm group 1 and our trainer sucks!!!!! :( she's so boring and vulgar and duno how to be enthu and duno anything and yea,she just plain sucks -.-" somemore the boys say she look like me (double -.-") nvm. gd thing is tat the dom got beds! then no ned to slp on hard floor! the stuff we did was the same camp things and general skills was also the camp as wad we did in sec 1 orientation camp.. so..campfire was..quite normal,i guess..jus fire and performance.i almost fell asleep..not tat it was boring..but i felt so tired i can reali slp there,if i can lie down.the trainers were so high.ove them! oh,and charis sing so nice! love her where we belong!! :D food was okay.. activities were okay.. the duno-wad-izzit-called game..was fun too :) we had to hold each others hand and entangle toghether then try to get out..hahas. had to hold the opposite sex's hand..but it was ok.. maybe not for wanqi. she was holdin gorilla's hand. NO! is gorilla was holding her hand!! yup.tat pervert! >:() then got the wall ting..and the rope ting..i like the balancing thing on the 'see-saw'!! so fun! in the end we are playin up and down!!! woots! love it! then...anne say tat chief ken kept lookin at ms Ho.hehe..she too sweet le! :D overall camp was NORMAL! yea. bye:)

hi :) went shoppin with my mother yesterday.it was so boring! until i even can come up with one whole set of lyrics..haizz.. :( throughout the whole shopping trip i was lookin out for him..but no one even look like him,regardless by hair or height. -.-' so hard to find him sia..maybe i wont see him anymore.. :( i super wan2 see him de lor.. sad stuff aside,i bought a billabong bag. LOve it !! hehe! 2morow got sch camp..sian..not reali enthu towards it. oh..and love fang yang de xing xing too!! it's so darn nice! love tian qi and xia zhi xing! they so cute la! but it's reali amazing tat they can act together so well..i tink they dun even noe wad they sayin la..if one of them noe de other's language.hahas :D

helo! :D
i noe i said in my previous post tat i'm not goin to use com and yesterday was exceptional.but..hehe.. today shall be exceptional too! :)
it's because of some random guy i saw at the esplanade today.i went wif my parents and yup.we go there to get sun-tanned.according to me and in the end my shirt was like all wet coz of too much sweating. now i call myself 'han jia shi' which means sweat covered human.not a vry nice name,but nvm. :) i tink today weather is like summer! at least got 40 degree ba..i almost melted..
so..i went through the air-con part first,and tis guy was sitting there.natural instinct,look at him-.- since he got so messy hair and quite gd looking.he looked up too.another natural instinct -.- so i turn away( natural instinct when caught lookin at strangers) and walk away wif my parents.
i nv turn back.(scared later he catch me) :P after..1 hr plus i tink..we went back to the same place to go to the carpark.(mus go down escalater)
he still sitting there wif his mum,so i walked towards him to go down the stairs.(he's sitting on a bench) i looked at him while walking past and he look up too. feeling paiseh coz vry near,i looked away and pretended nth happen and continued walking.i dun if he was still lookin at me as i looked straight and went down the vry high and long stairs.then at the bottom of the stairs i can actually see him..the bench angle was facing the stairs.i didnt noe,then i heard noise behind me so i turn around.there was nth so i casually turn my head in a certain direction tat i was lookin at his direction without moving my body,my head turned oni.duno even noe i did tat,but yea.so looked up and saw him.he was sitting there wif his body faced towards my direction and staring at me.(i noe coz we are havin eye contact) he was staring at me.nvm,i faster turn back jus in case my mum turn to look too.then duno why i turn to look at him again.and he's still staring!! for a sec i thought he was quite rude.i mean like it's ok if u stare but it's too long le ba?! so i stare back and found him quite shuai,wif his messy hair (like arron yan's!) and i like his face :) so nice.
hehe..so stare for vry long then my father went down the escalater le so my mum tell me to go.so i catch up eif my mum and stop at the escalater.i turn around and saw him get up frm his seat.i was tinkin : " ok,i'm ignoring!" and step onto the escalater.he can see me frm up the stairrs i tink and he ran to the steps wheni went down.which the scene appears to be so sad..:( but nvm..problem is why he ran to the stairs? like i go got his business.. but as i as goin down i can still see him,he looked so sad and lost..like he lost someone..
personally i felt like i jus broke up wif my bf or sumting..it's just so depressing!!! cant stand the feeling!!! he feels so familiar and close..but i dno him..dun rem who he is!! i felt tat i noe him..but jus cant recall who excatly who he is!. arghh!
oh! and his hairstyle matches the guy in my movie dream!! the more i want to see him again!!! :X haizz..just recalling the scene makes me feel happy and sad.so mixed. i'm happy to see him and actually sad to see him lookin down on the floor walking back to his seat looking so downcast..so sad! :( someting mus be connected ba.. so mus abt him. Anne met hers too! :D sumting like mine.
but is her bro and mum caught the guy staring at her de..then he even waved and smiled at her when she left!! why cant mine smile or at least wave when i leave rather than looking so sad..still try to chase summore..CONFUSED!
kelly got hers too! a hot(according to her) rivervalley guy!! :D woots! we all found our 'you yuan ren' lo!! or maybe 'mong zong qin ren'!!! so cool!! :DDD
i wan2 meet him again!! but he looked at least 18 or 19 years old.. so old..no.is i young..ai ya! dun care la! i jus wanna meet him to confirm if he's reali the guy in my dreams..coz he looked to alike!! oif he reali is,gosh! i'll faint on the spot ba!? it's like a dream come true! hahas :) three cheers to the three guys! one cheer for one each! :D hah! bye bye! today bacame a vry happy day! thanks to him! :DDDDD to add on,hope he nv get scolded by his mum or sumting ba :)
WAN2 MEET HIM!!!!! SUPER WANT!

got scolded for wearing contacts overtime.haizz.. -.- dun wanna care.
To Her :
i hate ppl invading into my stuff and privacy without my permission and worse still...denying after e asking and giving me a whole lot of lame excuses.pls dun ever do tat again.or let me catch u.
To Him:
u dont noe how much u meant unless u face it.i will nv tell u anyting more then tat.sometimes,it's reali better to use someting closer to u.
To Him:
be more mature!!! i cant stand u liao!!!! :(

although i promised myself not to use com for two weeks coz of bad results.but today is exceptional! put post or else my blog will be dead.i dun wan a dead blog!!! nth else to say le :) bb!

today maths was quite ok.at least better than paper 1.tink i'm goin to get b4 ba or b3.jus now someone smashed my inside.but i jus wan u to noe.if i'm goin to regret something i will rather regret after i haf done it but not not not doin it.u wan me to regret before doim it.my ans will be a definite NO!

my parents suddenly went crazy enough to get me contacts. haizz..duno wad's their problem leh.but anyway.not ned to wear specs lo! espcially durin PE.be getting it on tues after sch.still mus spend one hour at the shop to learn how to wear ans wash it.Sian! hahas.i thought it was goin to be vry expensive but it's like oni abt 70 plus.i thought it was goin to be hundred plus.scare myself oni! -_-" i haven even started really studying for the mid-years except for maths.arghh! i bet it's goin to be vry tough. lucky i noe my algebra now.phew!

waa..i made my own 'movie' dream man!! so nice!! but its so real like i'm actually acting in it lor.. :) the dream goes like tis...
i'm a salesgirl working at some random clothes store.then someone which i used to be very close to died of murder or someting..then i became vry upset and turned into a vry quiet person and dont like crowds.(loner to be exact) i was working normally after the incident and one fateful day, i got a vry special guest.As the shop i was working at was a unisex one,there will be male customers. he (no name) went into our shop amd walk around.i saw him first so i went to help him.He didnt say anyting but continue walking around the little shop.so i followed him around,jus in case he might steal things.si he walk and walk and i follow and follow.Well,he just keep quiet.Then,he pick out a bundle of clothes and told me to get his size.Okay..,i got them his size and he tried on them.Tried on many but bought none.Nvm,it was common anyway.But he left someting in the clothes..a green pouch.It was flat and vry light,almost empty.Feeling curious,of coz I opened it,hopin to find his contact or sumting.but there were just pieces of cards which were colourfully decorated and a recorder with a ear-piece.I wanted to check the tings out,but another customer called for me so i just stuffed it into my pocket.I was kept busy for the nxt few days so I completely ignored the mysterious pouch.He nv came back too.. One afternoon by accident,i was searching my pockets when i stumbled across the pouch.(i wore overalls,duno why,which had deep pockets) Since there was no customers around and my boss was duno where,i opened it again and read the papers. the first one read : "it's reali uncommon to meet people here,and it was really great to meet my first one." It didnt make sense to me -.-
2nd one :" u must have been reali lucky.but deep inside you lies unsolved issues." It still was crap to me.but I continued reading them. 3rd one:"please accept the fact that your loved one had died." i was utterly shocked.
It took long for me to get on and now... i stuffed everyting into the pouch and threw it across the fitting room.(duno how come inside?) everyting came back to me as if it jus happened yesterday,it was so bloody fresh.I turned and looked at the dead pouch.It seems like it was cryin.the concrete floor made it look even pathetic.It hitted me like a bolt.Carefully,i crawled over and picked it up.
i opened it once more and took out the 4th paper: " it happened.you can and cannot face it.but i can help u if u wish for it.." ok..it was crap. final paper: " listen to the recorded piece and enjoy it.make sure no one is there." so i stayed in the fitting room and listened to the piece.It was sort of a nice and touching melody.so nice i feel like sleepin so i close my eyes.then de room went dark.i was like freak out and thought it was a blackout or sumting.so i went to the back store and check out the circuit.it was workin perfectly fine.so i went out of the shop.it was like dust already.on the streets were no one.not a single soul.feeling so afraid coz de place looks so familiar yet feels so unfamiliar.i went back to the fittin room,grab the pouch and ran out.i ran and ran..with the long and slow melody ringing in my ears.. finally,i stop at a bridge to vatch my breathe.it was a beautiful scene..except tat it lacked of..sumting.it jus feels empty. then i heard footsteps,despite the melody playing.the footsteps were heavy yet light.someone stood in front of me.so tall tat i had to lift my head up to see his face,but it was blurry.he took my hand and guided me back to the shop.suddenly,the melody stopped playin and i black out.instantly i open my eyes and found myself back in the brightly lit room.i quickly got up and kept the pouch.It was jus a micracle.then i duno wad happen.the whole shop was surrounded by yellow plastic strips.a female detective was tryin to cross over the strips.i watched her frm inside.then she turned to me and waved.i stared at her.she seemed so friendly yet sad.i helped her lower down the strips and she crossed it.tears flowed down her pretty face as she disappeared into the shop.she nv came back. It took me afew secs to realise that the 'shop' wasnt there.i did not go back to reality,i was still at the creepy place.And that girl detective was supposely my loved one.I touched the yellow strip and walked along it.It seems never endin and i just continued walking.He had brought me here,wanting me to accept it,which i nv did.but tat day,i realised what's gone will nv come back.Jus move ahead and you'll see light. Melody played,while he was back.While he led me away,i finally saw his face..
END
stupid dream sia..i also duno how long i slept to got such a movie..? haizz.but its rare! :D

mon start mid-year lo! mus study hard le.wont be postin for vry long?..dun miss me too much ar! :X

hah! today was nice altogether except for maths.form tcher's period was ok.we were discussing abt the Bv bazzar and totally ignore mrs tan.then got science.it was fun! we are learning abt chemistry now amd most important. tcher is ms koh! she so cute :) we did practical which involved mixin calcium carbonate,sodium hydroxide and many more.love chemistry! :D hate physics!
ok.eng was fun.ms ho gave us a crossword on [lions in winter].me and tamelia were seriously lookin and thinking for the words.and we finish first!! yeah! :) got each a stamp and ice-cream! i got 3 lo! woots! :D recess -.-" History!! we exchanged our class test papers for pure marking.Anne had Junson's paper.and she was makin a big fuss.me and kelly and the others were laughin at her.muaha! :x i got hafiz and kelly got Fahmi.in the end we any how change and i got peiqing's :) but she ogt alot of wrong :( i tink yuping got mine ba..? the ans we wrote were all crap la! so funny.hahas.
1.name the 2 allies that were invloved in WW1.
correct ans: france,greece,the european countries la.
my ans: britain and europe.the whole of europe is more than two countries liao lor.mr lau says tat's cheating.then duno wad bryan say then anne laugh like shit. -.-"
2.why was there sepoy munity or sumting.
vorrect ans: they were told to go to europe to fight the muslims.
my ans: they were unhappy
2e1's ans: they were sent to indonesia,hongkong,blah.blah..to fight the muslims.then got one is fight the Jews.history today was like a butt of joke.
music!! i almost finnish mine le.but it sounds quite normal..not special at all.hehe..the system vry lousy la!! >:[ maths was ok coz we got a test then no ned to hear mrs tan crap. i was like so attentive today until i copied everyting crap she wrote down. but then!!! she scolded me for writting when she's teaching.shit la!! i sleep she saw but nv scold.but when i was so guai and actually was awake, she scold me.she's reali so humorous !!! even anne say she tinks tat i'm the oni one listening lor..haizz. after durin remedial 2/1 and 2/4 were together.so fun la.like combined class party.except cannot tok.hasfis was tellin me and anne tat his tutor was his JC fren.and her boobs are vry big.lols.
hehe..then he was sayin tat when he go JC can see girls wear short skirt until the butt there.then anne was like :'waa..like tat vry easy to see leh!' hahas:D after remedial me anne kelly went to the library to study.kelly and me was sayin tat later oni with be me and kelly studyin and anne will be sms0ing and tokin.but she say won't! anne wanted to listen to songs and kelly immediately said no!you'll get distracted!! anne say no la.but we seriously doubt it. so we studied until the librarian call us to leave coz library closin lo.sian! i study until so 爽 then she come interrupt me. pissed!! :( so we shifted to the canteen.i got one stupid ques cant solve so i was so engross tat i ignored kelly and anne when kelly said she wanted to go home.lol.but i dun like to study at home la.got so any distractions ; tv,com,hp,radio.blah.( kelly got 终极一家 part 2 !!) nxt time borrow frm her :x

today after sch was so fun.me and kelly was playin de gugu and guoer ting. i was gugu and she's guoer.so i said : guoer! wo men zuo ba! then we jump and 'crab off '. so funny.then tamelia peeped throught de window then kelly wanted to show her.so we did tat and she laugh like shit. -.- then kelly was sayin waas gugu always did when ppl were tokin to her.

Guoer: blahblahblah...
Gugu: huh???... (cross-eyed)
Guoer: wo shi shuo...
Gugu: wo ting de dao!
so retarded lde Gugu.attitude oni sia! :x lols. so im gugu kelly's guoer.anne suddenly bacame laolao.(as in granny) but she was tokin to ryan so i kept shoutin laolao and guoer de peng you to de phone.hehe..ryan heard anyway.
then at the bus stop when we were sitting down. A bus came then there were two random guys at de back seat.i was listening to anne and kelly tok.then i looked sideways and saw ppl wavin.it was them.then i ignored them la.but they kept wavin and wavin like crazy so i turn to look at them. the boy nearer to the window was pointing to his fren nxt to him.i was like huh?? then he continue pointin and wavin like mad.lols then the bus drove off. i tink they noe me ba..? but dun care la.hahas. (wangzi's bday was two days ago and leticia's three days ago :) still happy belated birthday ;D

today was a great day except for the bus driver part.me and kelly were swearing and cursing at de driver la! >:( for more info pls go read kelly's blog. lols.ps in a rush for dinner.hehe :)

the weird dream

i was in the middle of the road and everything around was clear.then a boy stood in front of me.he was blur, features and everything.but i can see him.he was calling me and i went towards his direction.but i couldnt talk,all i did was walk towards him. No matter how long i walked and ran, i just couldnt reach him.I cant hear anything and couldnt stop goin forward.He looked so familiar like i knew him for ages,but he is like a stranger and far.Gosh,its just so unreal and strange.I wanted to reach out but everything seems so far.

Terrible dream.

fri
11.4.08

toay speech day finally finish le! yeah.after tat got exam then mus prepare for concert.waa..wear de long sleve so warm! i keep perspiring non stop :( lucky dun ned to wear blazer,or else everyone will be melting under the sun like ice cream.hahas.didnt manage to see kelly dance..but nvm.can tell her to dance again.and i finally found a blazer tat suits my size.de last one was so big and squarish..i also duno how i found it de.tink is natalie suddenly gif me de ba..?
and de blazer is..tink is lionel's old one ba..? if nv rem wrongly. -.-''
ok! then my dad drove anne and kelly home.we were toking so fast and my mother ask me after they left if i normally tok tat fast to my frens..i was like : "fast meh?? i also duno leh." but she insisted i was talking vry fast.so..ok.i was toking vry fast lor.big deal.
then we went to eat and i was still wearing band uniform.ppl look at me like i frm outer space!!. mainly is bcoz it was vry hot and stuffy there ba.? haiz.
then i wore de blazer and showed my mum.she say i look so formal.and i told her " no!! i look more like kid in adults clothes !! " then she agreed. :x
oh ya! i haven do de home econ vitamins ting! and eng book advertisment ting!!
i'm so dead.and happy bday to leticia in advance! :D
kelly told me she saw Mr yap while dancing..nv tell me earlier!! :O

(like tis song.as in lyris:)

时间一分一秒被偷走所谓的永久

被曾经取代后变成恶魔

手里握着多余的温柔独自反复思索

收藏保留随风飞走说来轻松

自由是否会比较好过原来没有

成全的背后总有痛苦在招手

记忆停留在最初时候星光已不再闪烁

无话可说继续走还是朋友

让你走我的爱失控藏在幸福快乐的背后是我逃避退缩

放开手对爱不再有奢求

是非对错不想再多说眼神交会时候出卖承诺泪在留

想通躲在黑暗的出口难以捉摸

是缘份的作用导致失控

还是孤独一时的冲动抹去爱情轮廓

故事内容谁补充安静的尘封

世界的旋律因你而转动就算再失控落空音符交织感动就够

让你走我不再是我

感受不到心跳的触碰

占有转眼成空放开手对爱不再有奢求

徘徊梦中模糊脸孔

遗留在角落不再轻易地经过

8 april 2008

thurs

真实大白了。原来和我想象的完全一样。他也太自以为事了吧。

本来还以为我这次真的遇到了高手。没想到。。那么快就结束。

真失望，一点都不厉害。兰透了！

想耍人也要有耐力。赶来耍我本来就是自寻死路。

功课也不做一下，我只问一道题他就措手不及。不用多问都知道他是谁。

逊佧！ 他真得太天真了。因为自己单纯，也把全世界的人多看得一样天真。

或许是这样，他到现在还是那么的单纯。

一点心计也没有。有时真不知该哭还是笑。

但因该没我事吧。

today! :)

got speech day rehearsal!! so hot la de sun! almost became roasted hotDOG coz i'm born in year of dog. :( yijun and ryan say my face vry red..dotz.i also noe.

then ryan say i reali ned de sun coz i too white liao.lols.

i white also not my fault wad :(

then before tat my clarinet spoil!! arghh.so unlucky.yesterday play still ok.then today de key wont come up.so cant play high C lo.

ai wei go tell lionel then he duno wads de problem.

so in de end duno who explain to him la.dun care.then i mus use a old one.

but then.de one lionel gave me was last time yijun's lor.

yuck! it was so dusty and stuff.lucky i nv use de mouth piece.

or else i will haf asthma man! so dusty.

oh! and thx to lorraine who lended me her extra long sleve shirt.

thx millions :D she's my new mummy!!(oni for tat min la) :P

then half way rehearsing we got a vry long break,so anne came fing me.

weien,hasfis and shengwei was there too.they saw tat our band duno

do wad ting.all de drum beats wrong and anyhow play.

so i gave all ed excuses tat it's not my fault.hehe.

hasfis told me tat weien was sabotaged to become de IC or sumting..?

my phone bill was 80 plus last month!! i also duno wad i did.

-_-' should be china's fault ba.

so sian..nowadays channel 8 and channel U got no nice shows de..

got time to watch also dun feel like it..haizz.

SIAN!!! oh ya.i spilled my milo today durin recess!! now my bag reek of milo.

anne was smelling it like addicted.it was so smelly la!!

i had to carry everyting in my hands and kelly helped me carry my plastic bag.

she say she feel like she jus came back frm shopping.

coz she got her own converse shoppin bag then mine is spirit bag.lols :)

thx to kelly for carrying my sspirit and hokuan for helpin

me blow my papers and clearing my 'full-of-milo' bag. :D

ty!! ty!! ty!!! muackz! :X

(i re-read my post jus now and i realised tat all de tings inside changes vry suddenly.but not goin to re-type anyway) lol :P

i'm now at my cousin's hse in malaysia usin their laptop to type tis post:) my mum wanted to settle sum housing matters there so i mus go also.maybe i'll be comin back 2morow ba..i duno.
hehe..nth good to write.so i'll stop here. :) had tis reali nice dream but half way throught my mum called me up.so sian! finally i dreamt of sumting leh then cant continue it.haizz..

so happy today! :D during chinese we acted out de xi you ji play.so funny la.i couldnt stop laughing.actually i wasnt suppose to be in de play.but Ji lao shi last min saw me then tell me to act as TangSeng.so i'm a last min professional actor.hehe :) junson was WuKong.Shengwei as ShaSeng and WeiSong as ZhuBaJie(borrowed frm grp 1) i forget my lines durin de intro..but wad do u except?! i'm a last min actor!!!! lol.then my job was to stone on the chair and scold WuKong(junson).so simple! :X but i feel soo weird wif de guys..i'm so short then got one part we were pretendin to walk and they were all standing in front of me practically.i cant even see anyting!! so i'm like laughing my head off behind them.no one saw anyway:) so i stone there on de chair..look at kelly laughin.look at anne duno doin wad.saw de tcher holdin cam.saw weien and bryan laughing like shit..blah! Anyways..i feel so embarrassed when scolding junson la.i mean like..yea..he's...u noe -.-
oh! so..after we ended de drama.kelly told me tat she actually wanted to ask me where is my badge..but she decided not to.if she reali ask ar..i sure stone and forget wad to say de..phew!! first time findin acting vry fun :D
History-Mr J.lau say all Japan stuff and how high and mighty they were.ermm...wad japan dun like koreas then duno why tok abt kaori then become Ryo..hmm..but japan was reali evil.de way they torture ppl os reali...horrible and reali inhumane! (still like sushi anyway)
then he said tat a japanese kid saw what happened durin WW2 and how cruel de soldiers were,he went home and started scoldin his grandparents..lol.
oh! there was a dead rat in de canteen durin lower sec recess.duno who said tat it was vry bloody and got blood traces..no wonder many ppl were screaming..
-.-" then hokuan said in front of wanqi tat our sch canteen is so dirty and disgustin.wanqi almost vomited! hahas.then souyoung kelly wanqi started tokin abt rats and cockroaches.today band dun haf combine thanks to sec 3s. :) weiling teach me and amanda on de speech day pieces.i didnt noe tat she's so funny la! all de cold jokes tat i duno whether to laugh or not :X oh,and lionel taught too.he sounded so pro but actually not.weiling say he tok big nia. lols.my hse tv spoil!!!! cant watch le! but dun reali affect me la.i dun watch tv for abt closing to..since end of sec 1.(except dvds) overall today's a happy day.except for a little emo in de morning.i was havin tis reali nice dream then my stupid hp alarm rang!! arghh!! shall not tok abt de dream.or else my secret will be out! opps..! :x

thurs
27/3/08
9.50pm

i'm listening to elva's while writting tis.so tired but still wanna write tis.sms-ing anne now too but she wanna slp le.her : 'gd nite and sweet dreams of de person tat u like and me!' make me tink of somone else.haizz..
i'm turning emo now.oh ya..saw a cockroach in de bathroom while wearin my clothes.it was jumpin and turnin all over de place.i freak ou and ran out!
tink it ate too much shampoo ba..hehe..serve it right! >.<
went newspaper collecting today.i like my group got me kelly anne tamelia horkuan bryan tingfeng and weisong. :D
we were in charged of blks 19 20 21. went to blk 19 first and squeezed into de lift but in de end de boys took de stairs.but we oni got 2 pathetic bags..at first.
oh and w collected de most newspapers!! yea.i was in charge of de lift.goin up and down.then down up again.until i got headache and stomachache..hahas.
(p.s happy birthday JJ Lin) tink bryan is nice :)



sat
29/3/08
1.27pm
yeaterday ava was occupied by de duno wad tcher conference so we all moved to de dance studio.It smells weird lor!! like it was just painted.warming up : not allowed to see score again.lameshit!
i forgot wad A flat start wif..hopefully no one noticed..>< lol
then started on de speech day pieces..it was so loud la! almost went deaf.mr fahmi let us listen to "prelude to a new era","papillon" and "those were the days". those were de days so nice!! love it man :D but so diff frm de way we played. mr fahmi stuffed tissue into his ears..make me tink of mr bean.but mr bean was dumber,he stuff chewin gum and socks.heh!
go sectionals..play play play till i sian.gave up and started tokin to amanda.
then i watched 'the x-family'. yalun aka mengzhu aka jiuwu so darn cute la!lol
like him more now! hehe.. de xiamei is getting on my nerves man.nv stop crying and shouting..jus found out tat actually danson aka xiayu wad quite cute too! no wonder kelly like him last time :x arghh!!! love tat show all together la.
anne complained to me tat her hand vry pain coz of clarinet. haizz..my thumb also vry pain :(
(p.s 2morow hebe's birthday and today is shenghong's bday!)i still rem leh.
lols. HAPPY BIRTHDAY shenghong!! :D




30/3/08
(which is today)
i'm so pisseed today.first ting in de morning.my dad bang and knock on my door like nobody's business.(i'm still sleepin) then when i open de door.he ran away.ok.nvm.
second ting.my mum suddenly said she wanted to cycle to east coast then want me to get ready.i was like: huh?! i got alot of stuff haven do leh! u vry de sudden!! so i rejected her request.nvm again.
third ting.she suddenly(again) tell me to find a tutor by april.i was like: har!!!? 2morow april liao leh!!how can!?
then she dun care.still wan me to find tutor by april.i told her tat im vry occupied.tues to fri got band.wgich means tat oni mon i'm free.how to find tuition within one day?! retarded! :( she doesnt care lor!!!
shant care too le! her! then still mus finish all de wbs tat my previous tutor bought.crazy! even i dun eat,dun drink,dun sleep.also cant finish by nxt exam wad..what's wrong wif my family today?!!
i tink i'll turn into a robot or maybe a walking zombie sumday.boo! :(
(happy bday hebe:)) i'm a troubled kid.haizz. ...

hmm..half rite:)

Who Catches Your Eye?

My Result: Class Clown

Seriously forks. Only a guy with a great sense of humor stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie. Going back-to-school doesn't have to be a bland and boring time. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face.


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i dont tink so!!! im not emo!!

Are You Emo?

My Result: Pretty Darn Emo

You may not cry all the time, or insist on black nail polish, but you still aren't fooling anyone. Even if you try to keep your emo tendencies under control, your studded belt buckle is still showing, and we're pretty sure we saw you doodling black hearts the other day.

Go ahead and deny it all you want, but it's pretty obvious. You have a heart and a sensitive side, and you put them both to good use. Maybe you don't look on the bright side quite often enough, though. Try to embrace the good things in life a little more — you'll see that the glass is actually half full!

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