Saturday, April 26, 2008

my parents suddenly went crazy enough to get me contacts. haizz..duno wad's their problem leh.but anyway.not ned to wear specs lo! espcially durin PE.be getting it on tues after sch.still mus spend one hour at the shop to learn how to wear ans wash it.Sian! hahas.i thought it was goin to be vry expensive but it's like oni abt 70 plus.i thought it was goin to be hundred plus.scare myself oni! -_-" i haven even started really studying for the mid-years except for maths.arghh! i bet it's goin to be vry tough. lucky i noe my algebra now.phew!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

waa..i made my own 'movie' dream man!! so nice!! but its so real like i'm actually acting in it lor.. :) the dream goes like tis...
i'm a salesgirl working at some random clothes store.then someone which i used to be very close to died of murder or someting..then i became vry upset and turned into a vry quiet person and dont like crowds.(loner to be exact) i was working normally after the incident and one fateful day, i got a vry special guest.As the shop i was working at was a unisex one,there will be male customers. he (no name) went into our shop amd walk around.i saw him first so i went to help him.He didnt say anyting but continue walking around the little shop.so i followed him around,jus in case he might steal things.si he walk and walk and i follow and follow.Well,he just keep quiet.Then,he pick out a bundle of clothes and told me to get his size.Okay..,i got them his size and he tried on them.Tried on many but bought none.Nvm,it was common anyway.But he left someting in the clothes..a green pouch.It was flat and vry light,almost empty.Feeling curious,of coz I opened it,hopin to find his contact or sumting.but there were just pieces of cards which were colourfully decorated and a recorder with a ear-piece.I wanted to check the tings out,but another customer called for me so i just stuffed it into my pocket.I was kept busy for the nxt few days so I completely ignored the mysterious pouch.He nv came back too.. One afternoon by accident,i was searching my pockets when i stumbled across the pouch.(i wore overalls,duno why,which had deep pockets) Since there was no customers around and my boss was duno where,i opened it again and read the papers. the first one read : "it's reali uncommon to meet people here,and it was really great to meet my first one." It didnt make sense to me -.-
2nd one :" u must have been reali lucky.but deep inside you lies unsolved issues." It still was crap to me.but I continued reading them. 3rd one:"please accept the fact that your loved one had died." i was utterly shocked.
It took long for me to get on and now... i stuffed everyting into the pouch and threw it across the fitting room.(duno how come inside?) everyting came back to me as if it jus happened yesterday,it was so bloody fresh.I turned and looked at the dead pouch.It seems like it was cryin.the concrete floor made it look even pathetic.It hitted me like a bolt.Carefully,i crawled over and picked it up.
i opened it once more and took out the 4th paper: " it happened.you can and cannot face it.but i can help u if u wish for it.." ok..it was crap. final paper: " listen to the recorded piece and enjoy it.make sure no one is there." so i stayed in the fitting room and listened to the piece.It was sort of a nice and touching melody.so nice i feel like sleepin so i close my eyes.then de room went dark.i was like freak out and thought it was a blackout or sumting.so i went to the back store and check out the circuit.it was workin perfectly fine.so i went out of the shop.it was like dust already.on the streets were no one.not a single soul.feeling so afraid coz de place looks so familiar yet feels so unfamiliar.i went back to the fittin room,grab the pouch and ran out.i ran and ran..with the long and slow melody ringing in my ears.. finally,i stop at a bridge to vatch my breathe.it was a beautiful scene..except tat it lacked of..sumting.it jus feels empty. then i heard footsteps,despite the melody playing.the footsteps were heavy yet light.someone stood in front of me.so tall tat i had to lift my head up to see his face,but it was blurry.he took my hand and guided me back to the shop.suddenly,the melody stopped playin and i black out.instantly i open my eyes and found myself back in the brightly lit room.i quickly got up and kept the pouch.It was jus a micracle.then i duno wad happen.the whole shop was surrounded by yellow plastic strips.a female detective was tryin to cross over the strips.i watched her frm inside.then she turned to me and waved.i stared at her.she seemed so friendly yet sad.i helped her lower down the strips and she crossed it.tears flowed down her pretty face as she disappeared into the shop.she nv came back. It took me afew secs to realise that the 'shop' wasnt there.i did not go back to reality,i was still at the creepy place.And that girl detective was supposely my loved one.I touched the yellow strip and walked along it.It seems never endin and i just continued walking.He had brought me here,wanting me to accept it,which i nv did.but tat day,i realised what's gone will nv come back.Jus move ahead and you'll see light. Melody played,while he was back.While he led me away,i finally saw his face..
END
stupid dream sia..i also duno how long i slept to got such a movie..? haizz.but its rare! :D

Friday, April 18, 2008

mon start mid-year lo! mus study hard le.wont be postin for vry long?..dun miss me too much ar! :X

Thursday, April 17, 2008

hah! today was nice altogether except for maths.form tcher's period was ok.we were discussing abt the Bv bazzar and totally ignore mrs tan.then got science.it was fun! we are learning abt chemistry now amd most important. tcher is ms koh! she so cute :) we did practical which involved mixin calcium carbonate,sodium hydroxide and many more.love chemistry! :D hate physics!
ok.eng was fun.ms ho gave us a crossword on [lions in winter].me and tamelia were seriously lookin and thinking for the words.and we finish first!! yeah! :) got each a stamp and ice-cream! i got 3 lo! woots! :D recess -.-" History!! we exchanged our class test papers for pure marking.Anne had Junson's paper.and she was makin a big fuss.me and kelly and the others were laughin at her.muaha! :x i got hafiz and kelly got Fahmi.in the end we any how change and i got peiqing's :) but she ogt alot of wrong :( i tink yuping got mine ba..? the ans we wrote were all crap la! so funny.hahas.
1.name the 2 allies that were invloved in WW1.
correct ans: france,greece,the european countries la.
my ans: britain and europe.the whole of europe is more than two countries liao lor.mr lau says tat's cheating.then duno wad bryan say then anne laugh like shit. -.-"
2.why was there sepoy munity or sumting.
vorrect ans: they were told to go to europe to fight the muslims.
my ans: they were unhappy
2e1's ans: they were sent to indonesia,hongkong,blah.blah..to fight the muslims.then got one is fight the Jews.history today was like a butt of joke.
music!! i almost finnish mine le.but it sounds quite normal..not special at all.hehe..the system vry lousy la!! >:[ maths was ok coz we got a test then no ned to hear mrs tan crap. i was like so attentive today until i copied everyting crap she wrote down. but then!!! she scolded me for writting when she's teaching.shit la!! i sleep she saw but nv scold.but when i was so guai and actually was awake, she scold me.she's reali so humorous !!! even anne say she tinks tat i'm the oni one listening lor..haizz. after durin remedial 2/1 and 2/4 were together.so fun la.like combined class party.except cannot tok.hasfis was tellin me and anne tat his tutor was his JC fren.and her boobs are vry big.lols.
hehe..then he was sayin tat when he go JC can see girls wear short skirt until the butt there.then anne was like :'waa..like tat vry easy to see leh!' hahas:D after remedial me anne kelly went to the library to study.kelly and me was sayin tat later oni with be me and kelly studyin and anne will be sms0ing and tokin.but she say won't! anne wanted to listen to songs and kelly immediately said no!you'll get distracted!! anne say no la.but we seriously doubt it. so we studied until the librarian call us to leave coz library closin lo.sian! i study until so 爽 then she come interrupt me. pissed!! :( so we shifted to the canteen.i got one stupid ques cant solve so i was so engross tat i ignored kelly and anne when kelly said she wanted to go home.lol.but i dun like to study at home la.got so any distractions ; tv,com,hp,radio.blah.( kelly got 终极一家 part 2 !!) nxt time borrow frm her :x

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

today after sch was so fun.me and kelly was playin de gugu and guoer ting. i was gugu and she's guoer.so i said : guoer! wo men zuo ba! then we jump and 'crab off '. so funny.then tamelia peeped throught de window then kelly wanted to show her.so we did tat and she laugh like shit. -.- then kelly was sayin waas gugu always did when ppl were tokin to her.

Guoer: blahblahblah...
Gugu: huh???... (cross-eyed)
Guoer: wo shi shuo...
Gugu: wo ting de dao!
so retarded lde Gugu.attitude oni sia! :x lols. so im gugu kelly's guoer.anne suddenly bacame laolao.(as in granny) but she was tokin to ryan so i kept shoutin laolao and guoer de peng you to de phone.hehe..ryan heard anyway.
then at the bus stop when we were sitting down. A bus came then there were two random guys at de back seat.i was listening to anne and kelly tok.then i looked sideways and saw ppl wavin.it was them.then i ignored them la.but they kept wavin and wavin like crazy so i turn to look at them. the boy nearer to the window was pointing to his fren nxt to him.i was like huh?? then he continue pointin and wavin like mad.lols then the bus drove off. i tink they noe me ba..? but dun care la.hahas. (wangzi's bday was two days ago and leticia's three days ago :) still happy belated birthday ;D

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

today was a great day except for the bus driver part.me and kelly were swearing and cursing at de driver la! >:( for more info pls go read kelly's blog. lols.ps in a rush for dinner.hehe :)

Sunday, April 13, 2008

the weird dream
i was in the middle of the road and everything around was clear.then a boy stood in front of me.he was blur, features and everything.but i can see him.he was calling me and i went towards his direction.but i couldnt talk,all i did was walk towards him. No matter how long i walked and ran, i just couldnt reach him.I cant hear anything and couldnt stop goin forward.He looked so familiar like i knew him for ages,but he is like a stranger and far.Gosh,its just so unreal and strange.I wanted to reach out but everything seems so far.
Terrible dream.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

fri
11.4.08

toay speech day finally finish le! yeah.after tat got exam then mus prepare for concert.waa..wear de long sleve so warm! i keep perspiring non stop :( lucky dun ned to wear blazer,or else everyone will be melting under the sun like ice cream.hahas.didnt manage to see kelly dance..but nvm.can tell her to dance again.and i finally found a blazer tat suits my size.de last one was so big and squarish..i also duno how i found it de.tink is natalie suddenly gif me de ba..?
and de blazer is..tink is lionel's old one ba..? if nv rem wrongly. -.-''
ok! then my dad drove anne and kelly home.we were toking so fast and my mother ask me after they left if i normally tok tat fast to my frens..i was like : "fast meh?? i also duno leh." but she insisted i was talking vry fast.so..ok.i was toking vry fast lor.big deal.
then we went to eat and i was still wearing band uniform.ppl look at me like i frm outer space!!. mainly is bcoz it was vry hot and stuffy there ba.? haiz.
then i wore de blazer and showed my mum.she say i look so formal.and i told her " no!! i look more like kid in adults clothes !! " then she agreed. :x
oh ya! i haven do de home econ vitamins ting! and eng book advertisment ting!!
i'm so dead.and happy bday to leticia in advance! :D
kelly told me she saw Mr yap while dancing..nv tell me earlier!! :O

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

(like tis song.as in lyris:)

时间一分一秒被偷走所谓的永久

被曾经取代后变成恶魔

手里握着多余的温柔独自反复思索

收藏保留随风飞走说来轻松

自由是否会比较好过原来没有

成全的背后总有痛苦在招手

记忆停留在最初时候星光已不再闪烁

无话可说继续走还是朋友

让你走我的爱失控藏在幸福快乐的背后是我逃避退缩

放开手对爱不再有奢求

是非对错不想再多说眼神交会时候出卖承诺泪在留

想通躲在黑暗的出口难以捉摸

是缘份的作用导致失控

还是孤独一时的冲动抹去爱情轮廓

故事内容谁补充安静的尘封

世界的旋律因你而转动就算再失控落空音符交织感动就够

让你走我不再是我

感受不到心跳的触碰

占有转眼成空放开手对爱不再有奢求

徘徊梦中模糊脸孔

遗留在角落不再轻易地经过

8 april 2008
thurs
真实大白了。原来和我想象的完全一样。他也太自以为事了吧。
本来还以为我这次真的遇到了高手。没想到。。那么快就结束。
真失望,一点都不厉害。兰透了!
想耍人也要有耐力。赶来耍我本来就是自寻死路。
功课也不做一下,我只问一道题他就措手不及。不用多问都知道他是谁。
逊佧! 他真得太天真了。因为自己单纯,也把全世界的人多看得一样天真。
或许是这样,他到现在还是那么的单纯。
一点心计也没有。有时真不知该哭还是笑。
但因该没我事吧。
today! :)
got speech day rehearsal!! so hot la de sun! almost became roasted hotDOG coz i'm born in year of dog. :( yijun and ryan say my face vry red..dotz.i also noe.
then ryan say i reali ned de sun coz i too white liao.lols.
i white also not my fault wad :(
then before tat my clarinet spoil!! arghh.so unlucky.yesterday play still ok.then today de key wont come up.so cant play high C lo.
ai wei go tell lionel then he duno wads de problem.
so in de end duno who explain to him la.dun care.then i mus use a old one.
but then.de one lionel gave me was last time yijun's lor.
yuck! it was so dusty and stuff.lucky i nv use de mouth piece.
or else i will haf asthma man! so dusty.
oh! and thx to lorraine who lended me her extra long sleve shirt.
thx millions :D she's my new mummy!!(oni for tat min la) :P
then half way rehearsing we got a vry long break,so anne came fing me.
weien,hasfis and shengwei was there too.they saw tat our band duno
do wad ting.all de drum beats wrong and anyhow play.
so i gave all ed excuses tat it's not my fault.hehe.
hasfis told me tat weien was sabotaged to become de IC or sumting..?
my phone bill was 80 plus last month!! i also duno wad i did.
-_-' should be china's fault ba.
so sian..nowadays channel 8 and channel U got no nice shows de..
got time to watch also dun feel like it..haizz.
SIAN!!! oh ya.i spilled my milo today durin recess!! now my bag reek of milo.
anne was smelling it like addicted.it was so smelly la!!
i had to carry everyting in my hands and kelly helped me carry my plastic bag.
she say she feel like she jus came back frm shopping.
coz she got her own converse shoppin bag then mine is spirit bag.lols :)
thx to kelly for carrying my sspirit and hokuan for helpin
me blow my papers and clearing my 'full-of-milo' bag. :D
ty!! ty!! ty!!! muackz! :X
(i re-read my post jus now and i realised tat all de tings inside changes vry suddenly.but not goin to re-type anyway) lol :P

Saturday, April 5, 2008

i'm now at my cousin's hse in malaysia usin their laptop to type tis post:) my mum wanted to settle sum housing matters there so i mus go also.maybe i'll be comin back 2morow ba..i duno.
hehe..nth good to write.so i'll stop here. :) had tis reali nice dream but half way throught my mum called me up.so sian! finally i dreamt of sumting leh then cant continue it.haizz..

Friday, April 4, 2008

so happy today! :D during chinese we acted out de xi you ji play.so funny la.i couldnt stop laughing.actually i wasnt suppose to be in de play.but Ji lao shi last min saw me then tell me to act as TangSeng.so i'm a last min professional actor.hehe :) junson was WuKong.Shengwei as ShaSeng and WeiSong as ZhuBaJie(borrowed frm grp 1) i forget my lines durin de intro..but wad do u except?! i'm a last min actor!!!! lol.then my job was to stone on the chair and scold WuKong(junson).so simple! :X but i feel soo weird wif de guys..i'm so short then got one part we were pretendin to walk and they were all standing in front of me practically.i cant even see anyting!! so i'm like laughing my head off behind them.no one saw anyway:) so i stone there on de chair..look at kelly laughin.look at anne duno doin wad.saw de tcher holdin cam.saw weien and bryan laughing like shit..blah! Anyways..i feel so embarrassed when scolding junson la.i mean like..yea..he's...u noe -.-
oh! so..after we ended de drama.kelly told me tat she actually wanted to ask me where is my badge..but she decided not to.if she reali ask ar..i sure stone and forget wad to say de..phew!! first time findin acting vry fun :D
History-Mr J.lau say all Japan stuff and how high and mighty they were.ermm...wad japan dun like koreas then duno why tok abt kaori then become Ryo..hmm..but japan was reali evil.de way they torture ppl os reali...horrible and reali inhumane! (still like sushi anyway)
then he said tat a japanese kid saw what happened durin WW2 and how cruel de soldiers were,he went home and started scoldin his grandparents..lol.
oh! there was a dead rat in de canteen durin lower sec recess.duno who said tat it was vry bloody and got blood traces..no wonder many ppl were screaming..
-.-" then hokuan said in front of wanqi tat our sch canteen is so dirty and disgustin.wanqi almost vomited! hahas.then souyoung kelly wanqi started tokin abt rats and cockroaches.today band dun haf combine thanks to sec 3s. :) weiling teach me and amanda on de speech day pieces.i didnt noe tat she's so funny la! all de cold jokes tat i duno whether to laugh or not :X oh,and lionel taught too.he sounded so pro but actually not.weiling say he tok big nia. lols.my hse tv spoil!!!! cant watch le! but dun reali affect me la.i dun watch tv for abt closing to..since end of sec 1.(except dvds) overall today's a happy day.except for a little emo in de morning.i was havin tis reali nice dream then my stupid hp alarm rang!! arghh!! shall not tok abt de dream.or else my secret will be out! opps..! :x