this is not fun anymore. in fact, it's not fun at all. i want my life back! just one three days two night camp and you're gone. it's not fair!! it's just three days and everything changed! you didnt even ask me! Not even tell me, ok, maybe you did. But hey, that was so long ago. God will rem, not me.so now, no one was there. even if i ever did get to see you, yea, quarrel. you cant even talk properly to me. Mind you! get a life. it's isn't fun quarreling you noe. if u dont, let me tell u now. IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL ! it's stupid, dumb and immatue! i'm quiting tis,reali. keeping silent is the only way. i'm letting u win.

hello!
i'm such a emotional freak yestersay. cry and laugh like nobody's business. :D :`( haha! sobs.. hehe...
ok,i cried like crazy because my mother scold me. then she want me to go buy food with my face so red. i cried again.
laugh like mad coz hl called me at night and i was doin sumthing reali happily which needs to be funny and romantic at the same time.so i laugh like crazy! until i cant tok properly..hahas! i'm a emotional freak!!!! but oni yesterday.too bad lo! :P

yea! came back frm NE camp lo. not vry fun and not boring too.average.but i'm group 1 and our trainer sucks!!!!! :( she's so boring and vulgar and duno how to be enthu and duno anything and yea,she just plain sucks -.-" somemore the boys say she look like me (double -.-") nvm. gd thing is tat the dom got beds! then no ned to slp on hard floor! the stuff we did was the same camp things and general skills was also the camp as wad we did in sec 1 orientation camp.. so..campfire was..quite normal,i guess..jus fire and performance.i almost fell asleep..not tat it was boring..but i felt so tired i can reali slp there,if i can lie down.the trainers were so high.ove them! oh,and charis sing so nice! love her where we belong!! :D food was okay.. activities were okay.. the duno-wad-izzit-called game..was fun too :) we had to hold each others hand and entangle toghether then try to get out..hahas. had to hold the opposite sex's hand..but it was ok.. maybe not for wanqi. she was holdin gorilla's hand. NO! is gorilla was holding her hand!! yup.tat pervert! >:() then got the wall ting..and the rope ting..i like the balancing thing on the 'see-saw'!! so fun! in the end we are playin up and down!!! woots! love it! then...anne say tat chief ken kept lookin at ms Ho.hehe..she too sweet le! :D overall camp was NORMAL! yea. bye:)

hi :) went shoppin with my mother yesterday.it was so boring! until i even can come up with one whole set of lyrics..haizz.. :( throughout the whole shopping trip i was lookin out for him..but no one even look like him,regardless by hair or height. -.-' so hard to find him sia..maybe i wont see him anymore.. :( i super wan2 see him de lor.. sad stuff aside,i bought a billabong bag. LOve it !! hehe! 2morow got sch camp..sian..not reali enthu towards it. oh..and love fang yang de xing xing too!! it's so darn nice! love tian qi and xia zhi xing! they so cute la! but it's reali amazing tat they can act together so well..i tink they dun even noe wad they sayin la..if one of them noe de other's language.hahas :D

helo! :D
i noe i said in my previous post tat i'm not goin to use com and yesterday was exceptional.but..hehe.. today shall be exceptional too! :)
it's because of some random guy i saw at the esplanade today.i went wif my parents and yup.we go there to get sun-tanned.according to me and in the end my shirt was like all wet coz of too much sweating. now i call myself 'han jia shi' which means sweat covered human.not a vry nice name,but nvm. :) i tink today weather is like summer! at least got 40 degree ba..i almost melted..
so..i went through the air-con part first,and tis guy was sitting there.natural instinct,look at him-.- since he got so messy hair and quite gd looking.he looked up too.another natural instinct -.- so i turn away( natural instinct when caught lookin at strangers) and walk away wif my parents.
i nv turn back.(scared later he catch me) :P after..1 hr plus i tink..we went back to the same place to go to the carpark.(mus go down escalater)
he still sitting there wif his mum,so i walked towards him to go down the stairs.(he's sitting on a bench) i looked at him while walking past and he look up too. feeling paiseh coz vry near,i looked away and pretended nth happen and continued walking.i dun if he was still lookin at me as i looked straight and went down the vry high and long stairs.then at the bottom of the stairs i can actually see him..the bench angle was facing the stairs.i didnt noe,then i heard noise behind me so i turn around.there was nth so i casually turn my head in a certain direction tat i was lookin at his direction without moving my body,my head turned oni.duno even noe i did tat,but yea.so looked up and saw him.he was sitting there wif his body faced towards my direction and staring at me.(i noe coz we are havin eye contact) he was staring at me.nvm,i faster turn back jus in case my mum turn to look too.then duno why i turn to look at him again.and he's still staring!! for a sec i thought he was quite rude.i mean like it's ok if u stare but it's too long le ba?! so i stare back and found him quite shuai,wif his messy hair (like arron yan's!) and i like his face :) so nice.
hehe..so stare for vry long then my father went down the escalater le so my mum tell me to go.so i catch up eif my mum and stop at the escalater.i turn around and saw him get up frm his seat.i was tinkin : " ok,i'm ignoring!" and step onto the escalater.he can see me frm up the stairrs i tink and he ran to the steps wheni went down.which the scene appears to be so sad..:( but nvm..problem is why he ran to the stairs? like i go got his business.. but as i as goin down i can still see him,he looked so sad and lost..like he lost someone..
personally i felt like i jus broke up wif my bf or sumting..it's just so depressing!!! cant stand the feeling!!! he feels so familiar and close..but i dno him..dun rem who he is!! i felt tat i noe him..but jus cant recall who excatly who he is!. arghh!
oh! and his hairstyle matches the guy in my movie dream!! the more i want to see him again!!! :X haizz..just recalling the scene makes me feel happy and sad.so mixed. i'm happy to see him and actually sad to see him lookin down on the floor walking back to his seat looking so downcast..so sad! :( someting mus be connected ba.. so mus abt him. Anne met hers too! :D sumting like mine.
but is her bro and mum caught the guy staring at her de..then he even waved and smiled at her when she left!! why cant mine smile or at least wave when i leave rather than looking so sad..still try to chase summore..CONFUSED!
kelly got hers too! a hot(according to her) rivervalley guy!! :D woots! we all found our 'you yuan ren' lo!! or maybe 'mong zong qin ren'!!! so cool!! :DDD
i wan2 meet him again!! but he looked at least 18 or 19 years old.. so old..no.is i young..ai ya! dun care la! i jus wanna meet him to confirm if he's reali the guy in my dreams..coz he looked to alike!! oif he reali is,gosh! i'll faint on the spot ba!? it's like a dream come true! hahas :) three cheers to the three guys! one cheer for one each! :D hah! bye bye! today bacame a vry happy day! thanks to him! :DDDDD to add on,hope he nv get scolded by his mum or sumting ba :)
WAN2 MEET HIM!!!!! SUPER WANT!

got scolded for wearing contacts overtime.haizz.. -.- dun wanna care.
To Her :
i hate ppl invading into my stuff and privacy without my permission and worse still...denying after e asking and giving me a whole lot of lame excuses.pls dun ever do tat again.or let me catch u.
To Him:
u dont noe how much u meant unless u face it.i will nv tell u anyting more then tat.sometimes,it's reali better to use someting closer to u.
To Him:
be more mature!!! i cant stand u liao!!!! :(

although i promised myself not to use com for two weeks coz of bad results.but today is exceptional! put post or else my blog will be dead.i dun wan a dead blog!!! nth else to say le :) bb!

today maths was quite ok.at least better than paper 1.tink i'm goin to get b4 ba or b3.jus now someone smashed my inside.but i jus wan u to noe.if i'm goin to regret something i will rather regret after i haf done it but not not not doin it.u wan me to regret before doim it.my ans will be a definite NO!