hello.
I had rashes jus now :(
so i'm downloading songs now out of boredom. Cant even go tuition.
cause i'm scratching myself like crazy. ARGH~
I'm still so tired cause of last night.
although I did almost nth. Had abit of sore throat :'(
it hurts!
I shall post wad happen nxt time.
ouch.

good morning :)
I woke up too early.. Due to a nightmare. hahas.
I dreamt tat I woke up in the morning and nobody was home. So as usual I went to the kitchen to find food. Then there was this plate of rice and steak on the table. I poke the steak and suddenly ants rushed out like crazy. IT WAS DAMN DISGUSTING. I stoned there for a sec and ran to get a pesticide. When I get back, spiders started pouring out too. EEWW!!~ I was so freaked out I sprayed it blindly around and quiclky close the kitchen door. Then someone bang on the door. This shocked me even more. There wasn't suppose to be a person in my hse. Well, I open the door and there was this guy -.-''
King of spiders? Prince of ants? I duno. he jus appeared out of nowhere. hahas
It ended here coz I woke up sweating. And know what?
when I woke up jus now, no one was at home. luckily there was no steak or else I'll reali scream. (then someone might call the police) lol
oh yes. I forgot to thank Souyoung for treating me ice-cream. So.. THANKYOU SOUYOUNG~! :D

Hello!
Yesterday's bbq wasn't as bad as I had thought. There were 4 girls who went. Souyoung,Cally,JingMin,Trecia. Quite pathetic,yea I know. Aparrently, the rests of the girls were lazy or busy. hahs. OOH~~~ CLAIRE showed up! :DD
I didnt reali expected it.. until she called me. then I saw the caller ID 'claire'.
I was thinking 'huh?' BUT it was reali her!! Miss her so much can? :(
there was no wind at the beach -.-''
actually Souyoung wanted to play at the beach,but i scared her by telling her it dangerous to play at night coz there's ghost. She quickly pulled me back to the bbq pit. hahas. I duno whether it's true or not.. Jus a rumor I think. heheh :x
time flies reali quickly.. vry soon, it was 9plus pm. lol
While waiting for Souyoung's dad, we chatted. Shan't say the details.
I smell like bbq when I reached home. but my mum dun allow me wash my hair.
IT STINKS. Later, my mum frens are coming. I knew them when I was still young. But I haven seen them for a vry long time. A vry sudden visit, I must say.
anyway,wadever. I dno wad else to say.
bye!

hello.
I dun believe this. I'm so engrossed in the video I didnt realised I cried. It's so touching.. *sobs* And I didnt even notice tat when I watched the videos last time.. How dumb. WWAAAAA~~~ well. the songs are love in the ice and Marry U. actually I wouldnt cry de.. But dno why I feel like watching the eng sub one. So I listened to the song and read the lyrics. Then when the song was over, I was crying like an idiot. Haiz. oh..then I proceed to watch footsteps, thinking tat it will make my mood better. coz jaejoong's singing rocks.. But I was so wrong. Coz it's the subbed then I know the meaning of wad's he's singing. *sobs again*
It's so sad then JaeJoong sang it till so touching. Then it started thinking abt alot of things. I cried more :(
So I watched my destiny and I was impressed by Junsu and JaeJoong. So I was happy for tat few mins. Stupid me suddenly feel like watching Super Junior videos. So I thought Marry U was a good choice. BUT I was so wrong AGAIN.
I watched the one tat E.L.F sang instead of them. Well, I cried once more.
haiz. A reali bad day to watch touching stuff. Too emotional today :(
I shan't watch anymore for tonite. I hope I'll dream abt something nice. NOT SAD. or my mood tomorow will be affected too..
bye~ *wipes tear*

you're so selfish. Like always. Not getting the facts right as usual. I hate this.

This is my actual post for today. I woke up quite early today coz i had a pretty awkward + weird + stupid + crazy dream. I dreamt tat I was having a 3e4 class chalet. Then i felt warm so I went to take a bathe. Then everyone was in the room discussing abt the class t-shirt. After my bath, I realised tat i forgot to take my towel. Without a second thought, I jus step out naked to get my towel tat was in my bag.. I got so shocked I quickly wake up. Then i dun dare to sleep back coz i'm scared it might continue. WOAH. scary. I told linus then he say tat's a wet dream -.- it's not! I tink I shall go study chem. I already screwed physics. Must do better for chem. haiz.

byebye~

3 kimbum for anne~

:d

1 junsu for kelly & 1 eunhyuk for me~

one more thing... I cant control already!! I wanna play tag! [those who know wad i actually mean] I'll quickly install one if u feel like it~ lalalala~~

HEY~~~ i'm suppose to be studying chem.. but i got distracted. So i watched a movie instead. INKHEART~~ It's nice okay? glad i watched it :D
okay.serious business now.
TO ANNE :: I wont forget wad i promised in my previous post or in tat conversation tat day. If i do.. SMACK me pls!~ hahas :P but dun worry. I wont forget la. Coz I tink i'm more pissed off than you. [poor me~sobs]
i'm getting out if control these days.. BEWARE. And of coz, we will WIN. yay!~
I dun care wad she calls us. [If tat recent post is even meant for us.] I SERIOUSLY DUN. coz i noe i'm the nicest fren anyone can find on earth~ [my species is extinct already!] too bad she doesnt know me. HER LOSS anyway. [not like I wan2 be her fren..but I'll try to be nice] OH! and I love games.. haven had one like tat in years.. I CANT WAIT~~ it's gonna be FUN!! :D
AND ANNE YIP!!!!!!~~~~~ I noe I said i'm yr best fren~ lalala.
and I will continue being yr best fren until you get bored of me. SO PLEASE~~
DONT GET BORED OF ME!!!!!!! AH~ hahas.
AND ANNE YIP~~! since u say u will win NO MATTER WHAT. SO u must okay? even if you dun :X:X:X:X:X:X you still got yr husband :)
rem wad I told you okay?? i'm always behind you.
byebye!

first thing, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY~ i tink mothers should like pink...
(sry mummy..i'll make it up.)
Went for tuition just now.. so unlucky lor.. I stepped on mud. then i went to a public toilet to wash. Halfway walking to my tuition block, a VRY OLD aunty gave me a pervertic look. EEK~ I quickly avoid her. Then so sry to YanYi.. She waited so long for her green tea.SORRY~ we did work and talked alot. So fun. I missed pri sch days when we were always together.. Haiz. at least we can see each other once a week :D HAPPY. i told her wad happened to me on my way there. She laughed. HPMF. felt abit cheesy today.. heheh :x then willie and linus sms me the same things..but they're not together. FREAKY. maybe they got great telepathy. it gives me the creeps~ plus..when did willie get his hp back?? I didnt know. hahas. I ate fish and had stomachache. stupid fish~~
waiting for my parents to buy me dinner.. haiz. so boring~~~~~
oh yea. Yanyi let me listen to some reali nice eng songs too. they're GOOD~!
OOHHHHH~~~~~ i jus rem! i had my 3rd movie dream~~ but it's sad still.
my movie dreams are always sad. HAIZhaiz.. here it goes~~
I had a really bad accident and lost my memory. There was this random guy who stands out frm the rest of the ppl. why? coz he's the same guy frm my first movie dream. the feeling is the same.. (maybe he's EunHyuk) So, in the dream, due to memory loss, he was a complete stranger to me. But i guess i meant alot to him since he was vry determined to make me remember. okay. so after I was discharged, he brought me to a shopping mall. the one we always used to go. Of course, I didnt know so i was vry happy that someone brought me shopping. he acted happy with me too. how sad for him~ we were walking vry awkwardly when I suddenly turned high and we started fooling around. I didnt noe his real feelings, of coz. Then I had a slip of tongue and said something reali hurting which I cant rem. He ran away. I felt bad and ran after him but he was fast. He disappeared within secs. suddenly, Willie,ryan and shaun leong appeared and went passed me. They saw me but ignored completely. I dno y i knew them since i lost my memory.. but tat doesnt matter. So they went inside this western shop to buy ramen?! Weird. On the way out, willie grab me along and i shouted at ryan. Ryan was angry coz he didnt do anything and shouted back at me. He was reali fierce so I cried. Suddenly, I remembered everything and kicked willie so he could let go of me. (sry willie.hehe) I ran blindly around the mall but i couldnt find him anymore :( so . luckily i didnt wake up crying coz i cant find him.. But it's so unfair!! in the first dream, he didnt show me his face. then in this dream, he showed me his face. But i jus couldn't rem how he looked like!!! UNFAIR. maybe in the nxt dream he will tell me his name.. i dun even know our relationship in the dream.. I tink he's my fren tho.. haiz.. oh yea.. i dno his name.. I didnt even tok to him. tis dream was muted. except for ryan shouting at me :x I cant stop thinking abt it.. WHY IS THIS GUY APPEARING IN MY DREAMS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS??!! I hope he exist.. but it'll be scary if he does.. hahas.
byebye~ i'm still high although my day's unlucky! :DD I hope i dream tonite~

You rock and she sucks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i mean it~~~!!!!
so you must listen to me and ignore her!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you're bette thsn her~~~~~
I don't lie!!!
SO! LALALALA~~
i'm kinda high today~~ a bad thing..
BUT i support you~~~ of coz.
i dont even like her. SHIT HER~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been wanting to do tat.. since... A VRY LONG TIME AGO!
and i'm still waiting to do it.
bad anger management... i noe!!
anybody tat mess with her, messes with me too!!
but I dun ned to control my anger when it comes to her.
I MEAN IT. SO ANGRY CAN??
(but i'm smiling like a retard to myself)
RETARTED ME~~ WOOO~
wadever she's only a HALF DEAD ZOMBIE FACED WOMAN THAT HAS YELLOW SKIN.. is it make-up?? it's unhealthy. wadever not like i care.
ARGH! CHEER UP~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!~~~~~~~~ MUACK MUACK!!!!!!

my father mus be mad. saying i finished a bowl of super HOT noodles in max 5 mins!!? is tat insane or wad? it's possible if it's cold but NOT HOT.I actually took 25mins to finish it. And then i was accused of not having self control coz i used the com for 2hrs plus!? WAD THE HELL IS TIS!!? so pisssed off! besides my mum also nv complain he noisy wad shit. pretending he care coz he wanted to use the com but he cant coz i'm using it? BULLSHIT i say. I HATE IT when i'm being accused. it's not even 过分! i'm 15yrs old le leh! ARGHH~!