I feel miserable.

Absurdness

I cant go out on my bday! And I'm suppose to work the rest of the days! Am I suppose to say yay? Haha. I'm so sarcastic. Maybe I'll understand when I'm 40. Why my daughter couldnt celebrate her bday with her frens. Or perhaps I'll never know why. It isn't a crime right? It's not like I'm gonna go clubbing and get raped. Or drunk till I couldnt find my way home. Or go do sth illegal. Just a mere dinner or little gathering. Is it too much to ask for? I dont get it. Seriously.
Ahh. Speechless already. Well. The life of no lifeness. Hah!

Nights people :)

Loves by ME.

I wanna be a baby. Then I can cry whenever and whereever I want when I feel like it.

JAEJOONG!

Jae is love

HAHA. I found a Jaejoong drama. Hard to say I love you. WAKAKA. I'm gonna watch it!! :D Imma Jaejoong fangirl. Heeee.

Loves by ME.

JYJ- Too love

Cant decide whether it's sad or happy..

JYJ-For You It's Separation, To Me It's Waiting

JAEJOONG! AWESOME LIVE :D

Fallen leaves- JYJ

SO SAD. BUT BEAUTIFUL. *HEARTS*

My new sexy washing machine ;p

Front view.

Top view.

Slanted view.

Full body!

:) Oh well.

Loves by ME.

Mom camwhoring. With my phone.SIGH

First, she took this pic.
Then she took herself.
And she said she look prettier.


Then she took Mr teddy big foot.

And she camwhored!
Okay. Nights.

If we ain't got trust, we ain't got nth.

Loves by ME.

Dream Spree

Yup. I'm having a dream spree recently. Great time to revive my blog. Then i got things to write about though I'm abt to be bored to death. Hah. I ad a dream last night. Well. It was kinda long but when i woke up and checked the time, it was only 3am. I slept at 12am. Hm. 3hours.. More than enough time for a movie-dream. haha. Anyway, I dreamt of volcanos. It was pretty.. exciting? And it greatly reminds me of a volcano movie I've watched years back. It's a nice show. But I cant rem what it's called. Whatever. Let me begin my dream :)
It's quite pretty if it isn't deadly.

Willie and I were climbing a little hill at night. We were going camping or picnic I think. Then we have a car.. I don't know who's driving. Then suddenly on the hill, there were houses. Like landed property kinda houses. NOT HDB. Then people ran out of their houses and shout shout shout. Some started to pack their things and run. Some were already running. Don't know why. I think we were foreigners. Then we smell sth burning. Like.. fire or sth. So I climbed on top of the car roof to see what's happening. Then this ball of ash came flying and almost hit me. And a volcano was abt to erupt. LOL. We tried to ask where to go. Everyone panicked enough to ignore us. Then we saw lava flowing down the hill. Then we started running. So funny. The lava's slow motion btw.

We ran blindly.. Till I saw my aunt and her family? They were running into a building and so we followed. We went to the top floor of the building and watched the scenery. The lava flowing and all. LOL Nobody was injured. Maybe cause the lava's freaking slow mo. Haha Kinda retarded. Anyway. We watched and suddenly there's this ball of ashes that flew towards a kid I think. Then I was nearer to him so I 'flew' and pushed the boy away. He's around 3 I think or 2. Very young. Don't know why he's alone. And so I carried him and we exited the building. Went down the stairs.. down down down. To don't know where. And reached this tower thing. We were supposed to climb all the way to the top and then come down again. Like playing game instead of running for our lifes.

So, my aunt told us not to go up. In case we can't make it before the lava comes. In the end, we sat on the stones and ate bread =.- WEIRD. Then I was underground with the boy and a kid's trolley? Then willie was asking his manager for permission to leave the place cause there's an erupting volcano. LIKE WTH. And I'm waiting for him with the kid. Damn manager. Finally the manager said yes. Cause another ball of fire came crashing. Dumb. And we ran up the stairs. Choas. It was pitch dark. Can't see anything. Willie's busy moving the stones and concrete away. And I'm busy telling the kid to hold onto me properly. Cause he's heavy. Then.. I don't know what happen. This dream's kinda familiar though. Like I had it before last time. Which I don't know when. But I don't rem willie's inside. Cause I don't know him last time.. Hm. Creepy. Creepy. Creepy.

Okay! I got nth to do again! Yay o.o?

Bye! ;)

Lunch with mom.

My lunch! The ramen is nice. The salmon is NICE! But the mango dessert is kinda tasteless. Though mom say it's sweet enough. Hmm.


Hehe. I took this pic when I've already mess it up.


People are just so hard to satisfy. Too fat, diet. Too skinny, complain. Who's the right size anyway? I'm sick of it. GEE.

Anyway. I had two dreams. 1st one. Dreamt of Jaejoong plotting some evil thing and me helping him to kidnap Eunhyuk, donghae,leetuek and heechul. Hah. Told Mr baby and he said jaejoong's a pervert. LOL. Then don't know how, Eunhyuk and Donghae managed to escape. They brought back a HUGE dog. And Jaejoong's little puppy was scared shitless. Eunhyuk kept nudging the HUGE dog to the little puppy. Such a bully. Tsk. Don't know where Jaejoong disappear to. Random dream.

Alright. I'm bored now. Nothing to do. I wanna watch Paradise Ranch but there's no eng sub and the quality's terrible and the videos wouldn't load. SO SAD. I think I'm addicted to changMin already. Shhh. Oh! And I cant seem to find Heaven's postman. Jaejoong little drama/movie. My cousin says it's not bad. sighs. MUST FIND IT!! *determined huff*

BYE. *off to find videos*

Loves by ME.

BORED.

Well. I'm bored and waiting for the bathroom. So I decided to do this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? - breathe
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? - because of you
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? - I dont care
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? - Nothing better
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? - it hurts
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? - white
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? - dont love her
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? - break out
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? I did wrong
WHAT IS 2 + 2? - oh!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? - try to follow me
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? - because of you
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? - ring ding dong
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? - love love love
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? - dream girl
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? - forever love
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? - already gone
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? - I wont give you
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? - I'm busy
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? - Dont care
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? - bang!

okay. Regretted doing this. The results are stupid. But it did killed like 3mins of my time.. haiz!

Suddenly my blog can't show paragraphing. So it's like one whole big chunk of words :x I swear I did do paragraphing!

Awesome Dream!

Characters infor ::

My weapon. It's suppose to be a stretchable chain. And it transforms into a dragon when it needs to.
And becomes like this ::


Or maybe like this ::




The human form of my dragon is actually ChangMin. So I think it'll be a cute dragon.


And this is my partner's sword. And I have no idea who he is. So no pic :)

OKAY! My dream!

My partner thinks he's the most awesome/powerful/strong/undefeatable person in the universe. And he decided to go rescue some hostages from a bunch of baddies. The baddies are the mutant ninja turtles(MNT) I think. LOL I know they're suppose to be good guys.. but it's jus a dream. Anyway, he went there alone with his sword which he named 'nu er hong'. It's a chinese wine name btw. Yup. And successfully killed 3 fake MNT. and went right into the trap of some surrounded cave. He became really injured. Almost died. And so I happen to pass by and helped him. I was better than him. Haha! Killed all the MNT baddies and escaped. My dragon, Mr changmin had to carry us back to my hut.

Oh! Mr Dragon changmin's very cool. He's stretchable and can change colour. Just have to pull it's tail and it'll become longer. And fly faster.

Hm. Anyway. The partner don't know how and why, became my husband. I can't rem. So. One day, some people, don't know whether they're nice or mean, came to visit us. And we sat at this stone table at the backyard. My partner was sparring with one of them. And I was ignoring the rest of the guests since they look like baddies. Then guy sitting in front of me tried to get my attention. I'm playing with my dragon chain. I ignonred. So he tried to grab it from me. But haha! Epic fail. Cause it's metal and untouchable by other people. Wakaka. But he took out a magnet and my chain became stuck to it. So I did a 'come here' motion with my hand and my chain acted like a snake and slither back? Not sure. It jus came back and wind itself around my hand. So the guy sucked my chain back again. Well. Mr dragon changmin was obviously very pissed. And I knew that. So the guy and I were like battling our mental strength thingy. Like don't know for how long, I finally won and got my chain back. Don't know why, when Mr dragon is tired, I'm also tired. Vice versa. So I kinda 'fainted'. Then my partner came and kick the guy off the seat. Hah. I woke up and tried to train Mr dragon. He's stubborn and refuse to let me ride him. Partly cause the sky is suddenly turning dark for no reason. And so, I wanted to find out why and rode him onto our roof. Turns out that there're baddies coming in cabs. To steal Mr dragon changmin from me and my partner's sword :(

So my partner told me to take care and we split ways. I rode Mr dragon changmin away and suddenly we were in Singapore. People saw us in the sky and screamed and yelled and wowed. Whatever. Then there were baddies shooting fire balls and arrows at us. Damn. Mr dragon was tired and he cant fly fast or high. So I made us invisible. And we went to a market. To steal food. And so, Mr dragon was still a dragon and not in human form, so I stole raw food for him. Haha. He complained but still ate them. We both thought we were invisible to ALL. Till this weird guy greeted us. And he doesn't seem shock to see a dragon.

We're in deep shit~ Cause that guy is obviously a baddie. So I got us to a deserted carpark. And made Changmin turn into human form. He's damn TALL! Anyway, I found out that the guy manage to stick a tracking device into my ankle. And I checked Changmin's. Found none. So I told him to go to his kingdom, call the Queen or emperor, fight the baddies off. Come resue me and we'll go find my partner together. He didnt want to cause he never fly alone before. I don't know why. But the weird guy appeared and I push Changmin away. So he turned into a dragon again and flew off. Then I told the weird guy I wanted to go eat first cause I'm hungry. And he said okay and even paid for me. LOL. Baddie huh?

And.. I woke up cause my phone rang. Such a spoiler. I wanna see the ending! This is the first dream that involves some action after so long. SIGH. I miss my dragon already. It was so cool. And I realised.. I like dreaming of Changmin. He always have cool roles in my dreams. Hehe :p

Ookay. Done. Bye.

I got work later :(

Boringg.

Loves by ME and MR DRAGON CHANGMIN.

:)

Stuck In the Middle

Should I go work or go out? Both sides. Two diff says. Stuck. Very nice. I shall not go anywhere then. Fair to all. Feel like quitting banquet and working at cold stone now. Or anywhere else. Just don't go hyatt. Super boring. Manual work. Guys there are almost useless. Grr. Dont like. Dont like the situation now. It seems like the tables are turned againest me. Keep it up. And it's gonna be 'superb'. I'm not at the losing end anyway. So. I don't care. :) Okay! Gotta go bathe now. Love my hubby! MERONG.
Nights to all.
Nights to hubby.

Loves by ME.

Patience. Is much needed.

Hihi. I'm back. Been working for the past few days. And been late for everyday. hm. Not gonna say it's my fault. Nor is it not my fault. Leave it at that. And.. well. people are great. people are mean. irritating, unfriendly, ungentlemanly. I'm becoming irritated, short tempered and rude. Thanks to ppl :) Applauds. Not gonna elaborate much. Just not my week. Not entirely the worse nor the best. Hah. Everything's so neutral now. Cause I'm not gonna take sides or be bias. Blahblah. Time. Is indeed a bad thing. It goes and never comes back. Just keeps going. okay. Out of point. anyway, I need to buy/steal/rob/earn some patience. It's wearing thin. FAST. And I'm not kidding when I say I hate humans. Certain humans with certain characteristics and traits. Well. Some are being loved obviously. Those lovely ones. Okay. I'm sounding non human now. Not too good. Totally blabbering. I shall write in perfect detail in my scrappy. Some things are better not known to the public. And.. it's always better to look around you. Mind your words. And spare a thought isn't it? Bear that in mind then. Lazyy to type more. I prefer writting. Alright. Bye people. You're loved. Rem that. :)
Nights to all.

Loves by ME.