Tuesday, October 30, 2012

4 hours of sleep.. I wouldn't die right? T-T
Doing work so early in the morning.. I think I wouldn't last till 6pm today.
I need energy for the whole day. Maybe I could nap during my two hours break. The life of a SG Poly student. Well.. Actually it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to iron my suit. It took me an hour to do so. Got to go~!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Ooh! A good news after scaring you people~
Personal taste is on! (Well, if you live in SG anyway)
Lesson learnt: Never read horror stories before bed.

Why? Because you'll end up having a nightmare! Well, it wasn't exactly scary, but to normal people, yes, it's a nightmare. 

What the hell did I read anyway? Oh, a Jaejoong/Changmin fan fiction? You know, fan fiction which people write using names of celebrities and other people read for fun? Yes, fan fiction. AKA Fanfic. Yep. The title.. Hmm something called.. I can't remember? Dollhouse? Or house of dolls? Or.. Oh! *checks my history* HAHAHA nothing about dolls. It's called Hide and Seek, and Hide and Seek 2. Well, you can read to check how scary it is. Hmm, but it isn't scary. Just creepy. Maybe because I'm someone who visualizes everything.. (Even the not so nice things) 


Anyway, my dreams.. It was a good night's sleep btw. No stress and all. I had three dreams I think. All nightmares. But seriously, it's like watching three movies at a go. I certainly slept well. (No, I'm not being sarcastic) 


First dream:

I. Changmin. Yunho. Steve (no idea who that is). Yijing. Main five characters for the first dream. Haha Maybe I got it wrong cause the characters are about the same in all three dreams. 
We were playing a game too. Like.. A maze thing. In this forest? Okay, it looks like a gigantic park, feels like a forest. Alright, whatever. The place is just trees, rivers, bridges (unstable wooden bridges with no railings), grass and deserted. Something like that.
We were in this amazing race game? For a camp I think. Like treasure hunt, except that we're not looking for anything. We're just finding our way out of the 'forest' before dark. So.. it was fun at first. We walked around, played around, then.. Someone went missing. Who..? Junsu? From the other team. Yeah, it was another team. So in the end, everyone wandered around looking for Junsu, the missing dolphin. (sorry, inside joke for Cassies) 

It was getting dark and Junsu was REALLY missing. I mean, there were a lot of teams, no one found him. NO ONE. (It's really like the fanfic. OMG) So, my team went very deep into the 'forest' to the extent that we were totally cut off with the others. Don't know what we did, but we freaked out a lot of times. We found Junsu. Oh, the trees came alive and he was 'kidnapped' by the trees. (You know, those tree branches that captures people in movies with witchcraft) We saved him, of course. Poor guy was totally freaking out. Then, we got bicycles out of nowhere. The tree branches were kinda chasing us. Like.. it looks really scary. Cause it's getting dark and then there're shadows cast, and the branches looks like claws. Imagine this chasing you in the dark or something. It's scary okay.

We reached the entrance of the forest, Steve went missing. We freaked out again. Thinking he was captured by the evil trees. But he wasn't. He just went to pick up a sunflower (=.=) Which magically turned into Yijing's keychain. (?? What??) Yeah. Our camping site.. There was no camp site. Every team had a house to themselves. Which is super awesome. But.. Maybe ours would be awesome too if ours wasn't just right in front of the forest (so close to evil trees) and if the house didn't look so scary. I mean, WTH, Jung Yunho, Leader Yunho didn't even dare to step into the house! (Anyway, Steve got replaced by Junsu. Cause Steve, the unknown guy, is plain retarded. Picking up sunflowers in a haunted forest. Hah, he can join another group for all I care! Although the sunflower was really cute..) No one dared to enter the house. But luckily, the light switch was just beside the front door. So.. I just reached out and slapped at the lights. Oh, did I mention the fan was already on when we opened the door? I don't blame Yunho for freaking out. I really don't. (You should had seen Yijing, Changmin and Junsu's faces) The living room lights. Woah, it flickered for half the night man. Okay, it wasn't that long. But we stood outside the house till the lights were normal before stepping in. First thing we all did, turn on all the lights in the house. It was funny. For another half the night, we all sat together in the living room. 

Around.. erm after midnight? The house suddenly became very dark. Like a shadow was cast over it. TADAA~! (it wasn't suppose to be this happy) The evil trees came. The branches broke through the windows. Erm.. I got replaced by Jaejoong and Yijing got replaced by Yoochun. So it's DongBang family now. The evil trees wanted to attack someone. Like for a sacrifice. Of course, leader volunteered. But Jaejoong stepped forward. So the evil trees attacked him. And he died. (LOL, joke. He didn't die. I will never let Jaejoong die! Even if it's only a dream). He was heavily injured but he's alive. 


END.


The second dream was REAL scary. Not nonsensical like the first one and definitely no jokes or funny elements inside. Because, there was actually a real ghost face (damn me and my watching of too many horror movies) and it wasn't pretty. (Damn myself, really)

The second dream was exactly the same as the fanfic. Every single detail. I wasn't in the dream. It's like I'm watching a movie featuring Dongbang family. (Why am I using Dongbang family suddenly?) Anyway, they moved into a new dorm. Very nice, looks like a hotel suite or something. The furniture looks grand in a creepy way. They argued about the bedrooms since the rooms are of different qualities. Someone decided to play hide and seek to settle the problem. The game works like running man, first one to be found is out. No seekers, no hiders. Just hide and seek at the same time. So everyone went to hide. Someone rushed to the furthest room first, but it was locked. Since they were playing a game and there was no time to think, that person went to another room. Changmin.. Changmin was hiding somewhere else. Then, he decided to change a hiding place since he decided that it was too quiet. He went into the furthest room and hid under the bed or was it under the blanket. (See the problem already?)  He waited and waited. 


By that time, in present time, Yoochun and Junsu already caught each other. Then, they found Yunho and Jaejoong too. Changmin was the winner but he was still hiding. Everyone gathered in the living room shouting for him to come out. Changmin who was under the bed/blanket heard and wanted to leave. The door was locked. (More problems..) He panicked and bang on the door. He's strong so the door should break. But it didn't. Someone was watching him from behind. The others heard him banging and rushed to the room. Changmin totally freaked out and started screaming. 

Another person realised that the door was locked previously. Someone tapped Changmin on his shoulders. Changmin stopped screaming. (Gosh, I was so glad I didn't see the ghost face when Changmin turned around. I guess it censored it out myself) The members searched for keys but keys didn't work. Changmin was basically missing. 
Arghh lazy to type suddenly.. This is too wordy already.
So.. Jaejoong was the one who found Changmin. In this dark storeroom. Super creepy. Then, this girl face popped out from nowhere. Jaejoong screamed. Everyone screamed. Even I screamed. (Not in real life) The ghost screamed.  But at least Changmin was found. The ghost face.. should I post it? I think I can google for it.. I better not. Don't scare others and myself. 

Friday, October 26, 2012

Plain awesome.
I really like songs like this.
Strong and powerful ^-^

I'm gonna pout and sulk harder than him.
Does it makes sense that I can reach higher notes when I'm having a blocked nose?
Plus a mini cough which makes my voice husky.
Does it make sense at all?
*sulks and cross arms*
How can I sing a Ailee song and actually sound good with a cough and stuffy nose when at normal times, I can't sing a normal SeoHyun song without sounding out of pitch?
What sorcery is this~?
(I think it's certified that I'm really opposite from others)

During SSM, many of my friends don't like Mr Mal*k (no naming names rem? ^-^), but I like him 'cause he smiled like ten thousand times at me. And he praised my nails. Although I don't get it why he bothers to use 'scientific' terms that no one knows. But he seems nice, I think.
I don't like Mr Ne*? Or was it Mr Ch*ng?
I don't know. The boring person at the wine glass station.
It's not because he picked on me. It's cause he's SUPER BORING. And I meant SUPER by INCREDIBLY boring. I can fall asleep in his face. (if they allow me to) He speaks so soft like a mouse. or rabbit. (rabbit don't speak right?)
He doesn't even joke or smile. Tssh. What a person. I don't like him but others found him okay.
So well.. Yeah. Certified opposite. 
I shall join the weird clan. Perhaps one day I can join the 4D clan. 
But I hope not. 4D people are... 
Look at Park Bom, HyunJoong and JaeJoong.
(I think it's kinda bad for the sanity of others)

Thursday, October 25, 2012

I survived first day of SSM! ^-^
In fact, it was fun. 
There was lots of laughter, the tutors were reasonable and friendly.
The dress code seems alright (tho the baby hair is really..) , the brick carrying and bottle carrying is fine, fun even. 
I'm alright! ^-^
And I enjoyed myself. Wooh~
Although my feet feels sore and my arms muscles are aching.
But it's fine. I have this spray thing that is SUPER cooling! It helps in muscle aches and back sprain and injuries like that. It feels super good. 
And I napped for 4hours. I missed and dinner and woke up at 10.30pm.
Then I got angry 'cause no one woke me up for dinner!!
HMM I had to eat cold fish and pumpkin with dry rice.
*faints* After such a tiring day, I expect to eat something.. more oily, more fattening and MORE. Like MORE FOOD. But anyway, my throat itches and it's really uncomfortable. Plus the flu with blocked nose.. It's terrible when eating. Everything taste bad actually. Even McD taste bad.

Oh, the student email is TERRIBLE too. If there're two or more messages in one single mail, it wouldn't load. Lousy system. 


Oh yeah,I finally learn how to apply eyeliner. Finally. It took me ages on my first try and it looks weird too  T-T

Sometimes I wish I have thicker lashes or something  so it looks like I've had applied something when I didn't. 'Cause I look weird with eyeliner.. Like.. even when I apply just a little, it looks every outstanding. (like thick makeup) I don't like mascara 'cause it's difficult to wash off and my lashes drop. I guess the only thing I like is BB cream. 'Cause mine matches my skin colour well and is almost invisible. haha so why apply? Oh well, it makes my skin smoother? And covers up pimples and pores. Yup, I have pores. Since I was in primary 5? Long history of pores~ I can't wash it away. Maybe I need to visit the dermatologist someday. To get rid of the pores and wash my face properly. But it's also because of the pores that makes my cheek pink sometimes. Dilemma~ Whatever. 

Jaejoong is in HongKong now! And some fans say he wore the same monkey tee as Yunho? Haha So observant. Jaejoong's airport fashion. Yeah, too tired to put in some effort? Haha He looks like a normal person, not a idol. (If we exclude his especially good looking face) Yeah >-<  But hey! I'm not complaining. It's tough to dress up everyday, especially when you're travelling. I mean, how many different sets of clothes must you bring? As if the stylist doesn't have enough already. It's hard to go shopping when you're all 'geared up' too. 


Personal experience: I hate wearing slippers. I trip. People step on my feet and it hurts bad 'cause yr feet is so exposed, you know. Slippers looks bad too. I just don't like it. So everytime I go shopping, I wear sneakers or covered shoes. And most of my covered shoes require socks. My ballet flats hurts my feet and then I'll need plasters. So, NO. Then, if I want to buy shoes.. AHHHH. It's so troublesome to take off the shoes and socks then wear them back again. Same goes with long pants and jackets or shirts with many layers. So many things to wear. Accessories get in the way too! So annoying~ 

Most of the time, I'm too lazy to try when buying shoes, or I take a really long time. My shoes are always just my size. I don't buy a bigger size (since my feet probably won't grow anymore). It's hard to remove shoes esp high ankle sneakers. Oh, even my sandals. It's so pretty.. But I seldom wear it. I'll die if the crystals drop. Did I mention I like wearing jeans too? When buying clothes.. WOAH. By the end of the day, my jeans get really loose. And I get really annoyed. 'Cause everytime my clothes get loose, someone will assume I lost weight (seriously? In just a few hours?). That is also why most of my clothes are body hugging! (not like I have a figure to flaunt)
I'm really obsessed with plain tight tees recently. I buy them wherever I see them. I think they're really versatile and they have nice colour and they fit my size nicely and THE COLOURS!, there're so many to choose from and yeh. I just like them. 
Last time, I really like printed tees. So I buy them a lot. But now.. I guess I grew out of those.. printed tees. Yeah. It's more extreme now. It's either I'm buying plain clothes, and by plain, I mean no printed graphics, no cartoons, no random words, or I'm buying extremely cute designs. 

Anyway, I'm trying to give out old tees that I don't wear anymore. Like a donation? Selling it would be a total rip off. Since some were given to me, some were worn for years, some.. I simply hate it. 

Yeah.. maybe I should visit an orphanage or donate to salvation army. I'm sure if I clear everytime I don't want, my wardrobe would be half full. Currently, my clothes are like sardines! T-T
I can't even iron and then hang it back in. It's that packed. So.. poor me have to prepare the clothes I wanna wear every night before bed and iron it. And then, hang it on the door. Makes my mornings easier actually.  

Enough about my clothes! Oh gosh, how did I come to this topic anyway?

Haha Good night! (or should I say morning. It's 2.30am here)

Monday, October 22, 2012

Since SSM requires strength in my left hand..
And my left hand is almost useless..
I shall do push ups tonight. And tomorrow night. 
Hopefully.. 
Will it make a difference?
But I heard it's quite fun if you look past the torture and misery.
Well.. Let's have fun on Weds new classmates! ^-^
Oh, I'm meeting them in tutorial tmr morning.
Please don't let it be awkward. 
(I'm bad at handling awkward situations. I will probably do something stupid)

Sunday, October 21, 2012

The recent selca that Jaejoong tweets scares me.. Please don't do this to me.
I have a weak heart. If I have a heart attack, I'm blaming it on you, Kim-shi.
I shown my friend this pic.. She finds it funny I guess. And he really looks like a girl.
Please Jaejoong, no bangs please! T-T
I don't want a nightmare dreaming of you in bangs sucking my blood or being a zombie with bangs. Oh god, no. 

Friday, October 19, 2012

Oh yeah, about my hair colour.. I'M SCREWED!
Hair's still brown.. The bottom can't turn black and the top.. Sigh. It's already the natural colour so it can't turn black too. So my natural hair colour is really dark brown now. Even my baby hair turned brown. How~?

I think I'm going down to the shop to dye black. Everyone dyed black already, if mine remains brown, I'm gonna be in deep trouble right? Although I don't think they can tell after I bun it up. Sigh. What is this? I was still gonna have thoughts of having blue hair previously..

NII spring collection. DAEBAK~


Finally a selca together! ^-^
What is Junsu doing?
Once he turns Maknae, this is what happens.
He cannot be maknae!
I don't know why, but Jaejoong's face is scary..
He looks like a happy clown.
And clowns are kinda scary..
TxT

 Maybe I'm being silly
But I kept thinking he's wiping his snort with his hoodie.
Which he obviously isn't!
Somehow he looks like he doesn't care about airport fashion anymore.
Where's he going btw?
I thought Jackal promotions are starting..?
Haha Or maybe someone farted in front of him.




MissA! I love the rap too much! Oh my god. Everyone's so cool inside. Even overrated Suzy. 
(Sorry suzy. I like you, but you're too overrated already. Like.. HyunA)
But the one who shines among them gotta be Min. She looks so cool and confident. And then she goes and rap. Gosh, she's good. Anyway, cool song.
I love it 'cause it totally reflects on me. But I'm not old enough for my own job. 
Entertainers earn their own money at a very young age but they're not counted cause they're not considered people with normal jobs. Daebak song! 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

I'm dying my hair for SSM! Hope the colour turns out right or I'm screwed. 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I love this set of NII pictures! They're all so cute. Wait till I post these pics..
When I saw them, I was :OOO
Yeah. Is that Harang's tail I see? LOL Fluffy~ ^-^
I love NII clothes. They look so good on JYJ.
Heard there's a sister brand of NII.. I can't remember the brand though.
I want their clothes! Too bad I'm not a guy.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

My temporary 'studio' with nothing but only a laptop and lousy keyboard.
T-T I can't even play properly.. Why the sudden interest in playing music?
I don't know too. Just.. had this sudden urge. And so I cleaned up the dusty old keyboard.
Mommy said she'll consider buying a new one for me. Since the keys are a bit spoil already.
And as long as  Ikeep playing. Anyway, piano can be self taught right? Haha


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I'm gonna watch bonjour paris cause I always didn't manage to finish the entire thing.
It's just so long..
But before that, some pics I've gathered. 

My new wallpaper. The Changmin. 

Clingy and kissy Jae, as usual. 
This is during the Mario fan event I think..

\Love the hair colour. So bright!



BIFF with JiHyo and Jaejoong.
Never knew JiHyo is this tall. 

I love this too. Seohyun grew up! :O And it seems like all the guys adore her.
Look at Changmin!

I want this hoodie. The colour's so.. girl. 



Tuesday, October 9, 2012

The performance. Perfect as always.
Sidenote: Never seen him this fierce and sassy in Tarantallegra before. It's like he's angry. Haha He danced so hard. Strength comes from anger, you know. He even added extra moves.  So much swag. And he give facial expressions that say ''pssh go die you'' *thinking too much* But really, look at his face!
Angry Su is awesome. 
Then when he talks.. Woah, so calm and nice.
Angry Su is scary. But I like. 
Just a little silly comment.. I think bareback suits guys more. Though it looks weird and slightly gay, they don't have to worry where the bra straps go or get nude bra or padding or whatever. Don't you think? But it doesn't mean I like their bareback suits. Looks like their stylist caught it on fire and then they have no choice but to cut them up. Right?
I think the song is getting to me. I kept having random sentences in my head.
'catch me if you wanna' 'kajima~ aaa~' Oh gosh. It's a good song, suddenly.
I love the lights on the arm~! *stares while drooling*


OMG. Did you people heard about the Junsu Para Games thing? It made me so ANGRY. So angry. I am here to rant. (Seriously, the more I think of it, the more I wanna become some big shot and crush those asses. How can they treat people like that?!) And Junsu is not even sad. He's happy he met his waiting fans. Arghhhhh~ It only makes me angrier. (I'm out for trouble) haha

OKAY. *deep breath*
Junsu is by far one of the most respected artist in the world. Or maybe korea, or Asia. I don't get it why just for a simple small lawsuit can make him BANNED from national TV, BANNED from being broadcasted. BAN BAN BAN. Really? He only joined in suing a slave contract and other unlawful stuff. That deserves applause, because many others do not even have the guts, and not BAN him (or JYJ) from TV. Really? Seriously? 

I mean, even an idiot knows he's a good person. He's hardworking and earnest. Believe me, I watched him grow up.. Or rather.. I grew up watching him. (and DBSK, of course). They're all good people. They stand up for their fans, they respect seniors, they're humble and polite. The whole world knows that, for god sake. And then, this stupid lawsuit came along, and suddenly, everyone forgets who they really are and name them traitors, betrayers, money sucking asses etc. 
Seriously? THINK. Those people are the true hypocrites.

Well.. It can't be that hard in just broadcasting him right? I mean, fans expectations, the whole Korea is watching. And it is so fake if they forget him. BECAUSE, First, he is Junsu, no one forgets him. Ever. Second, I'm sure everyone knows him already, good or bad stuff. Third, he has a history with DBSK, he was one of the 'gods'. Surely the broadcasting people, heck, the whole entertainment industry knows him. His presence alone, kills. Lastly, his fans are there, at the event, holding up Junsu banners! And the ticket even printed Junsu's name on it! 
Forget him? Nah, you hypocrites.  Nobody is gonna buy that. It is obviously done on purpose.
Remember, things you do, Korea is watching. Other countries are watching. God is watching. 
Yeah. We got your back, Junsu. Don't worry! ^-^

Oh, and, if it were Jaejoong or Yoochun, they wouldn't even do that. Why?
Because, Jaejoong appeared in Busan Film Festival. Which is quite a big thing, I suppose. And he got broadcasted. Yoochun appeared in countless of dramas, on national TV. So, obviously, he's fine. But Junsu.. Well, Junsu doesn't act, he sings. And since he is suing the company as a singer, it's a taboo (so as they say), so he's banned as a singer. And it doesn't even make sense actually.. Why are the industry people so childish?

And I suspect, they're getting back at JYJ through Junsu. Why? Because Junsu is so.. TOO KIND. Despite being 'forgotten', he smiles. He freaking SMILED. And that is truly fan service. (Now you know why DBSK fans does not simply move on?) 

Jaejoong is too aggressive.  (I bet he was the mastermind of the lawsuit. But I'm not blaming him) That guy doesn't think most of the time. (not entirely true) And he uses vulgarities like drinking water. (which I hope not)

Yoochun.. He has connections now. With actors. Which are considered quite high rank in the industry. So they can't do anything to him. It doesn't violate the lawsuit contract or whatever those people are thinking about. So he's save.

Hypocrites, they are everywhere. When DBSK was so sought after, everyone wanted them.
Love calls from the broadcasting stations, interviews, magazine covers. Then, once something goes wrong, abandoned. What is this? What is the world becoming into?

Hypocrites, they are everywhere. We get rid of bad people, to protect the future generations. But.. it seems like the bad people are the ones getting rid of people. Good and bad people. Not otherwise. 

It just shows.. How much power can do. So much power in the wrong hands. 



Everyone loves Junsu. Don't fret fans. If there's a will, there's a way. (something about the boat reaching the bridge and the bridge becoming straight. Chinese will know. but anyway, Junsu has the will)






Because he must keep his smile. (And he looks best smiling)

Sidenote: how many fan meets are Jaejoong having? Vietnam, Thailand, Indonesia.. Woah. 

Saturday, October 6, 2012

The pictures I've collected recently but didn't have time to post.
Here they are~!

The choreographer for Catch me if you wanna? 

Adorable smile. Have not seen that in a while.
And it's.. gummy? 


 Fanmeet poster of Junsu.
But it's already over..
Isn't it painful to dye your eyebrows? Heard that it stings a lot.

 Jaejoong in India. He didn't change his clothes?
He went back to Korea airport in the exact same hoodie.
Still looking good though. And the vain selca as usual.
Note the reflection on his shades. *easily amused*

I wanna go! But Thailand.. T-T
I wonder what's the fanmeet for..
For the movie? Or drama?

I want a new JYJ album soon!
With fan chants, 'cause fan chants are pretty good with the song.
HAHA I promised, the live.
And I love it! ^-^
They are just so awesome.
Even my mom likes it. She said their stage charisma is pretty good.
Who is she kidding? They're TVXQ! (The Gods, not literally)
(why do they use TVXQ instead of DBSK?)

Friday, October 5, 2012

Super Junior in their glorious days~
So young (Hangeng! Kibum!)


Glorious lip-sing days..