Konnichiwa Mina-San~!
Ima wa- .....
HAHAH I'm kidding. I'm not gonna start talking in Jap romanji.
Anyway, I just want to say that I'll be travelling tomorrow! :D
I'll be going to Sarawak and then Brunei.
Well, my well-deserved break after studying. Stupid Calculus. I think I'm going to fail. This will be the first time failing ever. Screw Calculus. I'll break you when I return!
For now, I'll download all the songs that I've been missing out.
I like this song! Just found it~ ^^
Bye!
Sunday, December 22, 2013
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Hello. I figured that I should post happy things this time.
Okay, I don't sound very happy but I'm kinda feeling neutral here. Heh :/
Just now, I went shopping at Chamelon with Yijing. It's on promotion and they're selling things at 10 for $5. What kinda of deal is this right? Obviously I must buy! Haha So we bought A LOT! I spend $12 all on myself. Such a greedy girl I am. I shall show you guys what I bought...
The hairbands and rings are all 10 for $5. Super cheap. Look at the amount of rings I've bought! I can throw away all my old rusty ones! ^-^ Okay, the dolphin ring is not included. It's $2 for one cause its original price is more expensive? Well, I don't know how they count.
After that, we went for lunch and shop around somemore. She going to watch Catching Fire and I went home to do project~ Why~! Oh. I bought new sneaks in Malaysia. For New Year or whatever. Wanted to get the red but it's too cliché. So I got a weird colour instead. It's half purple, half neon and half pink. I have no idea what colour it is. But it looks cool. So... /shrugs
Next up! I'm reporting my days in reverse order. But who cares~! :p
COSFEST! First time into character cosplay and it's fun. Something like living an alternate life where you're still you not you don't look like you and you can't behave like yourself. Sounds confusing? Hahah I talked like that on purpose.
My friends and I, we cosplayed K-on! We're missing Ritsu tho. But it's fine. We'll find someone to cosplay her someday. I cosplayed Azusa. The 'Moe' cutesy girl. Shortest in K-On. Suits me doesn't she? Heheh It's isn't that bad cosplaying as her... maybe except for the fact that the wig is SUPER HEAVY. I swear my neck was gonna snap.
Anyway, enough talking. Here's some pictures I snapped with my phone.
So much feel~ I like ^-^ K-On selca. Haha
Isn't the lighting nice? All blue~ and blue~ and blue~
Yijing's 'papa' took this. Azusa signature pose. I couldn't get away from it.. But it's nice.
So much purple~
Someone took this. Don't know why. Credits to you, random photographer. I think we all look good.
Finally! Yui~! Haha Mio is frightening tall. She has heels on. But still. Woah. Don't stand beside me!
A random Ritsu we found! So, we decided to snap one! Too bad Yui isn't here. If not, we'll have the full set! How cool is that?!
I love this picture.
And this too.
That's all for cosfest! ^-^ It was very warm, the sun was merciless. But it did drizzle a little in the evening. So it's fine! And I saw Zoro and Sanji! Didn't see Luffy tho. I'm surprised. Oh! I saw BoA Hancock too! It's so amusing!
The day before Cosfest, I went Yijing's house to bake. It was super warm. Her house is like an oven, plus we were baking, so there's an oven and it's double the warm! Gosh, I can perspire just thinking about it. Hahah Our strawberry cupcakes fail badly and we wasted a whole box of strawberry. But the green tea and chocolate were not bad. Oh well.
That's a lot of cupcakes..
Now, let's move on to the random things that happened.
Yijing and I have scary telepathy. I was watching this random anime that I found few weeks back and last night, she told me about this nice random anime that she started watching. I was reading her whatsapp and found the storyplot familiar. So I opened up my bookmark and realised that we were watching the same anime! That is kinda freaky. Cause...there are millions of anime in the world and here we are, watching the same random one. Freaky.
Then, today at Chamelon, we were choosing rings. She was spazzing over pink and shiny rings, I was spazzing over blue and shiny rings. For three times, we weren't looking at each other but we picked out the same ring design but different colour, mine blue and hers pink, and we were like 'Ooh look at this'. And when we looked, we went 'Eh~ wth'. Cause we picked up the same ones. It was creepy since it happened a few times in 10 minutes. We should stop. Haha It was funny. In the end, we got couple rings. Foot designs which looks cute but funny. Of course, I got the blue one.
Oh. I watched Diabolik Lovers last night. The sadistic vampire anime which is suppose to be an otome game. It's really scary and sadistic as said. The vampires are all crazy and they suck blood like...in this really sick and scary way but it's really seductive as well. My stomach did weird flips. Now I wanna cosplay as the girl cause she's pretty. Her hair's blonde and her eyes are red. How nice. And the night sch uniform she wears looks nice too. I want a vampire boyfriend too! So... seductive and mysterious and cool and creepy... But still so sexy. Haha What am I saying? I'm secretly a machoist I think. Sometimes I think I'm a sadist. Maybe I'm both. I don't know. It doesn't matter.
They're cool right?
My favourite is the eldest, which is the blonde (second from right) and the one with the hat.
They're all sick. But.. so cool. Yeah :/
A freaking cockroach woke me up at 7 in the morning! How did it manage to do that?
It climbed up my bed! And that's not all! It went to my ear to speak to me! I seriously want to chop off my ears right now. I have no idea how it manage to climb onto my pillow, past the mob of hair and went to my ear! Oh my god. /shivers in disgust
I didn't know and swiped cause it was making 'crunching' noises, the sort of noise you hear when your ear is rubbing against yr pillow. I swiped a lot of times cause I was freaking out and I wasn't even wide awake yet! So, I paused for a moment and mentally prayed that it was a moth or butterfly. BUT NO! I on the lights and looked around, nothing on the walls. I couldn't see well so I grabbed my glasses. Still nothing when I looked around. I became desperate cause I knew it was something else. Something more gross than a moth. *not for faint hearts*
I wack my pillow once and a little brown thingy crawled out from the head of my bed! I was like WTH?! GO AWAY! And kept smacking the bed. It crawled to the side along the length of my bed and went underneath. So I stomped on my bed, jumping all around trying to shake it off to the floor. But EWWWW! A cockroach! Went to my ear!
I AM SO MOVING OUT OF THE HOUSE!
So I grabbed my blanket, wrapped myself into a ball and slept on my parents bed. My dad walked in from the kitchen and got a scare. I seriously... need to change my bedsheet and set booby traps around my bed. I can never sleep in peace from now on... T^T
That's all for today!
Okay, I don't sound very happy but I'm kinda feeling neutral here. Heh :/
Just now, I went shopping at Chamelon with Yijing. It's on promotion and they're selling things at 10 for $5. What kinda of deal is this right? Obviously I must buy! Haha So we bought A LOT! I spend $12 all on myself. Such a greedy girl I am. I shall show you guys what I bought...
The hairbands and rings are all 10 for $5. Super cheap. Look at the amount of rings I've bought! I can throw away all my old rusty ones! ^-^ Okay, the dolphin ring is not included. It's $2 for one cause its original price is more expensive? Well, I don't know how they count.
Look at the umbrella! It's so cute. And the pink flower. And the shiny butterfly.
/spazz over silly things
This necklace is only $2! Where to find? It's literally SEXY. The red S is suppose to be the hook at the back. Gosh, I love the design. So sexy~ Hahaha
Well, it's $2 too! I think it's quite cute. Or maybe not. Heh :/
After that, we went for lunch and shop around somemore. She going to watch Catching Fire and I went home to do project~ Why~! Oh. I bought new sneaks in Malaysia. For New Year or whatever. Wanted to get the red but it's too cliché. So I got a weird colour instead. It's half purple, half neon and half pink. I have no idea what colour it is. But it looks cool. So... /shrugs
COSFEST! First time into character cosplay and it's fun. Something like living an alternate life where you're still you not you don't look like you and you can't behave like yourself. Sounds confusing? Hahah I talked like that on purpose.
My friends and I, we cosplayed K-on! We're missing Ritsu tho. But it's fine. We'll find someone to cosplay her someday. I cosplayed Azusa. The 'Moe' cutesy girl. Shortest in K-On. Suits me doesn't she? Heheh It's isn't that bad cosplaying as her... maybe except for the fact that the wig is SUPER HEAVY. I swear my neck was gonna snap.
Anyway, enough talking. Here's some pictures I snapped with my phone.
Mio & Azusa
Mio, Azusa, Tsumugi. Where's Yui~
Here comes the infamous Azu-Nya!
Here's come pictures that others took and I absolutely love~ So much feel~ I like ^-^ K-On selca. Haha
The day before Cosfest, I went Yijing's house to bake. It was super warm. Her house is like an oven, plus we were baking, so there's an oven and it's double the warm! Gosh, I can perspire just thinking about it. Hahah Our strawberry cupcakes fail badly and we wasted a whole box of strawberry. But the green tea and chocolate were not bad. Oh well.
Blended strawberry. Heh. Looks like blended heart/lung/liver.
Yijing and I have scary telepathy. I was watching this random anime that I found few weeks back and last night, she told me about this nice random anime that she started watching. I was reading her whatsapp and found the storyplot familiar. So I opened up my bookmark and realised that we were watching the same anime! That is kinda freaky. Cause...there are millions of anime in the world and here we are, watching the same random one. Freaky.
Then, today at Chamelon, we were choosing rings. She was spazzing over pink and shiny rings, I was spazzing over blue and shiny rings. For three times, we weren't looking at each other but we picked out the same ring design but different colour, mine blue and hers pink, and we were like 'Ooh look at this'. And when we looked, we went 'Eh~ wth'. Cause we picked up the same ones. It was creepy since it happened a few times in 10 minutes. We should stop. Haha It was funny. In the end, we got couple rings. Foot designs which looks cute but funny. Of course, I got the blue one.
Oh. I watched Diabolik Lovers last night. The sadistic vampire anime which is suppose to be an otome game. It's really scary and sadistic as said. The vampires are all crazy and they suck blood like...in this really sick and scary way but it's really seductive as well. My stomach did weird flips. Now I wanna cosplay as the girl cause she's pretty. Her hair's blonde and her eyes are red. How nice. And the night sch uniform she wears looks nice too. I want a vampire boyfriend too! So... seductive and mysterious and cool and creepy... But still so sexy. Haha What am I saying? I'm secretly a machoist I think. Sometimes I think I'm a sadist. Maybe I'm both. I don't know. It doesn't matter.
They're cool right?
My favourite is the eldest, which is the blonde (second from right) and the one with the hat.
They're all sick. But.. so cool. Yeah :/
The girl which I can't rem her name...
Now for the disgusting story...A freaking cockroach woke me up at 7 in the morning! How did it manage to do that?
It climbed up my bed! And that's not all! It went to my ear to speak to me! I seriously want to chop off my ears right now. I have no idea how it manage to climb onto my pillow, past the mob of hair and went to my ear! Oh my god. /shivers in disgust
I didn't know and swiped cause it was making 'crunching' noises, the sort of noise you hear when your ear is rubbing against yr pillow. I swiped a lot of times cause I was freaking out and I wasn't even wide awake yet! So, I paused for a moment and mentally prayed that it was a moth or butterfly. BUT NO! I on the lights and looked around, nothing on the walls. I couldn't see well so I grabbed my glasses. Still nothing when I looked around. I became desperate cause I knew it was something else. Something more gross than a moth. *not for faint hearts*
I wack my pillow once and a little brown thingy crawled out from the head of my bed! I was like WTH?! GO AWAY! And kept smacking the bed. It crawled to the side along the length of my bed and went underneath. So I stomped on my bed, jumping all around trying to shake it off to the floor. But EWWWW! A cockroach! Went to my ear!
I AM SO MOVING OUT OF THE HOUSE!
So I grabbed my blanket, wrapped myself into a ball and slept on my parents bed. My dad walked in from the kitchen and got a scare. I seriously... need to change my bedsheet and set booby traps around my bed. I can never sleep in peace from now on... T^T
That's all for today!
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
A message, loud and clear.
Hello. Trecia is alive and ever so healthy. I'm alive, everyone. Don't worry.
I'm back to rant. This blog is so dead, I thought, why not liven up with a few naggy rants? Yeah. It sounds stupid. My rants are probably stupid too.
2010
So. I'm not one who's exceptionally sociable or friendly. It's not like I make friends with a snap of my fingers. I get awkward, I get shy and I don't know what to say most of the time. So when I do have friends, I'll want them to stay. I mean, who doesn't think this way huh?
Problem is, I'm always in this situation. Since I'm in Secondary School. The peacemaker, the one who tries to compromise and also the one who gets forgotten and kicked aside. Well, it's sounds bad. But it really isn't all that horrible. You just continue with your life as usual. Talk to whoever that talks to you and play with whoever that notices you. Most importantly, you just live your own life. Like nothing happened. Some people notice, most people don't. Because everyone's selfish, in a good way that they protect themselves, and in a bad way where they're too obsessed with themselves.
I was young, I was 15/16, I thought it didn't matter. Some people are meant for you to keep and some are just passers-by. I thought, maybe I haven't met someone for me to kept yet. I can keep waiting. I'm young, I'm not half way into my life journey, these people were just not meant to be mine. It's fine.
I always thought that way but my heart told me otherwise. It did bothered me. A lot. The things that happened bothered me and I do think about it. After all, everyone needs a friend. Everyone wanted to be cared for, sincerely, and they need a place to fall back to. For me, I always have it there for me, I know it but I don't dare to fall back into it. What if the wall isn't stable and I'll fall right through the bricks? What if that wall wasn't even there to support me? I'm not secure so I don't seek that wall.
It turned out that I was right after all. What I thought was my closest friend never did treated me like one. That wall was seldom there. That wall that wanted to be noticed, the wall that wanted to be bright and vibrant and painted with beautiful colours, couldn't stand a grey spot on it. The wall didn't like the grey spot. It didn't like it when others though grey was a beautiful colour. It didn't like it when people tried to get the grey spot onto their wall instead. The grey spot was forever stuck in the middle with both sides of doom to walk into.
Then, it was decided, the grey spot will grow up and become black instead. Black, which is secretive and mysterious and sometimes dull. People didn't care about the change. Some thought it was no big deal, some thought black was beautiful.
I became less talkative and I didn't seek attention. I was fine being quiet most of the time since my opinions didn't really matter either.
This story is confusing. I know it is. I'm confused as to what happened as well.
Perhaps we were all childish back then. Many things we did didn't make sense. I have no idea how that incident began. It wasn't my say but I felt apologetic. Perhaps the root cause of it all was plain jealousy. Jealousy which made people begin to hate and discrimimate.
I didn't particularly like it so I apologised. I tried to make it right, tried to be there to make it better. Maybe it never once worked. It can be the resentment, it can be the hurt. It didn't matter. I didn't once make it pass that wall. We had deep converations, we explained, we argued. It did seemed like it worked, but deep down, somewhere at the bottom, the resentment is present. It never did went away. I was fooled. Thoroughly, fooled and I stupidly chose to believe I crossed the wall.
I was abandoned once and I was abandoned twice. The first time because I wanted to be part of them. The second time because I wanted to make things right again. Both times, it didn't make much sense to me. Why I chose to do whatever I did. But I didn't regret it one bit. It made me stronger, it helped me learn. On why I shouldn't try to be kind to people who doesn't appreciate it. Also, I learnt not get hurt.
Well, whatever, I was still hurt. Intentionally or not, it wasn't a good feeling. We're all human, no matter how stonic my face is or how I don't react to things. I feel and I don't necessarily have to show it to you. It doesn't mean you can insult or hurt me, straight in my face like you would, without caring if it would affect me. Perhaps it didn't occur to you that calling me nasty names in front of everyone would hurt me. No, it didn't affect my pride or my ego. I was upset. Upset of the fact that you would think that way. Upset at why you would want to hurt a friend. I became angry even. But I got over it quickly. That was not something to fret about.
It didn't get better. At first, I was all that you've got. Most people hated you, they couldn't understand why I chose to stick with you. They all thought I deserved better. But I thought you deserved better too. Abandoned, I was, yet again, when you found someone else. You never did need me anymore since all I was was a boring, dull classmate.
I'm sorry that I don't make funny jokes or do silly things. I'm sorry for being a boring person. But you should be sorry that you abandoned me. You complained because I didn't contact you often enough. I just thought, maybe you've moved on from me, since all you ever did was not contact me. It made me think: Why should I contact you first? Is it because I needed your company? Is contacting me first going to bruise your ego? I want you to contact me instead. Because I know that's the last thing that you will do.
So, I never did contact you after all. Just as expected, you never did contact me too. Guess it shows how much I meant to you. I'll always known but I can't deny it any longer.
2013
It was the past to me and it really didn't matter anymore. I'm not afraid to make new friends. In fact, I'm not afraid of anything now. I was young and I was hurt. What could possibly bring the new, stronger and mature me down? Absolutely nothing.
Again, maybe I was wrong. It is deja vu.
The feeling of being pushed aside is back. I don't feel important to anyone. Does it matter? Well, maybe not so much. Been there, done that. Does it hurt as much? Maybe no, since I could handle it. Maybe yes, since I know I probably don't deserve it.
I don't blame you for not considering my feelings. You were in a fix yourself and it isn't pretty. What I wished for was to be left alone. Not to be touched. No words to waver me. But no. You assumed and dragged me in and pushed me to the side where you didn't favour. Could I speak up? Well, no, because it would make things worse plus I was unsure. Well, yes, because I was dying to scream my lungs out. It was plain unfair. It was so unfair I wanted to just 'heck' with it and leave. I ain't dealing with such things anymore. Is it fun trying to bring everyone together and then being abandoned yourself? It must be a joke. A horribly sick joke. I should have known. The good person always dies first isn't it?
The funny thing is... really funny. A sick joke that doesn't have a ending. A joker that doesn't know his own limits. Three years. Three long years. You've been self-centered for three years. Can I ask to be selfish too? How about I just claimed everything as my own and start to kick people out? How about I pretend you don't exist and ignore you just for the hell of it? How about I abandon you and then be all nonchalant about it? Can I do that? Will you be upset? Will you feel how I felt?
I don't always know how you feel or think. I admit I'm not always the most gracious person around. I'm not a saint and I definitely do not know if I've hurt anyone unintentionally. The least you could do is to let me know. Tell me how you feel. So we can cross the barrier together. So that I know.
Tell me why is it that you chose to do things a certain way. Tell me why you think it's okay to sometimes fly aeroplane. Tell me why you don't look at my way. Tell me why you are so selective in hearing things. Tell me why it is that make it seems like you don't care. Tell me what you're hiding.
Tell me so that my resentment will go away. So that I will understand. So that I will know when to back away. So, will you tell me?
If you want to abandon me, do it in my face. Let me cry over it for a day and get on my with life. Give me a proper explanation and let me move on. Don't do it discreetly, leaving me to mull over it, get upset and then blame myself. I want to move on with my life and leave it behind.
If you don't try to speak up, everyone will explode. I will, she will, you will.
Because this is real life and you can't just replay the happy scenes as and when you like.
This is reality. You have to face it.
I'm sorry if most of my writings don't make sense. It's nothing strangers should know anyway.
This is just a message, loud and clear.
I'm back to rant. This blog is so dead, I thought, why not liven up with a few naggy rants? Yeah. It sounds stupid. My rants are probably stupid too.
2010
So. I'm not one who's exceptionally sociable or friendly. It's not like I make friends with a snap of my fingers. I get awkward, I get shy and I don't know what to say most of the time. So when I do have friends, I'll want them to stay. I mean, who doesn't think this way huh?
Problem is, I'm always in this situation. Since I'm in Secondary School. The peacemaker, the one who tries to compromise and also the one who gets forgotten and kicked aside. Well, it's sounds bad. But it really isn't all that horrible. You just continue with your life as usual. Talk to whoever that talks to you and play with whoever that notices you. Most importantly, you just live your own life. Like nothing happened. Some people notice, most people don't. Because everyone's selfish, in a good way that they protect themselves, and in a bad way where they're too obsessed with themselves.
I was young, I was 15/16, I thought it didn't matter. Some people are meant for you to keep and some are just passers-by. I thought, maybe I haven't met someone for me to kept yet. I can keep waiting. I'm young, I'm not half way into my life journey, these people were just not meant to be mine. It's fine.
I always thought that way but my heart told me otherwise. It did bothered me. A lot. The things that happened bothered me and I do think about it. After all, everyone needs a friend. Everyone wanted to be cared for, sincerely, and they need a place to fall back to. For me, I always have it there for me, I know it but I don't dare to fall back into it. What if the wall isn't stable and I'll fall right through the bricks? What if that wall wasn't even there to support me? I'm not secure so I don't seek that wall.
It turned out that I was right after all. What I thought was my closest friend never did treated me like one. That wall was seldom there. That wall that wanted to be noticed, the wall that wanted to be bright and vibrant and painted with beautiful colours, couldn't stand a grey spot on it. The wall didn't like the grey spot. It didn't like it when others though grey was a beautiful colour. It didn't like it when people tried to get the grey spot onto their wall instead. The grey spot was forever stuck in the middle with both sides of doom to walk into.
Then, it was decided, the grey spot will grow up and become black instead. Black, which is secretive and mysterious and sometimes dull. People didn't care about the change. Some thought it was no big deal, some thought black was beautiful.
I became less talkative and I didn't seek attention. I was fine being quiet most of the time since my opinions didn't really matter either.
This story is confusing. I know it is. I'm confused as to what happened as well.
Perhaps we were all childish back then. Many things we did didn't make sense. I have no idea how that incident began. It wasn't my say but I felt apologetic. Perhaps the root cause of it all was plain jealousy. Jealousy which made people begin to hate and discrimimate.
I didn't particularly like it so I apologised. I tried to make it right, tried to be there to make it better. Maybe it never once worked. It can be the resentment, it can be the hurt. It didn't matter. I didn't once make it pass that wall. We had deep converations, we explained, we argued. It did seemed like it worked, but deep down, somewhere at the bottom, the resentment is present. It never did went away. I was fooled. Thoroughly, fooled and I stupidly chose to believe I crossed the wall.
I was abandoned once and I was abandoned twice. The first time because I wanted to be part of them. The second time because I wanted to make things right again. Both times, it didn't make much sense to me. Why I chose to do whatever I did. But I didn't regret it one bit. It made me stronger, it helped me learn. On why I shouldn't try to be kind to people who doesn't appreciate it. Also, I learnt not get hurt.
Well, whatever, I was still hurt. Intentionally or not, it wasn't a good feeling. We're all human, no matter how stonic my face is or how I don't react to things. I feel and I don't necessarily have to show it to you. It doesn't mean you can insult or hurt me, straight in my face like you would, without caring if it would affect me. Perhaps it didn't occur to you that calling me nasty names in front of everyone would hurt me. No, it didn't affect my pride or my ego. I was upset. Upset of the fact that you would think that way. Upset at why you would want to hurt a friend. I became angry even. But I got over it quickly. That was not something to fret about.
It didn't get better. At first, I was all that you've got. Most people hated you, they couldn't understand why I chose to stick with you. They all thought I deserved better. But I thought you deserved better too. Abandoned, I was, yet again, when you found someone else. You never did need me anymore since all I was was a boring, dull classmate.
I'm sorry that I don't make funny jokes or do silly things. I'm sorry for being a boring person. But you should be sorry that you abandoned me. You complained because I didn't contact you often enough. I just thought, maybe you've moved on from me, since all you ever did was not contact me. It made me think: Why should I contact you first? Is it because I needed your company? Is contacting me first going to bruise your ego? I want you to contact me instead. Because I know that's the last thing that you will do.
So, I never did contact you after all. Just as expected, you never did contact me too. Guess it shows how much I meant to you. I'll always known but I can't deny it any longer.
2013
It was the past to me and it really didn't matter anymore. I'm not afraid to make new friends. In fact, I'm not afraid of anything now. I was young and I was hurt. What could possibly bring the new, stronger and mature me down? Absolutely nothing.
Again, maybe I was wrong. It is deja vu.
The feeling of being pushed aside is back. I don't feel important to anyone. Does it matter? Well, maybe not so much. Been there, done that. Does it hurt as much? Maybe no, since I could handle it. Maybe yes, since I know I probably don't deserve it.
I don't blame you for not considering my feelings. You were in a fix yourself and it isn't pretty. What I wished for was to be left alone. Not to be touched. No words to waver me. But no. You assumed and dragged me in and pushed me to the side where you didn't favour. Could I speak up? Well, no, because it would make things worse plus I was unsure. Well, yes, because I was dying to scream my lungs out. It was plain unfair. It was so unfair I wanted to just 'heck' with it and leave. I ain't dealing with such things anymore. Is it fun trying to bring everyone together and then being abandoned yourself? It must be a joke. A horribly sick joke. I should have known. The good person always dies first isn't it?
The funny thing is... really funny. A sick joke that doesn't have a ending. A joker that doesn't know his own limits. Three years. Three long years. You've been self-centered for three years. Can I ask to be selfish too? How about I just claimed everything as my own and start to kick people out? How about I pretend you don't exist and ignore you just for the hell of it? How about I abandon you and then be all nonchalant about it? Can I do that? Will you be upset? Will you feel how I felt?
I don't always know how you feel or think. I admit I'm not always the most gracious person around. I'm not a saint and I definitely do not know if I've hurt anyone unintentionally. The least you could do is to let me know. Tell me how you feel. So we can cross the barrier together. So that I know.
Tell me why is it that you chose to do things a certain way. Tell me why you think it's okay to sometimes fly aeroplane. Tell me why you don't look at my way. Tell me why you are so selective in hearing things. Tell me why it is that make it seems like you don't care. Tell me what you're hiding.
Tell me so that my resentment will go away. So that I will understand. So that I will know when to back away. So, will you tell me?
If you want to abandon me, do it in my face. Let me cry over it for a day and get on my with life. Give me a proper explanation and let me move on. Don't do it discreetly, leaving me to mull over it, get upset and then blame myself. I want to move on with my life and leave it behind.
If you don't try to speak up, everyone will explode. I will, she will, you will.
Because this is real life and you can't just replay the happy scenes as and when you like.
This is reality. You have to face it.
I'm sorry if most of my writings don't make sense. It's nothing strangers should know anyway.
This is just a message, loud and clear.
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
^.^
Seems like after my Thailand trip, I just disappeared right? Haha I'm back.
Truthfully, I was just being too lazy and caught up in drama watching. Just you is such a funny and relaxing drama to watch. I can't help but keep watching it whenever I have time.
Well.. My Thailand trip is just awesome~ Needless to say.
The HuaHin resort is so... classy I can die. Their service is so great, it makes me feel like a princess. They seriously greet you everywhere you go. And everyone greets you. From the receptionist to the waiters to the house keepers. Really, all their staff. And they do smile a lot. Because of them, I was in a good mood everyday. Which explains why this trip was so enjoyable. Not to also mention that my best friend was with me too. We shared a room! And we didn't have any bitch fights! Haha~!
And I didn't smack her for waking me up in the morning by nudging my head. Sleepy Tre isn't exactly a nice person. I growled at my mom that one time.. Well, let's not remember that.
The good thing was: I am more open to skinship now. Since we shared a bed and then I hug her when I didn't want to move. Yeah. It's definitely a good thing, I suppose.
Hmm the shopping trips in BK was also great. All the time in the world.
See? I'm getting more and more lazy to write. I have no idea why, but nowadays I like the feeling of holding a pen so I constantly hold a pen to write. Instead of typing to update my pathetic blog.
I do have pictures tho but they come later on. After I transferred them to my laptop.
Okay. That's all! Bye!
I'm going Malaysia this weekend for a birthday BBQ and Legoland~! ^^
Seems like after my Thailand trip, I just disappeared right? Haha I'm back.
Truthfully, I was just being too lazy and caught up in drama watching. Just you is such a funny and relaxing drama to watch. I can't help but keep watching it whenever I have time.
Well.. My Thailand trip is just awesome~ Needless to say.
The HuaHin resort is so... classy I can die. Their service is so great, it makes me feel like a princess. They seriously greet you everywhere you go. And everyone greets you. From the receptionist to the waiters to the house keepers. Really, all their staff. And they do smile a lot. Because of them, I was in a good mood everyday. Which explains why this trip was so enjoyable. Not to also mention that my best friend was with me too. We shared a room! And we didn't have any bitch fights! Haha~!
And I didn't smack her for waking me up in the morning by nudging my head. Sleepy Tre isn't exactly a nice person. I growled at my mom that one time.. Well, let's not remember that.
The good thing was: I am more open to skinship now. Since we shared a bed and then I hug her when I didn't want to move. Yeah. It's definitely a good thing, I suppose.
Hmm the shopping trips in BK was also great. All the time in the world.
See? I'm getting more and more lazy to write. I have no idea why, but nowadays I like the feeling of holding a pen so I constantly hold a pen to write. Instead of typing to update my pathetic blog.
I do have pictures tho but they come later on. After I transferred them to my laptop.
Okay. That's all! Bye!
I'm going Malaysia this weekend for a birthday BBQ and Legoland~! ^^
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Hello.
It's been a long while since I slept till noon. It took effort though. I woke up at 8am today, feeling like it was already 11am. Then, I slept again and woke up at 9.30am. So, I used my phone to read a little and fell asleep. Here, I am. Fresh and awake. Nah, I'm kidding. I'm never gonna sleep for so long ever again! I feel like crap now.
Anyway, I finally went to USS to play as a GUEST. It's like a dream come true. Gosh, such a failure. I've been working there for 5months and now... I play. Seriously. I want to curse but I shall not cause I'm a good person with morals. But it was fun although there's a lot of people. The queues were long but some rides were worth the wait. BUT! The two roller coasters just have to be closed! Cue: Dream shattered. Well, those two were the reason why I wanna go play. Plus the Dino ride and Mummy one. But! Holy. Did you see how gigantic the tracks are up close? Comparing that to the others, damn, those are all kiddy rides man.
But, everyone, the roller coasters have been under maintenance for a week already. So... Yeah. I don't know if I can reveal some things, so I figured that I better don't. Just in case I get terminated. Okay, actually, I don't care. I can just find another part time job at another place. In fact, I already have an offer. Hah! Take that! /tongue out
So, I'll go visit USS next year again for the full enjoyment. Get my hint? /winks.
Oh! And do go for Halloween! It's gonna be a blast! It's scarier than last year and there're professionals and Thai ghosts! Yes, you heard it! Thai ghosts~! /evil laughter.
The ticket prices... You go check it out yourself since it's not confirm.
Gosh, why am I promoting for USS suddenly? :/
Anyway, pictures are up in FB or Instagram or Twitter. My pictures are all over so... I have no idea where to retrieve them. Just... whatever.
I dream of Super Junior this morning too... I remembered doing something with Eunhyuk and Sungmin. But sadly, I can't remember. Maybe my dream spree is back. Honestly, during my internship, perhaps I was too exhausted to do anything else except for sleep, I didn't even have a single dream. Alright, none is a lie. I know I did dream of something but I just can't remember what I dream of. So... void dreams. Not counted! Side note: I bet they were boring things!
Oh oh! Jaejoongie has red hair again! Hehehe I love red heads. Not literally, but people with red hair. Eh no. Red coloured hair. Yeah. I want to dye my hair red! But Mummy say my hair is naturally brown and it looks like I have brown highlights now when I actually dyed my hair black months ago. Well... Maybe my hair couldn't be dyed. Whatever colour I dye will be reverted to brown.
I've proven the theory though. Once, I tried purple dye. Well, the purple turned into red highlights but my most of my hair is still brown. And it is just hideous. Then, I dyed it Ash Grey which is a kind of black, just not as dark as charcoal black, and after all the trouble of dying, my hair is exactly the same colour! If not, even browner.Waste my money! So I went to the Salon to dye it black again! Gosh, that's like dying my hair twice in a week! The hairdresser did dye it black, but two weeks later, Mummy claimed that it's turning kinda brown again. Well, guess I'm stuck with dark brown hair for the rest of my life unless I go bleach it. I wanna try being blonde! Maybe I'll look... stupid. Hah. Whatever. I bet I can never anyway. Maybe I'll try to ask my auntie for dark blue. Hehehe And to perm my hair when it's longer. Plans, plans and more plans.
Back to Jaejoongie, he's so well informed. We call him Jaejoong oppa/ Jaejoong-shi for polite terms but behind his back, he's just Jaejoongie. /cue: laughter
Like now. To me, he should be an oppa but he's just Jaejoongie~
I rather call him Jaejoong hyung than oppa. I just... okay, I can still manage a manly oppa. I'm good at manly stuff.
I'm just a girl that has a girly appearance, wears skirts and make up but has a manly inner self. For example, I can do hip dances, like 'I got a boy' , 'Mirotic' and such, but I tried Mel's dinettes dance for fun. Woah. You cannot image the amount of awkwardness there is in my movements. Sure, I do it with my colleagues for fun. But that was just for fun. On the serious note, I fail big time. Alright, I can act cute and do SNSD Gee or Oh!, but being girly and cheeky is different. When I do those dances, I'm just being smiley and playing around, not being girly. Oh oh! Take 'Hoot' for example. I can't do it at all. My friend even taught me step by step and I'm just like "what...?" I'm a big fail. I should just turn into a boy already.
END OF RANT!
Mv review:
No idea what to do... I haven't been watching new MVs recently. okay, that was a lie! I just didn't find any that I like...
Kill Bill. The most confusing story plot ever.
Is it getting revenge? Or just them trying to prove that there're always someone to get you back.
Or just a mindless MV that suits the song really well? Hmmm
No song recommendation since I didn't listen to any new songs. And I'm that lazy...
Alright. Pictures time!
I wanna go to London! T^T
The queue for Transformers was around 30minutes? But it was awesome.We switched all the buttons that are available to play with.
This show is so good!! No idea where the plane came out from! But so cool! The explosions and stunts! Damn that girl is fit! :o
THE END.
Have a good day~
It's been a long while since I slept till noon. It took effort though. I woke up at 8am today, feeling like it was already 11am. Then, I slept again and woke up at 9.30am. So, I used my phone to read a little and fell asleep. Here, I am. Fresh and awake. Nah, I'm kidding. I'm never gonna sleep for so long ever again! I feel like crap now.
Anyway, I finally went to USS to play as a GUEST. It's like a dream come true. Gosh, such a failure. I've been working there for 5months and now... I play. Seriously. I want to curse but I shall not cause I'm a good person with morals. But it was fun although there's a lot of people. The queues were long but some rides were worth the wait. BUT! The two roller coasters just have to be closed! Cue: Dream shattered. Well, those two were the reason why I wanna go play. Plus the Dino ride and Mummy one. But! Holy. Did you see how gigantic the tracks are up close? Comparing that to the others, damn, those are all kiddy rides man.
But, everyone, the roller coasters have been under maintenance for a week already. So... Yeah. I don't know if I can reveal some things, so I figured that I better don't. Just in case I get terminated. Okay, actually, I don't care. I can just find another part time job at another place. In fact, I already have an offer. Hah! Take that! /tongue out
So, I'll go visit USS next year again for the full enjoyment. Get my hint? /winks.
Oh! And do go for Halloween! It's gonna be a blast! It's scarier than last year and there're professionals and Thai ghosts! Yes, you heard it! Thai ghosts~! /evil laughter.
The ticket prices... You go check it out yourself since it's not confirm.
Gosh, why am I promoting for USS suddenly? :/
Anyway, pictures are up in FB or Instagram or Twitter. My pictures are all over so... I have no idea where to retrieve them. Just... whatever.
I dream of Super Junior this morning too... I remembered doing something with Eunhyuk and Sungmin. But sadly, I can't remember. Maybe my dream spree is back. Honestly, during my internship, perhaps I was too exhausted to do anything else except for sleep, I didn't even have a single dream. Alright, none is a lie. I know I did dream of something but I just can't remember what I dream of. So... void dreams. Not counted! Side note: I bet they were boring things!
Oh oh! Jaejoongie has red hair again! Hehehe I love red heads. Not literally, but people with red hair. Eh no. Red coloured hair. Yeah. I want to dye my hair red! But Mummy say my hair is naturally brown and it looks like I have brown highlights now when I actually dyed my hair black months ago. Well... Maybe my hair couldn't be dyed. Whatever colour I dye will be reverted to brown.
I've proven the theory though. Once, I tried purple dye. Well, the purple turned into red highlights but my most of my hair is still brown. And it is just hideous. Then, I dyed it Ash Grey which is a kind of black, just not as dark as charcoal black, and after all the trouble of dying, my hair is exactly the same colour! If not, even browner.Waste my money! So I went to the Salon to dye it black again! Gosh, that's like dying my hair twice in a week! The hairdresser did dye it black, but two weeks later, Mummy claimed that it's turning kinda brown again. Well, guess I'm stuck with dark brown hair for the rest of my life unless I go bleach it. I wanna try being blonde! Maybe I'll look... stupid. Hah. Whatever. I bet I can never anyway. Maybe I'll try to ask my auntie for dark blue. Hehehe And to perm my hair when it's longer. Plans, plans and more plans.
Back to Jaejoongie, he's so well informed. We call him Jaejoong oppa/ Jaejoong-shi for polite terms but behind his back, he's just Jaejoongie. /cue: laughter
Like now. To me, he should be an oppa but he's just Jaejoongie~
I rather call him Jaejoong hyung than oppa. I just... okay, I can still manage a manly oppa. I'm good at manly stuff.
I'm just a girl that has a girly appearance, wears skirts and make up but has a manly inner self. For example, I can do hip dances, like 'I got a boy' , 'Mirotic' and such, but I tried Mel's dinettes dance for fun. Woah. You cannot image the amount of awkwardness there is in my movements. Sure, I do it with my colleagues for fun. But that was just for fun. On the serious note, I fail big time. Alright, I can act cute and do SNSD Gee or Oh!, but being girly and cheeky is different. When I do those dances, I'm just being smiley and playing around, not being girly. Oh oh! Take 'Hoot' for example. I can't do it at all. My friend even taught me step by step and I'm just like "what...?" I'm a big fail. I should just turn into a boy already.
END OF RANT!
Mv review:
No idea what to do... I haven't been watching new MVs recently. okay, that was a lie! I just didn't find any that I like...
Kill Bill. The most confusing story plot ever.
Is it getting revenge? Or just them trying to prove that there're always someone to get you back.
Or just a mindless MV that suits the song really well? Hmmm
No song recommendation since I didn't listen to any new songs. And I'm that lazy...
Alright. Pictures time!
I wanna go to London! T^T
Have a good day~
Sunday, August 4, 2013
Hello
I ought to do my portfolio but I'm procrastinating. Wish I was as hardworking as those geeks in manga...But sadly, I'm not. I'm not even a manga character so... I can't bring myself to be that motivated right now. I'm tired. Mentally and... Well, not so physically.
My internship has ended but I will continued working as a casual. It's not that the work there is enjoyable. I just find the friends there welcoming and.. I don't have to start all over again just for a little 'summer' part time job. Although I very much want to try out office work. But I guess I have a whole lifetime to try out office work /shrugs.
Pretty much summed up my whole life story in a paragraph.
Hmm what else? Oh, I've been spending the big bucks these few months.
Trip to Thai costs about $1300+ , new bed cost about $600 , laptop about $600 too and today, a new Baby-G watch at around $180? I'm damn proud of my new watch. Nope, it's not the SNSD series. It's even newer. It came out a week ago. It looks super cool. I love the gold clockwork inside.
Spending all the big bucks... that's a reason to look for a job isn't it? /sighs
I have breakouts recently. It's annoying. Pimple cream doesn't work. Maybe it's expired. Well... I even have a pimple on my back. Actually, it's so painful it feels more like an infection than a pimple. But I sincerely hope it's just a pimple. Pimples are so much easier to cure than some nasty infection or acne. Eww, acne. Not been having acne for quite a while. Perhaps it's a sign that I'm old. My skin isn't oily anymore... Damnnn
END OF LIFE STORY.
Let's move on to MV review.
This week, I'll do EXO Grrrrr~
The Chinese version for the sake of the Chinese speaking people in Singapore.
Despite me being a chinses speaking person, I don't know a word they sang. Is it just me or their Chinese pronunciation sucks? Let's hope it's just me kay?
Hmmm... This MV has been a huge 'wooha' amongst Kpopers. I have no idea why. I mean... There's no story plot of vampires or werewolves or any animal that growls. And they're just dancing in an empty carpark looking place. Well... I admit the camera angle play is cool but that's just all. Overall, it's a pretty boring MV to watch. There're no individual shots or different clothes for each member, so I have absolutely no idea who's Tao or Kai or Kris. Hahaha The one syllabus (or is it syllable?) names. Yes, I can only remember those. Okay,so out of 13, I do know Baekhyun, Lay, Tao, Kris, Kai, Luhan... No more. Sorry EXO. You haven't caught my interest enough for me to remember your names or faces. I succeed with Super Junior years ago. Oh they had 13 too! Haha I almost forgot. It's been a while since... Well, there will never be 13 again. So I'll live with it although I very much love Hangeng and Kibum. I bet you people forgot Kibum! Am I right? >:)
Anyway, dancing in empty carparks, DBSK did it once in wrong number MV so it's all old already. I'm also pretty sure carpark aren't good places to dance in, given the humidity and echo. I think it's rather annoying. It always pisses me off when someone honks in a basement carpark. It echoes so loud I thought I was deaf. But that's just me. I just hate how their clothes blend in with the background. It makes everything so dull.
The song... I thought that the chorus was quite catchy. There's this 3 awkward words that they sang... I don't know if it's a kind of growling or is it really just Chinese... It just sounds pretty awkward. But it blends in with the song. What am I saying? /pouts. Contradicting time! Whatever.
I have nothing against the song. Just the MV setting. And I will end it here.
It's song time! What should I recommend? Hmmm How about an English song? Let me see...
This MV is so cute, I can't even... Jailhouse Rock. Hahh Pretty precious eh? Elvis Presley. Anyway, a good song with lyrics so nonsensical and funny, I can't even. I just can't...
Good night, people.
My poster Jaejoong is staring at me, but I'm staring at his belly button. Don't ask me why. I just find his belly button funny. Okay, don't laugh :/
I ought to do my portfolio but I'm procrastinating. Wish I was as hardworking as those geeks in manga...But sadly, I'm not. I'm not even a manga character so... I can't bring myself to be that motivated right now. I'm tired. Mentally and... Well, not so physically.
My internship has ended but I will continued working as a casual. It's not that the work there is enjoyable. I just find the friends there welcoming and.. I don't have to start all over again just for a little 'summer' part time job. Although I very much want to try out office work. But I guess I have a whole lifetime to try out office work /shrugs.
Pretty much summed up my whole life story in a paragraph.
Hmm what else? Oh, I've been spending the big bucks these few months.
Trip to Thai costs about $1300+ , new bed cost about $600 , laptop about $600 too and today, a new Baby-G watch at around $180? I'm damn proud of my new watch. Nope, it's not the SNSD series. It's even newer. It came out a week ago. It looks super cool. I love the gold clockwork inside.
Spending all the big bucks... that's a reason to look for a job isn't it? /sighs
I have breakouts recently. It's annoying. Pimple cream doesn't work. Maybe it's expired. Well... I even have a pimple on my back. Actually, it's so painful it feels more like an infection than a pimple. But I sincerely hope it's just a pimple. Pimples are so much easier to cure than some nasty infection or acne. Eww, acne. Not been having acne for quite a while. Perhaps it's a sign that I'm old. My skin isn't oily anymore... Damnnn
END OF LIFE STORY.
Let's move on to MV review.
This week, I'll do EXO
The Chinese version for the sake of the Chinese speaking people in Singapore.
Despite me being a chinses speaking person, I don't know a word they sang. Is it just me or their Chinese pronunciation sucks? Let's hope it's just me kay?
Hmmm... This MV has been a huge 'wooha' amongst Kpopers. I have no idea why. I mean... There's no story plot of vampires or werewolves or any animal that growls. And they're just dancing in an empty carpark looking place. Well... I admit the camera angle play is cool but that's just all. Overall, it's a pretty boring MV to watch. There're no individual shots or different clothes for each member, so I have absolutely no idea who's Tao or Kai or Kris. Hahaha The one syllabus (or is it syllable?) names. Yes, I can only remember those. Okay,so out of 13, I do know Baekhyun, Lay, Tao, Kris, Kai, Luhan... No more. Sorry EXO. You haven't caught my interest enough for me to remember your names or faces. I succeed with Super Junior years ago. Oh they had 13 too! Haha I almost forgot. It's been a while since... Well, there will never be 13 again. So I'll live with it although I very much love Hangeng and Kibum. I bet you people forgot Kibum! Am I right? >:)
Anyway, dancing in empty carparks, DBSK did it once in wrong number MV so it's all old already. I'm also pretty sure carpark aren't good places to dance in, given the humidity and echo. I think it's rather annoying. It always pisses me off when someone honks in a basement carpark. It echoes so loud I thought I was deaf. But that's just me. I just hate how their clothes blend in with the background. It makes everything so dull.
The song... I thought that the chorus was quite catchy. There's this 3 awkward words that they sang... I don't know if it's a kind of growling or is it really just Chinese... It just sounds pretty awkward. But it blends in with the song. What am I saying? /pouts. Contradicting time! Whatever.
I have nothing against the song. Just the MV setting. And I will end it here.
It's song time! What should I recommend? Hmmm How about an English song? Let me see...
This MV is so cute, I can't even... Jailhouse Rock. Hahh Pretty precious eh? Elvis Presley. Anyway, a good song with lyrics so nonsensical and funny, I can't even. I just can't...
Good night, people.
My poster Jaejoong is staring at me, but I'm staring at his belly button. Don't ask me why. I just find his belly button funny. Okay, don't laugh :/
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
I'm back~! ^^
Who missed me? Hahaha No one did, I bet.
I was so busy! Working the hell out of my life. Dealing with stuff. Lazying my off days away.
Anyway, I'm continuing my work after internship ends.
I need a job and I'm too lazy to find a new job. So... the easy way out is to remain at the store.
Well, I don't hate it so it's fine. It's not like I'm committing my everyday :/
I'm glad I get to meet new people who I get along well with. No drama, period.
Story of my life: END.
Alright. I figured that I should have a outline for my blog for enough content. Instead of just blabbering away, you know. It's annoying right? Haha So.. Here it is.
The corner for MV reviews! This week, I'm reviewing on XIA's Incredible.
Oh, you don't know how much comments I have for the MV. The song is catchy. But the MV has too many flaws and awkward parts. So.. Here I go~ Here, you must watch the MV first to understand my point.
Done watching it? Let me start then.
FIRST THING: THE OUTFITS ARE A BIG NO NO!
Okay, I do like the Red blazer with the weird cool looking patterns. That's a cool jacket.
The black and white tie is nice too.
Erm.. The bandage on the knee is not nice. It looks like you injured yourself while playing soccer and it looks too tight to be comfortable to dance in it. So, NOPE.
Don't let me start on the purple jacket with orange spots. Just.. What is that?! JUNSU! Gosh.. I'm having a major headache just thinking about that piece of ugly clothing. Oh, great. You even have pants to match that piece of... I think I died. Please fire your stylist. Thank you.
The gold outfit when he's on the bed.. Don't tell me that's your pajamas. Cause it certainly looks like one, with its looseness and.. I dont' know. He's humping the bed too. I don't know. It just reminds me of my friend's puppy who humps on soft toys. It's.. disturbing. Junsu, you can do better that. Don't hump the bed in a MV. It doesn't look sexy. At least not with the baggy gold suit. No-No.
There's no story plot. So, I won't even bother. I have one question tho. Why dance in a small living room when you can dance at the poolside or even in the pool itself? I do not comprehend.
Only closet dancers dance in living rooms of their own homes. XIA is not a closet dancer.
To end it off, I want to say, I absolutely hate the MV but I like the song.
MV review: END.
Now, we're moving onto the song recommendation section.
Hmm let me introduce a song that's been on replay on my lousy MP3.
It's a A-Lin OST from Skipbeat. 等你, it's called. HAHa sentence structure ruined by random chinese characters. Super sad lyrics of waiting and resentment. Well... OST are killers. It's a well-known fact by now. A-Lin is a superb singer. A lot of 'feel' and emotions. Her voice is strong too. I love her so much! ^^ Anyway, enjoy.
Pictures time~
The banana cookie-bread my cousin bought from Japan. Yum~
My precious Jing-chan!
Outfit of the day. hahah Probably the most blurry #OFTD? ever.
I'm learning how to wink. No, I do know how to wink in real life. I just can't wink long enough for a photo. Well, this is awkward. Why do I need to learn how to wink anyway? /....
Minions! I have not watch the show. But I love the banana song. It's so.. CUTE.
Who missed me? Hahaha No one did, I bet.
I was so busy! Working the hell out of my life. Dealing with stuff. Lazying my off days away.
Anyway, I'm continuing my work after internship ends.
I need a job and I'm too lazy to find a new job. So... the easy way out is to remain at the store.
Well, I don't hate it so it's fine. It's not like I'm committing my everyday :/
I'm glad I get to meet new people who I get along well with. No drama, period.
Story of my life: END.
Alright. I figured that I should have a outline for my blog for enough content. Instead of just blabbering away, you know. It's annoying right? Haha So.. Here it is.
The corner for MV reviews! This week, I'm reviewing on XIA's Incredible.
Oh, you don't know how much comments I have for the MV. The song is catchy. But the MV has too many flaws and awkward parts. So.. Here I go~ Here, you must watch the MV first to understand my point.
Done watching it? Let me start then.
FIRST THING: THE OUTFITS ARE A BIG NO NO!
Okay, I do like the Red blazer with the weird cool looking patterns. That's a cool jacket.
The black and white tie is nice too.
Erm.. The bandage on the knee is not nice. It looks like you injured yourself while playing soccer and it looks too tight to be comfortable to dance in it. So, NOPE.
Don't let me start on the purple jacket with orange spots. Just.. What is that?! JUNSU! Gosh.. I'm having a major headache just thinking about that piece of ugly clothing. Oh, great. You even have pants to match that piece of... I think I died. Please fire your stylist. Thank you.
The gold outfit when he's on the bed.. Don't tell me that's your pajamas. Cause it certainly looks like one, with its looseness and.. I dont' know. He's humping the bed too. I don't know. It just reminds me of my friend's puppy who humps on soft toys. It's.. disturbing. Junsu, you can do better that. Don't hump the bed in a MV. It doesn't look sexy. At least not with the baggy gold suit. No-No.
There's no story plot. So, I won't even bother. I have one question tho. Why dance in a small living room when you can dance at the poolside or even in the pool itself? I do not comprehend.
Only closet dancers dance in living rooms of their own homes. XIA is not a closet dancer.
To end it off, I want to say, I absolutely hate the MV but I like the song.
MV review: END.
Now, we're moving onto the song recommendation section.
Hmm let me introduce a song that's been on replay on my lousy MP3.
It's a A-Lin OST from Skipbeat. 等你, it's called. HAHa sentence structure ruined by random chinese characters. Super sad lyrics of waiting and resentment. Well... OST are killers. It's a well-known fact by now. A-Lin is a superb singer. A lot of 'feel' and emotions. Her voice is strong too. I love her so much! ^^ Anyway, enjoy.
Pictures time~
The banana cookie-bread my cousin bought from Japan. Yum~
Friday, June 28, 2013
Sunday, June 16, 2013
My half drawn and completed Usui-kun! Hehe Half done Usui-kun looks naked.
Ahhh Proud~
It's been long since I last drawn a decent piece.
Maybe I have hidden talent in manga drawing.
The photo edit makes the picture looks so nice ^^
Happy~ Open-shirt Usui-kun is not bad too...
He was supposed to be half naked.. But I don't know know to draw chest muscles.
Hmm so here goes. The cheat grid really helps~!
(Even Mummy got shock & asked how come I knew how to draw. Take that!)
P.S. They are not naked. I just don't know how to draw clothes. (& lazy to learn right now. Maybe next time when I'm more somber. No, I'm not drunk. Just sleepy)
Anyway, good night.
P.S. Did you listen to Henry's Trapped?
It's pretty catchy. The piano parts makes me wanna kick myself for giving up piano lessons. But that's not my fault... Not gonna tell the story. Too lazy~
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