Holidays starts today~! hehehe 
I'm freeeee~
Starting tomorrow, I will play! & sleep & eat & play!
woohooo~

Kiss B- A song that has to be banned in Korea. I mean, if a 'cute' song like Mirotic is being banned in Korea, this KISS B song will get banned EVERYWHERE it goes! EVERYWHERE! The lyrics are so... provocative? Not for kids, obviously. Gosh, I don't want to think about it! Nose bleed die, or mental image shock die. No, no such thoughts allowed.. I'm still 'underage'. (as if. /snorts)

Anyway... What did I want to say? Oh.
Oh yeah, I spend an entire day with Yijingie~ today. Urgh... I'm so tired! I sprained my butt muscles I think.. From doing nothing vigorous. I'm so fragile~ /snorts again.
Hmm Aegyo overload today, shall not do aegyo for another two weeks. I feel so disgusted with myself. /shivers. Oh, I shall do my nails later! I bought new crack nails paint! It's so super cheap I can't resist but to buy it! Buy one get one free. Where do you find such things anywhere else~! >-<

Three confessions for today:
1. I wasn't joking when I said I want to open an entertainment company. I'll produce the best artists ever! Train them till they die! /gets tomoto-ed

2. On weekends, I don't wake up till my dreams end. (which means I don't ever wake up before 10.30am. My dreams are rather long)

3. I want to gain weight! Really, what kind of digestive system do I have? Where did all the food go? /storms feet.

I'm tired but I had fun today. Yijingie~ was good company ^^
Good night everyone!

I'm taking a break from studying, so I'll entertain with another round of confession! ^^

1. I have a thing for vampires, tho they are not necessary good creatures. They just have this sexy aura that attracts me. But no, twilight vampires are not included. Hell no.

2. I like to sleep on my stomach. Although I'll probably squash my already non-existant boobs. I'll be better off as a boy.

3. Secretly, I like Junsu's butt. I think it'll be nice to poke at. But that doesn't mean I want to do that. It's just.. so inviting sometimes. A girl can fantasize abt poking ppl's butt right?

4. I think I need a soulmate.

5. I joke about being les till the extent that sometimes I pause to reconsider my words for awhile. (Such a dangerous confession,but I'm still sane! I like guys & vampires!)

That's all for today. I have nth worthy enough to blog about these days.. Life's so-so as you can see.

let's play a confession game. Just for fun. It's a onesided game anyway. I'll post three confessions each entry I make. (and hopefully I rem this self made game)
1. I secretly like pink (cause It looks prettier than blue sometimes)
2. Japanese men are so not attractive to me. (they have this weird unmanly aura in them)
3. I only allow skinship with people that gets too comfortable with me. (do not attempt to touch me,random ppl!)
That's all for today! Good night! I have to study extra hard tomorrow.

God bless the good people. Please look after them after they arrive in your hands. 
In the next life, please be a good person again, so you'll arrive in God's hands.

It's funny.. It's Valentines Day & both Jaejoong and Eunhyuk are tweeting about being lonely, with one less subtle than the other. Haha I guess the forever alones are finally feeling it~
Old oppa are spending Valentine and Christmas alone. Poor people.
I think I'm still far too young to not feel the pain of not having a special someone to celebrate such occasions with me. Far too young to understand loneliness. Hmm and quite honestly, I find it awkward to celebrate Valentines Day. Even I pity my own boyfriends.. (those that I had/ going to have)
Please don't run off because of that~! T^T
I need a someone to help me catch the bugs and hug me to sleep when I'm old and senile! >-<
(Alright, what kinda confession is this.. To hell with it already..)
As much as I'm absolutely terrified of pregnancy.. Let's have pretty babies~
(Kill me now)

Anyway, the funniest Valentines video ever. Jaechunsu, as expected.

Daebak of the daebak. CNY is over and I'm on the way to TP for the last day of SSM. God bless my life. After today, I'll be free~
Honestly, I really got no talent in serving others.  
I dont live to please anyone! Okay, it doesnt sound nice.. but who cares. Once you're through with SSM, you'll never want to enter the same industry. Ever. It's hell. Especially when you have instructors who seem to have no ounce of sympathy or humanity. It's like working with devils! Okay, my stop.is reaching. Gotta go~
Today better be successful
^^

The most useless person I've known.
The one I despise most.
The one that doesn't respect any respect from me.
Never from me.
Not this lifetime.

I'm heading to Malaysia to celebrate Chinese New Year and do some visiting! ^^
I've finally bought all my CNY clothes. Clothes at Bugis are all getting so.. standard and not-my-style. All crop tops, weirdo looking little tops, flary skirts, tight skirt, dresses, a lot of dresses, half of Bugis street is filled with dresses (Oh my god), spiky shoes, more weird looking clothes.
Just, no clothes that I will wear. It's so frustrating.
Now, people wear things like this. Belly revealing and super high waist short which is too short, little bralet tops, leather skirts. Where's the modesty? Not my style, nah uh.


I want decent clothes! Is it too much to ask for? Now, what's left of decent shirts are all cartoon shirts and long sleeve shirts. Seriously?

They don't sell clothes like this anywhere! Well, MANGO, UNIQLO and other brand names does. But not Bugis street. I don't understand. Why is everyone wearing clothes that are... uh.. don't you get cold in air-con places? Personal preferences, ladies. (hands up)
I'm not judging. But I think.. the only people still wearing decent clothing are celebrities.. Normal citizens are just.. so revealing. I need clothes like that before I start running out of clothes to wear.
   

I got MINE album! Yayyy~ ^^
The pictures are awesome. Although there're many black and white pics, but it's okay! My first rock album! Hohoho~! ^^
Jaejoong looks mad charming. (maybe cause I like such concepts) The MV looks are scary, I must admit. But the album looks are really good. A different song has a different style concept, it seems. It's cool that way.. His eyes are really pretty. Even more with eyeliner. Okay, let me get it straight. I hate guys in eyeliner. But somehow... Jaejoong looks really good in eyeliner. Sexy even >-<
Let's just close an eye eh? =P  His eyes are pretty~ I want his eyes! So big and.. uh.. pretty.

Wine service was really bad. I got nervous, I guess. And I didn't do good. Damn..
urgh~ White wine is so hard to serve! I can't control the bottle well. Guess I should just be a guest. Not a waiter or sommelier. Ever. I fail in service elements. Fan service, yes. But service-service, NO.
I'm not cut for SSM. Okay, I suddenly got hungry.. Sigh Time for snacks!

Oh, I'm getting my hair cut short after SSM ends. I want a really short hair cut.
Omg I really like this! But it requires styling.. My hair doesn't usually curl in like that.. Hmm

Let's just bleach my hair. hah this looks super cool! I'm fair so I can have white hair right? ><

 This looks good too. Both the cut and the colour.. Wait, are they the same person?

On second thoughts, I think I want blue hair instead..

Suddenly, I could play. The chords that I couldn't change quickly and accurately. Was it because I was still half asleep and I did it without knowing? My mind wasn't functioning properly, and I guess I just played. Without knowing, I played. And it worked.

So, a theory was proven.

Instruments are not meant to be played by minds.

They are meant to be played by hearts.

You have to like it in order to play it.

Guess that was why I never excel in piano playing when I was younger.

I like music but I didn't like playing instruments. It was a bother to do theory.

I was a lazy kid then...

Next time, when I play, I just have to.. play.

I like close friends like this. I guess everyone wants and likes a friend like this. The feeling is heartwarming, knowing that you have same thoughts and interests. It's just.. hard to find one. Some with same interests might have personality clashes. Some just don't get along. This is nice. I like it a lot.