Dear self,

JCG Halloween.. Mummy is going with me. *laughs*
I don't know whether this is too funny or cute. Halloween with Mummy.. It's funny for sure.
She's in the shower now.. Preparing for the night. Haha How I wish we can all wear cat ears or scream masks outside without getting judgmental stares from the public. That would be kinda awesome and fun wouldn't it? ^-^  And that would probably only happen in the US? Hmm.. maybe people are just shy in Singapore. :p  I hope it'll be fun~! (Cause Mummy and I argue a lot over nothing) I should had went to Spooktacular! But it's expensive.. 50 bucks for a ticket? Nah, I don't have such money to spare. It's okay! I will go next time when I earn my own money! Wahaha And hopefully be able to drag a few friends along to scare them. Most of my friends are scared of horror.. I'm so depressed. 

Recently, I've developed a sweet tooth for things. Which is out of the ordinary because I normally avoid too sweet treats like chocolate. But I love them recently. Why? >-<  Perhaps Trecia is in a good mood and is feeling fluffy? Haha Does it make sense? Anyway, chocolate is my new companion now. Normally, I don't carry chocolate everywhere I go. Now, I do. (Although it's dark chocolate most of the time. Old taste buds..) 
My companion and I. I ought to do something about the eye bags. They're getting puffy again. 

Okay~ So.. What else? Oh, a cute looking guy joined my elective group. Well.. He's.. pretty cool. Like a Taylor Swift love song guy. Let me do the list:
1. He drives. (Toyota. But who cares! He drives. That's attractive in my book)
2. He plays the guitar (I like), drums (COOL), Ukulele, a bit of keyboard (I like) and some other weird instrument which I don't really care.
3. He works in a guitar shop for part time. (That's also cool in my book cause it's a guitar shop. Not Mac or supermarket or restaurant. A GUITAR SHOP)
4. He's 20. (I think that age is perfect)
5. He has a tattoo. (Well.. I don't necessary like it so it's not a plus point for me)
HAHA The girls in my group are swooning over him. I mean, alright. He's pretty cute for a guy. Those.. typical cute guy? Not like Jaejoong's pretty cute or Junsu's silly cute or Yunho's gay cute. Like.. Hmm.. UKISS Kevin kinda cute? But not towards the pretty side. Yeah, I think it's that kind. Basically.. Okay wait. He's kinda lacking in the height area. Being half a head taller when I'm not even wearing heels is a no. I like my guys tall.
HOLD ON A SECOND. He's shouldn't be in my book. Conversation ended.

I don't think I'll be getting attached till I'm old. Or older. I enjoy my free uncommitted lifestyle. ''She say eh eh~ you can't be uncommitted~ I say eh eh~" Opps, sorry. Got too excited. (But really, that song came to mind). I'm healing a broken heart now~! T-T
Don't get me wrong. I didn't have a bad break up or anything. It does not even have connections of the word 'boyfriend'. It's just that... *sobs* Jaejoong.. *sobs* He deleted Twitter & kissed a girl! 
From now on, I will be a JUNSU FAN! 
Evidence: 

In your face, Jaejoong ahjusshi! >:p I like his blue hair more! (But he broke my heart when the staff said it was a wig.. WHY~)

Okay, I'm being a child right now.. I better stop it. 

P.S.  I think I'm a loner now since I got stood up. Note to self: Don't make last minute changes in decisions, the other party wouldn't like it very much. 
P.P.S I assume that all readers are kinda blind. So that explains the huge font size ^-^

-Hungry & jumpy Trecia

Jaejoong- DAEBAK.
He quit twitter. DELETED TWITTER.
And so I lost purpose at having a twitter account..
HAHA I'm kidding. I still have Eunhyuk. 
Did you see the Mv teaser? OMG. Jaejoong has kissed many girls before (I BET).
But this is the sweetest ever! (THAT LUCKY GIRL)
But anyway.. My friend said: '' he quit twitter to search for his purpose in life. He finally realised there's more to life than twitter''
LOL? I shall quit twitter too then.. HAHAHA Nonsense really. I must find my purpose in life!
There's more to life than twitter! Well.. Then I suppose more then 3 billion people have no purpose in life.. ^-^

*depression mode on*
I will sulk for a few days before I get over it. 
Oh, and I told Mummy that Jaejoong deleted twitter. She thought Jaejoong was Eunhyuk AGAIN. Forever mixing them up! Sigh.
And so I told her, Eunhyuk is a monkey. Like the monkey on my bag. That's Eunhyuk. Jaejoong is the handsome one. Then she said they got surgery.. Well.. Mummy doesn't understand my broken heart! T-T Anyway, my bag is the best thing ever. Monkey cartoon for Eunhyuk and elephant badges for Jaejoong. Get me? xD Hahaha I wish I don't have a person I look up to so much. But then, that would make me a.. person with no motivation in life. Well, I don't know. 

Let me talk to my fringe cause I'm so depressed now.

Dear fringe,
please grow nicely so I look nicer. And please grow faster so the strands of hair falling into my face will be gone! Or I'm gonna cut you into bangs! Which I technically can't cause of SSM.. Gosh. GROW GROW~! And please curl the way I want or I'm gonna use hair spray on you! You don't want that right? Then obey me~ I'm your master! Wahahaha
Bye fringe!

Hello pear, 
I'm gonna eat you now..
Rest in peace pear.

Dear self,
You need to be more sane for the sake of everyone. (as well as yourself).
Nobody need to see your insanity for the sake of their own sanity.
And you need to do what you preach. Yesterday you said you're gonna do tutorial, but you didn't. Why?! You're just lucky this tutorial is easy or you'll die! 
You must also learn how to put on makeup correctly so people will not laugh at you! (although you don't suit makeup that much). Especially the eyeliner! You need to reduce time spent on drawing that stupid black line! And then Trecia became too lazy to even continue.. This always happens while typing halfway.. Sigh.. 
-Distracted Trecia

My even more insane friend~ ^-^
She always does this weird thing with her eyebrows. I think it's to make her eyes bigger.. Hmm which results in my eyes looking smaller. Awww~ 
Hahaha

Time to do Accouting tutorial~! But before that, let me congratulate Junsu for winning the Best actor award! You're one DAEAK dolphin~ ^-^  No pictures cause I'm lazy. But as usual, he's rocking a weird hair colour (pink/super light brown this time?). And that butt in that suit. 
(I do not go around looking at people's butt. He's just known for that butt and S-line. But if you walk around with a butt like this, I will not help but notice. Yes, I will) 

Anyway, he looks so cute and healthy with a round duckbutt.. It's an indication that he's gaining weight which is a really good thing. 
(Unlike that Jaejoong who loses weight so easily. Not like he's not already skinny enough. And we can't tell whether he's eating properly by looking at his butt. Jaejoong doesn't have a visible butt to show. HAHA But his face shows everything..)

 SUNKEN CHEEKS. PSSH. Ugly Jae. (I do not like!) Hope he gain weight and go back to that body in Mirotic days. It's really the best. THAT BODY. (And hair, and abs and muscles. I'm not drooling, I swear) 

It's the best! ^-^ And he looks tan too. Mirotic days~ Come back!  T-T

Anyway, Jackal is gonna be awesome when it comes out! Please watch it everyone! ^-^ I love comedies! Hehehe (And horror films too.. Sadly) Oh, Happy Halloween! I'm going for JCG's Halloween tomorrow night. (It's tmr night right?) Hmm. It's gonna be fun! They're having a historical murder theme. So there's Jack the Ripper, some doll killer, soap killer, skin weaver, Geisha.. (the Geisha trailer is so funny!) Yep, murderers like that. But I have three lessons tomorrow.. Starting from Accounting at 9am in the morning.. Well.. Maybe at the end of the day, I can join the ghost crew and be a student zombie. Yes, there's potential. 

I'll gambatte for tomorrow.. So.. yeah, bye! (Sudden loss of words) I realised, apart from stuff like this.. My blog is practically redundant. I dont even talk about myself.. HMM Maybe next post. I need to draft first. 

 Comical Jae

 Isn't that Su's robot?

 (Is that Harang? I thought Harang is white)

It's so gorgeous tho.. (Everyone wants the robot) 

 AHAHAHAHAHHA

JYJ members are like my sons. And they're so cute. (I'm only 18. It's too young to have 3 sons.. Maybe I'll make them my.. Well.. uncles?)

4 hours of sleep.. I wouldn't die right? T-T
Doing work so early in the morning.. I think I wouldn't last till 6pm today.
I need energy for the whole day. Maybe I could nap during my two hours break. The life of a SG Poly student. Well.. Actually it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to iron my suit. It took me an hour to do so. Got to go~!

Ooh! A good news after scaring you people~
Personal taste is on! (Well, if you live in SG anyway)

Lesson learnt: Never read horror stories before bed.

Why? Because you'll end up having a nightmare! Well, it wasn't exactly scary, but to normal people, yes, it's a nightmare. 

What the hell did I read anyway? Oh, a Jaejoong/Changmin fan fiction? You know, fan fiction which people write using names of celebrities and other people read for fun? Yes, fan fiction. AKA Fanfic. Yep. The title.. Hmm something called.. I can't remember? Dollhouse? Or house of dolls? Or.. Oh! *checks my history* HAHAHA nothing about dolls. It's called Hide and Seek, and Hide and Seek 2. Well, you can read to check how scary it is. Hmm, but it isn't scary. Just creepy. Maybe because I'm someone who visualizes everything.. (Even the not so nice things) 

Anyway, my dreams.. It was a good night's sleep btw. No stress and all. I had three dreams I think. All nightmares. But seriously, it's like watching three movies at a go. I certainly slept well. (No, I'm not being sarcastic) 

First dream:
I. Changmin. Yunho. Steve (no idea who that is). Yijing. Main five characters for the first dream. Haha Maybe I got it wrong cause the characters are about the same in all three dreams. 
We were playing a game too. Like.. A maze thing. In this forest? Okay, it looks like a gigantic park, feels like a forest. Alright, whatever. The place is just trees, rivers, bridges (unstable wooden bridges with no railings), grass and deserted. Something like that.
We were in this amazing race game? For a camp I think. Like treasure hunt, except that we're not looking for anything. We're just finding our way out of the 'forest' before dark. So.. it was fun at first. We walked around, played around, then.. Someone went missing. Who..? Junsu? From the other team. Yeah, it was another team. So in the end, everyone wandered around looking for Junsu, the missing dolphin. (sorry, inside joke for Cassies) 

It was getting dark and Junsu was REALLY missing. I mean, there were a lot of teams, no one found him. NO ONE. (It's really like the fanfic. OMG) So, my team went very deep into the 'forest' to the extent that we were totally cut off with the others. Don't know what we did, but we freaked out a lot of times. We found Junsu. Oh, the trees came alive and he was 'kidnapped' by the trees. (You know, those tree branches that captures people in movies with witchcraft) We saved him, of course. Poor guy was totally freaking out. Then, we got bicycles out of nowhere. The tree branches were kinda chasing us. Like.. it looks really scary. Cause it's getting dark and then there're shadows cast, and the branches looks like claws. Imagine this chasing you in the dark or something. It's scary okay.

We reached the entrance of the forest, Steve went missing. We freaked out again. Thinking he was captured by the evil trees. But he wasn't. He just went to pick up a sunflower (=.=) Which magically turned into Yijing's keychain. (?? What??) Yeah. Our camping site.. There was no camp site. Every team had a house to themselves. Which is super awesome. But.. Maybe ours would be awesome too if ours wasn't just right in front of the forest (so close to evil trees) and if the house didn't look so scary. I mean, WTH, Jung Yunho, Leader Yunho didn't even dare to step into the house! (Anyway, Steve got replaced by Junsu. Cause Steve, the unknown guy, is plain retarded. Picking up sunflowers in a haunted forest. Hah, he can join another group for all I care! Although the sunflower was really cute..) No one dared to enter the house. But luckily, the light switch was just beside the front door. So.. I just reached out and slapped at the lights. Oh, did I mention the fan was already on when we opened the door? I don't blame Yunho for freaking out. I really don't. (You should had seen Yijing, Changmin and Junsu's faces) The living room lights. Woah, it flickered for half the night man. Okay, it wasn't that long. But we stood outside the house till the lights were normal before stepping in. First thing we all did, turn on all the lights in the house. It was funny. For another half the night, we all sat together in the living room. 

Around.. erm after midnight? The house suddenly became very dark. Like a shadow was cast over it. TADAA~! (it wasn't suppose to be this happy) The evil trees came. The branches broke through the windows. Erm.. I got replaced by Jaejoong and Yijing got replaced by Yoochun. So it's DongBang family now. The evil trees wanted to attack someone. Like for a sacrifice. Of course, leader volunteered. But Jaejoong stepped forward. So the evil trees attacked him. And he died. (LOL, joke. He didn't die. I will never let Jaejoong die! Even if it's only a dream). He was heavily injured but he's alive. 

END.

The second dream was REAL scary. Not nonsensical like the first one and definitely no jokes or funny elements inside. Because, there was actually a real ghost face (damn me and my watching of too many horror movies) and it wasn't pretty. (Damn myself, really)

The second dream was exactly the same as the fanfic. Every single detail. I wasn't in the dream. It's like I'm watching a movie featuring Dongbang family. (Why am I using Dongbang family suddenly?) Anyway, they moved into a new dorm. Very nice, looks like a hotel suite or something. The furniture looks grand in a creepy way. They argued about the bedrooms since the rooms are of different qualities. Someone decided to play hide and seek to settle the problem. The game works like running man, first one to be found is out. No seekers, no hiders. Just hide and seek at the same time. So everyone went to hide. Someone rushed to the furthest room first, but it was locked. Since they were playing a game and there was no time to think, that person went to another room. Changmin.. Changmin was hiding somewhere else. Then, he decided to change a hiding place since he decided that it was too quiet. He went into the furthest room and hid under the bed or was it under the blanket. (See the problem already?)  He waited and waited. 

By that time, in present time, Yoochun and Junsu already caught each other. Then, they found Yunho and Jaejoong too. Changmin was the winner but he was still hiding. Everyone gathered in the living room shouting for him to come out. Changmin who was under the bed/blanket heard and wanted to leave. The door was locked. (More problems..) He panicked and bang on the door. He's strong so the door should break. But it didn't. Someone was watching him from behind. The others heard him banging and rushed to the room. Changmin totally freaked out and started screaming. 
Another person realised that the door was locked previously. Someone tapped Changmin on his shoulders. Changmin stopped screaming. (Gosh, I was so glad I didn't see the ghost face when Changmin turned around. I guess it censored it out myself) The members searched for keys but keys didn't work. Changmin was basically missing. 
Arghh lazy to type suddenly.. This is too wordy already.
So.. Jaejoong was the one who found Changmin. In this dark storeroom. Super creepy. Then, this girl face popped out from nowhere. Jaejoong screamed. Everyone screamed. Even I screamed. (Not in real life) The ghost screamed.  But at least Changmin was found. The ghost face.. should I post it? I think I can google for it.. I better not. Don't scare others and myself. 

Plain awesome.
I really like songs like this.
Strong and powerful ^-^