Monday, May 30, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
It's so sad, you cant understand what I'm saying most of the time. And the simple reason is cause you aint listening. If you do listen, you'll realise that actually, it's quite simple. The main point is just to listen. If you cant listen to me when I'm talking nicely, then will you listen when I'm shouting? Obviously not. But if i start to shout, everything will get damn hard to comprehend and the more you wouldnt understand. So, nxt time, listen when I speak nicely okay? Dont make me raise my voice like that cause you wouldnt listen. Cause, my throat hurts. Shouting is rude. And I know you wouldnt listen anymore. You would demand your way when I shout and it defits my purpose of speaking in the first place. In conclusion, it's so simple, I cant believe it. You cant shut your ears so you can hear. It's just a matter of choice on whether you choose to acknowledge what I'm saying or not. Or whether you choose to fake ignorant. Well. That's your choice. If one day, i'm tired of getting you to listen, I shall not speak anymore. Since I'm so heartless and have no problems in rejecting people, I shall have not problems in leaving people too. Well. That's the way I rock. And I survive.
And one more thing. DO NOT COMPARE ME WITH OTHERS. I certainly dont care if others are bigger size, have wider shoulders or fat, in this case. I dont care. Well. Even if I sallow a hourse or cow or dinosaur, I wont get fat. So live with it. Nobody is perfect and I dont see why me getting fatter would make me a step closer to perfection. It's just.. out of this world. Which doesnt make sense. And I dont care how other moms treat their children or talk to them or discipline them or set whatever ridiculous expectations for them. it's non of my business. And non of yours too. Must you seriously follow their ways and make life difficult for me? How they discipline their child, it's their business. I'm different from their child and you are different from them. What makes you so sure that their methods will work on me? It obviously doesnt work, not even for a microsecond, if you do realise. Which you.Dont. Not even now. So fail. And I HATE the fact that you kept thinking I'm a bad child. Like really, what gravely wrong mistake did I do to make you think that way? Rob an old lady? Shoplift? Gang fight? Steal? End up in jail? Seriously. What the hell. I do my school stuff, I go home for dinner, I clean my room, I help to vaccum the floor. Not enough? Think again. Or I'll go become a gangster. Honestly, you need to learn. I cant believe you seem more childish than me. Gee. Who's older? Me or you? Sometimes, you seem even selfish. You think for yourself. Then me? No feelings? Nothing? And I still remember the day I pretended to be an empty shell. Who do you blame it on? My bf. Which to you, he's non existent. Seriously. You think you're so awesome, the whole world is at fault except you. What's your problem? Or is it that the world revolves around you? I feel embarrass man. Eww.
The thing with laptops. I dont see the big deal. So I have a laptop, it's in my room, i always lock my room door, nothing special. The deal? NOTHING. Life goes on. So what's the problem? I cant use the com for 3hours doing homework? Then why did you buy it for? To watch your stupid movies? Come on, I rather throw it away. And, if you're a computer idiot and do not know how to use it properly, I have a simple solution for you. DONT USE. It's not my fault you're slow in learning. I will not change my fonts to a larger size or icons bigger or whatever thing to your liking just cause you say so. Technically, it's my com. Dad gave me the money to buy it. So it's mine. You have no right. Merong, And I dont care abt the dad's money is your money cause he;s your husband bullshit. Cause your money is not dad's money, and I know it. You think I'm young and dont know alot of things. But in reality, I know things. I know what's happening. Aint that dumb you know. Back on track, i dont see why I cant lock the door. If I do it, obviously I have my reaons. And that is obviously to prevent you from coming in every 5mins. It's irritating. One min to nag, another min to take stuff, the nxt min to check what I'm doing. It's not like I'm a hacker or I watch porn or rated stuff or whatever stupid things you're thinking of. I just want some peace and privacy. TO DO MY WORK. Even if i'm just downloading songs or watching shows, peace and privacy is very important too. Give me some space to breathe. And you'll see that actually, there's no biggie at all. It's all just you.
And one more thing. DO NOT COMPARE ME WITH OTHERS. I certainly dont care if others are bigger size, have wider shoulders or fat, in this case. I dont care. Well. Even if I sallow a hourse or cow or dinosaur, I wont get fat. So live with it. Nobody is perfect and I dont see why me getting fatter would make me a step closer to perfection. It's just.. out of this world. Which doesnt make sense. And I dont care how other moms treat their children or talk to them or discipline them or set whatever ridiculous expectations for them. it's non of my business. And non of yours too. Must you seriously follow their ways and make life difficult for me? How they discipline their child, it's their business. I'm different from their child and you are different from them. What makes you so sure that their methods will work on me? It obviously doesnt work, not even for a microsecond, if you do realise. Which you.Dont. Not even now. So fail. And I HATE the fact that you kept thinking I'm a bad child. Like really, what gravely wrong mistake did I do to make you think that way? Rob an old lady? Shoplift? Gang fight? Steal? End up in jail? Seriously. What the hell. I do my school stuff, I go home for dinner, I clean my room, I help to vaccum the floor. Not enough? Think again. Or I'll go become a gangster. Honestly, you need to learn. I cant believe you seem more childish than me. Gee. Who's older? Me or you? Sometimes, you seem even selfish. You think for yourself. Then me? No feelings? Nothing? And I still remember the day I pretended to be an empty shell. Who do you blame it on? My bf. Which to you, he's non existent. Seriously. You think you're so awesome, the whole world is at fault except you. What's your problem? Or is it that the world revolves around you? I feel embarrass man. Eww.
The thing with laptops. I dont see the big deal. So I have a laptop, it's in my room, i always lock my room door, nothing special. The deal? NOTHING. Life goes on. So what's the problem? I cant use the com for 3hours doing homework? Then why did you buy it for? To watch your stupid movies? Come on, I rather throw it away. And, if you're a computer idiot and do not know how to use it properly, I have a simple solution for you. DONT USE. It's not my fault you're slow in learning. I will not change my fonts to a larger size or icons bigger or whatever thing to your liking just cause you say so. Technically, it's my com. Dad gave me the money to buy it. So it's mine. You have no right. Merong, And I dont care abt the dad's money is your money cause he;s your husband bullshit. Cause your money is not dad's money, and I know it. You think I'm young and dont know alot of things. But in reality, I know things. I know what's happening. Aint that dumb you know. Back on track, i dont see why I cant lock the door. If I do it, obviously I have my reaons. And that is obviously to prevent you from coming in every 5mins. It's irritating. One min to nag, another min to take stuff, the nxt min to check what I'm doing. It's not like I'm a hacker or I watch porn or rated stuff or whatever stupid things you're thinking of. I just want some peace and privacy. TO DO MY WORK. Even if i'm just downloading songs or watching shows, peace and privacy is very important too. Give me some space to breathe. And you'll see that actually, there's no biggie at all. It's all just you.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
HELLO!
I had so much fun today :D I like. Though we didnt have the whole family of 8 today, JuneLeong joining us was fun. He sings nicely even though he's blur 200% of the time. Gee. So weird. I bet we were the loudest amongst all the other rooms. BUT.
After all this fun, serious work is coming! Got alot of projects and tests coming up! MUST STUDY! First year must score!! hmm hmm. *kicks myself out of holiday mood*.
Anyway, tmr I'm gonna be busy! Gotta go Bugis for group project and then airport to dance. Airport's a nie place to dance actually. Big empty space, aircon.. Whatever. Haha. I just like that place :) Used to be my third home. Real home, BV and airport. How cool is that? Haha.
surprisingly, I'm not tired. Must be still high.. DIE!
I had so much fun today :D I like. Though we didnt have the whole family of 8 today, JuneLeong joining us was fun. He sings nicely even though he's blur 200% of the time. Gee. So weird. I bet we were the loudest amongst all the other rooms. BUT.
After all this fun, serious work is coming! Got alot of projects and tests coming up! MUST STUDY! First year must score!! hmm hmm. *kicks myself out of holiday mood*.
Anyway, tmr I'm gonna be busy! Gotta go Bugis for group project and then airport to dance. Airport's a nie place to dance actually. Big empty space, aircon.. Whatever. Haha. I just like that place :) Used to be my third home. Real home, BV and airport. How cool is that? Haha.
surprisingly, I'm not tired. Must be still high.. DIE!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
HELLO.
I bought new shades and printer today! :D I like my shades :) Heh. I camwhored ALOT just now. Shall post later. Cant wait to go kbox on mon and zoo on sunday! Though it's for assignment purpose.. Well, it's still gonna be fun! :D Then Hubbhubb can accompany me to discovery centre to do my assignment! :) I like discovery centre. It's fun. At least what I thought when I was in primary sch :x Rem the days... *drama much* Then.. I shall go shopping someday! Wanna buy one more 'flappy' shirt. Preferbly a light coloured one. Hopefully I can find :)
Oh. I dreamt of Jaejoong that night. He's a student in uniform just like me! I think I mixed Dream High into my dream cause the uniform looks like the ones in Dream High. Heh. But anyaway, dreaming of Jaejoong is cool! Why doesnt EunHyuk appear in my dreams anymore? :( Oh! And I dreamt that I passed an audition. How cool is that?! Too bad tho, it's just a dream. Haha SAD :'( Alright, enough rambling! Time for photos! yeehee~
I bought new shades and printer today! :D I like my shades :) Heh. I camwhored ALOT just now. Shall post later. Cant wait to go kbox on mon and zoo on sunday! Though it's for assignment purpose.. Well, it's still gonna be fun! :D Then Hubbhubb can accompany me to discovery centre to do my assignment! :) I like discovery centre. It's fun. At least what I thought when I was in primary sch :x Rem the days... *drama much* Then.. I shall go shopping someday! Wanna buy one more 'flappy' shirt. Preferbly a light coloured one. Hopefully I can find :)
Oh. I dreamt of Jaejoong that night. He's a student in uniform just like me! I think I mixed Dream High into my dream cause the uniform looks like the ones in Dream High. Heh. But anyaway, dreaming of Jaejoong is cool! Why doesnt EunHyuk appear in my dreams anymore? :( Oh! And I dreamt that I passed an audition. How cool is that?! Too bad tho, it's just a dream. Haha SAD :'( Alright, enough rambling! Time for photos! yeehee~
Monday, May 9, 2011
I'm gonna sleep earlier today! Tmr got lesson till 6pm! And I needa research and finish the APEL survey now. They ask WEIRD ques. Like what would you do if you have 100days left to live? If you won 10million dollars, what would you do with it? SERIOUSLY. Gee. I thought people ask this kind of ques for fun. Not in some APEL survey mission thingy. SO funny! :p Anyway, I think I wanna be an awesome individual. Like... erm.. a loner? BUT not that kinda loner that has no friends! Kinda like those that are cool alone you know. Not like those that people will pity cause she/he's a nerd,boring,blah kinda person. I HATE PPL PITYING ME. Hah. I bet everyone hates that too. The feeling is weird. You dont understand, you dont pity. People dont need your pity yo. Ookay, Sudden fierceness for nth. Heee. Chill yo! BYE.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
Hello :)
I ate alot of food today. Maggie,icecream,chicken chop,fruit juice,sweets. FULL! My class was totally having a candy picnic during evening lecture. Cause our level of concentration is freaking low. It's late you know. Without sweets, we'll sleep. And that's bad. So yeah :) And it's only second weeek of sch, my class already have conflicts. Haha. Funny. But well.. Things happen for a reason right? SO YEAH. Funny still. but I like my classmates. They're funny. And nice :)
okay bye!
I ate alot of food today. Maggie,icecream,chicken chop,fruit juice,sweets. FULL! My class was totally having a candy picnic during evening lecture. Cause our level of concentration is freaking low. It's late you know. Without sweets, we'll sleep. And that's bad. So yeah :) And it's only second weeek of sch, my class already have conflicts. Haha. Funny. But well.. Things happen for a reason right? SO YEAH. Funny still. but I like my classmates. They're funny. And nice :)
okay bye!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Hello :)
I saw Joanne peh in sch today. And I take back my words on saying that she's ugly. Heh. Sorry. She's damn tall. And she actually looks cool. Celebrity aura. Intimidating. I dont like. I wanna become a celebrity too! But aura fail. Height fail. Talent fail. *cries* Super fail me. Hah :(
Anyway, my class is so cute. We had lunch together again, and we'll be doin this every alternate weds. Cool right? And we have our very own photographer, YiJing! Haha. Took silly pics today. And only JuneLeong, the only took some. He's damn blur. Totally lost at EVERYTHING. You can talk bad stuff abt him and he wont know. BLUR! Not healthy eh. Got backstabbed also dont know. Tsktsk. Then went to the IG interview. Nervous, scary. ARGHH~ the normally friendly and crazy SLs all become so serious. GAAA. SCARY! Hope I didnt ans the ques too badly. Heheh :p I wanna join IG badly! It's like so fun. If not I join tpsu. If can. Or.. tpde? If can get in. Haiz. troublesome. Then went to a random coffee shop to chill. The girls gossipped. Quite fun listening to them. So funny. Sad. Pissed off. Haha. Their stories- cute. I like :) Imma gonna be a hardworking student! Do all the hw and listen to lecture and finish projects on time! GPA 3.5 you know. IS DAMN HARD TO GET! Damn it. heh.
I saw Joanne peh in sch today. And I take back my words on saying that she's ugly. Heh. Sorry. She's damn tall. And she actually looks cool. Celebrity aura. Intimidating. I dont like. I wanna become a celebrity too! But aura fail. Height fail. Talent fail. *cries* Super fail me. Hah :(
Anyway, my class is so cute. We had lunch together again, and we'll be doin this every alternate weds. Cool right? And we have our very own photographer, YiJing! Haha. Took silly pics today. And only JuneLeong, the only took some. He's damn blur. Totally lost at EVERYTHING. You can talk bad stuff abt him and he wont know. BLUR! Not healthy eh. Got backstabbed also dont know. Tsktsk. Then went to the IG interview. Nervous, scary. ARGHH~ the normally friendly and crazy SLs all become so serious. GAAA. SCARY! Hope I didnt ans the ques too badly. Heheh :p I wanna join IG badly! It's like so fun. If not I join tpsu. If can. Or.. tpde? If can get in. Haiz. troublesome. Then went to a random coffee shop to chill. The girls gossipped. Quite fun listening to them. So funny. Sad. Pissed off. Haha. Their stories- cute. I like :) Imma gonna be a hardworking student! Do all the hw and listen to lecture and finish projects on time! GPA 3.5 you know. IS DAMN HARD TO GET! Damn it. heh.
Monday, May 2, 2011
Hello.
I have no life. I got not enough money. I cant find a job. I want retail. I'm using my new lappy. It feels so weird. But I'm happy. It's way better than the spoiled com, of course. I wanna dye my hair purple. But it's troublesome. Not the bubblefoam kind. I got research to do. but i'm done already. Just need to ask Anne to help me print out the articles. then go library to try and find some mags or books regarding foreign talent. Why did I choose that topic anyway. Should had just done the Internet one. So much easier. Haiz. Baby's sick. I must had passed it to him. LOL. Too bad. Oh. One problem. Now that I have internet, I dont know what to do. Sooo stupid. FB is boring. Tumblr isnt that interesting. Except for the pics and gifs. And.. nth else? Youtube.. Watching videos can be boring sometimes too. Watch till nth to watch. Oh. I dreamt of food yesterday. And my appettite was so huge today. Ate so much ricec and egg today. Hah. I think I'm hungry now. No maggie! Must not cook maggie! *determined* Hm. It's late already. Time flies to fast today. Oh. My HELLO service person id called willie. So funny. Mom kept insisting he's my friend. Which he's not. And he's SO old. Never seen him before. Whatever. I like my willie more. Like, obviously. DUH. Hah. Alright bye.
Good night people. GET WELL BABY.
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