It's so sad, you cant understand what I'm saying most of the time. And the simple reason is cause you aint listening. If you do listen, you'll realise that actually, it's quite simple. The main point is just to listen. If you cant listen to me when I'm talking nicely, then will you listen when I'm shouting? Obviously not. But if i start to shout, everything will get damn hard to comprehend and the more you wouldnt understand. So, nxt time, listen when I speak nicely okay? Dont make me raise my voice like that cause you wouldnt listen. Cause, my throat hurts. Shouting is rude. And I know you wouldnt listen anymore. You would demand your way when I shout and it defits my purpose of speaking in the first place. In conclusion, it's so simple, I cant believe it. You cant shut your ears so you can hear. It's just a matter of choice on whether you choose to acknowledge what I'm saying or not. Or whether you choose to fake ignorant. Well. That's your choice. If one day, i'm tired of getting you to listen, I shall not speak anymore. Since I'm so heartless and have no problems in rejecting people, I shall have not problems in leaving people too. Well. That's the way I rock. And I survive.

And one more thing. DO NOT COMPARE ME WITH OTHERS. I certainly dont care if others are bigger size, have wider shoulders or fat, in this case. I dont care. Well. Even if I sallow a hourse or cow or dinosaur, I wont get fat. So live with it. Nobody is perfect and I dont see why me getting fatter would make me a step closer to perfection. It's just.. out of this world. Which doesnt make sense. And I dont care how other moms treat their children or talk to them or discipline them or set whatever ridiculous expectations for them. it's non of my business. And non of yours too. Must you seriously follow their ways and make life difficult for me? How they discipline their child, it's their business. I'm different from their child and you are different from them. What makes you so sure that their methods will work on me? It obviously doesnt work, not even for a microsecond, if you do realise. Which you.Dont. Not even now. So fail. And I HATE the fact that you kept thinking I'm a bad child. Like really, what gravely wrong mistake did I do to make you think that way? Rob an old lady? Shoplift? Gang fight? Steal? End up in jail? Seriously. What the hell. I do my school stuff, I go home for dinner, I clean my room, I help to vaccum the floor. Not enough? Think again. Or I'll go become a gangster. Honestly, you need to learn. I cant believe you seem more childish than me. Gee. Who's older? Me or you? Sometimes, you seem even selfish. You think for yourself. Then me? No feelings? Nothing? And I still remember the day I pretended to be an empty shell. Who do you blame it on? My bf. Which to you, he's non existent. Seriously. You think you're so awesome, the whole world is at fault except you. What's your problem? Or is it that the world revolves around you? I feel embarrass man. Eww.

The thing with laptops. I dont see the big deal. So I have a laptop, it's in my room, i always lock my room door, nothing special. The deal? NOTHING. Life goes on. So what's the problem? I cant use the com for 3hours doing homework? Then why did you buy it for? To watch your stupid movies? Come on, I rather throw it away. And, if you're a computer idiot and do not know how to use it properly, I have a simple solution for you. DONT USE. It's not my fault you're slow in learning. I will not change my fonts to a larger size or icons bigger or whatever thing to your liking just cause you say so. Technically, it's my com. Dad gave me the money to buy it. So it's mine. You have no right. Merong, And I dont care abt the dad's money is your money cause he;s your husband bullshit. Cause your money is not dad's money, and I know it. You think I'm young and dont know alot of things. But in reality, I know things. I know what's happening. Aint that dumb you know. Back on track, i dont see why I cant lock the door. If I do it, obviously I have my reaons. And that is obviously to prevent you from coming in every 5mins. It's irritating. One min to nag, another min to take stuff, the nxt min to check what I'm doing. It's not like I'm a hacker or I watch porn or rated stuff or whatever stupid things you're thinking of. I just want some peace and privacy. TO DO MY WORK. Even if i'm just downloading songs or watching shows, peace and privacy is very important too. Give me some space to breathe. And you'll see that actually, there's no biggie at all. It's all just you.