Friday, January 13, 2012

I have nothing dedicated to you. I will sing it to you if I dare. But I don't, and I suck. So no song singing for you. One day I'll try, but not today. It's what I wanna say. Read well.

Lyrics:
Share my life, take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide


Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
Don't walk away from me.
Don't you dare, walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you

Well, I may not be hurting. But I don't appreciate this feeling. I'm trying to understand and communicate with you, so why are you turning away from me? "Dont turn away from me~" *sings* I want to help. Really. Maybe sometimes I sound a little harsh on my words, a little too fierce when I don't intend to, seem a little too childish to understand, a little too distratced to listen, a little too happy to emphatise, a little too self-absorbed to notice, a little too stupid to see the big picture, but all you had to do was call my name, you know.

Get my attention, that's all you need to do. Let me know if there's something bothering you. Let me know if I did something that offended you. Let me know if you need someone to listen to you. Let me know when you need to rant. Let me know if you think I'm not paying enough attention to you. Let me know when you are sad. Let me know when you are happy. Let me know when you need something. Let me know when you are angry. Basically, just let me know if it concerns me. Or somehow, related to me. I can't promise I can make it all better, but I can try. Or at least, you have a shoulder to lean on. I can't promise you I can emphatise fully, cause I'm not a sensitive person. But at least I know the situation and not rub it in. You know? I don't wanna force you into anything that you don't want,like, so I need to know what you think. It frustrates me to see you being too quiet or pulling a long face everyday. Yet, I don't need you to plaster on a fake smile everyday. I mean, yeah, I get my moody days too. It's totally fine. We're girls, we get emotional. I understand that.

hmm. I'm lecturing ain't I? Shall stop that. Please. Give me a response. Any response. And don't deny and say that I'm thinking too much, it's nothing. I'm pisces here! I sense things.

P.S Dont tell me the used to it bullcrap. It's not a valid reason anymore.
^^

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