Cosfest pictures! xD
And i don't smile alot in pics.. Cause I'm a devil.. Well. See for yourself ^^
With L! :D This L is super cute!! His lollipop is REAL.

Playing with the angel's flower and got caught. haha

My angel left me alone with the scary people!! Grr~ *not smiling*

I like this ^^
And this too! ^^
Don't rem I posed like this. Oh well~ :)

*not smiling plus awkward*

We're acting sad. HAHA

Angel left me AGAIN! This angel is evil I swear. *frowns*

BLEHHHHHH~! :p

?? Random smiling pic. wahaha

We really have different auras. SO COOL right.

Smiles~ ^^
Well.. I like how we're glowing.

I'm glowing~
Super candid shot! xD

SUPER LIKE THIS. Background background~

Glows again~ ooh our skin looks super good! :D
Found this at someone's blog randomly. NOT BAD I SAY.
^^ That's all!
Off to nap time!

Make up for Cosfest today! :D
Thankyou Brenda! ^^ Awesome stylist ever. Haha


And then Yijing said I look like Suzy. Brenda said I look like Min.. HAHA. I'm flattered :p Both are pretty~ :D Great day today! Though standing around was tiring. JJang!

OMG Eunhyukkie is so mean in WGM. *throws water balloon*

A wave of depression hits. Sigh. Why~?!
T_T 싫어!!! (silheo)
I'm bothered by silly things. Which I can't figure out.
It wasn't meant for my loaded overused brain!
왜~! (wae)
Argh. Google translate is kind of fun.
I should be learning Jap not Korean anyway.
Eh? NO. I should be studying F&B!
Friday's Econs!
왜왜왜~? I want my holidays now!
Time to shut down computer..

Late breakfast in front of the com. Hope this breakfast doesn't last for an hour.. Gotta study.. Gaaa

It seems like one of my blog post is missing..
I couldn't find it.
I'm wondering if someone has the password to my blog
>_<
Did I just got hacked?!

20 shows for Elizabeth! Are the producers trying to kill the casts?!
And I don't like skinny Junsu. Chubby one has double chin and fat thighs, but he looks adorable like that! Tho blond Junsu looks super good ^^
I'm done with studying today! Or maybe not.. I don't know..
Been studying econs pretty slowly.. Can remember better so I don't have to go through so many times since there're so many things to rem. Yeah.. Fiscal policy.. Exchange rate systems.. WHATVEVER'S up with those. Bleh~! Mehrong!


Angel Jae and devil me. He's too good looking to be human, I swear. Maybe I should compare with Elizabeth's death, Tod (Junsu) and see who's more devil.. HMM.

This is photoshopped. But isn't it awesome?! It fits him so well~!
Angelic.

Hehe SuJu concert. Definitely JJANG!~ xD
Eunhyukkie's so cool~ wow wow wow.
And YeSung really sings wonderfully!
^^ Words can't describe,really.
But I had fun ^^

So hard to concentrate on studying. Sigh.
I better buck up tonight.. If I reach home by ten.
T_T

I think I lost the ability to smile at the camera
T_T
I dont know how to smile showing teeth anymore.
*DIES*
How is it possible?
I should smile more.

Must get rid of the evil Junsu. ANGEL XIAH~!
Can you believe it's the same person?
What silver hair and thick eyeliner does to people.. WOAH. I should try that for cosfest. Then I'll be a convincing devil. WAHAHAH

And I had to add. THIS IS YAOI. God bless the audience. I need a talk with the scriptwriter and producer.

The imagine I had of Junsu was this:And now, it turned to this:

Why the hell would he kiss a guy for a musical?! OMG. I can never understand. Guy!! Innocent Junsu image totally spoilt. Yes, that white hair person kissing that guy with a gun is JUNSU. I'll be so disgusted if I was the female lead that Junsu had to kiss later. He's acting like a bi. I don't like bi-s. It's either you like girls or guys. You can be gay or les. But this? It's just.. too weird.
My ego! Self esteem! Pride! Eh.. no link, but they're all crushed!!
However, Junsu did work hard for the musical..
What can I say? >_<

My shelf after cleaning. Feels like I just moved in. LOL

And just yesterday, I talked about being like Luffy.
DREAMS.

Yes, Pierrot is out again.
You know what that means.
Anger.
Pierrot, no more please.
Let me be. Leave me alone.
I'll do well on my own.
Without you to look down on me.

LUFFY~~! Forever so cool and smiley!
I should learn from him. Life seems to be good without being angry.
HAHA Woohoo~!

Dont be so nice to me. I'm scared I might let you down.

I can assume everyone that today is definitely the worse day I've ever encountered in my whole life. Jap roleplay was alright. But the rest of the day just sucked. Why? Let me explain.
FIRST. Morning. Innocently brushing my teeth, then suddenly I just vomitted. Just like that. Almost choked on toothpaste. It's almost impossible to sallow toothpaste. Then my throat constricted when puking. Ah, how should I explain this? I just puked alright. And the worse part is, I have nothing to puke out! Early in the morning, no breakfast. I puked saliva and some weird sourish acid. EWW. It feels super horrible.
THEN. While changing clothes, I kept going to the sink to spit out my phlegm. It's so much, I can't breathe properly. Ahhh. Seriously. But after that it was alright. Then, went to Daiso to buy plate. Went school. YiJing was checking the F&B project.. Yeah. Angry die us. You can guess. Then, my powerpoint got completely changed. Pics, colous, labels, headings- ALL GONE. What's left is black and white. OMG. You cannot imagine my horror annd anger. ANGRY DIE ME. REALLY. I spent two days doing the slides and find pictures to make it more lively. And this group member went to change it all to black. No pictures. Seriously?! What the heck! Beyond pissed. And yeah, he passed his flu to me.
At first, I had sore throat. It wasn't that bad, just that it hurts when I sallow or talk. FLU. This flu..I can't even breathe properly! That's not the worse, NOW I HAVE FEVER. GREAT. I have test on sat!! OMG. I can't explain how tragic this situation actually is. GOING TO KILL EVERYONE NOW. BYE.

Angry die me. Phrase for today.
Oh gosh..

HoMin- Rumor
Chosen randomly..


I rarely listen to their songs nowadays.. They're turning away from my style of songs. Sigh. I use to like Changmin's voice so much.(and his sarcasm) He's god for being able to scream like he did. But the songs SME gives.. They should start writing their own songs again. Songs that they write are all pretty nice. Please write again! Don't go for some stupid CF filming that last for 12hours. That's rubbish!

Hotmail is so slow.. It doesn't load. If it doesn't, I can't sleep cause I need to send the files over. REALLY. I can't stop thinking about Homin's schedule! And it's not my area of concern!

Finally done with work! Oh gosh. Today has been a really tiring day. Not to mention cold too. Stupid me forgot to bring my jacket. Lots of things to be done today. Now, I'm finally allowed to rest. But. Tomorrow morning, I gotta wake up early and go to Daiso again to get some stuff for Jap roleplay. Then go to school and accompany YiJing to do the brochure. Yup. That's all.
Well.. Don't know about the POC presentation.. But I'm kinda.. unhappy. Yeah. I have no idea why. Maybe it's cause one of the members is too head strong. And he's a guy. Eh.. Alright. There's only one guy on my group. He's has this 'don't care' and last minute attitude which I really hate. I don't know how he survived his years. Argh whatever. Will not waste my post on such things.
HMM. Looking on the bright side.. Comparing to HoMin's schedule I saw just,I'm definitely fortunate. I mean.. They're only having two hours of sleep for two days! How can humans do that?! I can't even nap for two hours only! Oh gosh. I'm such a fail. I guess it pays a price to be celebrities hmm? >_<
Good thing JYJ don't do that now. (Not mentioning SUJU, they're definitely doing that. My poor eunhyukkie..) But Junsu is getting too skinny case of his musical!! I admit, that musical is probably going to be super awesome. BUT. Fans are complaining~ People don't like skinny Junsu~! Neither do I! Junsu looks cuter when he's chubby! Although he clearly has double chin.. Who cares man. Cute is cute. END OF STORY. Your arguement is invalid.
9gag is so irritating. It's rubbing off me. I should stop visiting that site for a while.

Fighting for presentation and roleplay! ^^
Good night everyone~

Jaejoong is such a smart man.
Now that he has affliations with the government.
WAHHAHA. Let's see what SME can do to him or JYJ.
They got back up yo~
Ah. Jaejoong is so smart. Beneath his silly self.
Who knows what's he thinking?
HMM. Cunning even.
*evil laughter*
Jjang! Mad cool.
My jaejoongie nails. To celebrate the mad awesomeness.
Hurray~
Beware! he has a gun! BLOW YOUR MIND

What shall I do now?
Don't feel like studying.. I'm tired..
But I can't sleep. Not when that stupid fb picture is still in my mind.
Ahh! Don't dare to sleep. What if I dream of it?
I always dream of stupid things..
T__T
Someone, help me~
SOS!

Is it just me or did my face become sharper?
Felt as though I had plastic surgery..
HAHA

OMG. I shall stop using facebook!
Why are the things posted there getting more and more disgusting?!
*rage*
Yuck. I'm mentally scarred.
I need my doze of balloons!!
Oh gosh..
*bang wall*

OMG. Jaejoong is super cool. He'll be having a state dinner in Turkey!
State dinner! How many people can actually attend that?!
O.O He's a legend. I like. AKTF~

Though it's a pretty horrible day today. But it's okay.
Gotta stay strong right? ^^
Sorry group members!

Yunho is staring at the mirror and singing to himself. HM. Narcissist.

OMg. i almost choked on my cookie. Junsu is too random!

And so, being nice does not always pay off.
says Trecia with a heart.

Therefore, don't be nice.
says Trecia without a heart.

Probably my fav song coming from them.
Infinite - Be mine.
The 'AH~' and 'OH~' part so cute. heheh dno if it's live or not.
Will not comment this time.


Similar genre song..
DBSK- Survivor
This is live cause you can't lipsing in Japan.
Their starting dance always irks me. hehe
No comment other than that.

Judge for yourself ^^

To make it up to Infinite.
A song.. That I have never heard of. But it sounds pretty nice ^^
So here it is.


Then again, to compare to DBSK, cause Infinite really, totally, honestly have no appeal at all to me. A similar genre song from DBSK..
Song name: HiYaYa
Honestly,I have never seen this song live before. But wow, it's good.
And I can assure you, it's definitely sang live.
It's different from the CD version. HAHA
Jaejoong changed one of his notes. That's how I know. Awesome.


I think I'm totally being bias. Ignore that please.
But really. Changmin looks so innocent back then! So cute~
xD
HAHA I think I'm beating round the bush and then bashing Infinite again.
Geee. I will try again.

Infinite's cover of Mirotic.


Well.. I don't actually like it..
Mirotic is suppose to be smooth flowing and masculine and stuff..
Infinte made it look stiff and robot. Yeah :/
Nothing against Infinite tho. But they look too skinny.
And skinny idols dancing to Mirotic looks wrong.
Mirotic shows muscles yo~
DBSK is such a bad influence.
It raises my views and standards of people/idols to an unresonable level and anyone that didn't reach that level is considered lousy.
So, INFINITE. You're not lousy. It's my fault. So you can go blame DBSK now.
*I escape first*

Morning! Few more minutes to noon~! :D
Good mood today, though I know I'm gonna go crazy doing proj later.
Still, nothing can change my good graces! ^^
*saint mode on*
Jaejoong going to Turkey! He has a solo fan meeting there. Cool much.

Oh. And yeah. Jaejoong strikes again! He won the 'most desirable face' award. LOL
I bet the whole world wants his face. Gee. Must be tiring being him.
However, it's unbelievable how good his skin is. I mean, LOOK AT HIS FACE!
No pimple detected. Or maybe it's the makeup.. BUT STILL. Look at how fair he is!
Alright. Stupid Jaejoong, go away! HMPH.
*saint mode flickers*
All black fashion like a ninja~

Secret garden OST- That woman
Enjoy!

Alright. I'm ditching Jaejoong my pet dog.
Sorry,Jaejoong-shi/oppa >_<
Secret garden OST is so awesome! All the songs are nice!
Wahaha~ 'that woman' and 'that man' is so cool!
I didn't know they were linked! Woohoo. the lyrics are the same too!
So cool.. *speechless*
Anyway, I'm done with F&B now. Gonna send later..
Then.. Jap script, I memorised yesterday. Can roughly remember but not entirely.
Gotta read some more ^^ Since it's about DBSK, I cannot use their name and let them down.
As well as my group members too. HAHA Need to brush up on my acting skills.
POC.. Well.. a lot of things to do. Powerpoint and some portfolio editing.
My group members are all having tests this week so I guess I gotta help them.
HAHA *SAINT MODE ON* Must emphathise..
Okay! Got to go now! Bye~
I bought two new shoes today! hehe

That man- Secret garden OST


Addicted to this song. I'm gonna learn That woman! Wahaha
Totally awesome. It's so sad T_T
Jjang!!

I have this thought: Maybe I'm cursed. And I can't explain why.
I can't express my feelings suddenly. It's like my blog becomes too public suddenly. WHY?????!
I have tons of things to say tonight.
Cause of my own silliness. Why did I have to do it? Why the sudden curiousity?!
I can kill myself. (not really, I love me too much to so that. Dont worry)
Suddenly, I wished Jaejoong was a pet dog I owned.
I'll have something to hug.
Sorry, Jaejoong for degrading you to a dog.. I'm weird like that.
>_<
I don't want complications in my life.
I only wanted sincere friends.
Stable job.
Happy family.
I know there's something wrong. But I can't pinpoint it.
It's hard to tell. I thought things were okay.
Maybe I was just too happy things seemed okay.
What am I saying?
I really need Jaejoong, my imaginary pet dog.

HAHA reading back on my post. I feel like a child ranting away. HMM. I think I can still afford to be childish. Wait till I'm 25, then maybe I'll start talking abt poitics. MAYBE.

Some pictures for fun before I start nagging ^^ Mommy!
On the way to my granny's house. It's an almost 3hour ride. Gosh.. I survived.
HAHA my specs looks like it's floating off my nose. Well.. the ride is simply too long to wear contacts.
In Muar already. Almost bored to death. Apart from kids sticking to me, there was nothing to do. Except for marketing.. But let's not count that in. Now I fear for the grade. I might bring the whole group down.. Damn it! T_T
Love the sunlight, though it makes me look pale. Or was I always pale looking? Mommy and I both wore leopard print that day. Hers was nicer though. Cause I chose it!! I bought mine cause it was priced way too cheap for a MNG product. Season sale maybe? =/ My nose is round..

Well.. This was taken today. TODAY. Before I went for a nap. And after I tried dancing 'The Boys''. Well.. Yeah. I feel like a monster. For some unknown reasons, my lips were super red. Like lipstick! O.O
After my nap, I turned into a bunny! Just kidding.. I didn't. But I thought I'll share cause I look funny. Secretly, I think it's cute. HAHA :p NOT REALLY. I do feel like a bunny. Mutant bunny though.
I like the lighting. Makes my head shine. HAHA like Edward Cullen or cutlet. Whichever you want. See that blue star on the wall? It's been with me since Prinary 1. Purpose was to protect me from the bedroom monster. But my room never had any monsters.. And I was never afraid of the dark.. So it's rarely used. Oh. It's bought from IKEA! hehe. It's really pretty. When it's on, it leaves little circle shadows which look like stars on the ceiling. Well.. People who had seen it and do not think so, use some imagination okay! I support the star ceiling idea since 2001! Bleh~
Someone explain to me: Why am I eating strawberries everyday now?!
I feel like a brand new person. It's like Trecia never existed. Cause the old Trecia hates strawberries. HM. Maybe I just grew up. Strawberries are healthy. It makes your teeth white. Oh. Kinda expensive to waste strawberries like that and probably a little gross as well. But you can use strawberries to brush your teeth. ERM. Not literally. But use the flesh of a strawberry, and rub it against your teeth. It helps clean some kinda thing. Same with eating apples too, I think. Some acid thingy. Well.. acid is bad. But the fruit types never does hurt does it? ^^
Eh.. yeah. I won't try, cause food is for eating. Maybe you can try!
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OKAY. HAPPY TIME IS OVER. TIME TO BE SERIOUS. *mood change*
FIRST. *note I'm not shouting*
Okay.. after drinking water I actually forgot what I wanted to say. ermm.. thinking in progress.. Alright, forget it. Save that for later then. I can't think now.
SECOND. *I'm not shouting*

I can't emphathise enough. On how much I HATE VULGARITIES!
Please. please. please. Don't say it in front of me! Pretty please. Don't let me hear it! If you wanna say it, like really desperately, really cannot hold it in, please run away to a corner and say it to yourself or just mouth it. PLEASE. Oh gosh. I'm angry just thinking about it. Gaaaa. *pulls hair* Don't let me hear it! It really dampens my mood. Even though it's not meant for me, doesn't matter. It's so unpleasant. Rude. Horrifying. Terrifying. Impolite. Absurd. YEAH.. Pardon for the limited vocab. You get my point. It's annoying, really. Spoils the mood.

Honestly, if you curse or use profanities in a happier tone, it'll sound nicer, ALTHOUGH IT'S STILL A TERRIBLE LANGUAGE TO USE. You know.. Like *******~ with a smiley ^^ instead of ******!!!!! with an angry face >:O There's a difference there. Or even better, hey, why are you using profanities? It's not like it's a trending.. OKAY. WAIT. I think it is treding nowadays, since all the kids are using it. You know, kids pick up words like SH*T, DAMN,BLAH BLAH BLAH instead of all the other nice words around. What's this man? Human nature? Gee. I CAN NOT imagine what the human race is turning into.

The world was such a better place in 2000. The baddest word was STUPID IDIOT. Seriously. Stupid idiot- you get that, you're condemned. ENd of your school days. Well, not really. But still. Yeah. Sigh. Anyway, please reframe from any sorts of vulgarities in front of me. I know I do use them SOMETIMES. Note the word sometimes. The last time I used was in Sec 4, 2010? In the toilet, and it was barely a whisper. Or maybe louder than that. But hey, there were only less than 5 people around. No harm done right? AND I STILL REM THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAID IT. Because of chem.. Seriously. I shouldn't had said it. Dirty my clean record..(no i didn't say it to the tcher. it's my own personal record) Damn, my morals are super.. ARGHH. Values. Whatever.

I lost my train of thought again.. Nevermind. I think I got my point across. And yes, when I heard JYJ using the F word in mission(micky's rap part, he shouted it out during a concert like it was so cool and the crowd went wild), hell was I pissed. Actually, I was quite surprised they even knew that word, it almost seemed cool. I thought Koreans were polite people. Especially since JYJ weren't the younger teens, they're adults. AND must I mention, IDOLS.

They should set a good example! And the F word in 'GET OUT' certainly didn't help either. Jaejoong wrote the lyrics for the song!! I suppose he got the F word in too. SERIOUSLY. I shouldn't be nagging and lecturing since I got their point of wanting to rebel and break free from the usual Kpop songs and stuff like that. BUT. Why use such words??! T___T A fangirl can be disappointed right? I always looked upon them!! Like.. A fan and her idol. (yeah, obviously)

I should just stay faithful to Eunhyuk. He's the best. Don't drink, don't smoke, don't use vulgarities. I don't know if he actually does use it.. but at least he doesn't use it on screen. A pretty good example, if you ask me. So he's pretty awesome! ^^ Jaejoong.. *sigh* Whatever. I'll get over it tomorrow and spazz over him again. It always happen. I mean, whatever he does(drink/smoke), his face is just.. WOW. I'm mesmerized. Though he's not entirely 100% natural.. (Hehe Jaejoong knew Fangirls knew) Wait. I forgot what I wanted to say. Get a grip. Get your head together. I shall end here.

Oh. YEAH. FIRST. My super awkward, weird, scary, sick dream from two days ago. Well.. Actually I don't rem it. But I got reminded of it when I was listening to JYJ's 'I.D.S'. Seriously, JYJ triggers alot of my thoughts. It's like a flashback. Just like something that had happened in real life. Except that it wouldn't possibly had happened and I know it cause if it did, I wouldn't be here blogging my night away. Yeah. Want to know? I'm too shy to tell. LOL I shall just cut my crap. Ehh.. It's just a flashback, like 3secs. But what I saw.. GAAAAA. I was attacked. By hands. Like hands grabbing me. And it's super painful. I don't know where they came from. SCARY T_T Alot of hands. *cries* What do dreams like this even mean? I must be going crazy..
byebye