I have this thought: Maybe I'm cursed. And I can't explain why.
I can't express my feelings suddenly. It's like my blog becomes too public suddenly. WHY?????!
I have tons of things to say tonight.
Cause of my own silliness. Why did I have to do it? Why the sudden curiousity?!
I can kill myself. (not really, I love me too much to so that. Dont worry)
Suddenly, I wished Jaejoong was a pet dog I owned.
I'll have something to hug.
Sorry, Jaejoong for degrading you to a dog.. I'm weird like that.
>_<
I don't want complications in my life.
I only wanted sincere friends.
Stable job.
Happy family.
I know there's something wrong. But I can't pinpoint it.
It's hard to tell. I thought things were okay.
Maybe I was just too happy things seemed okay.
What am I saying?
I really need Jaejoong, my imaginary pet dog.