WOW I finally found the post I was looking for.
Didn't regret one bit.
But now that it really happened, I am AT A LOSS at what to do.
What should I do?
Why do some wishes come true so easily and yet some doesn't?
Oh, and that wasn't even a wish. I was leaving it up to fate. GAAAA.
Fate likes to fool around with me.
Grow up, fate.

Sidenote:
I don't think we can ever be friends again.
It's like kidnapping someone, releasing the person and asking him to keep in touch. Eh, it's from 9gag and I think it kinda make sense. So if we ever meet, let's just smile and pass okay? ^^ Because you were someone important to me and I know I won't forget your existence. Except if my brains spoil or I have memory loss. So I'll just locked everything away. Don't talk to me, I'm warning you. Since I've warned you, you can't blame me if I'm bitter or sarcastic. Cause you're the last person I want to see. Unless it's your dying wish, I will not make exceptions. Mehrong.
Bye!