Monday, December 3, 2012

Dear ^-^ , 
Someday I'll be living in a big old city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean~
I'm addicted to this song recently.
As usual, Taylor Swift is great at composing songs with nice lyrics.
I wanna learn playing the guitar~! Who's gonna buy me one? T-T
I'm currently broke. Okay, not exactly broke but I want too many things!
I want a keyboard too! Any volunteers? T-T
And I can't play them well.. I doubt any sane person will get me one..
But it's so cooool~ >o<

Anyway, what am I going to do with myself?
Whenever I see people my age doing things that I can't possibly do now..
(Like celebrities working their asses off, for example)
I feel so useless and restricted! Why~? ToT
I, obviously, hate this feeling. A LOT.
Useless me. I need to become more mature and find my way in life.

But first, I need to conquer the exams and projects and tasks and SSM tests..
Oh gosh, I hope I can lift the plates up by now.. I haven't been practicing.. 
Who am I kidding!? Why would I be able to lift them up when I haven't been practicing?! Oh no..
Shall I do push ups? Or get dumb bells? I heard Changmin put duumb bells into his bags to train his body.
Should I do that too?? >o<
No! I'm not a guy! I shouldn't be playing around with dumb bells like that! 
But it doesn't sound like a bad idea actually..
WAIT! STOP!
Why am I talking to myself like this? =.=

Alright, this was a short break. Back to work! 
I don't know what else to do.. Which is why I'm blogging when I have nothing useful to say in the first place.
OH, maybe I do.
I organized my wardrobe again! It's wayyyy nicer this time I swear! ^-^
And I hope it doesn't get messy again.. :/
Time to iron my blazer! There's a symposium tomorrow morning! 
Can I not gel my hair? Pretty please? 
:'/ 

- ^-^ Someone who likes the rain yet runs away from it..  (Oh my.. What am I gonna do~?)

I really like the rain. My mood gets better ^-^ 
All smiles~

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