It's my off day again.

I met a really anal man on the bus. (Sorry for the foul language). He's a 'typical Singaporean' kind of man with a huge dash of anal-ness in him.Why?
Well... I don't know if it was his fault or my fault. Maybe it was mine. But he made my day just a little not-so-awesome so it's his fault. I'm unreasonable like that. Mehrong~

I had my earphones on and a drink with me. Let me describe my drink. To me, it's F&N Grape from Yoshinoya. To others, it's just an unknown plastic bag of something with a little bit of straw sticking out. Yes,I wrapped it up so 'nicely' with my ultra awesome wrapping skills. No one can ever tell if it's a bottle/can or whatever. And this man... Well... Let's call him... This man. 

This man came and sat beside me. The bus turned into the interchange, I estimated, 40 more seconds before we all alight. I took a sip of my drink. He actually told me ''You're not supposed to drink this on the bus".
The FIRST thought in my mind was ''This man is not married". The following thoughts are things like "Nosey old man/ Get a life/ Anal Singaporean". I didn't cuss at him in my mind okay. It was only a simple comment from him. Alright, I might have cuss at him in Korean. But no one needs to know that anyway >.<

Seriously? 40 seconds. Can I spill my drink in 40seconds? Come on, man. I know it's LAW to not consume food or drinks in the bus. But this is not a hard rule. I've seen people eating icecream on the bus. The bus driver knows it. What the problem? If you're afraid I'll accidentally spill on your... whatever brand dress shirt and blazer, don't sit beside someone with a beautifully wrapped up drink. I'll make sure to ruin your clothes. Simple  /sarcasm level max

Also, I do believe it impossible to spill a drink that you can run with. Heck, I ran for the bus with that drink and no spillages. What makes you think that I'll spill the drink with just a single sip. I'm thirsty okay! Can't a human drink water?! Pssh. Oh, side note, please go wash your face. Your face looks extremely oily. You probably bother others too much to not notice yourself. /I'm mean like that

Anyway, the first impression he gave me was that he's single. And my first impression on him was probably some law breaking criminal that drinks on the bus. Yeah, Imma bad ass yo~
Erhemhem back to topic. I don't ever believe any girl will date him. I mean.. It will be so tiring right? You have to abide by the rules ALL THE TIME and he doesn't even look like he can make a joke. You can't ever jaywalk cause you'll be fine and then you'll have to take the overhead bridge. You can't... I don't wanna think about it anymore! Oh gosh.. If you have a wife/girlfriend, good luck. Not all rules are hard and fast. If you don't bend some of the ones that doesn't matter, where the fun in life? You might as well go be a... erhemhem /coughs. slave /coughs. dog  /coughs  Yeah. That's all! 

 I finally bought the Biore Marshmellow facial wash thing that I want to try! The salesperson said it good for my skin cause it's for dry skin people. Yes, my skin is dry. This better work. Then she helped me choose six hydrating masks cause my skin is dry. Hah. So easy to buy products. My skin is nothing else but dry so everything I get is hydrating and milky. Even the sunblock I bought is milky formula. /vain me
Shall I introduce masks? I think I shall do just that. HOLD ON! /runs to grab masks...
 BACK~!

 First three are from Korea. I heard Skinlite is a good brand.The small packets are facial masks in liquid form. I got it for the flavors. The natural olive one is for hydrating. I don't know if oily face people can use olive oil, but I do know olive oil is definitely good for dry face people ^^

Oh, do you know that female hormones only produce dryness? So if you're female and your skin is oily, you have a good amount of male hormones in you as well. HAHAHA

 

The rest are from Taiwan. All hydrating. Okay, the snail one... eww right?

I will try it and tell you how it feels.  I hesitated to buy it cause snails are disgusting! >-<

Bye~! ^^

some coincidences are so scary I wanna go on a rampage and kill everyone. so scary right? That's how scary the coincidences are. But, case closed. Because... chingu aniya~

I'm having lunch now. I think my stomach's a blackhole today. I'm still hungry...

Ballad for a tiring day with no proper dinner..

Good night~ ^^
Sidenote: Aaron Yan is one of my 'boyfriend'. Heh. He's just super low profile in my life.

Oh... I forgot to remove my makeup before washing my face. Dear face, please do not rot tomorrow. I still have to meet people you know. And I haven't found a boyfriend yet.. So.. yeah please.
Since it's another post... I shall post a song then. 
A short song review, I guess. 
Yes I know it's a Christmas song. Christmas is long over and still far away. But there's no restrictions right? I can listen to Christmas songs during CNY and no one can stop me! Muahaha~~
No, that's not my purpose in posting this song.
My main point is- Why does Youtube users comment and say that their pronunciation is good? Honestly, I don't understand anything they're singing. And yes, it's in English. I only understood random parts like 'It's lovely weather for a sleigh ride with you', 'lovely jingling ... twinkling' , 'birds of a feather'. No No No.
This is definitely not GOOD ENGLISH. 
But this is a cute song. Wait, all Christmas songs are cute.
Why can't CNY songs be cute too? 
All I hear in CNY songs are chiang! chiang! ching! ching! chong!
/not very cute isn't it?     

Okay... I'm blogging at this ungodly time because my hair is wet and I can't sleep.  I'll probably get indigestion tomorrow morning if I sleep with a bloated stomach. Yeah, I had late dinner at Macs. I feel so awkward sitting alone.. Well, at least I filled my stomach. Anyway, lazy Sunday wasn't all that terrible. My team members are pretty friendly and funny so it's all cool. Even my supervisors are rather cool people. So.. I'm kind of chill right now. Not stress or anything. Still, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow because I hate waking up early in the morning. I think morning is the best time to sleep in. The sunlight.. Ah so warm~ /yawns  Yeah, so.. it's just the mornings. I don't hate my intern job or anything. Nothing personal! ^^

The guys in the store insisted that I wasn't chinese. I mean.. I do have a chinese name yeah? And I'm pretty sure XinYee doesn't sound like a Korea or Jap name. Okay, first things first, I'm flattered /blush
Looking like a Korean or Japanese is a good thing right?  But if they started fighting about my nationality and both of them are equally wrong.. There's something wrong. This person even went to check my roster to confirm my name. Sigh... Why would I lie? Gosh.
Thank you feminine features, and no thank you. /contradicting mind

Uh... Mummy went for a holiday (WITHOUT ME!) so I'm left alone with Daddy at home.. Alright, I wasn't home today so Daddy was home alone (lonely old man). I didn't have a guitae stand yet so I left it on my bed in case my dad mops the floor and it gets wet and then my guitar strings will rust. /Oh, the implications~  And then, I almost flipped when I got home. Well, not angry, just a little speechless. My guitar was partially wrapped up with my blanket and my craftholic doll was thrown over it. Just... speechless. So much for wanting to 'protect' my guitar from harm. Now I have to tune all over again... T^T   I hate tuning! But recently I don't even have time to practice.. I can't do it at night cause my neighbors will probably call the police. Yeah :/  Being my neighbour is not easy, really. I make a lot of noise. (But their dog barks at the most random hour! Like 2am! Which dog does that?! You're supposed to be sleeping! Dogs...)

Uh.. Nothing else.
Let's end the day here then. I'm just gonna sleep with damp hair. I don't care anymore!
Gaaaah~



Gaaaaaaahhhhhhh~ /yawns

Normally, I will start the day with a ballad cause it's soothing. But let's change the routine this morning with a upbeat song. Uh...let's begin with Beast's midnight? Suddenly I can't rem the title. Anyway, I'm up so early on a lazy sunday. Yes, it's lazy sunday. Not happy or whatever. Because sundays are always slow and boring. Sigh, work on a sunday. /pouts

It's been a while since I've done a song recommendation, so... here I am ^^
I'm a fan of One Piece (tho it's obvious since I've been talking about it quite often..my bad)
Well, for those who know nuts about OnePiece, it's one of the longest running manga/anime series!
Some people hate it cause it's inhumanely long. Some love it (like me) cause there's a different story plot at every different island they visit and there are tons of interesting(but ugly) characters in the anime. Some argue that the manga is better than the anime cause the anime cuts out lots of parts.. Hmm I don't really care tho. I mean, how naggy you want the show to be? It's only 20minutes for each episode and how much details you want them to include?  Geee
Oh, the anime changes theme song every..uh... different series? No, not exactly series.. Like whenever they feel like it. Every 50-100 episodes? Something like that.. Why? Is the number of episodes scary? Nah, you haven't hear the full number yet. /smirks
It's currently stopped at 600+ episodes and still on going. I'm at 400+ episodes now. hehehe ^^ But I've been watching it for almost 2 years. Damn my patience. It's really fun to watch tho.
But I can't watch it recently. After work, I don't even want to do anything. (although I say I'm full of energy..) By the time the video is done loading, I'll probably be asleep. Hah.
Anyway, the song. Bon Voyage? It really fits the show.
Enjoy~

Good day people~ ^^

I'm lazy to eat normal food for lunch so I'm gonna cook rice cakes.

It's really filling. Those small pieces of flour based things... End product looks plain because I didn't add anything else inside. I wanted to add an egg originally but I ran out.. T^T 

It's really easy to cook. Like 'cooking for dummies'. Yeah >-<

 Chef Trecia~ ^^ 

/Ignores the bed hair & uneven eyes

 Of course, must ennjoy life a bit and sip on tea. 

Yijingie gave me this for my bday. It's not bad.

I'm becoming a fan of tea recently. Partly cause it's good for health too!

Drink tea after meals everyone~! ^^

Oh yeah~
Taiwan rations in the bag. The one big bag of mochi, jelly, pudding, seaweed.

And a random strawberry jiuce pack I found. It's so funny to be drinking juice directly from a flimsy packet. I'll try that later on... It's for tea break.

 

Enjoy the day everyone~

Happy~ Today is a happy day~

Not most of it though, because... as much as POS is important and we're having a test soon, it was hella boring! Like really very extremely boring. Until we got to the shop and tried it out with real guests. Yeah, that part was fun.

Since when did I become such a.. uh... people-oriented person?

Trecia has an internship disease! The horror~ 

Hehe Anyway, today went well, I should say ^^

Even though I couldn't go home earlier, at least I met some of my colleagues. They seem friendly ^^ Which is such a blessing~! And part of the reason why I'm so happy! ^^

/rainbow smile for everyone

I like my assistant store manager? I don't really know her position. And one random casual staff who chatted with me for a while. She was previously an intern too, I found out. Yay~

Hmmm...

I have an off day tomorrow.. So I'll probably go out to grab food and then bunk at home to read my books. Or watch One Piece.. Yeah, that should take up the whole day.

Oh, sad news. I was supposed to go for a holiday to Malacca with my family this weekend..

But I have work on Sun and they'll only be back by Mon.. So I can't go! T^T

See?  I sacrificed so much for my education!

It's been soooooo long since I've travel somewhere further than Malaysia, JB.

I wanna ride a plane! 

Oh oh! There's a Toy Story Land in HongKong!! ^^

It's new I think. It looks super cool and I love Toy Story!

I mean, who doesn't like Toy Story? It's everyone's childhood movie!

Maybe except for the millennium babies?

The first movie of Toy Story was out in the 1990s. 

I feel so old suddenly... Although 1994 babies are still considered young.

One more year to 20~ I don't wanna grow up!

But I want a stable, fun and interesting job with high pay. Guess I'll have to grow up..

Let's not talk about such stressful things!

I need a bath... A super hot bath & soak my feet in hot water.

And put a mask later. AH~ Good life eh?

(You wish! I've been under the sun, here there and everywhere in USS!)

Anyway, ^^ rest well everyone!

Tomorrow is another day. And hopefully it'll be good too ^^

/tons of positive energy but not sharing

Bye~!

/too much energy, ought to share

 

 

 

Credits to owner! ^^ Thankyouverymuch.

 

 

This was taken in DBS Bank, just for fun. Not exactly in the merriest mood considering that I just had the worst haircut experience of my life! Yes, I'm annoyed. /Brings out Pierrot  /JYJ glares  /hides
Yes, I cut my hair again. To shoulder length. Because my hair ends are rather dry. It looks okay to others but to me, nah. My hair must be smooth and silky and soft. My beauty standards are normally quite high. Yes, I'm getting vain too. >-< 

I was out at Bedok Interchange shopping for necessities. Shampoo, snacks a lot of Taiwan snacks- mochi pudding seaweed more pudding jelly candy, toothpaste and such. /sulks 
When I have an off day, I'm out necessity shopping. There's no meaning to life anymore. I'm kidding~ Back to the story!

I wore a cap out today because I woke up at noon and my mom had an off day too (she didn't tell me) and she was blowing her hair and dressing up. I thought she was gonna go out to buy food. Mommy is vain too, she needs to dress up and wear jeans just to go buy food. hehe
I didn't wash my face, thinking I'll go shower later on. So I clipped up my fringe and put on my nerdy glasses and started clearing up my messy desk. Suddenly, my mom shouted ''Time to go!" 
My reaction :OOOOOOO  Go where?!  She didn't even tell me we were going out to eat. Gee
So, in five minutes, what the hell can I do? Wash face, dress up and grab a cap! Yeah. So my hair, needless to say-really no need to even think abt it, was messy as hell. Totally bed hair under a cap.

Normally, when you go into a salon with messy hair, the hairdresser will wet it first, blow it dry before cutting it for you. This aunty hairdresser did not do any of the above! I wanted to cut the length of my hair too, so that's fine. She merely asked me how short I wanted it to be. I said "shoulder length" and even indicated the length I wanted. She started cutting. 

The fastest haircut ever, I would say. In around 8minutes, she was done. When she showed me through the small mirror, it was still rather long. And it looked kind of weird so I thought she was just asking me if the shape is okay. I didn't say anything, I think. Then, she asked me if there's anywhere else I'll like to cut. My fringe.

One point to add: I clipped it up so when I let it down, it was in a weird parting. Plus the bed hair. So... it's quite messy.

Normally, in situations like that, when a customer want to cut bangs but her hair is in a weird parting, a NORMAL hairdresser will wet it and blow it into shape first. BUT NO. This crazy hairdresser combed it and started cutting. I stared at her through the mirror. No, wait! Actually, when I said I wanted to cut bangs, she stared at me like I was an alien and said my fringe is like a 'curtain'. My reaction:  >:(    It does not matter doesn't it? Even if my fringe is all the way to the floor, I want bangs, you better cut it for me. I'm a paying customer! Insane. She is insane. 
She went ahead to cut it, with my 'curtain' fringe. I stared at her like she has 3 thousand pimples popping out on her face (bad description...). My thoughts: ''You can cut bangs when my fringe is in a mess? You can see how it's gonna turn out to be? Even I can't see exactly how long it's gonna be! So you think it's gonna be straight when you're done? What the hell are you doing?''
Yes, I thought a long paragraph of cuss words too. Shall not reveal my evil thoughts.
The worst has yet to come, people. (The angel side of me reframed the evil&normal side of me to punch her. Such an angel~)

My mom decided it was not short enough and ask to trim it shorter. Guess what she said?
"My job is already done. If you want shorter, you'll have to pay double"
Our reactions: /blank    I even gave her a loud "HUH?!"
I wasn't even out of the chair yet! And I didn't said "Okay, your job is done" or "Okay, it's fine" or "Okay, enough" or "I don't want it any shorter". I didn't say anything! And she wants to charge me double for a job undone and for a job not done well? INSANE.
The length wasn't even close to the length that I indicated. Such a liar, her. The laziness. 

So, I just said "Orh" and got out of the chair. Man, normal hairdressers will brush/blow the tiny hairs off your face after cutting fringe, she did not do that. It's fine. There's a funny part too. The cashier asked us if we wanted to apply for membership. My mom turned to me for an answer. My answer was a loud "NO, for what" Never am I going back to this lousy salon with half-assed hairdressers! The shop was empty because 3pm was a weird timing to cut hair and yet, no one wanted to do it properly? Business don't come from the sky you know. You gotta work to earn it. How I wish I could lecture them..

But, stupid me, in a foul mood, still thank her. A rather scornful and monotonous thankyou, but I still said it. Her reaction: /nothing.    It makes me angry. I take my words back! 
I'm never going back. Like ever. /in Taylor Swift's song style

Well... to avoid another victim, I did not happen to know that the shop's name is called Salon 101. And I also do not know that in case I got the name wrong, the whole salon is in black and red and I also do not know that their uniforms are black polo tees with red collar. And I also do not know that it is located in Bedok Interchange, somewhere near Watsons. I did not happen to notice that the insane hairdresser has short hair and wears a white hairband.

I swear I did not encourage people not to visit on purpose. I am perfectly innocent~ 

Good day everyone! ^^

Oh my god. I just went to read my blog posts all the way back to 2008 when I created a blog out of boredom. I can't stand my own way of typing and the singlish. Oh, the lingo & singlish horror. Last time when I was sec 2, 2008, still a kid then, thought it was cool, typed every blog post like tis which is so freakin annoying la. like everything hor, also sound so dumb and Singaporean-ish street gangster n i spell lyk I don noe how to spell correctly n nv study eng b4 leh, must use weird weird spelling which I dun even understand a single ting i was tryin to say lor. (I can't continue on...)

Oh my gosh, what was wrong with me last time?
The nightmare. People, please do not attempt to read your posts which are posted 3 years before you start to mature. You will puke blood. A lot of blood. The sight won't be pretty. I'm sure we all love pretty sights right? So don't read okay.

Glad I grew up. Phew~ 
/raise wine glass
Imma classy woman now~ Rawr~


 

Internship started for two days already! ^^
Well, nothing much was done cause it is still the induction week. So I'm still all hyped up and eager. Three months down the road, my blog post will be sth like : ''urgh... I'm so tired... My legs hurt..'' HAHA Let's pray that that's not the case yeah? :p
Must be positive! Wahahaha~ Anyway, I have an off day tomorrow! But I'll be working on Sat. Which means I can't go for the Malacca resort trip. Which means I will never be able to travel with my family for the next 6 months. Which means I can't visit my ill uncle. Which means I have to apologise to my uncle. Which means I have to explain to my aunt who keeps insisting I can take leave. Which means I'm in deep trouble. Such implications just for a Sat. Ahhh~! For the sake of my education (and a good first impression), I will forfeit my long awaited trip...  /sulks

BUT I had a good dream last night ^^ (Alright, I admit. The transition is horrible. Sue me then)
Why was it a good dream? Because, Jaejoong is inside! The entire night! Not as a 'calefare' but the main. Together with YJ of course. Guys, it's Yoochun and Junsu not YunJae. Thankyouverymuch.
JYJ is JaejoongYoochunJunsu. So, YJ is ChunSu okay? My theory here~

Anyway, we were all friends? Like in the same school but they were old enough to be celebrities, like around 24 at least and I'm still stuck in my 18/19 years. Hah. They were my seniors in the same CCA or sth, I can't rem. And my friends in that school, Yijingie I rem clearly and some other random primary school friends and such. I had a crush on Jaejoong in my dream. A major crush. So my 'kind' friends decided to help me match-make. I can't reveal if it worked, you'll find out later on. (In case Jae fans decide to kill me in my sleep so I can't ever dream of Jae anymore. Oh the horror. I'll try to be discreet)

And then, they were discussing about their plans right in front of me! Like I'm deaf! Oh gosh, so not secretive. Such great friends I have. So, I heard (obviously) and stalked them to the shopping street that they were supposed to meet Jaejoong to talk to him. I watched from afar though, so I didn't know what they said. Then, they not-so-discreetly discussed in front of me the success rate of their plan. (Gosh, these people) And I heard something like 'he will consider'. I think I'm quite deaf in my dream. I mean, I'm right in front of them, at the same table and all I heard was this sentence. How deaf am I? >-< 

Somehow or another, I followed JYJ to their commercial filming site as an audience and helper to guard their bags. (What~?! Am I a maid!?) Anyway, there were no fans around so I'm safe. Not attacked by crazy people. After it ended, they went back to their apartment and I followed. (Don't ask me why) Yoochun and Junsu immediately when to watch TV (YooSu bonding time?) and Jaejoong and I ate cold soggy nuggets that I bought. (Ewww I cold hate soggy nuggets) But we were apparently quite close, cause the living room is super big. Got a few sofas, a big in the middle of nowhere, beans bags and such. I was sitting on a huge beans bag and Jaejoong was munching on cold soggy nuggets(EWW) and he sat down on the same bean bag as me (It is that huge to fit two!) but I bounced off. (P.S He is heavy) You know, the bean bag effect if someone jumps on it? You will fly off. So I flew off and he laughed. Stupid man eating cold soggy nuggets. Yes, I have sth against cold soggy nuggets.(Say it in a bimbo way, it sounds funny) Oh, why was I at their apartment? I also don't understand why. Cause we're supposed to eat cold soggy nuggets together? I don't know. That's just dumb. But he's my senior in school so I think it's alright... (No, 3 guys and a girl in a house is not alright, TreTre)

Ah! I think I got angsty after eating cold soggy nuggets so I kinda complain+sulk+pout+whine+wail+emo over our huge age gap and about how I don't stand a chance with him. (Was I drunk on nuggets? Or were the nuggets drugged?)  He laughed (stupid!Grrr Was it funny?) and sort of hugged me from the side (I literally choked on nuggets in my dream) and said that it's okay he doesn't mind. Imagine my expression. One thought: HEAVEN >o<  The YJ were peeping at us (Watch your TV, guys!) BUT, my mom appeared suddenly, looking for me cause it was late and I'm still not home yet. She literally barged into the apartment like she owns the place and ask me what I was doing there. I wanted to introduced my seniors to her, BUT JYJ turned into wolves. Furry yet scary fierce looking wolves. Sitting there, staring to us. My mom wasn't freaked out, maybe she couldn't see them. But I certainly did. My Jaejoong (potential boyfriend) turned into a wolf! And he looked the fiercest some more. I should had fainted instead. Really. My mom dragged me away. 
I don't know what happened to JYJ after that. BUT it was still a good dream. The Jae in my dream seemed so real. Like the real deal. The clothes, way of talking, laughter, everything was so like him. (We all know he's not as angel as he appeared to be tho) Awesome dream. Any dream with Jae inside is awesome. Unless it's a dream about breaking up, fighting, him having another girlfriend, dying. Yeah, definitely no dying allowed. Which reminds me... How on the world can some people spell dying as dieing?! Doesn't it look funny? >-< Sorry, random thought. I meant no harm. My spelling skills isn't fantastic as well... /shrugs

My eyes were clear that day so I took a picture. I don't know what I meant by clear by the way. It just looks...bright? Ignore the eye bags. They're unremovable. And I do lack of sleep sometimes. I have millions of things to do at night but nothing to do in the day. What's wrong with me... 

Should I grow out my fringe? 
I should get my eyebrows trimmed again. It's growing a little too well. I want straight brows but so far no one can get it right for me.
See the right eye? (this picture is inverted so the right eye is literally the eye on the right side)
There's a missing eyelash which will never grow out again cause of an eye infection ages ago. It makes my eye look tired/sleepy. I need a eyelash implant? Maybe when I get older. It's hard to apply mascara with a missing eyelash.
See my cheeks? There's a line on each side, Like the smiling line or sth... I shouldn't smile too much right. Later my cheeks sag.

Sigh. Vain girl problem. Other than that, I'm satisfied with my face. (Maybe my nose can be sharper. And I ought to remove my black heads too)

Good night~! ^^

今天我要用华文讲话应为我要troll大家！
可是华文很难，真不好玩。 uh。。。
就这样，拜！^^
/好尴尬喔
As expected, chinese is not my forte anymore.
 

I said no songs but that doesn't mean no videos~ Ahahaa~
Okay, this one. Well, no one does a video as carelessly as them.
Or perhaps they planned it this well since it's cut and edited. Idk~
But enjoy. 
Happy white day! 
I'll wait for Black Day and eat Jajjangmyun and mope.
JYJ- So childish in their late twenties. What's wrong with Junsu?

A proper update of my life before I disappear for internship which I am not really looking forward to suddenly... (The HR dept needs some improvement)

ANYWAY~ 

My current favourite dessert.

I think it's rather healthy.

There's glass jelly, tapioca, sweet potato, uh... all sorts of potato like stuff, pearls...

It's quite filling too. No one person can finish all. But it's so good ^^ 

 Try try! ^^ Super popular in Taiwan. Recommended for sunny days.

Oh, it's called Black Ball btw. There's an outlet in Bugis Plus.

(I still prefer Iluma better. What the hell is Bugis Plus?)

Proof that I bought a I album! ^^

My first album in years. Jaejoong should be thankful. I boost his sales.

The pictures are all cool. I can't say manly or handsome. But just cool.

Yeah... >-<   VAMPIRES~

The Chinese New Year.. Uh... Don't know what this is called... Which I forgot to post. Yeah...

I finally got to eat this after two years? I can't rem. But it's doesn't taste as good as I rem.

It has far too much ginger inside! (And many other weird stuff)

My dear Maknae-Rina.

Well, let's just say that the maknae will forever be maknae. 

Although a few months doesn't really count.. I'm still the Unnie!

My Yijingie~ This one... Another crazy Dongsaeng. But more sensible and hot-headed.

The problems of an Aries... Sigh

HAHAHA Do I look like the maknae instead?

I'm definitely the maknae in terms of height..

That is just not applaudable.

Was this taken on the same day as the previous pic? I don't rem....

But I don't rem wearing a red shirt when I.. hmm doesn't matter.

I'm so fair~ Maybe it's the lighting.

My best friend of all time~ 13 years already? Gosh. 

We're an old couple already if we got married. Probably 40+. hehe

Little pancakes serve really little and cute pancakes. Check it out~! ^^

Chick & cheesy?

Strawberry & me

Food food~

Some weird camera function... Smiling fail. I fail at selcas.

Another fail. I can't find the correct angles... Which resulted in pics like that. 

Oh well  /shrugs.

As expected, makeup does not make my eyes look bigger.

I fail in being girly. FAIL~

Maybe the dress and my face pass off as girly.

It's enough right?

Good night everyone!

I'm lazy to post a song today.

Another Junsu wave!

/Junsu glares & ignores

Aww, Junsu does not entertain anymore.. Fine!
We still have a friendly one..
  /Jaejoong-not-so-friendly-mood
Ookay...I take back my word. I guess.. that'll leave me with no choice...
Let's just go to sleep.
/Changmin agrees

P.S My three fav in DBSK. I'm not biased! Bleh~
 (Credits to tumblr..? Uh, to those who created these GIFs, Thankyou! ^^)

So rude. Oh my god, I will die from anger.
Isn't it basic respect to listen when an elder is talking. That courtesy and the purpose of visiting right? But no, you're dozing away. What kind of role model are you? Sigh I'm almost an adult but I don't understand them. Their own little delusions of good behaviour are just of sayings and beliefs. No one ever actually sets an example. I don't understand. If a person can angry die, I would have been already dead.

I have a creepy dream last night! And I jumped awake twice. Thought my heart stopped. Which it actually did, for maybe a millisecond. Okay.

(sidenote: I found an ulcer T-T)

It started off pretty normal. I was wearing my uniform which I do not have one in real life, and chased after my bus which goes to TP and TP does not have uniforms. I helped a kid paid for his bus fare since the bus driver was pretty anal about the short of money and he's a kid! Goodness sake, let the kid go. Pssh. And I sat beside this person which I was thought was a guy, but she turned out to be a girl that recognized me. I don't even know who she is. We alighted at the same stop and become friends that easily. Okay, our destination unknown, but it was a long walk to somewhere. Fields around, like huge gigantic patches of fields where the grass is taller than everyone else and we have to walk through it. And there were no directions to follow and the girl disappeared! Yes, she disappeared! I blindly followed this little path and ended up at a junction. Go straight, I'll be heading straight into the fields, which looks like it goes on forever. Turn right and there's a little park place with benches. Of course I'll head for the park! It looks millions of times safer than the field! Too much horror movies? hehe

 It was the right choice obviously. I saw my long time good friend and Yunho... Wait, all of DBSK was sitting on a bench, with the exception of Jaejoong. This couldn't be a better dream. Hah. Surprisingly, I was so shy in my dreams, I dare not approach them. After staring of quite some time, I realised that I was still looking for my missing friend. So I ran around like a lunatic trying to find her. And the problem is I don't even remember her name. How to find? >-<

Anyway, Junsu was all over the place too, looking for something or just blocking the way. I don't know. Of course, I couldn't find her cause I was pretty sure she's in the never ending field that I dare not step into.
Someone got lucky. Muahaha I heard Junsu rolling on the ground and mumbling about the lost Jaejoong, so I asked him to go to the field with me. Kind person, agree. The field was scarier than I imagined and the scarier thing is, Junsu disappeared! I was sure he was behind me, then he disappeared when I turned around. I become a lunatic again, dashing out like a bull and straight to the confused trio of YunChunMin, trying to explain what happened to them. Luckily, Yoochun understands English! Thank god for that. And they said Jaejoong didn't come back after taking a nap in that field. (Who does that?!)

I don't know what happened afterwards cause I was pretty much awake. But I think we really did find Jaejoong sleeping somewhere in between the grass and there was this weirdo demon girl or something sitting on him. Yeah, poor Jae. What a bad place to sleep in.

Anyway, let me continue.
I forgot about the three confessions thing in my previous post!
I shall do it now before I forget again.
1. I have a shoulder blade more prominent than the other. That is why from the left side, I look like I have good posture. But from the right, I look like I'm slouching. I'm not! T^T
2. Sometimes I get so lazy, I don't wash my face before I go to bed. Or right after I wake up.
3. I ironed half my clothes yesterday cause I was bored of watching dramas. There was nothing to do. Total quantity ironed: 7 dresses & 16 shirts. Number of times burned by hot water: Once.

I'm so awesome~ ^^ (Cause it's already past noon and I just finished my breakfast...)
Shall I introduce a song again? I think I shall.
OST from KO One II
It's a pretty good song. A short preview:

Jaejoong's Kiss B.
It's rated M18. haha Not really. Just don't read too much into it.
It means exactly as it is. It's so straightforward that you don't have to guess what he means.
Not so innocent things. Kids, don't learn from him this time.
^^ Jaejoong fangirls might think the rap is the climax cause of the lyrics, and raps are normally the cool part. Well, sorry to say, considering the melody, the rap is really out of place. Flowsik is cool, but not for this song. If I were to consider the lyrics, then... well, the rap is totally... BLUNT.
If Jaejoong wrote this set of lyrics with LeeU, I will imagine the awkwardness of composing this song together. But then again, maybe it's fine for guys. (Since people like Jaejoong is so 4D, I guess he's cool with anything)  /shrugs.

Well, since I know what TP means now... Thanks to those curious and sharp fans that manage to dig it out although Jaejoong didn't want to reveal it. No wait, actually, he did reveal half of it and the rest just follows. Seriously, he doesn't know how to stop speaking. But, whatever the fans found, it might be wrong too. BUT. If you cross reference TP to the first line of the chorus.. It's another story.
Sometimes I really think, he is the death of a lot of people. (but that's a charm too)  /sighs.

Anyway, enjoy. Comparing it to Only Love, I like this song better. 


One thing I hate more than exams, are holidays. No, don't get me wrong. I like the free time and stress free days. I just hate having nothing to do. It's like I've lost my purpose of life. Sure, the first few days I was celebrating, watching One piece, eating, taking naps whatever time of the day I want. Then, watching one piece gets boring. Sleeping gets too... can't seem to fall asleep. Eating... I don't have a huge appetite. (Especially when my parents' culinary skills are so exceptionally lousy) Really, they get lousier by the day. I don't even see effort put in the food. How am I suppose to eat things that are.. anyhow..? And then... I don't get food. Mom goes out almost every single day, 'throwing' me at home. (Even though I kept asking her to bring me along jokingly) 

Alright! I have decided! It's not holidays that I hate! It's the loneliness! Yes, that must be it.
Oh gosh, imagine when I'm older.. Like 25 years old and I don't have a boyfriend and I have nothing to do on weekends. Oh, the horror! I'm going to the lonely to death!  /cries
But it's so ironic. I want a boyfriend and I don't want a boyfriend. At the same time.
Well... It's my fault. I don't make enough guy friends. I don't like cheesy mushy stuff. I don't do romantic. (All these are exceptional if they're done by Jaejoong) I think I just need Jae. End of story. The horror! It's so simple. /wails.  It's so damn hard. I can't even meet him! Why doesn't JYJ hold a fanmeet with only 20 fans?! Why~?  /because the company will be waiting backstage for them with guns.  Yeah.. that must be the reason.

Anyway, enjoy your day. I will just go and mope my day away. 
Bye~  /a Junsu is waving
That was not the wave you had in mind right? hahaha ^^ (I'm not funny like that...)