Internship started for two days already! ^^
Well, nothing much was done cause it is still the induction week. So I'm still all hyped up and eager. Three months down the road, my blog post will be sth like : ''urgh... I'm so tired... My legs hurt..'' HAHA Let's pray that that's not the case yeah? :p
Must be positive! Wahahaha~ Anyway, I have an off day tomorrow! But I'll be working on Sat. Which means I can't go for the Malacca resort trip. Which means I will never be able to travel with my family for the next 6 months. Which means I can't visit my ill uncle. Which means I have to apologise to my uncle. Which means I have to explain to my aunt who keeps insisting I can take leave. Which means I'm in deep trouble. Such implications just for a Sat. Ahhh~! For the sake of my education (and a good first impression), I will forfeit my long awaited trip...  /sulks

BUT I had a good dream last night ^^ (Alright, I admit. The transition is horrible. Sue me then)
Why was it a good dream? Because, Jaejoong is inside! The entire night! Not as a 'calefare' but the main. Together with YJ of course. Guys, it's Yoochun and Junsu not YunJae. Thankyouverymuch.
JYJ is JaejoongYoochunJunsu. So, YJ is ChunSu okay? My theory here~

Anyway, we were all friends? Like in the same school but they were old enough to be celebrities, like around 24 at least and I'm still stuck in my 18/19 years. Hah. They were my seniors in the same CCA or sth, I can't rem. And my friends in that school, Yijingie I rem clearly and some other random primary school friends and such. I had a crush on Jaejoong in my dream. A major crush. So my 'kind' friends decided to help me match-make. I can't reveal if it worked, you'll find out later on. (In case Jae fans decide to kill me in my sleep so I can't ever dream of Jae anymore. Oh the horror. I'll try to be discreet)

And then, they were discussing about their plans right in front of me! Like I'm deaf! Oh gosh, so not secretive. Such great friends I have. So, I heard (obviously) and stalked them to the shopping street that they were supposed to meet Jaejoong to talk to him. I watched from afar though, so I didn't know what they said. Then, they not-so-discreetly discussed in front of me the success rate of their plan. (Gosh, these people) And I heard something like 'he will consider'. I think I'm quite deaf in my dream. I mean, I'm right in front of them, at the same table and all I heard was this sentence. How deaf am I? >-< 

Somehow or another, I followed JYJ to their commercial filming site as an audience and helper to guard their bags. (What~?! Am I a maid!?) Anyway, there were no fans around so I'm safe. Not attacked by crazy people. After it ended, they went back to their apartment and I followed. (Don't ask me why) Yoochun and Junsu immediately when to watch TV (YooSu bonding time?) and Jaejoong and I ate cold soggy nuggets that I bought. (Ewww I cold hate soggy nuggets) But we were apparently quite close, cause the living room is super big. Got a few sofas, a big in the middle of nowhere, beans bags and such. I was sitting on a huge beans bag and Jaejoong was munching on cold soggy nuggets(EWW) and he sat down on the same bean bag as me (It is that huge to fit two!) but I bounced off. (P.S He is heavy) You know, the bean bag effect if someone jumps on it? You will fly off. So I flew off and he laughed. Stupid man eating cold soggy nuggets. Yes, I have sth against cold soggy nuggets.(Say it in a bimbo way, it sounds funny) Oh, why was I at their apartment? I also don't understand why. Cause we're supposed to eat cold soggy nuggets together? I don't know. That's just dumb. But he's my senior in school so I think it's alright... (No, 3 guys and a girl in a house is not alright, TreTre)

Ah! I think I got angsty after eating cold soggy nuggets so I kinda complain+sulk+pout+whine+wail+emo over our huge age gap and about how I don't stand a chance with him. (Was I drunk on nuggets? Or were the nuggets drugged?)  He laughed (stupid!Grrr Was it funny?) and sort of hugged me from the side (I literally choked on nuggets in my dream) and said that it's okay he doesn't mind. Imagine my expression. One thought: HEAVEN >o<  The YJ were peeping at us (Watch your TV, guys!) BUT, my mom appeared suddenly, looking for me cause it was late and I'm still not home yet. She literally barged into the apartment like she owns the place and ask me what I was doing there. I wanted to introduced my seniors to her, BUT JYJ turned into wolves. Furry yet scary fierce looking wolves. Sitting there, staring to us. My mom wasn't freaked out, maybe she couldn't see them. But I certainly did. My Jaejoong (potential boyfriend) turned into a wolf! And he looked the fiercest some more. I should had fainted instead. Really. My mom dragged me away. 
I don't know what happened to JYJ after that. BUT it was still a good dream. The Jae in my dream seemed so real. Like the real deal. The clothes, way of talking, laughter, everything was so like him. (We all know he's not as angel as he appeared to be tho) Awesome dream. Any dream with Jae inside is awesome. Unless it's a dream about breaking up, fighting, him having another girlfriend, dying. Yeah, definitely no dying allowed. Which reminds me... How on the world can some people spell dying as dieing?! Doesn't it look funny? >-< Sorry, random thought. I meant no harm. My spelling skills isn't fantastic as well... /shrugs

My eyes were clear that day so I took a picture. I don't know what I meant by clear by the way. It just looks...bright? Ignore the eye bags. They're unremovable. And I do lack of sleep sometimes. I have millions of things to do at night but nothing to do in the day. What's wrong with me... 

Should I grow out my fringe? 
I should get my eyebrows trimmed again. It's growing a little too well. I want straight brows but so far no one can get it right for me.
See the right eye? (this picture is inverted so the right eye is literally the eye on the right side)
There's a missing eyelash which will never grow out again cause of an eye infection ages ago. It makes my eye look tired/sleepy. I need a eyelash implant? Maybe when I get older. It's hard to apply mascara with a missing eyelash.
See my cheeks? There's a line on each side, Like the smiling line or sth... I shouldn't smile too much right. Later my cheeks sag.

Sigh. Vain girl problem. Other than that, I'm satisfied with my face. (Maybe my nose can be sharper. And I ought to remove my black heads too)

Good night~! ^^