HELLO I AM BACK!
HAHA Back with lots of capslock ^^

First, I wanna complain!!
JYJ NII fan event in Korea TODAY!
HoMin concert in Japan TODAY!
Where am I today? In Singapore!
Gosh, why won't they just come here already~!   T^T
I wanna see them... One of my korean colleague went back to Korea recently..
I wonder if she went for the fan even since she's a fan of JYJ.
Hehe I found a new best friend. Kekeke~
Seriously, JYJ fans are the kindest and cutest things ever.
They always donate rice and money to charity.
Why did I call them things anyway..? Hmmm  T^T

Oh yeah. I went to Muar on Saturday. It was an impromptu trip and I was dead tired.
I slept at 2am,which I didn't dare to tell anyone, and woke up at 5am.
Took bus all the way to woodlands and then another 1.5hour ride to Muar. Gosh
I'm such a... HOLY. I'm secretly a vampire. I don't need to sleep!!
Whatever   /rolls eyes at myself
Anyway, it was a good trip cause I met my cousins (LIKE FINALLY).
I'm not surprised when my baby cousin didn't name who I was.
But it's alright, you're not old enough to remember people who you don't see regularly.
I forgive you cause you're so preciously cute. But don't wear new year clothes when it's not CNY. It's pretty damn adorable but so funny. Baby cousin is so vain~

We went into the plantation/land/forest area that belongs to my grandma (THAT IS SO COOL I SWEAR. YOUR OWN PIECE OF LAND) and I got a bug bite =.=  Bummer
Now there's this bump on my arm and it makes me look like I have uneven arm muscles or something. Like muscles deficiency. Oh gosh, I'm scaring myself. Stop it!

About work... Well, same old things I guess. But I'm in a pretty good mood today so I smiled at everyone. Yeah, like everyone. Even those people that I don't usually like to entertain. But everyone was really nice today, so it's fine. Oh oh! Kids... Certain kids are just so rude. Give some respect to someone older than you, I'm not born to entertain your questions so don't act like I owe you an answer. Wow, it kinda rhymes. Hmmm

Oh, this Japanese man totally made my day. Made me so big-headed and boost my ego. Like those super boost in Super Mario or Temple Run. He bought something from me and then turned to me with a very serious expression, and very politely, he asked me "can I ask you a question?"
I honestly thought it was a grave issue or he's gonna scold me. Then he asked "where are you from?"
I answered SG, of course. With lots of hand gestures in case he doesn't understand me. And then he said "Oh really? You're very beautiful" I literally bowed at him. Well, a little bit and started grinning my head off. The first time someone said I was beautiful. Man, I'm really flattered. (But he's married with a kid... Awww) I've heard people use pretty or cute, but beautiful? It's the simplest word to describe something nice but no one ever used it. Nowadays, people use 'hot'. Like seriously? You make the person sound like a hooker or a clubber, or just a person with big boobs or nice figure. Yeah, hot doesn't seem like a compliment anymore these days. For a moment, I wanted to marry a Jap guy. But I'll probably have to use sign language with him.. So, nope.
Thankyou, Jap guest! Please visit again!

After work, I went for dinner and shop a little with Yvonne. We aren't really close but she's good company. Really easy to talk to ^^

My legs still feels of sunblock. It's so annoying. Makes my skin feels super dry and... itchy. Even shampoo can't wash it off. Is there a sunblock remover somewhere? T^T
I use it twice a week and.. my skin is really dry now. AND ITCHY! T^T
What should I do about the bug bite? Is it a spider or normal bug? Or ant bite?
I hope it's not poisonous..

Well... Good night~ ^^

I bought new boots and it makes me walk like a gangster. Don't ask me why cause I don't know...
Working in the service industry is good for people who has bad manners or are shy. You can't afford to be rude or soft spoken there. So, the now me is really... excessively friendly and polite. I don't even want to start on my stomach. It's a bottomless pit.
This is called 'poop hair'. Hahaha It looks cute (self praise) and I like it a lot. But my hair gets really curly afterwards. (Which is nice too. Curls~) I think my hair is turning brown again. I want red hair~! T^T

 My new hair cut! Yes, if you see someone that looks like me but not sure if it's me... It's probably me. My hair's short now. So.. If you see a short hair Trecia look-alike, say Hello! ^^ Heee
I thought my hair will be wavy when it's short.. But... It's so straight.. I can't...  /lost at what to feel

Anyway, good night!
A small popo to all
(I've been rather generous on popos recently. Verbal popos I mean)

So... work today was rather hectic. I blame the crazy people around.

First, a group of intimidating Indians came. They're all so tall and... yeah, sorry I'm not being racist, they smell of coconut oil? They were practically surrounding me. All over the place. If one asks me a question, the whole group of 6 will all crowd around. What? Never seen a Singaporean before? >-<  Gosh, I almost died of anger.

Partly cause they were so damn troublesome with all the redundant questions and secondly, they bloody spoke to me in Indian/Tamil. The hell am I suppose to understand your language? Then, even worse, when I don't understand them, they gave me this look that says I'm stupid. Oh please. Please, please please. Hold your horses! I'm WHITE. I'm hella WHITE okay? You can speak to me in Japanese, Korean, chinese, Cantonese, even Malay, I'll respond. But Tamil? No. Hell NO. Never in my life will I ever understand you. And then, they spoke to me in Tamil-grish, which isn't any better. To rest the case, I'm just annoyed. Cause they're just rude and ridiculous people. Just because these people got money... they think they can talk in Tamil to a Chinese.. Great.

And then, Chinese nationals. Oh gosh, another troublesome group. But they're alright. Cause I can understand them... Well... A little.. But MUCH MORE than Tamil. Yeah. Once again, redundant questions. Uh... There're no batteries in China? Or it is hard to buy? Or is it expensive? I don't know why they fret over batteries.. I mean, batteries are EVERYWHERE in SG.. So I really don't know. Hmmm yeah, maybe China doesn't sell batteries. 

My feet hurts. And I shall remove my Melody & Harmony cover. I listened to it again and realised it sucks. Well, my bad. I'll do a better one.

Good night crazy day. Please don't bother me again.

I hate melodrama because I hate to cry. But...
I miss you is so awesome! It has the best plot ever. Omg, the tears won't stop.
Trust me, from episode one.. The tears starts flowing. It didn't stop. I'm at episode 4 now. I think I cried for 4 hours already. Damn it. Really. Why does Yoochun chooses plots that makes people cry?
No wonder the show has high ratings. From rooftop prince to this... Oh why~
Anyway, watch it. It's pretty good.
The child actors are really good too.

Melody & Harmony -JaeChun
I love this song, so I have decided to come ruin it for you.
Haha I'm in a joyous mood cause The return of the JYJ is a great success.
I wonder why are many Japanese in SG these few days. You're missing out man.
Who would miss Tokyo Dome~! It's Tokyo Dome concert! I would die to go for any Tokyo Dome concert. Sigh. No fate.
Anyway, my cover. Not the best I can do with flu. But I tried and then got too lazy so it's like this. Haha I hope I don't spoil anyone's eardrums..  /depressed.
It's meant to cheer people up. Like... for any sad people around.
Live life happily. Smile~ ^^



(I didn't rap so there's no rap lyrics)
Lyrics:
Right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let's nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love

For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smiles

Keep loving, and keep walking,
We've been believing that we will be able to convey these overflowing feelings
Even before we were born, we knew that we would meet
And that we would be searching for our dreams together

The moment when we are able to compose the sparkling sound
We will be able to forget all the sorrow
Melody and harmony
You are always by our side
Giving us courage and hope

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me
You've taught me how to support each other, to watch over each other
And that I’m not lonely

The love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

My music is my life
For you, for you, smile
Because our hearts will link together
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever


Starting from here

Keep loving, and keep walking
We have been believing that we will be able to
convey these overflowing feelings

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me

The love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

Right now, somewhere, someone is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let's nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love


Haha Bye!  /too embarrassed

Time to state facts:

1. I currently have no interest in guys/man/boys. So keep away from me~! Whoever you are. Random people, random USS visitors who want photos(that was the picture taking thing that I forgotten just now), random passers-by, random guys. Whoever you are. I'll glare holes into you.

2. I'm not that patient and good-tempered when I'm ill. I don't like to talk much. So... don't talk to me. Unless it's an emergency. Non verbal talking is fine tho. My fingers are functioning perfectly.

3. Adding on to the no-interest-in-guys thing, it is not valid when it comes to people I like. Okay, let me list out the people I like, if you're not included, then too bad. I have no interest in you. So, the only guys that I will be interested in are OBVIOUSLY JYJ, HoMin, Eunhyuk, and maybe Kyuhyun (for Yijingie's sake if I wanna tease her). All other non-related people, please go away. 
(I gave up being nice...)

4. I never have an interest or believe in horoscopes or fortune telling or any of those superstitious things. So, even if I'm a Pisces, it doesn't mean anything. True, I like freedom like any other Pisces does, but I'm not your ordinary normal kind Pisces. I am not. I do things my own way using my brain. Not following or acting according to some dumb horoscope analysis. No way. 

5. This might be mean and reflects rather badly on me, but I will say it.
If you're a guy and you're not good looking or charming or exceptionally nice or tall with nice built, you won't catch my attention at all. Not even a glance. So... don't even think about it alright? I have unusually high standards for people(even tho I'm not that great myself), I might have been secretly a perfectionist.

6. I have good memory for remembering people's faces even though I won't even rem your names. Yes, even after a single meet, I will rem your face for life. So don't be surprise when I stare at you for 10 secs trying to rem your name. I probably won't go over and say hi tho. Trying to rem your name is just for my own amusement and test of memory power.

7. This is a new one. From now on, I will not accept any more phone calls from unknown or private numbers. So do not bother to contact me. If I don't save your number and accept your phone call, it simply means that you're not important enough to be included in my life and that I find you irrelevant. (Gosh, I'm mean like that. But I gotta protect myself first)

8. This is not a fact but a new finding: I finally understood why Jaejoong lost his temper. Finally~
It is totally relevant. Damn.

I hate it. Hate is a powerful word, but I'm using it. 
This is no fun.
I thought I was living life strict like Seohyun, playing by the rules.
But indeed, trouble finds its way to you. You need not search for it.
Since decoding messages are hard, and I used to type that way previously when I'm annoyed.
Let's try it again.

I'm in no position to lecture since I'm young and probably still clueless about a lot of thing. 
Literal and non-literal.
But one thing I'm certain of. Has always been the things I do.
I make sure I don't cross people's path. Do not agitate anyone for no reason.
Don't create trouble. But as said, trouble always finds its way in somehow.
Some, are just troublesome. No matter what you do, it's there. That stubborn belief.
What should I do? There's nothing to do.
Belief... It's a strong thing. Just like how Cassiopeia keeps on waiting for the masters to come home.
Waiting... It can be long or time. Everything takes time to solve. 
Even if it's not solved in the end, at least effort was put in.
Effort.. sometimes, just effort is not enough. Results are needed.
When results are not seen, one assumes that there is no effort.
That is unfairness. Unfairness is something no one can control or so anything about.
There is that everywhere. No one will be square and fair every second.
When there is something to protetct, you get defensive. You give in your all.
Did you stop and consider if it needs to be protected?
Perhaps letting it be injured will open its eyes to the truth.
Let the guilty one be revealed.
Let the foolish one learn.
But no, protecting is human nature. One cannot not protect. 
Everyone has to protect something. That's how people live.
Just like how God is protecting us. So much protection...

(Guess who taught me to talk like this? Yes, it none other than Jaejoong, the master of complicated messages)
A picture to end off. I was waiting for Yijingie to buy her food. How many nights ago was this?
Hmm...I wonder.
I think it's time to change url again. Ahappychange is getting old... Since I'm all changed already... perhaps I shall put is as ahappyperson. Hah, no, I will not reveal it yet.

Sometimes, I don't think before I speak. Just like this post. I'll probably regret it after. But now, it must be said.

 

Oh my god~! JYJ Tokyo Dome Concert is OVER~! 

Why wasn't I living in Japan?

Tokyo Dome concerts are the best ever. Oh my... Those lucky Japanese.

Now, all I can do is wait for the DVD to be released. Yeah..

So awesome~ Let me spazz for a while more 

/rolls around

The power of JYJ, do not doubt. Muahahha~

Okay, back to my life.

I'm off again today! What's wrong with my schedule...

The weather's been pretty inconsistent so I'm getting sick.

But it's better. I'm recovering fast. Just need to sleep more. Sleeping always helps.

My current intern job.. Well, no comments.

Not because it's no good. It's just that I have got nothing much to write on.

Nothing to comment on.. And I shouldn't make comments here anyway.

Must practice better self control here. Hehe

I can meet up with Yijingie on Tues cause we're both not working that day! Yay~ 

It's been ages. And that Rina-yah... We'll never get to meet up, I guess.

Her working schedules are way too fixed.. She's lucky in that way.

^^

I forgot what I originally wanted to say... Something about picture taking.. Well, whatever.

Let me play you a song then. Lee Hi- Young but a hella good singer. Gosh, she's so cute!
I love her voice ^^ YG Entertainment produces good songs for her. I approve! Hehee

Good day~! ^^

My nose is leaking, my throat is sore and my temperature is abnormally high. Guess this means that I'm ill. Annoying. I still had an OT despite the illness cause I counted money wrongly.. For two hours! The hell is that... Obviously, when I got home, I showered and immediately go to bed.

My assistant manager didn't really believe I was ill just because my temperature wasn't high enough to result in my body feeling warm. Alright. If I was warm enough, I'll probably be in ICU already. Not laughing about how I was feeling ill. Whatever. At least I'm not working today.

Good news. I finally met with Yijingie for dinner after internship started. It's been almost three weeks. Normally, we meet almost everyday. Almost. Like 2-3 times a week. Well... We're both working in Sentosa. It's just a 'so near yet so far' case. And our working hours and off days are totally different. So yeah.

Oh yeah. My super lengthy dream last night, which I couldn't rem anything except for me being in another dimension and searching for some people. Yeah. That's it. No point talking about it. It's too messed up and random.

Okay. I will go... watch one piece now. And sleep off my fever. Yeah...  Because of my internship, I've met many different kinds of people.. And.. some are just.. living with the wrong sets of values in life. That's all
Bye.