1. I currently have no interest in guys/man/boys. So keep away from me~! Whoever you are. Random people, random USS visitors who want photos(that was the picture taking thing that I forgotten just now), random passers-by, random guys. Whoever you are. I'll glare holes into you.
2. I'm not that patient and good-tempered when I'm ill. I don't like to talk much. So... don't talk to me. Unless it's an emergency. Non verbal talking is fine tho. My fingers are functioning perfectly.
3. Adding on to the no-interest-in-guys thing, it is not valid when it comes to people I like. Okay, let me list out the people I like, if you're not included, then too bad. I have no interest in you. So, the only guys that I will be interested in are OBVIOUSLY JYJ, HoMin, Eunhyuk, and maybe Kyuhyun (for Yijingie's sake if I wanna tease her). All other non-related people, please go away.
(I gave up being nice...)
4. I never have an interest or believe in horoscopes or fortune telling or any of those superstitious things. So, even if I'm a Pisces, it doesn't mean anything. True, I like freedom like any other Pisces does, but I'm not your ordinary normal kind Pisces. I am not. I do things my own way using my brain. Not following or acting according to some dumb horoscope analysis. No way.
5. This might be mean and reflects rather badly on me, but I will say it.
If you're a guy and you're not good looking or charming or exceptionally nice or tall with nice built, you won't catch my attention at all. Not even a glance. So... don't even think about it alright? I have unusually high standards for people(even tho I'm not that great myself), I might have been secretly a perfectionist.
6. I have good memory for remembering people's faces even though I won't even rem your names. Yes, even after a single meet, I will rem your face for life. So don't be surprise when I stare at you for 10 secs trying to rem your name. I probably won't go over and say hi tho. Trying to rem your name is just for my own amusement and test of memory power.
7. This is a new one. From now on, I will not accept any more phone calls from unknown or private numbers. So do not bother to contact me. If I don't save your number and accept your phone call, it simply means that you're not important enough to be included in my life and that I find you irrelevant. (Gosh, I'm mean like that. But I gotta protect myself first)
8. This is not a fact but a new finding: I finally understood why Jaejoong lost his temper. Finally~
It is totally relevant. Damn.
I hate it. Hate is a powerful word, but I'm using it.
This is no fun.
I thought I was living life strict like Seohyun, playing by the rules.
But indeed, trouble finds its way to you. You need not search for it.
Since decoding messages are hard, and I used to type that way previously when I'm annoyed.
Let's try it again.
I'm in no position to lecture since I'm young and probably still clueless about a lot of thing.
Literal and non-literal.
But one thing I'm certain of. Has always been the things I do.
I make sure I don't cross people's path. Do not agitate anyone for no reason.
Don't create trouble. But as said, trouble always finds its way in somehow.
Some, are just troublesome. No matter what you do, it's there. That stubborn belief.
What should I do? There's nothing to do.
Belief... It's a strong thing. Just like how Cassiopeia keeps on waiting for the masters to come home.
Waiting... It can be long or time. Everything takes time to solve.
Even if it's not solved in the end, at least effort was put in.
Effort.. sometimes, just effort is not enough. Results are needed.
When results are not seen, one assumes that there is no effort.
That is unfairness. Unfairness is something no one can control or so anything about.
There is that everywhere. No one will be square and fair every second.
When there is something to protetct, you get defensive. You give in your all.
Did you stop and consider if it needs to be protected?
Perhaps letting it be injured will open its eyes to the truth.
Let the guilty one be revealed.
Let the foolish one learn.
But no, protecting is human nature. One cannot not protect.
Everyone has to protect something. That's how people live.
Just like how God is protecting us. So much protection...
(Guess who taught me to talk like this? Yes, it none other than Jaejoong, the master of complicated messages)
A picture to end off. I was waiting for Yijingie to buy her food. How many nights ago was this?
Hmm...I wonder.
I think it's time to change url again. Ahappychange is getting old... Since I'm all changed already... perhaps I shall put is as ahappyperson. Hah, no, I will not reveal it yet.
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