It's been a long time since I've ever scolded/lectured someone. But today, tonight, I will lecture.
Brace yourselves. Here goes nothing.

A few weeks back, I have issues with certain paranoid people about certain issues. I'll be mute about it since I've promised. So this is all I will reveal. I just thought, I must be really unlucky to be involved in such matters. For I, Trecia, has no interest in relationship matters, now, in this current year. Maybe not even the following year till I'm 21. Yes, no interest at all. So I have no reasons to get involved with a boy or get close to one.

BUT, here comes the irony.

ONCE every month, starting from March, I've been accused of stealing/seducing/flirting other people's boyfriends. Gosh, haven't I made it clear that I have no interest in guys. I can even be considered asexual. Why the hell are people bothering me about such matters then?

I do not steal people's boyfriends. Because I simply do not like things that are already taken. I want full claim of my boy so I don't share. Not even a single bit. If he's yours, I'll stay away. Likewise, if he's mine, you better lay your hands off as well.

Also, I do not appreciate being called ugly names. Cuss words. Bad names. Whatever you call it. Of course, one would feel insulted right? You know how offended I was? I'm so free to seduce your boyfriend? I don't even have enough time to sleep. Damn it. Where do I find time to seduce your boy? Besides, if I have the ability to seduce people WHOM I DON'T EVEN KNOW EXIST, Jaejoong would probably already be mine. Understand? I am not interested in taken goods and I have no time for such games. My beauty sleep would be more important as compared to your disloyal boyfriend who is so easily shaken. Perhaps you should think twice about your relationship. You have a functioning brain right?

Perhaps I'm too attractive for normal humans. They just can't help but fall in love with me. If I say it like that, others will think I'm so full of myself. But then again, this seems to be the only comfort I can provide for myself in situations like this. I haven't done anything wrong. Why should I bear the sins of another sinner? Why should I live in fear of someone coming to get me? Like I've said, no time, no energy. I just hope for more sleep. The wish is simple. Get that into your brains already. NO INTEREST NO TIME.

I rest my case.

To that random vulgar girl who called me using a private number (in the middle of the night! I'm sensitive about sleeping hours) but text me using your phone number, well, you're not very clever. I have your number and you're from the same campus aren't you? I can easily find you, just so you know. But I won't waste my time trying to get a decent apology. You're not worth it. From just a few texts, I can already decipher the kind of person you are. Yes, I'm being judgmental but so are you. Playing nice doesn't seem to work anymore, does it? I've repeated myself so many times.

My Yijingie introduced this song to me today.
It's true. I might look all sweet and nice. 
But don't be fooled. You don't know what's going through my mind.
Don't love me so easily. Every rose has its thorns.
If it pricks you, it means you have crossed the boundaries.