The last submission was on Friday~ And presentation the following few weeks. But whatever. Presentations aren't difficult. I can just talk. I hate interviews tho. They're so awkward and you have to do all the talking. The last interview I did was for the tourism culture? And it sucked. It's the Singlish that pulled me down. Okay, I didn't talk in Singlish, but you know that sometimes we talk and naturally it will just come out? My tutor said I used too much 'like', I could have used 'for example' or 'such as' , but I used 'like'. Come on man, is this something to penalise me for?
Anyway, there's an individual assignment for Calculus tomorrow. Why the hell does Calculus need assignments for? It's just Math that doesn't make sense. Oh, I didn't fail Calculus btw. But the grades ain't good either.
So, these few weeks, many things happened.
1. Introduction to a new band
2. Realise that I should start learning how to cook
3. I need a new phone
4. My flu has recovered!
5. My groupmates realise that they shouldn't judge me based on my looks
Let me explain one by one.
Point number one:
I got to know a new Korean boy band- EXO. Yes, you'be heard it right. I'm lagging by a year since many girls are already 'married' to them and having their anniversary soon. Haha
Let me clarify this. From the beginning, I know them. I mean, how can you ignore a group that SME debut right? Groups from SME are usually attention catching and pretty damn good. (Like SNSD, DBSK, Shinhwa) I know them but I didn't like them. Cause I went to download their debut song 'MAMA', thinking that it was a TVXQ song. A very deep misunderstanding.
Besides, 'MAMA' is super scary. I was listening to it at night while walking home and I kept thinking someone was stalking me , so I kept turning around to check behind me. It was scary. (But the song is pretty catchy and I kinda like it now. The Chinese version).
Another reason why I didn't like them was because of their fans. Those young girls/kids are... KIDS. They are just plain obnoxious. I dont' know how fangirls can become the way they are. We're all humans right? How can you hurt people that you like? It doesn't make any sense. And they're rude to the other seniors, for example, Super Junior. Since EXO respect them, then as fans, you should too. It's basic manners. Oh well. I pity EXO for having such fans (speaking from previous DBSK experiences). Poor things. I still don't get why they still smile and wave at airports. They should just put on a pokerface so that fans will learn their place. Although it will bring in anti-fans. Well, life of an idol is tough...
I guess the reasons why I don't like them wasn't their fault. /shrugs
But it doesn't matter. Cause now I think they're a pretty cool group. Thanks to Growl & Wolf, which the song and dance I'm addicted to. It's totally my kind of thing. Well played, EXO.
I found a bias in that group too. His name is.... /drum roll
KRIS. (Was it expected?) haha
Yep, he's my new eyecandy. This is my favourite hair colour on him. It really suits him.
I like him cause Jaejoong is getting old. (Hah, I'm kidding. He'll always be number one in my heart!)
Kris is like a younger version of Jaejoong. Others don't feel that way, but it doesn't matter right? What matters is what I feel /evil laughter.
He's exactly the type of guy I like. Looks like a playboy and acts cool but is actually a dork and full of fail. Just like Jaejoong. But that Jaejoong is becoming naughty. Just... look at his concert videos and you'll understand. And both of them have tattoos, which is pretty cool, although I like Jae's tattoo more(the one on his chest and back only. The rest... with his birth dates & ChunSu names.. NO.)
Kris tattoo isn't ugly but it also not nice.. Well, I don't know if it has any meaning. I really doubt it.
Kris is the 'face' of EXO? I don't know, that what I've heard. But really, apart from his silly personality and height, his face isn't all that great. Sometimes, he looks really ugly, sometimes he looks so cool. He's ugly especially when he laughs. He kinda looks like Shim Changmin with the gummy teeth. But Changmin looks way better. Kris is ugly when he laughs. So he shouldn't laugh. /gets killed by Kris fans. I wonder if his nose is real cause it looks damn perfect on him. So proportionate. Yes, he's my new bias. What? You think I'm just gonna praise him? You're wrong. I normally bash my own biases. Cause that's the way I roll... like a buffalo /EXO fandom inside joke.
It's amazing how I can rant so much about how the person I like is ugly. What is wrong with me?
2. I need to learn how to cook. Yes, this is very important for my sanity.
My parents... they really can't cook. Okay, their cooking used to be nice. Like acceptable standards. I have no complains. And then... from when it started? Poly year 1? I've been eating horrible dinner and sometimes lunch. Let me explain why.
My mom... Ever since my uncle got diagnosed with cancer, she became a health freak. I don't blame her tho, since cancer is possibly hereditary. (he passed away tho.. I cried a buckets). Since then, she started cooking without oil, salt, sugar etc. I know it's supposed to be good for health. But really, the food has no taste. Problem is, she cooks dinner. I eat a lot during dinner cause that's when I'm the hungriest. (that's not true, I'm hungry most of the time. But whatever). I eat the most during dinner. And then, I see the food.. And I'm like 'Suddenly, I'm not hungry anymore'.
This is VERY BAD. Because I'm skinny enough, I need to eat more. And then I see the food and I lose my appetite. You can imagine the weight I've lost since I was 17. No, actually since I was 16, I started losing weight. For no reason. I was never on diet. I just can't seem to gain any weight. People scold me for not eating. I curse them in my head and say 'I eat more than you'. I hate it when people say I'm skinny. It's a compliment for many people and they'll be cursing me right now. But it's a serious complex of mine. You can literally see how my expression changes when you say I'm skinny. I will pause for a second, stare at you and awkwardly laugh it off. That's how much I dislike it.
You don't know how horrible it feels to... I'M OFF TOPIC!!!
Back to the point... LOL
Mommy cooks without the NECESSARY seasonings. Daddy cooks... porridge every Sunday for lunch. Eating porridge is like drinking water. I don't get full and I hate the taste. The worse thing is... his kind of porridge isn't the watery kind. It's the... Oh, it's unexplainable. The main point is, I can use chopsticks to eat porridge. That is just... I rather eat rice. And then, he steams fish to go with it. I feel like... I'm deprived of real food. I hate fish cause I'm really sensitive to the fishy kind of seafood smell. Just like how I can't eat the oysters in the oysters mee sua? Same same, horrible. (The funny thing is... I'm typing on how horrible lunch was and daddy is mopping the floor behind me)
I need REAL FOOD. Which explains how I love eating outside. Those are real food man. Yum!
3. I need a new phone. It's not like I don't like my current phone. LG is pretty fine. And I think it really suits me. But... it's becoming really laggy nowadays. The camera is too slow. And the front camera sucks. It's supposed to be a camera phone you know. The front camera sucks. It's often too bright and unadjustable. SUCKS. Which probably explains why my selcas are always ugly. I'm ugly~ T^T Then, certain games won't load. Like Minion Dash? Or is it Minion Run? Whatever. My cousin laughed at me when I kept dying cause I didn't know how to play it. I never had the chance to try it! /So maligned
And then, I downloaded this game called 'Find Something'. It's really fun and you can get addicted to it quickly. It hanged on me last night! I open the app and the music started playing but the screen was blank. So I closed it. But the music is still playing. I went to the app centre to close everything but the bloody music still plays. Fine. So I went to open the game again. Guess what? Another set of music started and they overlapped each other. It drives me crazy. I decided to shut my phone off. WOAH. The music is still playing. You know how freaked out I was? I took the battery out and it stopped.
Now I know why people in dramas MUST take out their phone batteries when they don't want people to contact them. Your phone will betray you anytime and still ring when it's shut off. /sarcasm
I want the rose gold Iphone! Any volunteers? ^^
4. I'm well again! I've been ill for three weeks? First with cough, then fever, then cough and fever, then cough recovered and flu came, then fever recovered and serious flu came, then cough returned, then flu recovered and fever came. It never ends. But I'm alright now! I'm left with a little phlegm which is fine. I think the weather screwed me up. It's been so cold these days. Dress warm people. Even if the sun is shining brightly, don't be fooled! The wind is so strong I thought there's a typhoon in Malaysia! HAHA
5. My groupmates are pretty damn funny. Maybe it happens with lots of people as well. They say I look like an angel but once they get to know me, I'm a devil. Why~? I'm so nice! T^T
They say I look like an introvert. Well, I used to be. But I changed. As I grow up, I decided that the world needs to know the fun side of me. So, here I am.
Although I always wanted to portray myself as cool and stuff like that, it didn't always go well. I look fierce instead. Fierce is not good. It scares people away. And being quiet has too many disadvantages. (For example, being invisible or thought as shy). Not very appealing.
I have to stop here. This post is too long for my liking. You'll experience me when you get to know me. LOL
Bye~! ^^
I have tons of pictures but it's for next time.
Till then,
Trecia欣 (that's my weibo name btw)
Heeeee
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