Good news number 2 : Holidays~
Good news number 3 : Eat, sleep, play
Bad news number 1 : I will fail Calculus and probably not graduate.
Bad news number 2 : Which university wants to accept me?
Bad news number 3 : Dreams are so hard to achieve. I don't know where to start.
How come all my bad news seem to surpass the good ones? T^T
When will my life be smooth sailing for once~?
Anyway, I'll be going for a KTV session tomorrow. With my clique. (Funny how the clique only has three people/five sometimes) Looking forward to my birthday celebration since the planners are more excited than me. I'm a rock seriously. I lost the ability to be happy these days. I blame the stress.
Because of stress, I can't sleep, I have no appetite. You don't want to know how cranky I am.
In school, I'm grumpy already. At home... oh ho ho. Let's just say that I tone down my crankiness ten times when I'm outside.
Selca for today. It's actually taken on Sat...
Even smiling is tough nowadays...
And I'm the worse at taking selcas. Whatever I take, it's always ugly. But when other people take, it's nice. Why? Why do I have no selca skills? Or is it my phone? I can't seem to find a nice angle. What's new.
I'm starting a youtube account for entertainment purposes. To post videos... I don't know yet. Maybe singing something or doing a dance or just grooving around. Or to rant to the world. Hah. 'No one cares!' says everyone. ..... Why are you people so mean to me?
Why am I talking to myself?
What is the purpose of blogging today? ... Let's recall... I think I just wanna announce that it's holidays and I might fail Calculus. Yeah. That's about it.
So... *thinks of something to do*
Okay! Let's do something fun! I shall go google...
Oh.Speaking of google... My wallpaper cheers me up the past weeks. (although it isn't really effective but at least I giggle for 5 seconds before frowning again).
Here it is~!
I am so sorry that I am childish. I am 20 this year. It sucks. I want to be 18 again. Just because that's a nice number. Forever 18, yay!
Oh yes. Something fun. Alright, leggo!
I googled 'fun things to do when you're bored at home'. I sure get results...
2. Draw a picture with shaving cream on your mirror
(nope, mom will not appreciate that)
22. Think of 50 random things about yourself. Share them with me on the blog.
(Sounds possible... maybe later or tomorrow)
Ookay! I discover a rather good app that allows me to build my own house. Like 3D and stuff. I shall go play with it for a few hours... Hopefully it works on my pathetic excuse of a laptop. First, have to finish downloading it.
So, I will take up suggestion 22 and say random things.
What should I say? Hmm...
Random things number
1: My dark circles have reached my cheeks. I think.
(GREAT. THE LEPTOP DOES NOT SUPPORT THE APP! WHY OH WHY)
2: I'm 1/4 Singaporean. Since only my grandfather (dad's side) is from Singapore. The rest are all Malaysians. 3/4 grandparents are from Malaysia. But I hold a SG citizenship. Ho ho~
3: To me, one piece is the best anime/manga ever.
4: I need a pet badly 'cause I need love and I have a lot of love within me. Need to let out.
5: I want a tattoo. (Parents will probably kill me) Somewhere on my wrist or behind the ear.
6: Because I'm petite and have a childish face, people say I'm cute. But no. I like to be seen as pretty or cool or... just not cute. Personality wise, I'm actually a man.
7: I'm a peace-loving Pisces with a secret bad temper. I hide it very well.
8: I can't get fat? Jealous? Hah. I do gain weight, although it's always a kg or two and there's no big difference. But, I don't gain weight and I don't grow taller either. Guess it works both ways. Don't be jealous.
9: When people say I don't use makeup, I secretly laugh 'cause I do use BB Cream. It's just not thick enough to notice. My skin is generally fair (or VERY fair, so as ppl say). I don't really have blemishes. BUT (why is there always a but!?), I have blackheads. So BB Cream is good enough for me.
10: I'm hungry now.
Will stop here 'cause there's nothing I can think of.
Here's a handsome guy for you.
Sehun, 'cause I'm still in love with my dream.
A picture of him with broccoli hair cause he hasn't earned enough karma points from me.
Poor Sehun. Probably the worse hair colour in history. Even the rainbow hair looks fine.
This is just... Sehun, are you a farmer? Or did you drop into vegetable dye?
How do Koreans look so mature? He's a few months younger than me.
1994 people are seriously the best. I am so biased.
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