Oh no~ It's been another week. I kept forgetting that I have a blog to rant on. What is wrong with me?
I have been working the past week and... well, it was bearable. Interesting even. I never did like answering calls or talking on the phone but the type of calls that you get while working for a contact centre is just funny. People really do call about all sorts of things. It's really interesting to look into someone's life and see what they're concerned about. Although, I must say, some things are really just... overthinking and demanding. Most of them are nice tho. And I hope I'll get nice callers in the future too.
My work mates are all friendly. And my age. So it's a huge relief. This just meant that everyone will get along well. Good, good. Since it's an office, there'll bound to be office politics or whatever nonsense there is. But, hmm, I'm never one for such things so I'll just steer clear of it.
Tomorrow is another work day! 8.30am is really early but I guess I'll survive and sleep earlier tonight.
I spent 5 minutes trying to figure out how to open a flash disc. How fail am I. In the end, I went to google it. Turns out that some sort of violent is needed. Well, I hope I don't break it or anything. It seems really flimsy.
I miss my cousins T^T Cause they said they miss me. Well... I think I'll take leave nxt week. Heheh. To visit them or something cause their parents aren't home. And drop the packets of tibits that my mom bought for them. We're all tibits devouring monsters.
What have I been doing after work these days? Let's see...
I will... play songs and dance until it's dinner time. Because sitting the whole day is not very healthy. I don't want tummy fats. My abs! Non-existent abs! I've been working for it since.. forever. Everytime there's a slight line forming, I'll eat more and give up and it'll disappear again. Why am I like this?! Urgh.
And then, it's bathtime and dinner time.
Next is... bonding time with my laptop. Check mails, check social accounts, check entertainment news. Watch an episode of drama. Snack on something. Mom brings in fruits. Basically, sitting there and eating again.
And then, it's gonna be 10/11pm. Almost time for bed but not quite there yet. Listen to songs. Download songs. Sing along. Grabs a book and start reading. Bored of book, uses phone to read instead. Accidentally fell asleep.
It sounds like a boring life! Omg. What have I been doing at night...
Hmm.
Well.
Yeah.
I think puberty is hitting me suddenly. Or it's just the sudden change of hairstyle that makes me look more mature...
世界属于90年后的孩子, 没什么好害怕, 没什么好犹豫, 有梦想就去追求, 实现, 因为这是我们的时代. - probably the best thing I've heard in 2014. The 90s kids are slowly becoming legal and taking over the world. Adults should fear us. Because this is the last batch of humans that knows the fushion of new and old ways of things.
Be very afraid. Oh hoho~
Alright, lunch time.
Bye!
A small update on life before I disappear again, for work purposes.
The past months have been a whole mess of fun. I travelled, played, travelled, tried out food and went for a job interview, played somemore, waste my days away and finally tomorrow, my work training! Okay, confession, I'm not particularly excited or anything. It helps me pass time before school starts and it gets my mom off my back. Because, money. I ought to try paying for my own tuition fees. Relying on others almost always gets you nowhere.
So... I've been reading ebooks which I've downloaded on my phone. I'm addicted to mystery, horror, action and comedy genres. The stories are awesome there. I'm sure you've heard of wattpad right? It's like a whole library collection in there. They have every genre you can think of, even recommending stories for you. It's perfect. I spend most of my time reading stuff from there.
Then, I have no idea what came to my mind when I decided to search for fanfics. Please note that the last time I read fanfics was when I was 14 or 15? It's been years. I stopped because... there's no point, and I got fed up with the bad English. I tried Chinese but it turned out that Chinese is... uh... I do read Chinese slower than English, so I got fed up with myself. But it was a pretty weird experience. I didn't know fanfics existed until a friend told me about it, so I tried it out. Hmm. It's the same as reading normal stories just that they use names of celebrities instead of fictional characters. It'll be weirder if they do something explicit and because the name used is this certain celebrity that you know of, their face will pop out in your head, and you'll just be like NO. OH NO NO NO. But mostly, it's the bad English that drove me away.
However, it did seemed like fanfics written nowadays by KIDS, have a certain quality to it. Unlike years ago where actrocious English is everywhere, I did found some stories that are just... Let's say that I sacrificed sleep in order to finish the story. It was that captivating. Mainly because it was a action and mystery genre, not some random nonsensical romance. I usually do not read angst stories, because I'm secretly a big softie. But then, wow, angst might just be my thing too. I read some that people recommended and then I found myself either in tears or punching the walls. The characters are just so pitiful, it makes me wanna cuddle them and tell them everything's okay. That kind of feelings. So painful! It makes me feel stupid crying over a few paragrahs of words. As if crying over people moving on a screen isn't silly enough.
Enough of this! I'm pretty sure everyone gets the idea that I've been reading already! Let's move on.
Oh. I have some pictures, no, actually tons of pictures from my Cameron highlands and Ipoh trip, but I'm lazy. So, let's move on again... It's in my FB. Probably.
Suddenly, my mind is blank.
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I'm starting work tomorrow so I should probably go iron some clothes and order more clothes online. Smart casual wear is just not my style. I think my dress sense improved but when I wear dresses, I feel too girly. When I wear pants, I feel too manly. I don't know what to do with myself. Someone help me!
Hello,
It's been two weeks since I've been back in Singapore. And life has just been so-so. I'm just mostly home alone, eating alone and shopping alone. Basically, alone. Makes me wonder if I do really need to get a pet or maybe a partner. Hmm.
Anyway, I woke up early today for a job interview. It's part time, and my first time working in an office setting. All my previous jobs are all crappy F&B that requires physical strength. Guess it might be a new experience in an office.
I really wanna migrate somewhere else and start anew. Seeing how I've led my life boringly everyday. But at the same time, I kept thinking that it is time I stopped being so wild with my thoughts and be a little milder about my ambitions. Seriously. Being human is tough. Being human living in Singapore with no extra cash is tougher. Beat that. You can't escape even when you want to.
On the bright side, my complexion has improved significantly after I bought the Nature Republic Aloe Vera gel. It really works wonders. My skin is now properly hydrated and even putting on BB cream is easier. Usually, it just doesn't blend in well. I bought a facial mist pray thing too. I don't really know what it does. But it smells nice so I'll use it and then my face will smell nice. Hahah.
Sometimes, I look at the amount of fun idols have in shows and think, I wanna be an idol too. Then I'll be surrounded by people and share moments together in the dorm. Now, I'm just too lonely. Food taste nicer when you're eating with someone isn't it?
Lonely Trecia really need company,
good night.
