Hello,

It's been two weeks since I've been back in Singapore. And life has just been so-so. I'm just mostly home alone, eating alone and shopping alone. Basically, alone. Makes me wonder if I do really need to get a pet or maybe a partner. Hmm.

Anyway, I woke up early today for a job interview. It's part time, and my first time working in an office setting. All my previous jobs are all crappy F&B that requires physical strength. Guess it might be a new experience in an office.

I really wanna migrate somewhere else and start anew. Seeing how I've led my life boringly everyday. But at the same time, I kept thinking that it is time I stopped being so wild with my thoughts and be a little milder about my ambitions. Seriously. Being human is tough. Being human living in Singapore with no extra cash is tougher. Beat that. You can't escape even when you want to.

On the bright side, my complexion has improved significantly after I bought the Nature Republic Aloe Vera gel. It really works wonders. My skin is now properly hydrated and even putting on BB cream is easier. Usually, it just doesn't blend in well. I bought a facial mist pray thing too. I don't really know what it does. But it smells nice so I'll use it and then my face will smell nice. Hahah.

Sometimes, I look at the amount of fun idols have in shows and think, I wanna be an idol too. Then I'll be surrounded by people and share moments together in the dorm. Now, I'm just too lonely. Food taste nicer when you're eating with someone isn't it?

Lonely Trecia really need company,
good night.