Thursday, September 25, 2014

This is gonna be another rant! Be prepared!

I haven't posted in a long while, so I have lots of things on mind right now. Point is, I don't even have time to blog. After work, I go home so tired and done with life after speaking to tons of people in a single day. I don't even feel like talking anymore. It's bad for social life. I'm talking to irrelevant people and when there's a need to talk to people who I actually know, I'm just too tired. This job is bad. It makes you so done with life. I'm not even surprised at how uncommitted I am with this job. I've never been so eager waiting for work to end. Gosh. No wonder they pay high.

Back to main point.
I'm not a angsty person. Sure, I have my days too. I get irritated when someone even looks my way. I cry reading a stupid story. I get angry after one single comment. But woah. I have a limit man. I don't believe that I'm being angsty this time. I'm just exhausted. After all, I've been nothing short of nice and accommodating, tolerating and all I get in the end is just a slap in the face. Thank you, but no thank you.

I don't even know how to start.
What's the point of having your number in my phone when I don't even use it? Why give ourselves labels when we don't even prove it? It's all meaningless and words and thoughts will just remain as it is until something is done about it.

I'm not supposed to be upset cause it isn't even gonna affect me much. It isn't even my special day. I could jolly well not care and just let it rest. But I also want to do something in return. Arghh

I'm sick of people waiting for me to make the first move. I can't even take care of myself, I don't have time for you. I'm not desperate enough to send myself on my knees, trying so hard to please and hope I get something in return. If you're not trying, I'm not going to try too.

I rest my case.

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