Heeelloo!
It's currently exam period but I'm dropping by to blog! Alright. It's actually because I'm too distracted to study right now. Three papers are over and I'm starting to feel relaxed. Must bring the tension back!! Like... tomorrow moring... Anyway, just so randomly, Jing shared a video of us singing to sing MissA Touch and then I happily forget the lyrics and we burst out laughing. I swear sometimes I sound so awkward singing in Chinese. Point is, we looked so young back then! And that was like a year ago? The things that studying does to us... sighs.
Then we started sharing photos from the past which is so funny. Cause she looked so chubby back then (not like I wasn't. my face looks like I have serious water retention problems). Anyway, we were so cute. And both tomboys. Heh :p
Oh yeah. It's been long since I had dreams. Mainly 'cause I couldn't sleep at night. I blame on stress. I mean, it's ridiculous. I go into bed at 2-3am. I'm dead tired. Immediately after lying down... My brain goes into overdrive.
'Oh! I think you should stay awake for two more hours! Oh, you have to wake up at 7am? No problem! Fall asleep at 4am then!'
I WAS SO TIRED THE NEXT DAY!
'You're trying to sleep? No way! Awesome people does not sleep! You need to exercise and go through the dance steps of this song!'
I ENDED UP DOING STRETCHES 'CAUSE I CAN'T KEEP STILL ENOUGH TO SLEEP.
'Aww you're sleeping already?! Let's form senarios in your head for the perfect lovestory involving your bias!'
HONESTLY, I ENDED UP DEPRESSED.
Yeah. I'm angsty. It doesn't help that I have a temper when I'm stressed. It's not good. Don't let me get started on breakouts! I want to like... kill everyone and buy all the facial products in the world. Yes.
Oh yeah. My dream... It's so awesome I napped for too long and mummy thought I fainted. Funny.
Soooo-
My best friend is married to Exo's Kris (my freaking bias!) and I'm in her house for god knows what reason. Kris was being a jerk. He's so unfriendly and he glares at me and intimidates me with his stupid impressive height. Such a jerk. My friend was somewhere doing something and being shy around her own husband. So ridiculous. Guessed that's why Sehun, the younger brother of Kris decided to call the best friend over, which happens to be me! Hurray.
Oh. The house was so huge and nice. Lucky non-existent friend of mine. And she got married to Kris. Sooo lucky. Anyway, Sehun was a brat and a prankster. But he decided to be kind and help the two idiots get a head start on their marriage life. Don't ask me why he lives in their house. He's a brat. Probably clinging onto his brother or sth.
We played pranks on them. A lot of pranks and Kris got angry obviously. That doesn't stop Sehun tho. That kid. He has blonde hair. You know how I like handsome guys with blonde hair. Okay, I just like handsome guys...
I visited their house like everyday. Haha Goodbye to private lives. That brat called me over, it isn't my fault. So I went and couldn't find him. I bumped into Kris who told me to go eat dinner. Hah. Free fooooood. In the end, I found Sehun in Kris bedroom, on a random sofa, in front of the TV, eating snacks and laughing to himself. Then, the grandma brought dinner up to the bedroom. So funny. Kris was pissed off 'cause you're not supposed to have dinner in bedrooms. But the grandma was soooo nice to us. So Kris was glaring us down and we were eating rice and meat and laughing our asses away. Don't ask me where the wife was. I don't know.
Then, my friend's parents appeared in the balcony (hell, I don't know how. Did they fly or sth?) and asked us if we're eating well. Suddenly, Sehun took out a pink colour phone and started laughing at it, scrolling through some random things. It turned out to be Kris phone. Why does he own a pink phone? I don't know~
Anyway, I think in my dream, Sehun and I are like super close friends or like couple-to-be, only still in denial. 'Cause he had one arm around my shoulder while eating, I don't know how he ate with one hand. Maybe he's an octopus in the dream, but that's not important. And he was sitting too close. And when he laughed, he did it in my face. Literally. Like... the kind of closeness whereby you can almost smell the person's breath. Kris was staring, the grandma looked very amused, my friend's parents were whispering/gossiping. It meant sth right? Hah.
Then, we were scrolling through Kris phone and our heads were touching and we're dropping food everywhere. So fun. And the brat was being so funny. It was a nice dream.
My eyes hurt... T^T
Friday, February 28, 2014
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Lesson on Life. Maybe.
Hey people~
I think I'm either too busy to blog or I just lost interest in blogging. That'll explain my absence in the 'blogging scene'. (If there's even a blogging scene in the first place).
So... what's up in life?
Frustration- 'Cause there's only a few things in life that I want and sadly, the most important one seems really unattainable right now. Point is- I'm not getting any younger. I'm almost 20/21 this year. Into adulthood and it makes me wonder what the hell have I been doing with my existence, apart from studies. (And my grades aren't all that fantastic too)
Frustration 'cause what I want is not encourage by my parents (I haven't asked but I know the answer) and because I'm living in SG. Where...everything just seem so... you know, the usual stuff. Everyone here just wants to earn enough for a living, more for luxury, pay off debts for their cars and houses and basically just live to work in their sucky jobs for the rest of their lives. I do not want that. I mean, I do know I will work for the rest of my life, which I also plan to do so until my children says "Mommy, I think that's enough. You should sit back and chill". Yeah. It's just that... work is stressful in SG and more people start to work for the sake of it (or more obviously, for the money). Is anyone really happy with their jobs?
Well, yes and no. Yes, when you meet awesome people and enjoy the relaxing days where work is smooth. No, when work piles up and you just curse and swear and wonder why the hell did you even apply for the job. There're times like this for everyone- but bottom line is- if you really like your job, hell man, throw me the most difficult task ever, I'll be happy to conquer it for you. That's what I'm looking for. I can pull nighters, I can dedicate my whole life to it. It's fine. As long as I'm happy, you try and stop me.
But... sadly... what I want isn't in SG and I seriously wonder when my parents will let go of the leash on me. Problems with parents nowadays- they protect their children too much. They care too much. They expect too much. I thought being happy is the most important thing. You wanna die a happy person rather than regret that you didn't laugh enough on your death bed right? I'm sure no one wants that. Quoting from a movie or a video- when children were born, parents were thrilled, naming it the moment of their lives when their child starts walking and blabbering in an attempt to speak. Then, walking isn't enough, they should learn how to run. Oh, blabbering is bad now, you should learn to think before in a cultivated manner. And also, running isn't good enough, you should be the fastest runner in your school. By the way, being polite is overrated already, learn to speak with facts and dignity. You're the fastest in your school? Good, now aim for your country. Oh, your neighbour uses more vocabulary than you, you should go read a dictionary. You're the fastest in your country? Shame on you, kids your age are already in the Olympics. If there ever an end to it? NO.
You can probably see how greedy people are. I don't deny it. If I have a kid, they're certainly going to be the best. But is that what your kid wants? Some parents force their kids into studying certain majors, some choose schools for your kids. Seriously, do they want to be in there at all? You want to know why some people end up as bums or achieve nothing in life when their lives are already planned out for them? Exactly my point- their lives are already planned out. Do they want to be in a business major? Do they like the school? Do they even have any interest in the program? They have no personal goals, no say in anything, it makes them lose a battle before it started and that's sad. They don't have will. It's just... pretty sad. Really. To those that fights back, good for you. Keep going. ('Caue I'm going to do just that)
I think I'm going to get too naggy in this one, so I'll stop.
My point is- Are you happy? Do you want to be controlled for your whole life? Do you have plans for your own future? If your answers are all positive, then start rebelling and stop hiding. Hiding gets you nowhere.
(Honestly, all I need now is just a mere reply of an email... Two weeks has passed. Another four to wait for).
I think I'm either too busy to blog or I just lost interest in blogging. That'll explain my absence in the 'blogging scene'. (If there's even a blogging scene in the first place).
So... what's up in life?
Frustration- 'Cause there's only a few things in life that I want and sadly, the most important one seems really unattainable right now. Point is- I'm not getting any younger. I'm almost 20/21 this year. Into adulthood and it makes me wonder what the hell have I been doing with my existence, apart from studies. (And my grades aren't all that fantastic too)
Frustration 'cause what I want is not encourage by my parents (I haven't asked but I know the answer) and because I'm living in SG. Where...everything just seem so... you know, the usual stuff. Everyone here just wants to earn enough for a living, more for luxury, pay off debts for their cars and houses and basically just live to work in their sucky jobs for the rest of their lives. I do not want that. I mean, I do know I will work for the rest of my life, which I also plan to do so until my children says "Mommy, I think that's enough. You should sit back and chill". Yeah. It's just that... work is stressful in SG and more people start to work for the sake of it (or more obviously, for the money). Is anyone really happy with their jobs?
Well, yes and no. Yes, when you meet awesome people and enjoy the relaxing days where work is smooth. No, when work piles up and you just curse and swear and wonder why the hell did you even apply for the job. There're times like this for everyone- but bottom line is- if you really like your job, hell man, throw me the most difficult task ever, I'll be happy to conquer it for you. That's what I'm looking for. I can pull nighters, I can dedicate my whole life to it. It's fine. As long as I'm happy, you try and stop me.
But... sadly... what I want isn't in SG and I seriously wonder when my parents will let go of the leash on me. Problems with parents nowadays- they protect their children too much. They care too much. They expect too much. I thought being happy is the most important thing. You wanna die a happy person rather than regret that you didn't laugh enough on your death bed right? I'm sure no one wants that. Quoting from a movie or a video- when children were born, parents were thrilled, naming it the moment of their lives when their child starts walking and blabbering in an attempt to speak. Then, walking isn't enough, they should learn how to run. Oh, blabbering is bad now, you should learn to think before in a cultivated manner. And also, running isn't good enough, you should be the fastest runner in your school. By the way, being polite is overrated already, learn to speak with facts and dignity. You're the fastest in your school? Good, now aim for your country. Oh, your neighbour uses more vocabulary than you, you should go read a dictionary. You're the fastest in your country? Shame on you, kids your age are already in the Olympics. If there ever an end to it? NO.
You can probably see how greedy people are. I don't deny it. If I have a kid, they're certainly going to be the best. But is that what your kid wants? Some parents force their kids into studying certain majors, some choose schools for your kids. Seriously, do they want to be in there at all? You want to know why some people end up as bums or achieve nothing in life when their lives are already planned out for them? Exactly my point- their lives are already planned out. Do they want to be in a business major? Do they like the school? Do they even have any interest in the program? They have no personal goals, no say in anything, it makes them lose a battle before it started and that's sad. They don't have will. It's just... pretty sad. Really. To those that fights back, good for you. Keep going. ('Caue I'm going to do just that)
I think I'm going to get too naggy in this one, so I'll stop.
My point is- Are you happy? Do you want to be controlled for your whole life? Do you have plans for your own future? If your answers are all positive, then start rebelling and stop hiding. Hiding gets you nowhere.
(Honestly, all I need now is just a mere reply of an email... Two weeks has passed. Another four to wait for).
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Experiences
As I promised, pictures~
(Actually, I read back to see what I've said. So I remembered about the pictures. haha)
The golf clinic that my course organised. Never knew golfing is so much fun. All along I thought that it's just a SLOW and BORING sport for rich people who couldn't bother to sweat. BUT I WAS WRONG! It was... Woah! I perspire so much just for standing there and hitting a few balls. And it was so easy to miss the ball. I missed a couple of times. The golf club is just.. so disobedient.
But it was so much fun. I love it! ^.^
You people should try golfing someday too! It's a pretty cool experience. (Like those you have to strike off your to-do list)
He's the golf pro, Mr lip ooi? I forgot his name! T^T FORGIVE ME.
Getting ready to hit the ball. Must get into position first and get the pro's approval before making a real hit at the ball. (So stress cause he's right in front of me! >.<)
And... IT FLIES! Hahaha XD Don't I look cool?
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Another set of pictures from my trip to Sarawak(Miri).
This is our resort in Miri. The atmosphere is really nice. No noise at all. And there are bats flying around at night. We all thought they were birds. But no. Bats were literally flying outside our doors. So cool. Bats are cool.
The rooms of the resort. All the rooms vary. They all look different. Point is- it's super huge! Look at that empty walking space! And did I mention that there is a super single bed and a king bed? It's meant for two people. Gosh, why do two people need such a huge room and two beds? Unless they're enemies... Oh well. This was originally my room, together with Violet. But we moved into the connecting room instead. Cause Hauwee's family moved their stuff into our room too and we figured out that it's easier for two people to move than four. So yeah.
Surprise? Well, the other room has 3 beds! 3 super singles or queen. I don't really know cause what I know is- it is big enough to fit 3 people for snuggles. Me, Violet and Hauwee squeeze in the middle bed to watch TV. And we can eat cup noddles too. Looks like the super single bed is pretty damn big.
The scenery you can never get in SG. I am so blessed! :')
It was breathtaking. We were all on this very long speed boat thingy. For 30 minutes, there was nothing to do except to enjoy this view. What can I say? :')
Oh. The Malaysia airline which made me laughed so hard. As you can see, the plane is TINY. Like a private jet. Which is cool, I suppose. I didn't do anything except for sleep and snack anyway.. And it was only a 45 minutes flight.
This is the national park of... Sarawak? Or is it Miri? I'm kinda confused. Cause there's mulu and there's miri. Hmm... It looks like it's gonna be boring. But wait for it...
The start of the day where we still have fresh faces.
The river which separates us from the terror of the cave! There are crocodiles in the river but we didn't see any. Poor us.
That's all for tonight!
Bye~
(I wanna travel after I graduate! Hopefully Taiwan to eat or some place like Miri for adventure is fine too!)
^^ Good night.
(Actually, I read back to see what I've said. So I remembered about the pictures. haha)
The golf clinic that my course organised. Never knew golfing is so much fun. All along I thought that it's just a SLOW and BORING sport for rich people who couldn't bother to sweat. BUT I WAS WRONG! It was... Woah! I perspire so much just for standing there and hitting a few balls. And it was so easy to miss the ball. I missed a couple of times. The golf club is just.. so disobedient.
But it was so much fun. I love it! ^.^
You people should try golfing someday too! It's a pretty cool experience. (Like those you have to strike off your to-do list)
He's the golf pro, Mr lip ooi? I forgot his name! T^T FORGIVE ME.
Another set of pictures from my trip to Sarawak(Miri).
This is our resort in Miri. The atmosphere is really nice. No noise at all. And there are bats flying around at night. We all thought they were birds. But no. Bats were literally flying outside our doors. So cool. Bats are cool.
Surprise? Well, the other room has 3 beds! 3 super singles or queen. I don't really know cause what I know is- it is big enough to fit 3 people for snuggles. Me, Violet and Hauwee squeeze in the middle bed to watch TV. And we can eat cup noddles too. Looks like the super single bed is pretty damn big.
It was breathtaking. We were all on this very long speed boat thingy. For 30 minutes, there was nothing to do except to enjoy this view. What can I say? :')
Bye~
(I wanna travel after I graduate! Hopefully Taiwan to eat or some place like Miri for adventure is fine too!)
^^ Good night.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Exo-M
I thought I'll be nice to share two of my favourite songs from EXO-M. I prefer EXO-M to EXO-K cause I actually understand Chinese! This is awesome.
This is a ballad. Not those slow soapy ballads, but one with a beat. It's plain GOOD. It has some much feel to it. I like~ There's a K version too. You can listen to it if you want. It's as good.
This is a totally different genre. It's like... rappish and.. I don't know. I like the feel too. I can just listen to it the whole day and groove in my seat. Yep. This song is where roll like a buffalo came from. Go listen to the showcase performace and you'll know. I prefer the Chinese ver than the Korean one. The Korean one sounds... awkward.
Enjoy.
This is a ballad. Not those slow soapy ballads, but one with a beat. It's plain GOOD. It has some much feel to it. I like~ There's a K version too. You can listen to it if you want. It's as good.
This is a totally different genre. It's like... rappish and.. I don't know. I like the feel too. I can just listen to it the whole day and groove in my seat. Yep. This song is where roll like a buffalo came from. Go listen to the showcase performace and you'll know. I prefer the Chinese ver than the Korean one. The Korean one sounds... awkward.
Enjoy.
Update on life
Hi! It's been long right? Like about... a month since I blogged. I really miss the times where I can blog regularly. Recently, I've just been doing projects, projects, presentations and more projects. I can hardly breathe, or sleep. Let alone blog. BUT NOW, I'M FREE!
The last submission was on Friday~ And presentation the following few weeks. But whatever. Presentations aren't difficult. I can just talk. I hate interviews tho. They're so awkward and you have to do all the talking. The last interview I did was for the tourism culture? And it sucked. It's the Singlish that pulled me down. Okay, I didn't talk in Singlish, but you know that sometimes we talk and naturally it will just come out? My tutor said I used too much 'like', I could have used 'for example' or 'such as' , but I used 'like'. Come on man, is this something to penalise me for?
Anyway, there's an individual assignment for Calculus tomorrow. Why the hell does Calculus need assignments for? It's just Math that doesn't make sense. Oh, I didn't fail Calculus btw. But the grades ain't good either.
So, these few weeks, many things happened.
1. Introduction to a new band
2. Realise that I should start learning how to cook
3. I need a new phone
4. My flu has recovered!
5. My groupmates realise that they shouldn't judge me based on my looks
Let me explain one by one.
Point number one:
I got to know a new Korean boy band- EXO. Yes, you'be heard it right. I'm lagging by a year since many girls are already 'married' to them and having their anniversary soon. Haha
Let me clarify this. From the beginning, I know them. I mean, how can you ignore a group that SME debut right? Groups from SME are usually attention catching and pretty damn good. (Like SNSD, DBSK, Shinhwa) I know them but I didn't like them. Cause I went to download their debut song 'MAMA', thinking that it was a TVXQ song. A very deep misunderstanding.
Besides, 'MAMA' is super scary. I was listening to it at night while walking home and I kept thinking someone was stalking me , so I kept turning around to check behind me. It was scary. (But the song is pretty catchy and I kinda like it now. The Chinese version).
Another reason why I didn't like them was because of their fans. Those young girls/kids are... KIDS. They are just plain obnoxious. I dont' know how fangirls can become the way they are. We're all humans right? How can you hurt people that you like? It doesn't make any sense. And they're rude to the other seniors, for example, Super Junior. Since EXO respect them, then as fans, you should too. It's basic manners. Oh well. I pity EXO for having such fans (speaking from previous DBSK experiences). Poor things. I still don't get why they still smile and wave at airports. They should just put on a pokerface so that fans will learn their place. Although it will bring in anti-fans. Well, life of an idol is tough...
I guess the reasons why I don't like them wasn't their fault. /shrugs
But it doesn't matter. Cause now I think they're a pretty cool group. Thanks to Growl & Wolf, which the song and dance I'm addicted to. It's totally my kind of thing. Well played, EXO.
I found a bias in that group too. His name is.... /drum roll
KRIS. (Was it expected?) haha
Yep, he's my new eyecandy. This is my favourite hair colour on him. It really suits him.
I like him cause Jaejoong is getting old. (Hah, I'm kidding. He'll always be number one in my heart!)
Kris is like a younger version of Jaejoong. Others don't feel that way, but it doesn't matter right? What matters is what I feel /evil laughter.
He's exactly the type of guy I like. Looks like a playboy and acts cool but is actually a dork and full of fail. Just like Jaejoong. But that Jaejoong is becoming naughty. Just... look at his concert videos and you'll understand. And both of them have tattoos, which is pretty cool, although I like Jae's tattoo more(the one on his chest and back only. The rest... with his birth dates & ChunSu names.. NO.)
Kris tattoo isn't ugly but it also not nice.. Well, I don't know if it has any meaning. I really doubt it.
Kris is the 'face' of EXO? I don't know, that what I've heard. But really, apart from his silly personality and height, his face isn't all that great. Sometimes, he looks really ugly, sometimes he looks so cool. He's ugly especially when he laughs. He kinda looks like Shim Changmin with the gummy teeth. But Changmin looks way better. Kris is ugly when he laughs. So he shouldn't laugh. /gets killed by Kris fans. I wonder if his nose is real cause it looks damn perfect on him. So proportionate. Yes, he's my new bias. What? You think I'm just gonna praise him? You're wrong. I normally bash my own biases. Cause that's the way I roll... like a buffalo /EXO fandom inside joke.
It's amazing how I can rant so much about how the person I like is ugly. What is wrong with me?
2. I need to learn how to cook. Yes, this is very important for my sanity.
My parents... they really can't cook. Okay, their cooking used to be nice. Like acceptable standards. I have no complains. And then... from when it started? Poly year 1? I've been eating horrible dinner and sometimes lunch. Let me explain why.
My mom... Ever since my uncle got diagnosed with cancer, she became a health freak. I don't blame her tho, since cancer is possibly hereditary. (he passed away tho.. I cried a buckets). Since then, she started cooking without oil, salt, sugar etc. I know it's supposed to be good for health. But really, the food has no taste. Problem is, she cooks dinner. I eat a lot during dinner cause that's when I'm the hungriest. (that's not true, I'm hungry most of the time. But whatever). I eat the most during dinner. And then, I see the food.. And I'm like 'Suddenly, I'm not hungry anymore'.
This is VERY BAD. Because I'm skinny enough, I need to eat more. And then I see the food and I lose my appetite. You can imagine the weight I've lost since I was 17. No, actually since I was 16, I started losing weight. For no reason. I was never on diet. I just can't seem to gain any weight. People scold me for not eating. I curse them in my head and say 'I eat more than you'. I hate it when people say I'm skinny. It's a compliment for many people and they'll be cursing me right now. But it's a serious complex of mine. You can literally see how my expression changes when you say I'm skinny. I will pause for a second, stare at you and awkwardly laugh it off. That's how much I dislike it.
You don't know how horrible it feels to... I'M OFF TOPIC!!!
Back to the point... LOL
Mommy cooks without the NECESSARY seasonings. Daddy cooks... porridge every Sunday for lunch. Eating porridge is like drinking water. I don't get full and I hate the taste. The worse thing is... his kind of porridge isn't the watery kind. It's the... Oh, it's unexplainable. The main point is, I can use chopsticks to eat porridge. That is just... I rather eat rice. And then, he steams fish to go with it. I feel like... I'm deprived of real food. I hate fish cause I'm really sensitive to the fishy kind of seafood smell. Just like how I can't eat the oysters in the oysters mee sua? Same same, horrible. (The funny thing is... I'm typing on how horrible lunch was and daddy is mopping the floor behind me)
I need REAL FOOD. Which explains how I love eating outside. Those are real food man. Yum!
3. I need a new phone. It's not like I don't like my current phone. LG is pretty fine. And I think it really suits me. But... it's becoming really laggy nowadays. The camera is too slow. And the front camera sucks. It's supposed to be a camera phone you know. The front camera sucks. It's often too bright and unadjustable. SUCKS. Which probably explains why my selcas are always ugly. I'm ugly~ T^T Then, certain games won't load. Like Minion Dash? Or is it Minion Run? Whatever. My cousin laughed at me when I kept dying cause I didn't know how to play it. I never had the chance to try it! /So maligned
And then, I downloaded this game called 'Find Something'. It's really fun and you can get addicted to it quickly. It hanged on me last night! I open the app and the music started playing but the screen was blank. So I closed it. But the music is still playing. I went to the app centre to close everything but the bloody music still plays. Fine. So I went to open the game again. Guess what? Another set of music started and they overlapped each other. It drives me crazy. I decided to shut my phone off. WOAH. The music is still playing. You know how freaked out I was? I took the battery out and it stopped.
Now I know why people in dramas MUST take out their phone batteries when they don't want people to contact them. Your phone will betray you anytime and still ring when it's shut off. /sarcasm
I want the rose gold Iphone! Any volunteers? ^^
4. I'm well again! I've been ill for three weeks? First with cough, then fever, then cough and fever, then cough recovered and flu came, then fever recovered and serious flu came, then cough returned, then flu recovered and fever came. It never ends. But I'm alright now! I'm left with a little phlegm which is fine. I think the weather screwed me up. It's been so cold these days. Dress warm people. Even if the sun is shining brightly, don't be fooled! The wind is so strong I thought there's a typhoon in Malaysia! HAHA
5. My groupmates are pretty damn funny. Maybe it happens with lots of people as well. They say I look like an angel but once they get to know me, I'm a devil. Why~? I'm so nice! T^T
They say I look like an introvert. Well, I used to be. But I changed. As I grow up, I decided that the world needs to know the fun side of me. So, here I am.
Although I always wanted to portray myself as cool and stuff like that, it didn't always go well. I look fierce instead. Fierce is not good. It scares people away. And being quiet has too many disadvantages. (For example, being invisible or thought as shy). Not very appealing.
I have to stop here. This post is too long for my liking. You'll experience me when you get to know me. LOL
Bye~! ^^
I have tons of pictures but it's for next time.
Till then,
Trecia欣 (that's my weibo name btw)
Heeeee
The last submission was on Friday~ And presentation the following few weeks. But whatever. Presentations aren't difficult. I can just talk. I hate interviews tho. They're so awkward and you have to do all the talking. The last interview I did was for the tourism culture? And it sucked. It's the Singlish that pulled me down. Okay, I didn't talk in Singlish, but you know that sometimes we talk and naturally it will just come out? My tutor said I used too much 'like', I could have used 'for example' or 'such as' , but I used 'like'. Come on man, is this something to penalise me for?
Anyway, there's an individual assignment for Calculus tomorrow. Why the hell does Calculus need assignments for? It's just Math that doesn't make sense. Oh, I didn't fail Calculus btw. But the grades ain't good either.
So, these few weeks, many things happened.
1. Introduction to a new band
2. Realise that I should start learning how to cook
3. I need a new phone
4. My flu has recovered!
5. My groupmates realise that they shouldn't judge me based on my looks
Let me explain one by one.
Point number one:
I got to know a new Korean boy band- EXO. Yes, you'be heard it right. I'm lagging by a year since many girls are already 'married' to them and having their anniversary soon. Haha
Let me clarify this. From the beginning, I know them. I mean, how can you ignore a group that SME debut right? Groups from SME are usually attention catching and pretty damn good. (Like SNSD, DBSK, Shinhwa) I know them but I didn't like them. Cause I went to download their debut song 'MAMA', thinking that it was a TVXQ song. A very deep misunderstanding.
Besides, 'MAMA' is super scary. I was listening to it at night while walking home and I kept thinking someone was stalking me , so I kept turning around to check behind me. It was scary. (But the song is pretty catchy and I kinda like it now. The Chinese version).
Another reason why I didn't like them was because of their fans. Those young girls/kids are... KIDS. They are just plain obnoxious. I dont' know how fangirls can become the way they are. We're all humans right? How can you hurt people that you like? It doesn't make any sense. And they're rude to the other seniors, for example, Super Junior. Since EXO respect them, then as fans, you should too. It's basic manners. Oh well. I pity EXO for having such fans (speaking from previous DBSK experiences). Poor things. I still don't get why they still smile and wave at airports. They should just put on a pokerface so that fans will learn their place. Although it will bring in anti-fans. Well, life of an idol is tough...
I guess the reasons why I don't like them wasn't their fault. /shrugs
But it doesn't matter. Cause now I think they're a pretty cool group. Thanks to Growl & Wolf, which the song and dance I'm addicted to. It's totally my kind of thing. Well played, EXO.
I found a bias in that group too. His name is.... /drum roll
KRIS. (Was it expected?) haha
Yep, he's my new eyecandy. This is my favourite hair colour on him. It really suits him.
I like him cause Jaejoong is getting old. (Hah, I'm kidding. He'll always be number one in my heart!)
Kris is like a younger version of Jaejoong. Others don't feel that way, but it doesn't matter right? What matters is what I feel /evil laughter.
He's exactly the type of guy I like. Looks like a playboy and acts cool but is actually a dork and full of fail. Just like Jaejoong. But that Jaejoong is becoming naughty. Just... look at his concert videos and you'll understand. And both of them have tattoos, which is pretty cool, although I like Jae's tattoo more(the one on his chest and back only. The rest... with his birth dates & ChunSu names.. NO.)
Kris tattoo isn't ugly but it also not nice.. Well, I don't know if it has any meaning. I really doubt it.
Kris is the 'face' of EXO? I don't know, that what I've heard. But really, apart from his silly personality and height, his face isn't all that great. Sometimes, he looks really ugly, sometimes he looks so cool. He's ugly especially when he laughs. He kinda looks like Shim Changmin with the gummy teeth. But Changmin looks way better. Kris is ugly when he laughs. So he shouldn't laugh. /gets killed by Kris fans. I wonder if his nose is real cause it looks damn perfect on him. So proportionate. Yes, he's my new bias. What? You think I'm just gonna praise him? You're wrong. I normally bash my own biases. Cause that's the way I roll... like a buffalo /EXO fandom inside joke.
It's amazing how I can rant so much about how the person I like is ugly. What is wrong with me?
2. I need to learn how to cook. Yes, this is very important for my sanity.
My parents... they really can't cook. Okay, their cooking used to be nice. Like acceptable standards. I have no complains. And then... from when it started? Poly year 1? I've been eating horrible dinner and sometimes lunch. Let me explain why.
My mom... Ever since my uncle got diagnosed with cancer, she became a health freak. I don't blame her tho, since cancer is possibly hereditary. (he passed away tho.. I cried a buckets). Since then, she started cooking without oil, salt, sugar etc. I know it's supposed to be good for health. But really, the food has no taste. Problem is, she cooks dinner. I eat a lot during dinner cause that's when I'm the hungriest. (that's not true, I'm hungry most of the time. But whatever). I eat the most during dinner. And then, I see the food.. And I'm like 'Suddenly, I'm not hungry anymore'.
This is VERY BAD. Because I'm skinny enough, I need to eat more. And then I see the food and I lose my appetite. You can imagine the weight I've lost since I was 17. No, actually since I was 16, I started losing weight. For no reason. I was never on diet. I just can't seem to gain any weight. People scold me for not eating. I curse them in my head and say 'I eat more than you'. I hate it when people say I'm skinny. It's a compliment for many people and they'll be cursing me right now. But it's a serious complex of mine. You can literally see how my expression changes when you say I'm skinny. I will pause for a second, stare at you and awkwardly laugh it off. That's how much I dislike it.
You don't know how horrible it feels to... I'M OFF TOPIC!!!
Back to the point... LOL
Mommy cooks without the NECESSARY seasonings. Daddy cooks... porridge every Sunday for lunch. Eating porridge is like drinking water. I don't get full and I hate the taste. The worse thing is... his kind of porridge isn't the watery kind. It's the... Oh, it's unexplainable. The main point is, I can use chopsticks to eat porridge. That is just... I rather eat rice. And then, he steams fish to go with it. I feel like... I'm deprived of real food. I hate fish cause I'm really sensitive to the fishy kind of seafood smell. Just like how I can't eat the oysters in the oysters mee sua? Same same, horrible. (The funny thing is... I'm typing on how horrible lunch was and daddy is mopping the floor behind me)
I need REAL FOOD. Which explains how I love eating outside. Those are real food man. Yum!
3. I need a new phone. It's not like I don't like my current phone. LG is pretty fine. And I think it really suits me. But... it's becoming really laggy nowadays. The camera is too slow. And the front camera sucks. It's supposed to be a camera phone you know. The front camera sucks. It's often too bright and unadjustable. SUCKS. Which probably explains why my selcas are always ugly. I'm ugly~ T^T Then, certain games won't load. Like Minion Dash? Or is it Minion Run? Whatever. My cousin laughed at me when I kept dying cause I didn't know how to play it. I never had the chance to try it! /So maligned
And then, I downloaded this game called 'Find Something'. It's really fun and you can get addicted to it quickly. It hanged on me last night! I open the app and the music started playing but the screen was blank. So I closed it. But the music is still playing. I went to the app centre to close everything but the bloody music still plays. Fine. So I went to open the game again. Guess what? Another set of music started and they overlapped each other. It drives me crazy. I decided to shut my phone off. WOAH. The music is still playing. You know how freaked out I was? I took the battery out and it stopped.
Now I know why people in dramas MUST take out their phone batteries when they don't want people to contact them. Your phone will betray you anytime and still ring when it's shut off. /sarcasm
I want the rose gold Iphone! Any volunteers? ^^
4. I'm well again! I've been ill for three weeks? First with cough, then fever, then cough and fever, then cough recovered and flu came, then fever recovered and serious flu came, then cough returned, then flu recovered and fever came. It never ends. But I'm alright now! I'm left with a little phlegm which is fine. I think the weather screwed me up. It's been so cold these days. Dress warm people. Even if the sun is shining brightly, don't be fooled! The wind is so strong I thought there's a typhoon in Malaysia! HAHA
5. My groupmates are pretty damn funny. Maybe it happens with lots of people as well. They say I look like an angel but once they get to know me, I'm a devil. Why~? I'm so nice! T^T
They say I look like an introvert. Well, I used to be. But I changed. As I grow up, I decided that the world needs to know the fun side of me. So, here I am.
Although I always wanted to portray myself as cool and stuff like that, it didn't always go well. I look fierce instead. Fierce is not good. It scares people away. And being quiet has too many disadvantages. (For example, being invisible or thought as shy). Not very appealing.
I have to stop here. This post is too long for my liking. You'll experience me when you get to know me. LOL
Bye~! ^^
I have tons of pictures but it's for next time.
Till then,
Trecia欣 (that's my weibo name btw)
Heeeee
Sunday, December 22, 2013
Konnichiwa Mina-San~!
Ima wa- .....
HAHAH I'm kidding. I'm not gonna start talking in Jap romanji.
Anyway, I just want to say that I'll be travelling tomorrow! :D
I'll be going to Sarawak and then Brunei.
Well, my well-deserved break after studying. Stupid Calculus. I think I'm going to fail. This will be the first time failing ever. Screw Calculus. I'll break you when I return!
For now, I'll download all the songs that I've been missing out.
I like this song! Just found it~ ^^
Bye!
Ima wa- .....
HAHAH I'm kidding. I'm not gonna start talking in Jap romanji.
Anyway, I just want to say that I'll be travelling tomorrow! :D
I'll be going to Sarawak and then Brunei.
Well, my well-deserved break after studying. Stupid Calculus. I think I'm going to fail. This will be the first time failing ever. Screw Calculus. I'll break you when I return!
For now, I'll download all the songs that I've been missing out.
I like this song! Just found it~ ^^
Bye!
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Hello. I figured that I should post happy things this time.
Okay, I don't sound very happy but I'm kinda feeling neutral here. Heh :/
Just now, I went shopping at Chamelon with Yijing. It's on promotion and they're selling things at 10 for $5. What kinda of deal is this right? Obviously I must buy! Haha So we bought A LOT! I spend $12 all on myself. Such a greedy girl I am. I shall show you guys what I bought...
The hairbands and rings are all 10 for $5. Super cheap. Look at the amount of rings I've bought! I can throw away all my old rusty ones! ^-^ Okay, the dolphin ring is not included. It's $2 for one cause its original price is more expensive? Well, I don't know how they count.
After that, we went for lunch and shop around somemore. She going to watch Catching Fire and I went home to do project~ Why~! Oh. I bought new sneaks in Malaysia. For New Year or whatever. Wanted to get the red but it's too cliché. So I got a weird colour instead. It's half purple, half neon and half pink. I have no idea what colour it is. But it looks cool. So... /shrugs
Next up! I'm reporting my days in reverse order. But who cares~! :p
COSFEST! First time into character cosplay and it's fun. Something like living an alternate life where you're still you not you don't look like you and you can't behave like yourself. Sounds confusing? Hahah I talked like that on purpose.
My friends and I, we cosplayed K-on! We're missing Ritsu tho. But it's fine. We'll find someone to cosplay her someday. I cosplayed Azusa. The 'Moe' cutesy girl. Shortest in K-On. Suits me doesn't she? Heheh It's isn't that bad cosplaying as her... maybe except for the fact that the wig is SUPER HEAVY. I swear my neck was gonna snap.
Anyway, enough talking. Here's some pictures I snapped with my phone.
So much feel~ I like ^-^ K-On selca. Haha
Isn't the lighting nice? All blue~ and blue~ and blue~
Yijing's 'papa' took this. Azusa signature pose. I couldn't get away from it.. But it's nice.
So much purple~
Someone took this. Don't know why. Credits to you, random photographer. I think we all look good.
Finally! Yui~! Haha Mio is frightening tall. She has heels on. But still. Woah. Don't stand beside me!
A random Ritsu we found! So, we decided to snap one! Too bad Yui isn't here. If not, we'll have the full set! How cool is that?!
I love this picture.
And this too.
That's all for cosfest! ^-^ It was very warm, the sun was merciless. But it did drizzle a little in the evening. So it's fine! And I saw Zoro and Sanji! Didn't see Luffy tho. I'm surprised. Oh! I saw BoA Hancock too! It's so amusing!
The day before Cosfest, I went Yijing's house to bake. It was super warm. Her house is like an oven, plus we were baking, so there's an oven and it's double the warm! Gosh, I can perspire just thinking about it. Hahah Our strawberry cupcakes fail badly and we wasted a whole box of strawberry. But the green tea and chocolate were not bad. Oh well.
That's a lot of cupcakes..
Now, let's move on to the random things that happened.
Yijing and I have scary telepathy. I was watching this random anime that I found few weeks back and last night, she told me about this nice random anime that she started watching. I was reading her whatsapp and found the storyplot familiar. So I opened up my bookmark and realised that we were watching the same anime! That is kinda freaky. Cause...there are millions of anime in the world and here we are, watching the same random one. Freaky.
Then, today at Chamelon, we were choosing rings. She was spazzing over pink and shiny rings, I was spazzing over blue and shiny rings. For three times, we weren't looking at each other but we picked out the same ring design but different colour, mine blue and hers pink, and we were like 'Ooh look at this'. And when we looked, we went 'Eh~ wth'. Cause we picked up the same ones. It was creepy since it happened a few times in 10 minutes. We should stop. Haha It was funny. In the end, we got couple rings. Foot designs which looks cute but funny. Of course, I got the blue one.
Oh. I watched Diabolik Lovers last night. The sadistic vampire anime which is suppose to be an otome game. It's really scary and sadistic as said. The vampires are all crazy and they suck blood like...in this really sick and scary way but it's really seductive as well. My stomach did weird flips. Now I wanna cosplay as the girl cause she's pretty. Her hair's blonde and her eyes are red. How nice. And the night sch uniform she wears looks nice too. I want a vampire boyfriend too! So... seductive and mysterious and cool and creepy... But still so sexy. Haha What am I saying? I'm secretly a machoist I think. Sometimes I think I'm a sadist. Maybe I'm both. I don't know. It doesn't matter.
They're cool right?
My favourite is the eldest, which is the blonde (second from right) and the one with the hat.
They're all sick. But.. so cool. Yeah :/
A freaking cockroach woke me up at 7 in the morning! How did it manage to do that?
It climbed up my bed! And that's not all! It went to my ear to speak to me! I seriously want to chop off my ears right now. I have no idea how it manage to climb onto my pillow, past the mob of hair and went to my ear! Oh my god. /shivers in disgust
I didn't know and swiped cause it was making 'crunching' noises, the sort of noise you hear when your ear is rubbing against yr pillow. I swiped a lot of times cause I was freaking out and I wasn't even wide awake yet! So, I paused for a moment and mentally prayed that it was a moth or butterfly. BUT NO! I on the lights and looked around, nothing on the walls. I couldn't see well so I grabbed my glasses. Still nothing when I looked around. I became desperate cause I knew it was something else. Something more gross than a moth. *not for faint hearts*
I wack my pillow once and a little brown thingy crawled out from the head of my bed! I was like WTH?! GO AWAY! And kept smacking the bed. It crawled to the side along the length of my bed and went underneath. So I stomped on my bed, jumping all around trying to shake it off to the floor. But EWWWW! A cockroach! Went to my ear!
I AM SO MOVING OUT OF THE HOUSE!
So I grabbed my blanket, wrapped myself into a ball and slept on my parents bed. My dad walked in from the kitchen and got a scare. I seriously... need to change my bedsheet and set booby traps around my bed. I can never sleep in peace from now on... T^T
That's all for today!
Okay, I don't sound very happy but I'm kinda feeling neutral here. Heh :/
Just now, I went shopping at Chamelon with Yijing. It's on promotion and they're selling things at 10 for $5. What kinda of deal is this right? Obviously I must buy! Haha So we bought A LOT! I spend $12 all on myself. Such a greedy girl I am. I shall show you guys what I bought...
The hairbands and rings are all 10 for $5. Super cheap. Look at the amount of rings I've bought! I can throw away all my old rusty ones! ^-^ Okay, the dolphin ring is not included. It's $2 for one cause its original price is more expensive? Well, I don't know how they count.
Look at the umbrella! It's so cute. And the pink flower. And the shiny butterfly.
/spazz over silly things
This necklace is only $2! Where to find? It's literally SEXY. The red S is suppose to be the hook at the back. Gosh, I love the design. So sexy~ Hahaha
Well, it's $2 too! I think it's quite cute. Or maybe not. Heh :/
After that, we went for lunch and shop around somemore. She going to watch Catching Fire and I went home to do project~ Why~! Oh. I bought new sneaks in Malaysia. For New Year or whatever. Wanted to get the red but it's too cliché. So I got a weird colour instead. It's half purple, half neon and half pink. I have no idea what colour it is. But it looks cool. So... /shrugs
COSFEST! First time into character cosplay and it's fun. Something like living an alternate life where you're still you not you don't look like you and you can't behave like yourself. Sounds confusing? Hahah I talked like that on purpose.
My friends and I, we cosplayed K-on! We're missing Ritsu tho. But it's fine. We'll find someone to cosplay her someday. I cosplayed Azusa. The 'Moe' cutesy girl. Shortest in K-On. Suits me doesn't she? Heheh It's isn't that bad cosplaying as her... maybe except for the fact that the wig is SUPER HEAVY. I swear my neck was gonna snap.
Anyway, enough talking. Here's some pictures I snapped with my phone.
Mio & Azusa
Mio, Azusa, Tsumugi. Where's Yui~
Here comes the infamous Azu-Nya!
Here's come pictures that others took and I absolutely love~ So much feel~ I like ^-^ K-On selca. Haha
The day before Cosfest, I went Yijing's house to bake. It was super warm. Her house is like an oven, plus we were baking, so there's an oven and it's double the warm! Gosh, I can perspire just thinking about it. Hahah Our strawberry cupcakes fail badly and we wasted a whole box of strawberry. But the green tea and chocolate were not bad. Oh well.
Blended strawberry. Heh. Looks like blended heart/lung/liver.
Yijing and I have scary telepathy. I was watching this random anime that I found few weeks back and last night, she told me about this nice random anime that she started watching. I was reading her whatsapp and found the storyplot familiar. So I opened up my bookmark and realised that we were watching the same anime! That is kinda freaky. Cause...there are millions of anime in the world and here we are, watching the same random one. Freaky.
Then, today at Chamelon, we were choosing rings. She was spazzing over pink and shiny rings, I was spazzing over blue and shiny rings. For three times, we weren't looking at each other but we picked out the same ring design but different colour, mine blue and hers pink, and we were like 'Ooh look at this'. And when we looked, we went 'Eh~ wth'. Cause we picked up the same ones. It was creepy since it happened a few times in 10 minutes. We should stop. Haha It was funny. In the end, we got couple rings. Foot designs which looks cute but funny. Of course, I got the blue one.
Oh. I watched Diabolik Lovers last night. The sadistic vampire anime which is suppose to be an otome game. It's really scary and sadistic as said. The vampires are all crazy and they suck blood like...in this really sick and scary way but it's really seductive as well. My stomach did weird flips. Now I wanna cosplay as the girl cause she's pretty. Her hair's blonde and her eyes are red. How nice. And the night sch uniform she wears looks nice too. I want a vampire boyfriend too! So... seductive and mysterious and cool and creepy... But still so sexy. Haha What am I saying? I'm secretly a machoist I think. Sometimes I think I'm a sadist. Maybe I'm both. I don't know. It doesn't matter.
They're cool right?
My favourite is the eldest, which is the blonde (second from right) and the one with the hat.
They're all sick. But.. so cool. Yeah :/
The girl which I can't rem her name...
Now for the disgusting story...A freaking cockroach woke me up at 7 in the morning! How did it manage to do that?
It climbed up my bed! And that's not all! It went to my ear to speak to me! I seriously want to chop off my ears right now. I have no idea how it manage to climb onto my pillow, past the mob of hair and went to my ear! Oh my god. /shivers in disgust
I didn't know and swiped cause it was making 'crunching' noises, the sort of noise you hear when your ear is rubbing against yr pillow. I swiped a lot of times cause I was freaking out and I wasn't even wide awake yet! So, I paused for a moment and mentally prayed that it was a moth or butterfly. BUT NO! I on the lights and looked around, nothing on the walls. I couldn't see well so I grabbed my glasses. Still nothing when I looked around. I became desperate cause I knew it was something else. Something more gross than a moth. *not for faint hearts*
I wack my pillow once and a little brown thingy crawled out from the head of my bed! I was like WTH?! GO AWAY! And kept smacking the bed. It crawled to the side along the length of my bed and went underneath. So I stomped on my bed, jumping all around trying to shake it off to the floor. But EWWWW! A cockroach! Went to my ear!
I AM SO MOVING OUT OF THE HOUSE!
So I grabbed my blanket, wrapped myself into a ball and slept on my parents bed. My dad walked in from the kitchen and got a scare. I seriously... need to change my bedsheet and set booby traps around my bed. I can never sleep in peace from now on... T^T
That's all for today!
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