Random trips and food.

Alright! I'm back! From all my impromptu trip to Ipoh. But first, my birthday event.
WOOHOO. Can I say how awesome is that place that my friends brought me to?
FreeingSG. Yes, that scary thrilling place. I didn't even know it existed until that day.
It was SO FUN! ^^ I need to try everything there, really.
We bought the secret agent room and boy, it was so cool.
Some codes were so hard to find and the lion on the wall is hella creepy. No one dared to touch it.
Haha. But before we actually went to the Bugis, they gave me a lot of mini letters and alphabets. It was so tough, trying to put the letters together. And everyone were so misleading! Giving me false hints and such. EVIL PEOPLE! But it was fun. Well, at least I entertained them.
I got cupcakes which are yumyum! Ate them for breakfast. Heh ^^
Great time spent with great friends. I like them soooo much~!
We're all smart agents.

And my relatives celebrated for me too. The first time in many years? Since the previous years were a mess of studies and deadlines. NOW, I'm finally free! Yessssa!! =D
My aunt bought me a cappuccino cheesecake and we ate at a noya restaurant. Funny thing was, everyone had tummy aches after eating. Don't really know which food is at fault. The noya or cheesecake. Amusing.

Thr trip to Ipoh consists of nothing except for eating, chilling and sleeping. We eat like once every two hours? Since my aunt knows all the good and popular food places. And really, they are all super good. Basically, two whole days, we get on the car, drive off, get off car, eat, get on car, drive around, buy some popular goodies, eat again, drive around, eat. And get lost in all the small one way streets which is just dumb. Point is, we just ate and sleep. Well, at least I just ate and sleep.
Why didn't I get fat already?

Oh, we visited Sunway's hot spring too! It was so awesome. First time at a hot spring place. The facilities are exactly like a usual water park except that it has a lot of small random pool of different temperatures, a fake beach, a minin cave to steam yourself and those water jets massages things around. Totally cool. But it gets dizzy when you stay too long in the pools. They're steaming hot. And super comfortable. One of my cousins was shouting "This is the temperature I shower with!" So cute. It was a good experience and it's cheap? Around RM40? Cool for Singaporeans, for Malaysians... I don't know. Is it considered expensive to you?  /shrugs.
You should visit it someday!

The next morning, we drove off to Penang. Yes, we went all the way there. The car ride was... okay, I slept almost the whole trip. Nothing interesting. But yeah, we used the new Penang bridge which is very expensive, according to my uncle. 8km or something. But the old one was prettier. The scenery is WAY better. Oh. Penang is rather hazy tho. Why? AND SUPER SUNNY. IT BURNS.
Howled like a mad woman everytime I got off the car. HEAT STROKE POTENTIAL.

And now... my granny and baby cousin is at my house. I'm blogging and she's watching cartoons. SpongeBob? Haha. It's boring at my house. I'm bored too. We're going shopping at night. So... yeah.
Jing's turtle is with me too. I'm beginning to think my house is a hotel. Hah. Kidding, guys.
That poor little turtle is named ninja turtle by her brother.. Poor thing. But... Haha. Ninja is a pretty cool name I guess. Heeeee~ ^^

Next week, I'm bringing Rina for a JB trip. We're going to visit a lot of cafes and shop around.
That's all.
Bye~
I say this everytime. Whenever I graudate, I lost direction of my life.
T^T

The Day.

Heheh. It's 12 March today.
Happy Birthday to me! :)
I'm 20 this year. In my twenties already..
No time, no time.
Time is running out~!
I'll post later on, about how I celebrated my birthday.
Yesterday was soooo fun! I didn't know that place existed!
Heheh. Too bad I don't have much pictures. So I'll just steal from FB instead. Heh.
Now, I'm off to the temple... Mom says birthday must go temple.
Then, shopping, dinner and Yamaha.
I'm getting a keyboard/piano for my birthday!
Probably the best present ever. Well... except for my guitar. And some other things... Yeah.
Alright, be back later.
^^

哈哈哈。今天决定用中文沟通。可是中文果然很难！

昨天和朋友去了KTV唱歌。本来是约好了中午见面，结果，自己睡不醒。一直到朋友11.55 打电话给我醒过来。笑死人了。现在已近放长假了，也不压力，只是不知道自己以后要怎么过，大学好难找，自己成绩也没特别好。啊，重点是-我还是失眠，晚上睡不着，白天起不来。快疯了。真的。。。连饭也没什么吃得下。真的。。好痛苦。
啊，算了，抱怨也没用，应该去看医生。活不下去~

哦对了，今天来部落格的原因是应为我又梦见了很无聊的事情。
感觉Exo已经闯入了我的人生（不是件坏事），我三天两夜（成语是这样用的吗？）都会梦见他们。这次梦见了他们是我的同学。Lay和Xiumin同学。我和....
Okay. I gave up typing in Chinese cause it's too time consuming and troublesome. English is still the best. Let me continue my dream.
 
Lay and Xiumin are my groupmates and we were supposed to go for a project interview by my Sec 3/4 English teacher who does not entertain late issues. So... my Korean friend and I were somewhere, and we lost track of time. Lay and Xiumin tried to contact us but they obviously failed. Because Lay just sent me a text asking where I am and Xiumin only called once. Then they both went for a group interview. My friend and I got scolded and denied of the interview so it turns out that we will fail the project or something like that. So horrible. Then the teacher was angry at Lay and Xiumin cause they didn't try hard enough to contact us.
 
Seriously, in such an urgent situation, you only gave a text and a call? Seriously? I would have spam whoever that was. Urgh, weird people. Anyway, angry teacher is pretty scary and I was literally shaking from nervousness. In the end, I was given a second chance for the interview. But she was so strict that I couldn't speak properly. Like stage fright, or sth similar.

Horrible experience. Not fun.

I spent my whole day playing with the 3D maker thing, trying to create a house. No idea what I was trying to do but my house looks so nice. No pictures available cause I'm shy. Kidding. I haven't completed it yet. My masterpiece will be revealed soon!

Maybe I'm getting a keyboard or electric piano on my birthday. Depends on the price. And maybe selling my guitar for a ladies one. My current one is too big for me and I realised acoustic guitars really do hurt your fingers a lot. So nope. I will get a ladies one instead.

I was supposed to be recording a song today. But... I couldn't wake up. Anyway, it's good that I didn't, since I'm postitive that I will sound like a sick donkey. Saved everyone from a nightmare didn't I~?

That's all for today. Let me post a random picture before I go...
So sexy isn't it?
I'm totally in love... Since forever.

The Start of Holidays.

Good news number 1 : Exams are over.
Good news number 2 : Holidays~
Good news number 3 : Eat, sleep, play

Bad news number 1 : I will fail Calculus and probably not graduate.
Bad news number 2 : Which university wants to accept me?
Bad news number 3 : Dreams are so hard to achieve. I don't know where to start.

How come all my bad news seem to surpass the good ones? T^T
When will my life be smooth sailing for once~?

Anyway, I'll be going for a KTV session tomorrow. With my clique. (Funny how the clique only has three people/five sometimes) Looking forward to my birthday celebration since the planners are more excited than me. I'm a rock seriously.  I lost the ability to be happy these days. I blame the stress.
Because of stress, I can't sleep, I have no appetite. You don't want to know how cranky I am.
In school, I'm grumpy already. At home... oh ho ho. Let's just say that I tone down my crankiness ten times when I'm outside.

Selca for today. It's actually taken on Sat...

Even smiling is tough nowadays...
And I'm the worse at taking selcas. Whatever I take, it's always ugly. But when other people take, it's nice. Why? Why do I have no selca skills? Or is it my phone? I can't seem to find a nice angle. What's new.

I'm starting a youtube account for entertainment purposes. To post videos... I don't know yet. Maybe singing something or doing a dance or just grooving around. Or to rant to the world. Hah. 'No one cares!' says everyone.  ..... Why are you people so mean to me?

Why am I talking to myself?

What is the purpose of blogging today? ... Let's recall... I think I just wanna announce that it's holidays and I might fail Calculus. Yeah. That's about it.

So... *thinks of something to do*

Okay! Let's do something fun! I shall go google...
Oh.Speaking of google... My wallpaper cheers me up the past weeks. (although it isn't really effective but at least I giggle for 5 seconds before frowning again).
Here it is~!

I am so sorry that I am childish. I am 20 this year. It sucks. I want to be 18 again. Just because that's a nice number. Forever 18, yay!

 

Oh yes. Something fun. Alright, leggo!

I googled 'fun things to do when you're bored at home'. I sure get results...

From : http://goodbyeboredom.webs.com/

2. Draw a picture with shaving cream on your mirror

(nope, mom will not appreciate that)

 

22. Think of 50 random things about yourself. Share them with me on the blog.

(Sounds possible... maybe later or tomorrow)

 

Ookay! I discover a rather good app that allows me to build my own house. Like 3D and stuff. I shall go play with it for a few hours... Hopefully it works on my pathetic excuse of a laptop. First, have to finish downloading it.

 

So, I will take up suggestion 22 and say random things.

What should I say? Hmm...

Random things number

1: My dark circles have reached my cheeks. I think.

 

(GREAT. THE LEPTOP DOES NOT SUPPORT THE APP! WHY OH WHY)

 

2: I'm 1/4 Singaporean. Since only my grandfather (dad's side) is from Singapore. The rest are all Malaysians. 3/4 grandparents are from Malaysia. But I hold a SG citizenship. Ho ho~

 

3: To me, one piece is the best anime/manga ever.

 

4: I need a pet badly 'cause I need love and I have a lot of love within me. Need to let out.

 

5: I want a tattoo. (Parents will probably kill me) Somewhere on my wrist or behind the ear.

 

6: Because I'm petite and have a childish face, people say I'm cute. But no. I like to be seen as pretty or cool or... just not cute. Personality wise, I'm actually a man.

 

7: I'm a peace-loving Pisces with a secret bad temper. I hide it very well.

 

8: I can't get fat? Jealous? Hah. I do gain weight, although it's always a kg or two and there's no big difference. But, I don't gain weight and I don't grow taller either. Guess it works both ways. Don't be jealous.

 

9: When people say I don't use makeup, I secretly laugh 'cause I do use BB Cream. It's just not thick enough to notice. My skin is generally fair (or VERY fair, so as ppl say). I don't really have blemishes. BUT (why is there always a but!?), I have blackheads. So BB Cream is good enough for me.

 

10: I'm hungry now.

 

Will stop here 'cause there's nothing I can think of.

Here's a handsome guy for you.

Sehun, 'cause I'm still in love with my dream.

A picture of him with broccoli hair cause he hasn't earned enough karma points from me.

Poor Sehun. Probably the worse hair colour in history. Even the rainbow hair looks fine.

This is just... Sehun, are you a farmer? Or did you drop into vegetable dye?

How do Koreans look so mature? He's a few months younger than me.

1994 people are seriously the best. I am so biased.

 

 

 

Just another dream. Oh wait, there's Sehun and Kris.

Heeelloo!
It's currently exam period but I'm dropping by to blog! Alright. It's actually because I'm too distracted to study right now. Three papers are over and I'm starting to feel relaxed. Must bring the tension back!! Like... tomorrow moring... Anyway, just so randomly, Jing shared a video of us singing to sing MissA Touch and then I happily forget the lyrics and we burst out laughing. I swear sometimes I sound so awkward singing in Chinese. Point is, we looked so young back then! And that was like a year ago? The things that studying does to us... sighs.

Then we started sharing photos from the past which is so funny. Cause she looked so chubby back then (not like I wasn't. my face looks like I have serious water retention problems). Anyway, we were so cute. And both tomboys. Heh :p

Oh yeah. It's been long since I had dreams. Mainly 'cause I couldn't sleep at night. I blame on stress. I mean, it's ridiculous. I go into bed at 2-3am. I'm dead tired. Immediately after lying down... My brain goes into overdrive.

'Oh! I think you should stay awake for two more hours! Oh, you have to wake up at 7am? No problem! Fall asleep at 4am then!'
I WAS SO TIRED THE NEXT DAY!

'You're trying to sleep? No way! Awesome people does not sleep! You need to exercise and go through the dance steps of this song!'
I ENDED UP DOING STRETCHES 'CAUSE I CAN'T KEEP STILL ENOUGH TO SLEEP.

'Aww you're sleeping already?! Let's form senarios in your head for the perfect lovestory involving your bias!'
HONESTLY, I ENDED UP DEPRESSED.

Yeah. I'm angsty. It doesn't help that I have a temper when I'm stressed. It's not good. Don't let me get started on breakouts! I want to like... kill everyone and buy all the facial products in the world. Yes.

Oh yeah. My dream... It's so awesome I napped for too long and mummy thought I fainted. Funny.
Soooo-
My best friend is married to Exo's Kris (my freaking bias!) and I'm in her house for god knows what reason. Kris was being a jerk. He's so unfriendly and he glares at me and intimidates me with his stupid impressive height. Such a jerk. My friend was somewhere doing something and being shy around her own husband. So ridiculous. Guessed that's why Sehun, the younger brother of Kris decided to call the best friend over, which happens to be me! Hurray.

Oh. The house was so huge and nice. Lucky non-existent friend of mine. And she got married to Kris. Sooo lucky. Anyway, Sehun was a brat and a prankster. But he decided to be kind and help the two idiots get a head start on their marriage life. Don't ask me why he lives in their house. He's a brat. Probably clinging onto his brother or sth.

We played pranks on them. A lot of pranks and Kris got angry obviously. That doesn't stop Sehun tho. That kid. He has blonde hair. You know how I like handsome guys with blonde hair. Okay, I just like handsome guys...

I visited their house like everyday. Haha Goodbye to private lives. That brat called me over, it isn't my fault. So I went and couldn't find him. I bumped into Kris who told me to go eat dinner. Hah. Free fooooood. In the end, I found Sehun in Kris bedroom, on a random sofa, in front of the TV, eating snacks and laughing to himself. Then, the grandma brought dinner up to the bedroom. So funny. Kris was pissed off 'cause you're not supposed to have dinner in bedrooms. But the grandma was soooo nice to us. So Kris was glaring us down and we were eating rice and meat and laughing our asses away. Don't ask me where the wife was. I don't know.

Then, my friend's parents appeared in the balcony (hell, I don't know how. Did they fly or sth?) and asked us if we're eating well. Suddenly, Sehun took out a pink colour phone and started laughing at it, scrolling through some random things. It turned out to be Kris phone. Why does he own a pink phone? I don't know~

Anyway, I think in my dream, Sehun and I are like super close friends or like couple-to-be, only still in denial. 'Cause he had one arm around my shoulder while eating, I don't know how he ate with one hand. Maybe he's an octopus in the dream, but that's not important. And he was sitting too close. And when he laughed, he did it in my face. Literally. Like... the kind of closeness whereby you can almost smell the person's breath. Kris was staring, the grandma looked very amused, my friend's parents were whispering/gossiping. It meant sth right? Hah.

Then, we were scrolling through Kris phone and our heads were touching and we're dropping food everywhere. So fun. And the brat was being so funny. It was a nice dream.

My eyes hurt... T^T

Lesson on Life. Maybe.

Hey people~
I think I'm either too busy to blog or I just lost interest in blogging. That'll explain my absence in the 'blogging scene'. (If there's even a blogging scene in the first place).
So... what's up in life?

Frustration- 'Cause there's only a few things in life that I want and sadly, the most important one seems really unattainable right now. Point is- I'm not getting any younger. I'm almost 20/21 this year. Into adulthood and it makes me wonder what the hell have I been doing with my existence, apart from studies. (And my grades aren't all that fantastic too)

Frustration 'cause what I want is not encourage by my parents (I haven't asked but I know the answer) and because I'm living in SG. Where...everything just seem so... you know, the usual stuff. Everyone here just wants to earn enough for a living, more for luxury, pay off debts for their cars and houses and basically just live to work in their sucky jobs for the rest of their lives. I do not want that. I mean, I do know I will work for the rest of my life, which I also plan to do so until my children says "Mommy, I think that's enough. You should sit back and chill". Yeah. It's just that... work is stressful in SG and more people start to work for the sake of it (or more obviously, for the money). Is anyone really happy with their jobs?

Well, yes and no. Yes, when you meet awesome people and enjoy the relaxing days where work is smooth. No, when work piles up and you just curse and swear and wonder why the hell did you even apply for the job. There're times like this for everyone- but bottom line is- if you really like your job, hell man, throw me the most difficult task ever, I'll be happy to conquer it for you. That's what I'm looking for. I can pull nighters, I can dedicate my whole life to it. It's fine. As long as I'm happy, you try and stop me.

But... sadly... what I want isn't in SG and I seriously wonder when my parents will let go of  the leash on me. Problems with parents nowadays- they protect their children too much. They care too much. They expect too much. I thought being happy is the most important thing. You wanna die a happy person rather than regret that you didn't laugh enough on your death bed right? I'm sure no one wants that. Quoting from a movie or a video- when children were born, parents were thrilled, naming it the moment of their lives when their child starts walking and blabbering in an attempt to speak. Then, walking isn't enough, they should learn how to run. Oh, blabbering is bad now, you should learn to think before in a cultivated manner. And also, running isn't good enough, you should be the fastest runner in your school. By the way, being polite is overrated already, learn to speak with facts and dignity. You're the fastest in your school? Good, now aim for your country. Oh, your neighbour uses more vocabulary than you, you should go read a dictionary. You're the fastest in your country? Shame on you, kids your age are already in the Olympics. If there ever an end to it? NO.

You can probably see how greedy people are. I don't deny it. If I have a kid, they're certainly going to be the best. But is that what your kid wants? Some parents force their kids into studying certain majors, some choose schools for your kids. Seriously, do they want to be in there at all? You want to know why some people end up as bums or achieve nothing in life when their lives are already planned out for them? Exactly my point- their lives are already planned out. Do they want to be in a business major? Do they like the school? Do they even have any interest in the program? They have no personal goals, no say in anything, it makes them lose a battle before it started and that's sad. They don't have will. It's just... pretty sad. Really. To those that fights back, good for you. Keep going. ('Caue I'm going to do just that)

I think I'm going to get too naggy in this one, so I'll stop.
My point is- Are you happy? Do you want to be controlled for your whole life? Do you have plans for your own future? If your answers are all positive, then start rebelling and stop hiding. Hiding gets you nowhere.

(Honestly, all I need now is just a mere reply of an email... Two weeks has passed. Another four to wait for).

Experiences

As I promised, pictures~
(Actually, I read back to see what I've said. So I remembered about the pictures. haha)
The golf clinic that my course organised. Never knew golfing is so much fun. All along I thought that it's just a SLOW and BORING sport for rich people who couldn't bother to sweat. BUT I WAS WRONG! It was... Woah! I perspire so much just for standing there and hitting a few balls. And it was so easy to miss the ball. I missed a couple of times. The golf club is just.. so disobedient.
But it was so much fun. I love it! ^.^
You people should try golfing someday too! It's a pretty cool experience. (Like those you have to strike off your to-do list)
He's the golf pro, Mr lip ooi? I forgot his name! T^T  FORGIVE ME.

 Getting ready to hit the ball. Must get into position first and get the pro's approval before making a real hit at the ball. (So stress cause he's right in front of me! >.<)

 And... IT FLIES! Hahaha XD    Don't I look cool?

 

Another set of pictures from my trip to Sarawak(Miri).
This is our resort in Miri. The atmosphere is really nice. No noise at all. And there are bats flying around at night. We all thought they were birds. But no. Bats were literally flying outside our doors. So cool. Bats are cool.

 The rooms of the resort. All the rooms vary. They all look different. Point is- it's super huge! Look at that empty walking space! And did I mention that there is a super single bed and a king bed? It's meant for two people. Gosh, why do two people need such a huge room and two beds? Unless they're enemies... Oh well. This was originally my room, together with Violet. But we moved into the connecting room instead. Cause Hauwee's family moved their stuff into our room too and we figured out that it's easier for two people to move than four. So yeah.
Surprise? Well, the other room has 3 beds! 3 super singles or queen. I don't really know cause what I know is- it is big enough to fit 3 people for snuggles. Me, Violet and Hauwee squeeze in the middle bed to watch TV. And we can eat cup noddles too. Looks like the super single bed is pretty damn big.

 The scenery you can never get in SG. I am so blessed! :')
It was breathtaking. We were all on this very long speed boat thingy. For 30 minutes, there was nothing to do except to enjoy this view. What can I say? :')

 Oh. The Malaysia airline which made me laughed so hard. As you can see, the plane is TINY. Like a private jet. Which is cool, I suppose. I didn't do anything except for sleep and snack anyway.. And it was only a 45 minutes flight.

 This is the national park of... Sarawak? Or is it Miri? I'm kinda confused. Cause there's mulu and there's miri. Hmm... It looks like it's gonna be boring. But wait for it...

 The start of the day where we still have fresh faces.

 The river which separates us from the terror of the cave! There are crocodiles in the river but we didn't see any. Poor us.

That's all for tonight!
Bye~
(I wanna travel after I graduate! Hopefully Taiwan to eat or some place like Miri for adventure is fine too!)
^^ Good night.