WATCH [LIAR GAME]! THEIR METHODS OF LYING AND TRICKING IS SUPER AWESOME! Such brilliant scriptwriter. LOVE.

Definition of Bimbo Bimbo is a term that in popular English language usage describes a woman who is physically attractive but is perceived to have a low intelligence or poor education. The term can also be used to describe a woman who acts in a sexually promiscuous manner. The term itself is not explicitly negative, but can be used as a derogative insult towards a woman. Ookay. I tried looking for bimbo pics.. And all I got was porn websties. So, NO BIMBO PICS. But it's really bad to be a real bimbo I guess. xD

Hi :) I'm going malaysia tmr. Like seriously. So random. And I need to keep everything in my room cause dad's gonna paint my room. I got so much rubbish to keep. LAZYYYY. Blogger's getting alittle boring. I got nothing to share. Oh. I have. Will I look ugly if I dye my hair to a colour like SUPER light brown, almost to blonde kinda brown? I asked yy and she said I'm crazy, I'll look like a bimbo. Eh.. How do bimbos look like? Enlighten me, someone? I know how they act and talk, but do they have a specific look? She says I'm very white so I shouldnt dye the blonde-ish colour. Hm. Then maybe I should dye blackish-black and wear yellow hairbands and wear red lipstick and wear my swimsuit with a yellow dress. Then I'll pretend I'm snow white and go around singing to birds. LOL. Yes, I feel insulted. Cause looking bimbo isnt a good thing. It's like saying I'm an Ahlian. Same diff. Oh well. Whatever. Pissed but getting over it. :) I'm gonna blog at tumblr now. Can reblog stuff. Which blogger cant, I think. Byes.

Hello! :) I went swimming with Cass today :) Feels so good to swim. We swam for an hour straight. According to her, it's suppose to burn 300 calories. I wanna increase my stamina. Shall go crazy one day and wake up vry early to jog. Must train for my abs! Wakaka. Which is not possible. After I eat, everything down the drain. Hah. How sad. And I just received news that I'm going to Malaysia this fri. Impromptu notice. Super dont like. Must pack my bag.. I wanna change my hair colour. Cass told me to dye to this super light brown almost to blonde colour. She dying red. Hm. I want blue but it's not possible. Besides, she told me SY wanna dye blue. Hm. I hope I look nice when I dye that colour. If not.. cut bangs! Haha. Our secret to 'cure' the not looking good problem. So easy right? :) We watched 'world invasion los angelas'. Quite cool show. Now Cass wanna join the army. Not a chance we're gonna fight aliens though. But it's damn cool if someday, some alien decided to invade our world. Start with America please, not Singapore. We'll all be dead in a few mins. All we need is a bomb. How sad. but today was a pleasant day with her though :) Even though I was quite broke since I didnt bring money nor take my pay. Oh well. Pay her back nxt time. I owe her like.. 8dollars? LOL. My wasing machine damn cute. It plays a melody after it's done washing. But it's quite noisy. All the funny weird melody and vibrating sounds. Tsk. I feel like eating something now.. My stomach feels empty. Shall anyhow find crackers or snacks. Which my house is seriously lagging in. Byes.

Hello :) I didnt go swimming this morning. Cass and I overslept. Oh well.. I slept at 9pm yesterday.. And couldnt sleep anymore at 1am.. So.. That's probably why I couldnt wake up. And I also realised I missed the old DBSK after I heard their songs in one of the shops I went just now. 5 is still the best! Oh. But one JYJ song.. A jap one. It's very nice. I couldnt figure out the title since my jap is lousy, but I'm learning. Self learn. Hah. My mp3 didnt save the english title. Anyway, that song makes me so motivated. Motivated for what, I dont know. But it makes me happy and motivated and contented? LOL. Skip the crap. Mom bought me a nail deco thingy to play with since I'm not working this week.. So I shall play with it. Haha. Anyhow stick and hopefully it will not spoil my nails. I think mom is crazy. she speaks like a gangster, in my opinion. She always says I'm becoming 'ya'. Wth is that? And I'm always 'ya ya'. Like.. ookay? And she uses words like 'cocked up'. So weird. Even I dont talk like that. Oh well. Just weird. I'm gonna go swimming tmr! Must wake up and not oversleep! Go soak in water and build up my stamina. Oh. I bought new goggles. Everything's blue when I see through it. I like :) My under water world in the swimming pool shall be blue :) Like how it's suppose to be. Wahaha. Alright. Nth else. Byes. Good night people. I'm gonna continue using com.

Hi.
Happy 7th month to you! Yay!

OMG. I think I'm gonna die. I went to read my Jan 2008 posts and I cant even understand what nonsense I was trying to say. Like some.. AhLian or sth. So much singlish. And grametical errors and dont know what. Gesh. Embarrassed to the MAX. More than max. To the max of max, if there's such a thing. My english must be really BAD last time..
;p
ookay. Wanted to copy and paste the post. But I realised I cant. so.. Go find and read it. I'm totally laughing at myself. Glad I grew up. My fav sentence - 'hopefully i wont fall asleep.. no choice.. i also dun wan to sleep de.. jus tat so tired lor.. eyes dun wan to open.. haizz..'
What the hell man. Max max.

Hello! :)
I'm home from Shenghong's bbq. Vernon and I had to buy alot of food and walk freaking far. Like OMG. We were complaining half the time and demanded the guys to cook for us. Hah. In the end they cant even finish the food. Such a waste.

Anyway, I had like three diff dreams. Cause I slept for SUPER long. Till 1plus I think. Thought I died. I dreamt that I was Suju's EeTuek, leader and oldest of suju. We were all in the bus going for some event or home, I dont know. Then it started raining. Then we all got split up. I rem Shindong was the real shindong. Yesung was Violet. Heechul was real one also. Ermm. Ryeowook's some random person also. Hauwee was either donghae or.. I dont know. Quite sure he was donghae. So.. we took this mini van with a driver to buy some food. All 6 of us. When we reach the little shop, we were quite happy that nobody could recognise us. Partly cause there were no youngsters around. Then donghae, yesung and heechul got off the van. I scolded them to come back but no avail obviously. Suju doesnt listen to Eetuek anyway. So we bought food. Suddenly, a group of teens came towards us. Heechul smiled. And they went crazy. Then alot of people came rushing towards us. I got pissed off cause it's chaotic. I grab yesung and donghae back into the van. Heechul is signing some autograph. Then I grab him, some fangirl grab me. And chaos. Donghae came out of the van and rescue me. Then we went back to the bus area with fans chasing our car. Everyone got onto the bus and hide. So funny. The life of celebrities, cant even buy food. Poor things.

Nxt dream. I was in Nev's house. Hauwee and I were playing some war game. There were plastic swords, shields,arrows and bows and many other random weaons lying all over the place. Very messy.We were even dressed up in warrior attire. And we were all against one another I think. From the front pouch,we fight all the way till the 'balcony'. Then I ran away and hid. Hauwee looked for me. Then I appeared again and poke him with my sword. I duno how I appear and reappear so pro-ly, I just did. He died. I gave him 10secs to get up and hide somewhere else. I threw the sword away and grab another weapon. Another sword I think. Then he appeared and we fight. Then I ran away and hide. I went to the kitchen and threw my weapon away. I bend down to grab the bow and arrows but he poke my back. I turn around and shoot him. But I missed. So, I died on the kitchen floor. Hauwee walk away. Then I got up, took my sword and ran upstairs to look for Vio to help me. Very.. cartoon?

Third dream, willie and I were in the toilet. Why together, I dont know. Unisex toilet perhaps. He came to me with some numbers and asked me when I think the world will end. I said I dno. then he said he found the ans. And the ans is, 2071 hours. I did some math(which is totally nonsense) and found out that it actually stands for 2011. (how the hell..?) We're gonna die this year! Hurray! Tsk, nonsensical dream I know. Think is cause he told me that if he's studying FBI, he'll be talking in numbers. Haha. I have no idea why we're doin math in a public toilet.

I'm soooo busy this whole week, I realised. Went out everyday. Super tiring! Tues, went shopping with mom. Weds, work till 2am. Thurs, went out with Mice friends and went Cold Stone with Willie after that. Fri, Shenghong's bbq. Sat, out with willie. Sun, working at Jol's shop. WOW. Busy, but I like :) Gonna wear specs out tmr. The nerdy theme. Heee. I hate wearing my specs. It looks ugly, or rather, I look ugly in it. Hah! SAD. I'm kinda hungry now.. didnt eat alot at the bbq. Partly was cause there wasnt any charcoal left. Cant even cook satay. The fried rice is cold also. So.. Shall go cook maggie. I bought a new wallet! Wanted the white one but cant. So I got the black one instead! It looks quite glam. I like :) Nights.

Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe.
-Denis Leary

Hello.
I'm finally home and freshed. Went shopping wih Mom just now at Orchard and bought two dresses. Mom is seriously obsessed with my wearing dresses. OMG. Now I need to buy flats. Or I'll be wearing my dress with sneakers or slippers. LOL.

I watched two movies yeaterday. Rented movies. A horror show called [Unholy woman] and a supposedly romantic show [Leap year]. Well. Both shows SUCKED. To the max. The horror one is plain funny and stupid and plotless and not scary at all. The romance one is not that romantic and it didnt make me tear and it's actually quite boring. SUPER FAIL. Shall elaborate abit..

The horror Jap show has 3 stories. The first story is the FUNNIEST. I'm not being sarcastic btw. The ending really cracked me up. First, the woman's fiance drove her homa and gave her a pair of earrings. Then he said that his ex wife is disturbing him recently. Then the woman duno why, still have to walk home later on. Then she heard sth weird so she looked up the building. Saw nth. Then a little girl appeared in front of her. Nth happen. Then one side of a earring drop at her feet. She picked it up. Nth happen. Then she went home. Her fiance called her and said his ex wife went crazy and came looking for him with a knife. The phone went dead. Suddenly, the woman's bathroom started steaming up. She went to check. And a woman in red appeared in her house with a knife. I thought she's the ex wife. But she's not. Then she started chasing the woman all over the place. Like all over the neighbourhood. Watch them play hide and seek. In the end, the woman in red isnt even the ex wife, nor the little girl's mom that committed suicide. When she strangling the woman, she asked who she is. The woman in red said '' I'M A MONSTER!' And she push her down the building. STORY ENDED. Seriously =.= Waste my time. But the monster is quite ugly. Like the death note monster but womanised. Gee. Still a waste of time though.

2nd story, combination of funny, creepy and dumb. This guy works at a garage. The boss has a sister. One day, the boss ask him to take his sis out to play. He even gave him the sis pic. The girl in the photo is pretty so the guy agreed. He went to the boss house. And saw the boss pumping something into the sis. Oh. The sis upper body is covered by a sack btw. Only can see her legs. The guy was confused but he still took her out anyway cause she has sexy legs. They went to the park. And the sis just open the door and ran out. She run run run and still can fall down. So dumb. Then she continue walking and she run run run and fell into the river. DUMB. So the guybrought her home to let her change clothes.clothing. Since the girl wears sack and skirt only, he wanted to lend her his old underwear and garbage bag since he didnt have any sack. Of coure, the girl kick him. Then she kept pushing him with her butt. He got angry and push her. She landed on the bed. Then she used her feet to write 'more' on the window with the guy's blood. Thenthe guy started kissing her leg and ended up performing oral sex on her. Then he wanted to remove the sack. He untie the sack and sth bloody from her stomach drop out. He freaked out and she went crazy too. She went around banging everything in his house and bang her way out of his door. And she started stalking him though he's hiding from her. She's a freak. Her upper body is damn big. Didnt see how it looks like, the show only shows the shadow of her upper body when the bro is bathing her. Bet it will look gross and bloody anyway. Then the guy tried to kill her. He smash her with a stone,push her down a cliff like thingy.but she didnt die. In the end, the girl cried and the guy pitied her. And she ate him up still. Through her stomach. Between her legs. It looks freaking wrong. Like the oppositeof giving birth. Damn.. WEIRD. Not scary. Waste of time. The story plot is stupid.

Last story. PLAIN BORIN. Nth much to say abt it. Excapt that the mom is scary and the boy's name is Machio. I thought it was quite cute. That's all. The end. Hah. Leap year.. nth much to comment also. Not touching. Though the actress did some excessive crying. And that still didnt make me feel like crying. The storyplot is almost like a fairytale. Quite..surreal? But the actress's command of english is super good. Like a poet. Damn 'chim'. Dont know whether it's real or not. but nvm! Just didnt understand why the show was such a hit when it first came out. I heard many cried :/

Oh well. I cant wait to read one of the boks I've borrowed. It called [Girl in the arena]. Thought it was quite cool :)

Nights.

Before I forget, my lecture on the difference between Yakult and Vitagen.

THE LECTURE.

Yakult has texture like water. It's so easy to sallow since it's like water. Vitagen taste like yogurt. It's like drinkning yogurt. Like.. gooey and sticky and lumpy. Alright, it sounds gross. And vitagen makes me have phlegm. And that is freaking irritating. Ookay. Yakult makes me have phegm too. But it's lesser. Wayy better than vitagen. Anyway, yakult is nicer than vitagen. So much better. Can I be the endorsement person for yakult? Felicia Chin is not around anymore :x Hah. Evil me. And she shows her boobs in the advertisment. Boobs has nth to do with Yakult yo! It's not like if you drink yakult, your boobs will grow bigger or something. Though that's not a very bad idea. Hah. Then guys shouldnt drink yakult or they'll grow manboobs. What am I saying? Anyway, luckily TV is not showing it anymore. PHEW. The nightmare. Oh. One thing nice about vitagen, it's in a bigger bottle than yakult. Yakult finishes so FAST! One bottle is not enough, two bottles are too much. Argh. What to do? Drink Vitagen! Haha NO WAY =.=

Okay.End of lecture. I'm just bored so I'm talking crap. I know.. Dont remind me! And dont ever buy me vitagen! Yakult is welcome though :)

These are just my opinion. Dont agree? SUE ME. Wow. later some vitagen company people got nth better to do and come view my blog and really sue me, I die :x but consumers are obliged to voice out their opinions, no?

I'm home! :D Aint that fast? haha. Met the nicest people in NTUC just now! :D

Hello! :)
I'm gonna go library in a few mins and become a bookworm. Then buy my hair shampoo since the current one doesnt really suit my hair. And help mom buy some pads if I can find what she wants. Then go home and watch Leap Year! Heard it's a nice show :)
okay. Byes now. Gotta go! :D Such a warm day..
Willie's only working till 8pm later. Yay! Shall spam text him at 8pm then :p

I think that's TaeMin.

GAY.

Carroty SiWon.

To the left~ To the left~

Pardon me. I'm just bored.

BYEBYE!

I saved the entire folder of kpop macros. I MUST finish posting them!! :) I love siwon's face.

Hello!

Today was a rather pleasant day. Though I couldn't go out with Cass cause I'm too tired to wake up. Working really has its toll on me. LOL Is it the correct usage of words? Heh. Oh. The Ion toilet is really nice. But the cubicle is scary. The door has reflection, so you can actually see yourself when you're doing 'business'. Quite creepy. And there's a mirror behind you.. So.. Maybe a hand or face will appear when you're doing 'business'. You'll most probably pee your pants. IDK *shrugs* And the flush is extremely VIOLENT. The water doesnt splashes out but it's really loud. Like announcing to the whole toilet that you're done with your 'business' and you'll be out soon. LOL =.= And maybe a snake will appear fron the toilet bowl. That's what I use to think when I was younger and more paraniod with a wilder imagination. And I really did experience sth like that. Except that it wasn't a snake. It was a bloody COCKROACH! SUPER GROSS! *vomits my dinner out* And I realised it was swimming there after I was done I think. EWW. I think I'm gonna die. I dont dare to flush. Okkay. But I still did though. I closed the lid and flushed. Byebye cockroach, you disgusting thing. Merong. Damn gross. Haha Stupid cockroach swam in my pee and didnt die. At least I know my pee is pure enough? Hahs. SHY. Why am I talking abt this anyway? Argh. Stupid toilet topic. SKIP.

I wanna curl my hair! I'm bored with it being straight. And it's not even properly straight anymore. It's curling already. And it's not nice! :( DONT LIKE. I want sth like these. Curls only at the bottom.. But I dont know if it suits me.

Eh.. Look at the hair not their faces. I just took random pics. I like the 2nd pic hair colour. Looks vry chocolately brown. And shiny. Hehe. ookay. I'll jus see what will happen to my hair when I trim it. I think it will turn a little curly. So I dont actually have to curl it anymore. Hah. That's all for now. Bye!

Loves.

Hey hey hi :)

I got no appettite today. Didnt eat much. Sigh. But I'm not hungry. Mom went to rent some horror movies. I watched one just now. It's called [Apartment 1303]. Not that scary, ghost is also not very ugly.. Just sound effects that're scaring people. That's all. Nonetheless, I shall tell the story here since I have nothing to do at the moment. Here it goes!

It's about this girl called yakana moving into this condo. She rented the place at a cheap price and it's at the 13th floor, room no 03. So it's 1303. Yup. The agent didnt tell her anything abt people dying in the apartment. He just said that it's cheap cause it's a far walk to the bus station and train station. Then on the first night, her friends went over to help her unpack. Her dog, samantha, went into a room and stared at a cupboard. It's like a huge drawer. Imagine those Jap kind. Then she went to find her dog in that room and felt a weird aura there. And the room stinks. So she went to open the drawer and *screen blank*. Later on, she went out again to join her friends, she's posessed. She went to eat dog food on the floor. And went to wear a helmet and took her teddy bear. Then she jumped down the balcony. She died.

Yakana's older sister,I forgot her name,went to check on the apartment. SKIP ALOT OF PARTS. She later found out that a girl and her mom lived there before. Both died already. The mom was crazy and she abused the girl. She'll force the girl to eat dog food and hit her and stuff. The only comfort the girl had was her teddy bear. One day, she lost it and went to kill her mom. And she hid the corpse in the drawer. Then she lived alone in the apartment for very long. Then, one day she committed suicide with her teddy bear. A little kid and her mom that lives in 1302, they're ghost too. And the little girl had a teddy bear. She claims that the older sister next door gave it to her when yakana's sister asked. She thought she meant yakana. But it was really the abused girl that died long ago. Ookay. Confusing.

Anyway, the sister died in the end too. Cause the ghost of the abused girl forced her down the balcony. Yakana ghost tried to save her, but duno why she didnt in the end. Got to the evil side I guess. LOL. Not a very impressive story plot. But it's still alright.

Oh. My dream last night. I dreamt that I was best friends with Linus. And we were playing some game. Then this guy,I forgot who already, came and started fake whrestling him. Linus headlocked him and continue playing with me. It looks super dumb. End of story. Byebye.

Oh right. First time I read a book till I cried. ookay, teared. Not cry. but it's super nice. Quite touching. But I wanna be the girl in the story! She has such a cool life. Jealous.

Okay. Bye for real. Loves.

[I'm working tmr! Hope I get a table or sth. I hate sitting around and doing nothing. Damn boring! Tsk]

I'm supposed to go watch Red Riding Hood with Anne and Kelly. But last night, I was told last min that I couldnt go out. So now, I'm stuck at home eating oatmeal. And my neighbour's dog wouldnt stop barking. Haiz. What a life. I shall entertain myself. And I'm working tmr. Why did I agree anyway? Stupid me.

I must eat meat, oatmeal, fish and eat 5 to 6 small meals a day to gain weight. Hm. OOKay.

Don't disturb the sleeping MONKEY!

I'm going out for work soon. While waiting I shall eat some bread and post some stuff here. I hate mense. Grr. Makes me feel bloated. And my stomach feel fluffy. Or bloodily fluffy. Hah. Shall ask people go swimming with me nxt week. Oh. Haven buy goggles yet =.= Shall get a blue one then.
Bye. Off to a boring day at work. (I'll pretend I'm happy)

So.. do you think you're up to it? I never knew you were interested in entertainment business till the day I got scouted. And yes.. i was right, you were obviously lying. Damn the obviousness yo. CHEERS,
loves.
NOT

Found this link in Cass tumblr..So talented the girl. SOMEONE PAINT FOR ME?? They're so cute!! xD I shall go and ask the medicure person to help me do. Hehee ^^v

Found this on a site. Kpop marcos? :)

Hello!
As I said, I went to Cass's house. Her dog went barbaric. Aggressive I say. But nvm! :) Hyper dogs are always better than lazy forever sleeping dogs. Cass painted my nail with pink and added flowers that look like bunny ears. It was suppose to be pretty.. But I ruined it :x My thumb is pretty though! :) It has a flower! Hope the MICE managers wont catch me. I dont even feel like working tmr. SIGHS. LAZY already. And I missed 3meals todays. 2meals done. Dinner is half done, I ate mango. Still got 2meals left. NTH else to eat.. Shall eat biscuits. And bread with nutella. Hah. I haven finish mine yet. Nobody in my house eats nutella :( Willie says it's like sex in a bottle. I dont see the link though. I think he means it's nice. Whatever. He's working like everyday except yesterday. GRR. I'm so gonna kill him. He didnt even have time to text me on my birthday. I'm gonna kill him. *3mins later* I'm back again. Went to pick up a call. Well. The Sat starbucks meeting with the scout person is cancelled. And aparrently, yy agreed to change it to another sat,the 26th. Very nice. It about time she rem 26th is my monthnivesary. Well. On 26th, she'll have to go herself. Merong :p Oh. Didnt someone say she hates it when people makes decisions without her permission? Funny. If you dont like it, dont do it. Simple logic. TSK.
I think.. it's time to make it 10years best frens and 1year normal frens. And counting. CHEERS ^^ I feel like a hypocrite now. Hahs! But whatever, life's a bitch. I can be a bitch sometimes right?? Oh. Anyway. The horror movie has no plot and is funny. I suggest, don't watch it :)

LOVES. Thanks CassyBabe for the letter! Wait for your snailmail! :p

OMG. WORLD ENDING. EXPLOSION AGAIN. I HAVEN'T BEEN TO JAPAN YET :'(

Hello!
I'm in good spirits today! Cause the com's working fine suddenly. Creepy. And I got a new mp4 from IT fair yesterday. Mom bought it. Hah. It's only $99 for 8GB. Cool isnt it? Like sooo cheap. haha :D And I rearranged my eating plans.
It's now 10am,1pm,3.30pm,6pm,dinner,9pm,10pm,11pm onwards. 8meals a day. Hehe. I'm insane. I set alarms and recorded it all down in my schedule :x Well. Desperate situations call for desperate measures! My method is copyrighted. Strictly no copying! thank you very much :)
Byebye. Imma watching a horror movie with Cass tmr! Wahaa~
LOVES.

Zooming towards a self-destruction mode. No one can stop me. Cause nobody knows about me. I'm still on a mission to get fat. And I don't see any diff so far. Pissed off.

Let's pray for Japan. I wanna join the rescue team. If Singapore's sending any over. Voluntary work. It's so poor thing! They are like the cleanest Asia country around. And now it's like..bricks.sea water.plastic.fire.explosions. floating cars.collapsed buildings. EVERYWHERE. Well. For most of the affected areas anyway. So poor thing. I wonder how they're gonna clean it up. Sighs.

Let's pray for Japan. I wanna join the rescue team. If Singapore's sending any over. Voluntary work. It's so poor thing! They are like the cleanest Asia country around. And now it's like..bricks.sea water.plastic.fire.explosions. floating cars.collapsed buildings. EVERYWHERE. Well. For most of the affected areas anyway. So poor thing. I wonder how they're gonna clean it up. Sighs.

Heee. Celebrated my birthday at the zoo today. Feel like an animal. haha :) But it's fun! Thanks Cass,Jol, Kelly,SY,WeiEn,WeiSong and Zul. Names are not according to any order, so dont fight :p Oh! Thanks Willie too :) He owe me a nicer card and my gift! Wahaha. Feel so evil. And I'm not gonna eat icecream for the whole week. Till nxt Sat. Ate too much icecream. Oh! Pics.. uploading later. I didnt delete the Jol fail pic with kelly. :x She's gonna kill me. Anyway, thanks people :)
LOVES.

What nonsense. HMPH. The world doesn't revolves around me. Since when it is? GRR.

Is someone using my fb acc now? I cant seem to log in :'(

Omg. A bird just flew into my kitchen and the windows weren't even open. Grr. Smart bird. TSK. And I dreamt that Eunhyuk was my bf. Hah~ First time ever. Jaejoong appeared too. My dreams are getting better :)

Loves xD

TRECIA is amused :) Loves.

Pretty Bom :)

Dreamy JaeJoong :)

Laugh like JunSu :D

My passport photo! I think it's the nicest so far :) Hee. I look mature though.

I wish I was a loner so no one would care what I'm doing, what I'm wearing and what's gonna happen. So I can disappear as and when I like and there's no biggie abt it. I prefer a free life. I want my own house.

(I'm gonna buy that pretty little boots,I dont care!)

wow? what language is this man? ( (wow? what language is this man?)
oh my god! (oh my god!)
this is quite stupid.. (this is quite stupid..)
Gee. I'm just bored.
bored. fuck.

ab c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q rst u vwxyz
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

I'm gonna learn this language!

Screw my com. The only webpage I can go is Yahoo homepage. Cant even search anything. Cant to google, the window will close by itself. And if I'm lucky,I can get to blogger or facebook. WTH! I want my lappy! ASAP. GRR.

A little bit of everything.

A little bit of during band cam-whoring,
the BF,
outing with pri sch frens,

cam-whoring in the sch toilet,

NCO camp,

violence in art class,

silly cousin moment,

baby crying,

enchanting moments,

a little bit of love,

cutting of hair,

a picture at a class chalet,

and stupid hairstyles.

Makes up a big part all together :)

(blogger is screwed up or maybe my com is)
To do list

1. Mop floor every 2days.
2. Learn the fire dance. And maybe keep your head down if i have the time.
3. Eat 8 meals a day. 9am,12pm,3pm,6pm,9pm,11pm,1am,3am.
4. Go swimming at least once in two weeks.
5. Take time and effort to text properly.
6. Be proactive.
7. Read the 3storybooks before duedate.
8. Shop for pretty clothes. If I can.
9. Watch geomeo and juliet, the ex ghost show and all the other movies available.
10. Stuff myself to death.
11. stock up on snacks.
12. Drink alot alot alot of water.
13. Wake up at 9am EVERYDAY.
14. Dont work anymore.
15. Be nice.
16. Be nice.
17. Be nice.

I'm bored..

Hello. I went for my body check up just now. And I shrunk. And lost 4kg. How saddenning. All along I've been trying to gain weight and I'm losing weight instead. Gee. Is this a sign of depression? Or it's cause of work? WEIRD. I'm like officially underweight now I think. And I had never been underweight. SHIT. Mom's gonna kill me if she knows. I'm supposed to be FAT. And gain weight. Not the other way round. Gosh. I should probably go jump down and kill myself first before I actually get murdered. Sounds like a good idea?

Oh. I just rem I must mop the floor today. Shall do it later. Me, no life person.

When you start to lose interest in something, it just continues. Will it ever be the same again? I'll say, NO. No means Never. Wait till your next life, I'll never wanna see you again. I gotta survive on my own anyway. Somehow. Ain't I a boring person anyway?

It's raining now. It'll stop eventually. When the dark clouds clear and the sun comes out again, you know there is hope.

I'll stop wasting my precious time waiting for you to get ready and do grooming. If I'm done, you're not. BYE. Well. It doesn't matter if you're good at speed walking or whatever. That certainly does not give you the right to be pissed too. I should be pissed instead isn't it? It's the same routine everytime. I'll be done. Sitting around, idling around. While you take your own sweet time, bothering those few strands of hair that doesn't matter. Nobody will even notice they're there,pls. So goddamnit, HURRY UP. Cause we've been late every single time. Obviously it's your fault we're late, don't you complain and nag at me. Thank you very much. Your cooperation is very much appreciated and NEEDED. :)

Mission in progress : Get my life back and get fat!

Bye.

EARLY!

Morning morning! I'm up early today and in a good mood :) First time I woke up before noon in weeks! Sooo weird. Got so much time to spare. I'm gonna cook mushroom soup later! Been wanting to eat it since yesterday. Haha :) Alright that's all. Hope today will be a great day. Gonna watch Adjustment burea later. I think it's nice. Hah. Bye!

MARRY HAD A LITTLE LAMB.

It's adorable :)

SHUT UP

As the title says, SHUT UP. This is so annoying. I'm lazy to type in detail. But it's kinda obvious anyway. It's like.. you have nothing much to say since the person didn't do anything wrong. And so you start to nag. Abt what? Something about not off-ing the fan? Drying your hair? Using com at 11pm?(seriously I dont see the prob) This is CRAP man! Argh. Frustrating. Feel like just jumping out the window. I dont know if I'll die. But since it's 11th floor and Willie say I will.. So I guess I will die. Well. Dont get me wrong. I wont wanna die just cause someone nags at me 24/7. OKay. Maybe I will want to. I'm mentally shaken up. A whole big stupid mess. Just smash the brain. And DIE. Aha =.= Haiz. Gotta off com at 12am. Like seriously? I got a curfew for using com? WTH LA. Come on man. I've been living a SUPER ULTRA restricted life since...forever? I always thought it was normal to ask for permission before buying things.. It seems like I was wrong. I thought every kid needa ask for permission to on com. Seems like I was wrong too. But hey, I'm not a kid anymore. Does that rule still apply to me? Apparently, YES. OMG. F! Hah =.= I'm just leading a damn restricted life. A little more freedom and decisions of my own would seem nice. Really. Cause at the end of everything, it's MY life. NOT yours. I don't need a control freak in my life. TYVM. End of story. BYE.