Hello. I went for my body check up just now. And I shrunk. And lost 4kg. How saddenning. All along I've been trying to gain weight and I'm losing weight instead. Gee. Is this a sign of depression? Or it's cause of work? WEIRD. I'm like officially underweight now I think. And I had never been underweight. SHIT. Mom's gonna kill me if she knows. I'm supposed to be FAT. And gain weight. Not the other way round. Gosh. I should probably go jump down and kill myself first before I actually get murdered. Sounds like a good idea?

Oh. I just rem I must mop the floor today. Shall do it later. Me, no life person.

When you start to lose interest in something, it just continues. Will it ever be the same again? I'll say, NO. No means Never. Wait till your next life, I'll never wanna see you again. I gotta survive on my own anyway. Somehow. Ain't I a boring person anyway?

It's raining now. It'll stop eventually. When the dark clouds clear and the sun comes out again, you know there is hope.

I'll stop wasting my precious time waiting for you to get ready and do grooming. If I'm done, you're not. BYE. Well. It doesn't matter if you're good at speed walking or whatever. That certainly does not give you the right to be pissed too. I should be pissed instead isn't it? It's the same routine everytime. I'll be done. Sitting around, idling around. While you take your own sweet time, bothering those few strands of hair that doesn't matter. Nobody will even notice they're there,pls. So goddamnit, HURRY UP. Cause we've been late every single time. Obviously it's your fault we're late, don't you complain and nag at me. Thank you very much. Your cooperation is very much appreciated and NEEDED. :)

Mission in progress : Get my life back and get fat!

Bye.