Time to move on :)
Weird.
Things are different now. Slightly different. It's.. unexplainable. My weird thoughts never fails me. Invading my mind at the most inconvenient times. Why thoughts?? WHY!? You epic fail you! Oh well.. Back to normal. I can't talk to my own thoughts can I? It's talking to myself.
HMM. Weird is all I can say. People are weird. Feelings are weird. Behaviour.. weird. It's just weird. Everything is weird. Can I say.. nothing makes sense now?? Ookay, let me correct that, some things makes sense. Like 1+1=2. Yeah, it definitely makes sense. BUT. That's not the point obviously. My world does not make sense. Cause my worries seem to be redundant, thoughts are haywire, inspirations running all over. And to top that, I'm no having any dreams!! It is good or bad? Good in the sense that I have no nightmares. Bad in the sense that I have no life. Ookay, I'm alive but.. it seems empty. Well, apart from friends, sch, food?NO LIFE. Nth to achieve, nth to chase after, nth to fulfil. I need a goal, I guess.

No dreams equals no goals. HM. Maybe I can use that in my presentation. But I doubt anyone will understand me. Gee. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't know!! And now I'm answering my own questions. GREAT. Just awesome. I need a life~ Maybe I should get a course.. Outside course.. Like.. piano or guitar or something. ARGH. Life is fill with emptiness. Ironic. How can emptiness fill up? Don't empty means nothing? Emptiness can't filll up. Maybe.. Life is fill with nothing. Can't fill up with nothing too. HM. Alright, fine. My life is empty. I have nothing. Which is.. kinda true. Well, maybe for some things I do have. But yeah, you know you got my point. I need a goal. Any goal. Anyone wanna give me a goal? I don't want stupid goals like eat 3 bowls of rice a day. I want sth.. meaningful. Like not all that noble also. I'm hard to please, I admit. SIGH. Something is wrong with me. Or maybe it's just this moment.

Oh. My blog is suppose to contain happy things. Can't afford to be emo. Don't like to be emo. Spent so much time being emo already. Time to change. Change change change. Optimistic is how I live. Ehh sounds funny. But whatever. Lalala~

I shall listen to Balloons. It always cheers me up. Makes me feel happy and innocent and carefree. Even if it's only a short 5mins. Worth it. Because, recently, I've been listening to songs like.. 'Hush Hush', 'I'm the best', 'Mission' , 'Pierrot'. That kinda genre you know. Soo.. misson-like, full of myself, confident. Blah blah. Well, listening to songs like this is good, it makes me feel better and boost my ego, somehow. But I feel like I'm gonna plan an assassination or plot world domination. LOL Impossible I know. But have you heard of Mission Impossible? There's a reason for the name behind it you know. Figure it out.

AH, narcissistic me. STOP IT TRECIA. Hey! I just remembered! In Shrek 3 or 2, Shrek wanted to go back to the time 'where the world made sense'. HMM.. He regretted saying that after that. So.. Should my world go back to when everything makes sense? Will I regret like him? I know Shrek is fictitious. BUT. The scriptwriter is not right? There must be a reason for him to write it that way.. I believe every cartoon is tryin to teach us sth. I just know it! I mean, people don't create such cartoons for fun. Except for some that is solely for entertainment purposes.. like teletubbies? I don't what they're telling children. Lie down on the grass and rub your stomach hoping that a TV screen will appear? Oh well.. It won't happen for sure. But seriously,who cares? It's cute! HM.
Dinner time! Bye!