Omg. I didn't know this was live until I heard Junsu's scream. I thought it was recorded. Too awesome for words. *spazz* 

How to differentiate DBSK's live from recorded.

Tip 1: Watch out for Junsu's screams. He always does it differently from recordings. Of course, live one was improvised and more awesome than recorded.

Tip 2: Listen to Jaejoong's breathing. It is normally very loud. And his voice will always sound very raw. Very 'live'. He likes to breathe randomly in a 'sentence' too.

Tip 3: Yoochun's.. ehh. Just this element that tells you it's live. His asthma voice says everything. And he likes to cut notes off.

Tip 4: Changmin's high notes. Sometimes he goes out of tune then comes back again. And he cuts the high notes shorter too.

Tip 5: Yunho.. Not much. Maybe he just pull his vibrato longer? Well.. If the other members are singing live, he probably is.
Oh. And they normally tend to close their eyes when singing. So it's definitely live. I mean.. They all fail at lipsinging.. Jaejoong tends to forget the mic on purpose. Oh well

5years of listening to DBSK, you'll notice such things. I feel like a nutcase now. Thanks Dongbang.

>-<

Days, Day after day I always wonder around in a trance the dream that I have envisioned in the past seems to have escape me too I\'ve forgotten how to smile I am unable to shed tears too as I embrace your shadow

SMILE AGAIN
Smile once again the wings spread within my heart let\'s look towards the sky therefore
TRY AGAIN
Do not give up hope as time passes believe in my undying affection because I will protect you

Why do you always escape the light? I am looking for your shadow that is concealing itself I don\'t understand myself. I am aware of your presence but I am afraid to ump into you Because I am in denial.

SMILE AGAIN
Letting out a loud cry as the burden was lifted from me let\'s get to the clouds, and then
TRY AGAIN
Protecting our love for one another even just a little is fine don\'t be in a hurry because we still have time

Because I will protect you

BoA..JJANG after so many years. Should had download her album earlier. She's awesome!

Morning~ ^-^
MY DREAM. Woah. Very disturbing.
My cousins: I, Nevell, Violet,Charlotte,HauYee,HauWee were in my aunt't room watching DVDs. Then, HauWee started acting all weird and putting salt and pepper into all our drinks(which happen to be Oreo milkshakes, Oreo latte, Oreo hazelhut) HAHA. We asked him why and he said there would be a civil war soon. Yeah, most probably us killing him cause he spoiled our drinks. But NO, of course. My aunt came up and brought us Soju and Choya. Then, i went to the window and saw a group of Indian beggers, a family I suppose, with 4 kids, the mum, held a baby in her hands and threw it over the gate into our front yard. O-O That was my expression at that time. Both dream and maybe reality too. I told Nevell to set up the CCTV small little TV(we really do have it last time, dreams aside). By that time, they were already shouting outside the gates and claiming that we kidnapped their child and abuse her. I mean, a baby thrown over a at least 2.5m tall gate.. The sight wouldn't be nice. AND I SAW THAT SIGHT IN MY DREAMS OMG SUN. Must unsee it! >-<
And then. Bryan Wong/Huang? The huang lu jiang host came along with a few coins in his hands and tried to bribe them. Like 10cents for the kids? OMG, it worked. No war for us. But that is such a ridiculous sight. Who's gonna take responsibility for the dead baby in our house!?
I cannot imagine. MUST UNSEE. So, we fought for the Choya instead. It taste like banana. Oh well..

Yup, that's my dream. Rather nonsensical. BUT THE BABY!  T-T
My miserable face. Nope, I do not put make-up to sleep. This was taken after the CCA drive. When I realise my make-up remover does not work well on the eyeliner. It's time to buy the liquid type..

He is welcome to join my devil clan! Or I join his death clan. Whichever way works.
Hm so this is the teaser for unequalled. Wait. Is it equalled or unequalled?
I'm confused.
Ahhh off to school!!

Rooftop prince is too popular! Really a comedy romance. Although the main characters are aways fighting, it's too funny. The things that they argued about aren't exactly valid also. Heh. Such an awesome show. Singapore loves it too! :D According to some news report. DAEBAK~

Yoochun is such a good actor. But let's hope after all the acting and dramas, JYJ will get together and release an album. Just Junsu alone is not enough! Fans are greedy, you know? And Junsu's concept for Unequalled.. I HATE IT. Well.. I know he'll look good and sexy in the concept.. with red lipstick and dark makeup, I like Elizabeth and he surely looks good and I'm nagging now. BUT. I'm for cute Junsu. Somehow, in my mind, he's simply a 26year old man that has the mindset of a 10year old. Although we all know in reality, he's not that retarded. He definitely does not have mental problems either. 

Slow me. Mirotic suddenly occured, just this minute and HEY. Jaejoong invented the word. It's all. All I can ask is, what was he thinking? Because of mirotic, we have Xiahtic. And that's all cool. Dr Jin better have ratings like Rooftop Prince. This is a warning.

Off to school~

^-^

It's a bright sunny yellow banana day~

Dr Jin filming starts today! Hwaiting Jaejoongie~

Looks like a girl doesn't he? Hehe

What I can say.. I like myself make up free. And I should probably stop being a devil.
>o<  I aged 20years with make up! My feet hurts after today..

It feels so good being rude.. And then guilt starts eating me up. Don't eat me~! >o<

Nutcase cracked. It's a bad thing, really.

Can't I just be a loner or something?

I going insane, I swear.

I don't want to consider anyone's feelings. Or feel for anyone.

It isn't fun anymore. Not like it was ever fun.

Too much emotions to take care of. I can't count.

Too little self to take it all. I'm only one.

What I am saying now?

I'm putting myself into the victim's shoes now.

But I am certainly not it. I was never it.

Then who's the victim?

Do we really need an answer?

Why are we all fighting for the victim's shoes?

If it's the wrong size, it wouldn't fit well.

 So why don't we get a new pair instead?

Why struggle with something that will hurt you?

If you don't buy shoes that aren't your size, you wouldn't have a chance to wear it.

Dont turn and kick youself in the shin. Cause you can't.

They say, time will heal things.

Really? How much time is needed?

Should we all wait till the time is near?

How will time heal everything?

And who are they to even say that?

Ahh. Too many questions. Too little answers.

I will shut myself and imagine a box.

Protect my sanity within the boundaries.

Fit myself in and just wait.

Wait till..

Let's not get to waiting till when.

I change my mind.

I will fill words in the box.

Words of betrayal, hypocrisy and distrust.

Fill it to the brim.

If I am alive in there, I will be alive out here. 

A little warning: Any similarities relevant to any situation is possible in any way you see it. But it does not matter how relevant it is to you because this is my post and this blog belongs to me and only me. So, same old rules. If you are unhappy, you can leave. I do not entertain any souls here, be it the living or dead. But if you are dead, please do not read my blog for I am certain I have the ability to freak out although I will not know whether you have done so or not.
Right now, I am fully aware of the digression happening and I am not in any sense apologectic. Because, I will repeat again, this is my blog ad I say whatever I want. But of course, nothing will be against my morals which includes religious, racist or any controversial comments. Controversial topics are just too bothersome to deal with and I do not have the patience to entertain. Besides, my blog does not have a chatbox, so if one day this blog gets shut down, I will have no idea why. Therefore, I will not risk the chance.

I need a place to rant and let out my emotions in my own way. So, if this offends anyone. I don't care and go away! Sorry for being rude but I happen to roll that way today.

Bye~ ^-^

From twitter random facts page: When you wake up around 2-3am without any reason, there's an 85% chance that someone is staring at you.

That is very creepy cause I do that sometimes. Who is staring at me!?

Within 5 minutes of waking up, 50% of your dream is forgotten and within 10 minutes, 90% of your dream will be gone.

This is not true. Sometimes I forget my dreams, but it comes back automatically few days later.

You can't dream of strangers. The people you see, but don't know, are people you have seen at some point in your life.

Really? So that mysterious guy that appeared in my dreams a lot of times is actually someone I knew!? How awesome.

Michael Jackson had a meeting in one of the Twin Towers on the morning of 9/11, but missed it because he overslept.

Lucky him.

Okay.. I'm just bored.

I can't believe I can cry while reading a story. Stupid tears. Why must the author be so awesome? T-T  Angst. I can't handle. *sobs*

HMM. JiHyo and Jaejoong in a movie..
I love both of them. But isn't JiHyo like alot older than Jae? 
I hope DrJin Timeslip show could change their lead to JiHyo too!
Why ParkMinYoung!? Isn't she LeeMinHo's? T-T
Apparently, she gets all the guys. Yoochun, Jaejoong.. *sulks*
Not mentioning LeeMinHo cause I don't like him.
And I clearly remembered the ghost show that she starred in.. Some cats eyes ghost show.. It was so touching I cried!! It's not ghost show. Horror, damnit. Not angst or melodrama. A freaking ghost show and I cried buckets. Can someone tell me why? The ghost seriously fail.
*emotions out of control*
So don't try touching my properties!! *hints and shoot daggers*

And also, JYJ!! Please get to Running Man! Is it a SBS or KBS program? 
Argh. Damn the korean channels.  
I'm too emtional today.


 Cause I bought two shoes. Which is not the reason for the emotional outburst. I'm just over protective of my guys. Self claimed btw. And visited alot of branded shops but realised I was too poor to afford anything. Well.. It was mainly cause mom refused to pay. So.. Let's start searching blogshops for the jacket I wanted!! Cause mummy refused to pay for the $60plus one. Let alone that $300plus belt. Hah Oh. My sandal is the best ever. It looks like Cinderella's shoe. Haha Dad says, not me ^0^ I like it tons now.

Gotta go eat fruits now! My uncle planted the water apples himself. Awesome~!  :D

I want to customise my blogskin but I have no idea how to. The plain background is getting to me..

The awkward moment when your lady partner's hand is larger than yours. Plain awkward, Junsu-shi. 

Look at the difference!! Unbelievable. Junsu has small hands.

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Happy Birthday Jing-chan! xD I hope you enjoyed today! Although it's not much. We will do covers together next time! ^-^ Heeeeh Happy burstday! Courtesy of the awkward korean/taiwan english pronunciation. Jjang~! *happy happy bubble song* Gives a Kyuhyun to you~
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Classes are gonna be out tmr~ Prays hard. I have a freaking huge pimple. HATES. And one impending sore throat because of chicken soup with alcohol? DOUBLE HATE. 
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Junsu's first solo seoul tour sth sth will be selling tickets tmr! Support him! I wanna go but I can't fly there.. So.. You lucky koreans and whoever in Korea now!! Get the tickets! ^-^ Junsu's live never disappoints! *cheers and betrays Eunhyukk yet again* The tickets seemed to be quite cheap too? Well.. if we convert it to s$.. I don't know about Won.
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Anyway, my dream last night. EPIC. I was arguing with SNSD's TaeYeon. Because the management wanted to put me into SNSD as the 10th member. Hah. Then I don't want to join them. Taeyeon wanted me to join. So I told her, if I join, SNSD will turn into Super Junior. Heeh. Then she went on to tell me how fun Golden Disk Awards was.. Ehh.. ookay? My brain is messed up already. Imagine the anti-fans.. *faints at the thought*
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Well.. This post is being chopped into different sections because these are just random sentences that doesn't even make up a paragraph. So yeah.And they all have no link to each other.. Alright :/
Bye~! ^-^

^-^ It's night already..
I present.. Junsu the narcissist

Alright..I'm moody today. Since afternoon. The weather was partly at fault. Then when it became cooler, it became my mom's fault. The way she speaks is.. impossible. It was also because I wanted my old life back. When I was still like a little princess with the world in my hands. Now, the world became out of hand. Pun intended. The way she thinks is impossible too. I can't explain it. It's like fire and water. It clash. This is a grumpy day.
Oh well. Looking on the bright side of this moody grumpy day, its been long since I last felt this way. I can't be that happy and trouble free everyday right? Haha I must be crazy. But it did feel good to vent it out. Although my method was a little rude and wrong. *sighs* Couldn't care less. 
All I wanted was to at least be treated and look at as a young lady. Not a little girl. I'm 18. Not 10. It wasn't because I was childish or immature. I wasn't given the opportunity to be that way.
Turning to the bright side again, I shall keep to my own optimism and not be so emotional and deep like a certain KimJaeJoong. Yeah.. That guy's been emotional lately. And.. at least he tweeted to prove his existence. Glad to know he's still on Earth. Let's live our fullest!! I keep saying that, but I lacked the courage to do so. Ahhh what to do~  >o<

Junsu is back! Yay~! New album! Support support! Can't wait for it! :D  *prays for Jae's album to be next* ^o^

Sometimes, I feel like designing my own clothes and making them. So much easier than to go hunt for one that I like. And sometimes, the clothes doesn't fit correctly. HMM. Is there a machine for making clothes? Because, for one, I don't actually know how to sew or knit. I think.. I wasn't joking when I said I'm going to hire a stylist when I grow up. Other than that, everything else seems like too much hassle. Yesterday's happenings. I went to Hl's house and met his parents. Well.. He was just supposed to teach me how to play pool.. Ehh.. I did learn something for 10minutes. Then we went to meet his parents. Which I thought his mum was his Myanmar cousin's girlfriend and he laughed at me >-<  Pssh. But they were friendly though. I have no idea why he was freaking out more than I was. Haha And then, we ended up playing guns with his brother for awhile and his Jap book and pool was forgotten. Long ago. Hehe And yesterday was Myanmar's new year? Which was random in the sense that it's middle of April.. And they celebrate it by some water festival thing. Don't know what it's called.. Yeah. We went to watch Battleship and saw Rihanna inside. Haha Surprise~ But it was cool. War with aliens are the coolest~! xD

I think.. I'm treating my blog like how people treat twitter. Spams and spams and updates. But too bad. I don't really use twitter. So I'm here! Traditional way of ranting. Heh >-<
HMM.. I actually forgot what I wanted to say after the page loaded.. So.. erhemhem.
Let's just laugh at Taemin instead..
Let's just say.. He's not a definition for man. Because he looks like a girl. And pretty even. Although I don't appreciate the fact that he's topless with no muscles at all. And white stockings!? I can't even.. Oh no~

 Does he look like SNSD's Jessica?

 No no no!

What is the stylist thinking!?
No appeal. No appeal. *protests*
Well.. Shawol might like it.. I HATE IT.

BaekJiYoung- Sarang ahn hae (can't love)

Watch Rooftop prince~ The show's too funny! I can't help laughing even in the middle of the night. Why are the cast all so cute~? Why? >-<  I told my mum the storyplot. Now she felt like watching too! Hehe But I'm not sure if they have chinese subs. Hah. HanJiMin. I like her. ^-^

SS4 in PARIS a success~!

I am done with my wardrobe! *proud*
It is now arranged according to colours and types. It still doesn't look professional though. I thought the colour contrast might be obvious, but it's not. Hah Nevermind. Let's just hope I don't mess it up.

  It's like a sale going on here! Haha

End result! ^-^

My wardrobe looks quite small.. HMM. 

Anyway. I counted as I arranged them. Like stock checking..

I have :

5 formal wear shirts

12 dresses

11 jackets

10 vest & whatever nonsense

5 red shirt

9 long sleeves

2 pink/maroon/green shirts

11 black shirts

10 grey shirts

3 purple

4 yellow

10 blue

17 white

TOTAL: 103++

Those washing and hanging not counted.

Gosh. I can start a clothes store already.

Why does it seem that I don't have enough clothes in the first place?

Maybe I should start giving my old clothes away.. 

They took up 1/3 of the count already.

The NII autograpghed photos: 

 Yoochun's signature is so nice! If you compare it to Junsu's scribblings..YEAH.

Although I really liked the Xiah he added *shrugs*

 Everyone is abnormally skinny. Don't they eat!?

I've never seen a chubby Chun or Jae before.

But I know Su can be chubby if he actually eats.

Stupid musical!! 

I wanna buy the DVD.. 

>-<

I like NII clothes collection! The cartoons are so cute! 

^-^

Pray and hope they sell it in SG soon.

Found this song by accident. Who's LeeSeungChul? 
Well, it sounds like a classic to me. So.. I like it ^-^

He's back! Nu2morrow! ^-^
I think he's the only cover youtube singer I like. Haha
And he sounds like JAEJOONG! Awesome.
Though some parts sound like Jae with sore throat..
Well. Nice cover I guess. My fav Junsu song!
Kanashimi no yukue. 悲しみのゆくえ.

JYJ- boy's letter live.
I love their live. Never disappoints. Junsu is just DAEBAK. How did he manage to do that!
I am amazed 0.0

Afternoon. 

Junsu was so mean in my dream. Apart from the fact that his english is atrociously ridiculous, of course. Anyway, I meet Girl's Generation too. Because I happened to be.. an assistant. Of some kind that works with them. Yet, I can't speak their language. Hm. I suppose that doesn't matter. Anyway, Eunhyuk appeared too. He was the MC for the outdoor interview.. In some random country. I don't know where I was. Moving on. He was REALLY fierce and serious in the dream. And his interview questions were tough to answer. Gee. Even Seohyun(my role model) stuttered. MEAN HYUKKIE! Then, we.. we separated to this hotel to change out and prepare to leave. 

Oh. There was this SMtown performance earlier. So everyone was there. Seriously. Maybe except for BoA, Kangta and some others. The whole hotel was flooded with people. Including staff and other tourists. Then, there was me. Looking for my friends and wandering around lost. Because we had different groups, our bags were put in different places. Did I mention that the hotel is incredibly huge too? I couldn't find anyone in my group. I mean, I saw Yoochun, Sunny, Taeyeon and such, but they weren't my group! I am just very lost. The changing rooms were all full and packed, I couldn't find my clothes. 

So, with me and my only companion, a small towel, I wandered somewhere. And saw hope, cause that person was in my group. And he was still there, which means that my group hasn't left yet. Junsu. He was sitting like some.. Eh, unglamly with his legs up, playing with his phone. I called him like hundred times before he actually realised someone was calling him. That dork. I don't know if he recognises me or not, since I was staff, but he was mean. Maybe cause I disturbed him from his game? Who cares man. It's just a game! I asked him like another hundred times before he understood that I was asking where our bags were. He brought me to this changing room place and I almost wanted to smack him, if he wasn't Junsu, or if I didn't want his help. Why would my bag be in the male changing rooms?! That dork. So he brought me somewhere else, which was the lobby. I think he was crazy. If anyone were to see the way he dressed and I dressed.. Anyway, no one goes to the lobby dressed like us. Apparently, he doesn't care. We asked this security guard and he said there're no more bags around. He told me to search the dustbins. Wth. I totally cried on the spot. My bag in the dustbin? No way. Then, Junsu grabbed me to his changing room and threw me his shirt or jacket, I can't rem which. Mean. Yet kinda nice. Hmm.. Why did I say he was mean again? I forgot. Because he seemed quite nice actually.. Hah.
Why isn't he Jaejoong? Heh.

 I'm clearing my macros folder ^-^ The epic ones are not out yet though. Best for last.

 

Jaesu moment xD Why do they look so small?

   Because Jaejoong iz crazy~

 This is terrible yet awesome. Considering their image on stage..

 I can't.. >-<

 Evil maknae strikes!

 hehe I like this one. Personally, Yunho seems more girly as well.

 OH. This is one incident I'm proud of. As a Cassie. Heh how awesome is this? I can't even start.

Well.. What's the show name again? Family something? Haha Junsu is epic inside. Sleeping beauty of the household. No, I didn't mean it. I lied :p

Davichi- Is that how it is?
Feels like Jazz. I would totally kill to sing like them. Gosh. HaeRi.. Her name right? She's insane.

The new blogger format is really cool! They seriously have view counters!! Oh my xD I'm excited for no reason at all. hehehe And I can actually know who reads my blog. Well, not exactly. But the country and number of times. So cool~  ^-^
I'm in balloons mood! Shall I post a balloons video with DBSK wearing super mario costumes? hehe 
oh. nevermind. i shall post a macros. Continuation of the Junsu fail. It's Yunho time~ :)
Uh.. The 'how fangirls see him' part.. It's a GIF actually. But blogger does not support. Heh. It's not like DBSK fangirls do not already know. So.. For the sanity of my blog. Shhh ;) 
I think there's a JaeChunMin version too. I can't find them! T-T I will try harder. hehe It's too amusing not to bother. 

Anyway, about today. Wooo~ First time playing pool after such a long time. I even forgot how to hold a cue stick already. Haha But it was fun ^-^  
Jing chan is coming back in 3days! hehe I shall take this chance and ask Maknae out for some alone time. I feel evil.

Why do I have so many weird drafts in my blog!!

 

My new wallpaper. hehe

It is too amusing not to post.

Junsu epic fail. That's why he doesn't have charisma off stage.

Anyway, he just reminds me of Mozart/ Xiahzart.

So, I borrowed a book called Mozart Conspiracy.

It seems pretty cool but I have not read it yet.

And they said he was murdered.

Poor musician.

Good night!

^-^

Woah~ Blogger's new format is so confusing. Suddenly, I don't know how to use blogger anymore. Oh my >-<  Ookay, after staring for awhile, I realised everything's exactly the same. Heh And they even have a view counter now. Haha Cool

In Davichi Mode. Their lyrics are all so.. deep.

It always happens to me T-T Esp their live.



Point taken. I think he's bipolar too.

Hello! I'm back and Jaejoong's back too! :D
Wahaha This is so awesome. But he's blind now. What can I say?
Both my bias are blond! Yes, Eunhyukkie dyed his hair blond again~
xD I'm addicted to blond koreans. Haha I like Hongki in blond also. As Jeremy. Super cute. Oh! And JUNSU! I think he looks wayyy cooler than Jae. Alright, no fangirling now. I can't believe I woke up at noon today. Omg. My dreams kills! Just because they're so.. WOW. In my dream, I went to a JYJ concert in South America. How cool is that?! JYJ concert plus South America. I knew my dreams are gonna kill me someday. And I'm right. Oh. But the concert venue is just a little auditorium and it's almost empty. Well, nvm that. Less screamings. At least in my dreams. And they were throwing little plastic coloured balls around. Like what they really do in concerts. Although I have absolutely no idea why the words written on the balls are in Jap.. I mean, it should be in english right? So.. Let's just assume that South Americans can understand Jap. Anyway, the dream felt so real, it felt as if I had really met them. Super like.

Speaking of Jap, we can't go to Jap for the next 10years. YiJing told me that the nuclear explosion radiation is still there. So if we go there, it'll affect us in the next 10years T-T Why oh why? Then the people living in Jap.. Should we expect alot of disformed babies or a great decline in their birthrate? HMM. Poor people. And what about SNSD who went to Jap? And JYJ? T-T It'll affect them too! Luckily, Suju is going to Paris. Whatever for. So jealous. I wanna go too!
OH. Saengilchuka Eunhyukkie! ^-^