Nutcase cracked. It's a bad thing, really.

Can't I just be a loner or something?

I going insane, I swear.

I don't want to consider anyone's feelings. Or feel for anyone.

It isn't fun anymore. Not like it was ever fun.

Too much emotions to take care of. I can't count.

Too little self to take it all. I'm only one.

What I am saying now?

I'm putting myself into the victim's shoes now.

But I am certainly not it. I was never it.

Then who's the victim?

Do we really need an answer?

Why are we all fighting for the victim's shoes?

If it's the wrong size, it wouldn't fit well.

 So why don't we get a new pair instead?

Why struggle with something that will hurt you?

If you don't buy shoes that aren't your size, you wouldn't have a chance to wear it.

Dont turn and kick youself in the shin. Cause you can't.

They say, time will heal things.

Really? How much time is needed?

Should we all wait till the time is near?

How will time heal everything?

And who are they to even say that?

Ahh. Too many questions. Too little answers.

I will shut myself and imagine a box.

Protect my sanity within the boundaries.

Fit myself in and just wait.

Wait till..

Let's not get to waiting till when.

I change my mind.

I will fill words in the box.

Words of betrayal, hypocrisy and distrust.

Fill it to the brim.

If I am alive in there, I will be alive out here. 

A little warning: Any similarities relevant to any situation is possible in any way you see it. But it does not matter how relevant it is to you because this is my post and this blog belongs to me and only me. So, same old rules. If you are unhappy, you can leave. I do not entertain any souls here, be it the living or dead. But if you are dead, please do not read my blog for I am certain I have the ability to freak out although I will not know whether you have done so or not.
Right now, I am fully aware of the digression happening and I am not in any sense apologectic. Because, I will repeat again, this is my blog ad I say whatever I want. But of course, nothing will be against my morals which includes religious, racist or any controversial comments. Controversial topics are just too bothersome to deal with and I do not have the patience to entertain. Besides, my blog does not have a chatbox, so if one day this blog gets shut down, I will have no idea why. Therefore, I will not risk the chance.

I need a place to rant and let out my emotions in my own way. So, if this offends anyone. I don't care and go away! Sorry for being rude but I happen to roll that way today.

Bye~ ^-^