Arghh~ My essay title was rejected! Really. Immigrant and talents. How boring is this? So standard. Reminds me of SS in Sec school. Gosh, can't they give us more interesting topics? I am begging the upper people. Use some creativity! Or we won't. 


And then.. I forgot. I know I'm so stressed up. Doing tut homework is stress. Researching is stress and time consuming. Doing covers is stress too cause of my unwell throat. Worrying about lack of sleep is more stress. Less than 7hours of sleep for 3 days already. I am working myself out. And, you know what, I passed by Bedok Reservior on the way home. I actually had the though of going jogging at night. I mean.. I DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR SLEEP. Oh my, brains cell, please come back.


ALSO. Silly me is just so insensitive. Words kill. How can I forget that? *bangs wall and suicide* But I don't sugarcoat. Either that, or it's sarcasm. Choose.
I'm just too free-spirited. I like my own ways. I chose my own principles, obviously. Sometimes, it just confuses me what I really want.
One minute it seemed right, the next it doesn't. Brain calls, go away, this time.


Maybe it's the stress getting to me. I know and I forget.


Impact. Huge. Healing time. None.
It bothers me. Things I can't reveal. Things I will regret. Things I can't control.
If the thought crosses my mind, does it means it's valid?

I don't have the heart to..