I think.. 
I've been very selfish recently.
I want time to myself.
I want to do things.
I want to achieve things.
And that, takes up a lot of time.
I don't have time to care about other things.
I can't devote to others.
Maybe I'm not ready yet.
I don't wish to commit.
There're a lot of things I've not done.
And I need to do them first.
My priorities. They are quite certain.
I wouldn't choose a latter for them.
Perhaps I should wait till I'm older.
This is getting very stress.
Feelings are just of words and descriptions.
Emotions are just of feelings and the lack of control.
Them. I don't understand.
In this stage, it's only I for everyone.