Tuesday, June 3, 2014

A perfect day ruined.

Hey peeps,

Let's talk about previous stuff before I go into today. It started perfectly, but towards the night, shit happened and I hated today. BEFORE THIS.

I overslept that morning because I had a nightmare. It must be me watching too much SAW series. My dream is exactly like SAW. Lucky I wasn't a participant inside. Or else I'll just freak out so bad.
Everyone was dying and there's fire everywhere. And you have to play games. Totally sick. And there's human eating pink bunnies chasing after me. Why am I still alive?

Then the scene changed. We all were lining up for some sort of assessment. If we don't find a partner by the time we get to the front, we're out or something. For uncertain reasons. Chanyeol, Sehun and Baekhyun were punished to stand under the sun. Whatever they have done wrong. I didn't know Chen was behind me. But when I do, it's too late. It's the kind of situation where the guy chooses the girl and they have no say. I rejected him though, cause I had a tag and without asking me, he just took the tag and wrote his name there. Like claiming his stake. So angry. It's supposed to be something like a contract. We have to pretend to be married until the game ends.

I wanted to fight him to get my tag but he backhugged me since he was sitting behind me. And asked me to cooperate. Of course I didn't. Which made him angry and he actually pushed my head to the ground, sort of like forcing me to surrender to him. It wasn't pretty. Then there's this magical floating number beside me. 7%. I looked at other girls and they only have 0.7%, 0.03% etc. So confused.

Chen then said it was some dominance percentage thing. Fair enough. I think I accepted him in the end since he lay on my lap and I patted his head. And he kept apologising cause one of the boys being punished was supposed to be my partner. But they were out of the game for a while cause... punishment. He was saving me, in a way.

I woke up, confused as hell, and realised I overslept.

I watched maleficient today. It's a pretty nice show. Angelina Jolie is way too cool to be human. And the visual effects are awesome. Throughout the show, I was just "humans, tsk tsk tsk". Human greed and all that nonsense. HUMANS.

Well, the sad part of today. Let's just say... I haven't cried for ages and it's good that I cried, if not I think I'll have depression soon. I did some angry dancing and angry singing too. Now, I feel much better. I'm gonna do some angry eating later. I have banana swisscake. Which is famous from Woodlands or something. (shrugs) And rice dumpling. I think I'm skinny, but I'm sporting a double chin recently. (or all the time). Maybe my jaw isn't prominent enough? Or my neck is too fat? Ah, whatever. Eat first, worry later.

My eyes hurt too. Crying makes me sleepy. What I need now is a warm body to cuddle. But no... I'm just doing... angry typing. Sigh. Sad life of Trecia. What more can I say?
Oh. I'm sporting abs line recently. From doing nothing. Am I awesome or what? (laughs)
I better stop digressing here and there cause I sound mental. Alright, I will stop now.

Trecia is off to eat some cake,
till next time,
bye.

Watch maleficient if you haven't!

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