According to Johari's window:
Blind self
Unknown
Open
Hidden self

Doesn't it explains so much?
I'm done trying. *cheers to myself*
Apparently, you don't realise your blind self. I mean, yeah, you're not supposed to anyway.
That's why it's called blinf self,there is a reason.
But, good luck.
Sorry for being bad tempered and cranky recently. I think I was just too caught up. But nonetheless, I mean everything I've said.
Just an advice: 'If you keep trying to become someone everyone wants to see, you will never become someone you want to be'
It's a habit.
Good day~! ^-^