Now that I have finished my reviews, I want to say something.
Nothing to do with the reviews.. More of.. people. But this is not a general post. 


I.. AM.. 'SHOOTING' SOMEONE. *sinful but still feels a need to do so*
You, that someone, gotta stop.. whatever you're trying to pull.
I don't understand what benefits you're gonna get by doing such 'see-through' yet silly and not worthy things. Don't understand~ Can't comprehend~.


Perhaps it is a way of getting attention. BUT, the wrong kind, you know. I think you're smart enough to differentiate the right and the wrong right? I'm sure you do. Feigning ignorance- Gets you nowhere. Perhaps, you don't even know yourself. Perhaps you're so caught up in your own acts and games, you can't even keep up with them. But you need to know, once you start these games, you cannot stop. Because once you stops, time runs out, your opponents catch up and it signifies GAME OVER. And you know what game over means right? SO, why play something like this?
Well, maybe I'm so sly, I can't think of this. But hey! At least I don't put up a facade in front of everyone. If I do put on one, I'll make sure it's perfect. Not one filled up loopholes, misleading words and rousing suspicions. It is not good, you're at the losing end. Go back to being yourself instead. Yes I admit, my temper isn't under control these days, I get angry, annoyed and refused to talk much, but hey, I can afford to do that. It's my own basic human rights! *out of topic*


Anyway, I hope you stop. You've seen my temper haven't you? You have, but you just chose to ignore it. I've shown irritation and you deemed it as a joke. Surely you know the difference between me joking and being serious right? I rarely get angry but I always get annoyed. Being annoyed is small case, I get annoyed at everything, even things that does not concern me. For example, if one skips meals in front of me, I get annoyed. If you don't do work, I get annoyed. If you say stupid things, I get annoyed. And none of these concerns me. Your life, your business.
Well, unless I feel a need to watch out for you, yeah, then I'll get angry if you do stupid things, but that's beside the point. I rarely feel a need to take care of people. But I have my biases as well. I'm only human. It's not grave anyway. 


BACK TO POINT.
Maybe I'm rather strict on myself or I am actually quite anal about certain things. But I believe that everyone has a certain limit of their own. And there are actually rules to living life, you know.
For example:
1. You can keep secrets from others, but you must never lie.
(Keeping secrets is not telling, it is not wrong. Lying is giving false information, that is a crime)
Keep lying, let's see who'll take any more of your words. For one, I sure don't.


2. You can rely on others, but never make use of them.
(Relying on others is healthy if in the correct way. Everyone needs a safe sanctuary to fall back to. It is a support. But using others, need I explain any further?)


So, these are two, honestly I used these two cause it applies to what is getting my temper up nowadays. I can give generously without wanting anything back, but all I want is an assurance. Like you treated me as an individual and not trying to control my movements or thoughts. You think I didn't notice? I saw it in your face. It shows everything. When you thought no one was looking, I saw the roll of eyes, the dissatisfied expression, the forced feelings. But I chose not to comment on it. I saw through the lies too. You just lied to me few days back. Think I didn't notice? Think again. Or maybe you didn't know you lied? After the previous match, I am set on high alert. I wouldn't be the good little kitty believing and waiting anymore. Maybe I do look clueless, lost and innocent most of the time, trust me, I'm far from it. Life doesn't exactly wait and slow down for innocent people, you know. With you, it's hard to be kind.


Everyone has two sides to them. Or at least I do. The good and the bad. You treat good with good, and bad with bad. Some people might argue, why swoop down to their level and be as bad as them? Well, I don't like being nice to mean people. It's like they don't deserve it. Might as well let them taste their own medicine. Then again, why should I bother with these people?


End note: I might be distant to you, but it's you who forced out my ugly side. And.. my ugly side.. ain't pretty. Obviously. 


*personality changes*
Well, good night everyone! ^-^
It's so late already!