This is so frustrating. I'm DEPRESSED. One thing that can make me depressed is Jae/Hyuk getting injured/sick. The other thing is my grades.
YES, GRADES.
I was so excited for Accounting. First time in a while that I aced a subject that required numbers. So damn happy. Top of mountain.
Then, I got my ROM result. Well, okay, C+, not that bad. I could work harder for a B next time.
Fell a little down the mountain slope.
And then, as if falling down the slope didn't hurt enough, I plunged all the way the mountain, rolled over thorns and fell over the cliff. Over exaggerating? Yes, but it was how it felt. Specially when my friends were all over the cloud. So I guess I couldn't blame on earthquake that made me fall but my own carelessness. *brace for impact* A freaking D for ILR. I died a little inside.
It would have been better if I got a C. But no, D. No way man. That is ridiculous.
Maybe I have no talent for essay questions. Or.. theory based work.
OB, IHT, POM- same fate.
Well, I didnt get a D for them. But getting a C is just as bad right?
Although POM was slightly better, must be the OB fundamentals. Got a B I think.
*sigh* It sucked. To have your GPA dropped from 3.2 to 2.5. Woah. It's not in the 3.0 range anymore. Awesome =.= Trecia is just so smart. She has no memory and doesn't understand anything ever. Way to go! *sarcasm at its fullest*
Guess the only way is to study more. And smart.
And.. it's not like I'll get into any local Uni anyway..
*harsh reality sinks in*